Were you outed and didn't want to be? Need to talk about your very first time or encounter? Have a question about technique or about safe sex? Whatever it is, lay it all out here. This category is specifically for lesbian stories.

My Life So Far, I'm Shared Between My Husband And My Girlfriend

I finished growing up in a foster home. My foster parents were very nice to me and they wanted me to go to college, but they were retired and didn't have a way to pay for me. I attended a junior college for a semester but I had to work full time and had to quit. I got on with a lady who did hair and she said she would teach me, but that didn't happen either. At 19 I decided to join the Navy.

There were a lot of kids like me, poor, broken homes, abused, limited education. At least I could read and write and passed my tests pretty easily. After basic I went to electronics school for maintenance and was assigned aboard a ship in the Mediterranean. See the world. Aboard the ship life was very regimented and although the women had quarters, it was impossible to get alone time. By then I had pretty much settled on that my preference was with another woman, my high school messing around had taught me that.

I met Clair on board, a girl from Kentucky. Long and lean, she butch cut her hair and kept her bush shaved back, made you want to fall to your knees and start eating. Our messing around mostly happened when we had shore leave. All we did was fuck. She had her things she liked, and a lot of it involved holding me down, or by the hair and ordering me around. Not that I minded, I liked those kind of orders. We improvised on board and a lot of it was visual. You know, sitting drying your leg off and showing your open twat to your girl. She liked getting a peak at my nipples, but it was only games, on board you couldn't really do anything.

We were both discharged at the same time and went to live in San Francisco, really Oakland but who's looking up your address, a run down dump of an apartment that smelled like piss in the hallways. We got jobs, I worked for a factory doing work for the Navy and she worked at a gym as a personal trainer. Believe me when I say she is a hard body, a perfect specimen, if you like women. Doesn't really turn me on, she comes across butch just standing there. But lots of women who wanted a butch military woman telling them what to do.

We turned 25, it seemed like forever when I left home and went into the Navy. My foster parents were always glad to see me, but I kept my behaviors secret with them. Why ruin their day. They asked about boyfriends and when was I going to have children and I told them I was dating. But there weren't going to be any babies, not something my girlfriend could help me with. Until one day I took her to meet them. She's so masculine, she was so buff right then that you had to believe she carried a package between her legs.

Oh well, it had to happen. Sorry Grace, but your girl is a lesbian. Always have been Grace. Remember Rachel, first pussy I ate Grace. I've always been attracted to butch looking women. Rachel by the way was captain on the varsity softball team. I never could get anything going for some tiny effeminate squeaky voiced girl.

My girlfriend and I stayed together for much of our twenties, but then a younger me showed up at the gym and she couldn't resist her and that led to us breaking up. The zing was gone, we had become sisters.

I'm writing this from New Mexico where I live with my husband and my son, he works for an oil company and makes good money. I sold out for the money really, he used to work in China, but then got transferred to Africa, he works a month on a month off which gives me time to have a close relationship with Anna, she's a nurse at the county hospital. He says he doesn't mind, as long as he gets my undivided attention when he gets home. And she knows all about him, and she's ok as long as he knows she's getting my undivided attention when he's gone. Anna by the way fits the image of every woman I have had a crush for, solid, tough, short hair, walks like a man, until you get your hand up between her legs and their ain't no junk there.

  • Lesbian Erotica Fan, I Had My Pinky Finger In Some Of The Productions

    For seven years I was a lighting girl filming erotica. But that was twenty years ago. I freely confess that I was turned down being in front of the camera because I don't have the looks. I wasn't blessed with a long thin body, I'm short and stout, fit but not skinny. I have a good set, but not camera great. I have always taken care of myself below the waist, I shave thoroughly, I have a clean pussy every day. As far as I am concerned I have an A plus pussy. Nothing out of place, nice thick lips, encased, clam. What girl wants to turn that down!

    I enjoyed my job, first row seat watching the girls swallow the sausage, or up the ass. Seeing a pussy destroyed is a different thing, some of these actors have horse cocks and pussies shouldn't suffer through that.

    It's true that some of the artists are lesbians, but many are not. As to watching lesbian erotica, that's my form of art. Why would anyone opt for a cock, when there is so much pussy around? I know that given the chance I would have made a great film, mamma lesbians getting their fill.

    But time passes, today I'm a part time social worker in Northern California focusing on young lesbians lost in life. My partner retired after twenty years with the Sacramento PD. She's opened a B&B and that's how we met. I help out, I can whip up a great breakfast in the morning.

    I had my time in the arts, erotica is an art form.

    Once, One Time, I Really Liked Being The Girl

    In Las Vegas I got lost and a dancer showed me how to get back to my hotel. They didn't let her come up to my room so I went with her to her apartment. I wasn't drunk, and I woke up with her. I got back to my hotel ok, went to the convention with my team, and back to Dallas. I just never got over her.

    That's why I'm 35, a workaholic. Some call me a bitch, but I get things done. I have a favorite, it seems I always have a favorite. Her name is Dominique and she's from San Juan. Pretty, 22, soft, attentive. I fall for Latina girls, it's a weakness.

    I decided a while ago to understand why if I have a pussy between my legs I act like a man. I fall for girls, I run a department of 17 employees, 15 women and 2 pussy men. I went to a massage girl, asked her to clean up my pussy, shave it, wax it, photograph it. Study it, where are my balls?

    Once, only once, I was 'the girl'. In Las Vegas ten years ago. I think I need to call Dominique, I need her tonight.

  • Finding Love From The Most Improbable Situation

    Lost in translation. I asked her to do her job. She said I was harassing her. I had HR ask her to follow the dress code, which she had been given before she was hired. She reported us to the EOC claiming we were attacking her cultural background. We put her on probation, she had the highest error rate of her peers. She screamed on social media that we were not in compliance with minority representation.

    We fired her for defamation on social media, which our employee handbook clearly prohibited.

    I was asked to lunch by a woman I didn't know. She was an ex coworker of this woman and let me know that she had sued her previous employer for race discrimination. Her reputation was abysmal but quieted by her former employers.

    Now to get to the salacious part. This woman I met was quite attractive and personable. What was a clandestine lunch lasted three hours. Although this former employee was part of the conversation, most of it was children, where we lived and extracurricular activities. We met a few more times, once a month or so and helped her get on with a company I used to work for. She talked about a cruise in the Caribbean, I said let's do it. Hesitantly we agreed yo share a room to save on costs.

    We returned from our cruise much closer than when we boarded, two middle aged ladies finding love in the dark. All because of this hideous woman who made our work life miserable.

    In Spite Of It All I Have Never Had That Feeling That I'm A Lesbian

    Being the only girl in the house I never had sisters. I had friends and the usual friendships. When I got to college I roomed with a girl on an athletic scholarship. I had never been around a girl who looked like that, she looked like she came out of a magazine. Developed arms and thighs and her butt was rock solid. She shaved in order to wear small bikini panties and wearing a bra was a formality, her tits did not sag and did not need any support. Oh, and just in case, she was blonde and blue eyed, of Scandinavian descent and beautiful. But she didn't have a boyfriend and told me that she never had one and was not interested. And then leaning forward on her bed she whispered to me that she liked girls, soft, tasty, girls with nice tits and long legs and a bushy pussy.

    I wasn't strong enough to push her off, all I could do was lay under her as she showed me how much she liked me, her hands on everything, her fingers everywhere, her mouth everywhere. She had me pinned down trying to get me to kiss back and make out with her. She managed to get all of my clothes off and she kissed me and made love to me for over an hour using her fingers and her mouth to get me to orgasm, getting on me in the 69 position and eating me while she shoved her pussy in my face. She sat on her bed with her legs wide open and told me to come to her crawling on all fours and eat her pussy.

    We sat across from each other still naked. She kept her legs open and insisted I do the same. From time to time she would stand up and lean over and kiss me and put her hand in my pussy. After a while she told me that she wanted me to sleep with her and we should set up use my bed as couch for visitors, we would sleep together. She went through my dresser and picked all my panties up and put them in her dresser and she mixed all her panties with mine. From now on we would have a panty drawer.

    She paraded me around her friends, she had already found the lesbian club and registered me as a first year lesbian. This register was public and put on the LGBT website. They also uploaded pictures of lesbian parties and games or just lesbians holding hands or sitting on the lawn, My face was all over it, because she was the one to upload the pictures. On one subdirectory, for all the lesbians that had been taken, my high school year book picture appeared with TAKEN in red letters.

    By the time our freshman year was over I had all the bona fide lesbian merit badges and passed onto a full member of the club. She played on the soccer team and the volleyball team, being five nine and very athletic. I watched her games, and we went to all the lesbian activities, including Pride week. We moved into an apartment for our sophomore year, a small one bedroom with a full sized bed. My parents were very disappointed and although they said that it was my life and I had to live it, my mother told me that her fear had been that I would get knocked up in high school. Now she wished I had.

    My passage into the lesbian coven was shock and awe. Defeated before I could raise my voice. My girlfriend is active, as in very active, in the lesbian society and her pride and joy is showing me off. If you know her name and look up her FaceBook page there is a picture of us with a heart around us.

    We graduated and set up house and got married in 2019, both 23. My parents came but my mother told me that she was there out of obligation, she couldn't give her blessing. They left immediately after the ceremony and didn't share a toast with us. I still have my merit badge from the lesbian club on campus, for full membership after fulfilling a full year as a first year lesbian.

  • Seriously Considering A Straight Cover

    "m 29, I just had sex with a man. Frankly it's my first.

    I am a lesbian, daughter of a prominent family. I am in the closet. My lesbian sexual life has been very trying, very secretive. I hide in my work, my social work, a close friend's group. The man, my coworker, married.

    He called me out, he told me lesbians present themselves like I did. His experience because frankly I didn't realize that lesbians present themselves differently than straight women.

    I realize that living this way is straining my system. I can't make a mistake, I've decided that being labeled as his mistress is actually a good cover. Now I need to learn to present myself like a straight woman.

    Closeted Lesbians Dealing With Their Secret And Sex And A Husband

    It's late at night. Today was our second anniversary, our baby is four months old. I am a closeted lesbian girl, married to a friend of mine who knows I'm gay and protects my secret. The baby was to prove I'm straight because I made some mistakes in high school which I dismissed saying we were just playing around and experimenting. We weren't and I hurt my girlfriend who was ready to come out. She's in the closet too to protect me.

    My friend from high school is my 'best' friend, she's my lover, my girlfriend, my sexual and amorous partner. She is very good with the baby and she is struggling with baby fever wanting one of her own. We've talked incessantly about her having one of her own, but for obvious reasons she can't get pregnant if she is not married. My husband is up for the job, he'll do it but she is scared. It hurts me to watch her struggle with her baby fever, it's all over her when she holds my baby.

    One other thing, my husband has been seeing this girl Veronica from his work. He needs the sex and she thinks he is just stepping out. She isn't someone I would think would make a good girlfriend, she has a reputation of whoring around. I asked him to stop seeing her. I want him to find a nice girl who he can find love with and who won't demand to get married.

    Sometimes I give him sex and forgive myself later. My girlfriend for obvious reasons doesn't give him sex but we could share the duties. I've invited her to a sleepover with us, I don't expect for her to give him sex, but at least she is with us and we can have sex which he might enjoy watching, and hopefully he can masturbate to it and leave me alone. This sex thing is our biggest problem right now because to be honest everyone is horny all the time and it's not fair to him to know that the girls are having sex and he is watching tv.

    How do women who find themselves in this problem manage it? Obviously they must give their husbands sex or he would leave them. Do you forgive yourself later, how do you reconcile sex with your husband while your girlfriend is waiting for you to love her too? Is your girlfriend open to sharing lovemaking together? I NEED TO KNOW. And we haven't figured out how to tame my girlfriend's baby fever.

    History Is Repeating Itself And Not For The Better

    I am a seventy year old woman lesbian living in Dallas with my partner. I have one child, a girl, who is a doctor and has her family. We are not close, she prefers her lifestyle and is embarrassed at mine. But once upon a time I was a young girl in junior high with ambitions to be a music teacher. My mother taught piano and my father was a professor. I had a brother who was killed in Viet Nam and younger sister. My family was in mourning. It was 1969.

    I studied nursing and it was at nursing school that I discovered my affections and attractions to another nursing student and we touched and groped and kissed and, yes, we kissed pussy. In fact I liked kissing her pussy and licking her and all that and I felt good when I triggered an orgasm. I worked my orgasm by getting on her and kissing her tits and rubbing my clit against her hip bone. We were active, inventive, read everything we could put our hands on, bought midnight lesbian novels, and had a perpetual look out for other lesbians. In a nursing school, all women, at Texas Women's University there were lots of lesbians, but everyone was in the closet. We only knew because we had parties.

    Parties where lesbians got together and danced and kissed and got down and kissed their girl right between the legs and the other girls cheered. We had dual couple sex on a bed together. Those of us who were well along with sex, taught the younger girls how to finger and eat pussy. Breasts were everywhere, topless parties. For us lesbians breasts were everything, guys focused on getting between your legs, lesbians looked at breasts first and then the rest. Or maybe it was that I was a breast girl from the beginning.

    The world was alive with the killing and the war in Viet Nam, and I was up front with that. They had killed my brother. I was out there, activist, screaming my head off for women's rights. I marched. I met a woman who was much older who dragged me around and took me into a real dark place with illegal substances and behavior. I escaped but just barely. The world was alive but at the same time it was crazy. I had ruined my relationship with my parents, I had kissed a girl in front of them and told them I was a lesbian.

    In my thirties my mother told me that her regret was that she was never going to see a grandchild from me. She played the guilt card, what did I think my brother died for? My younger sister had three and I had none. I got pregnant with a man friend who worked at the hospital. I settled into as normal a life as a lesbian could with a baby. I met a girl, another nurse who I found attractive, a Texas girl with blue eyes and black hair and rode horses. A Texas girl with real attractive boobs who liked having another girl eat her pussy. We became inseparable and parents to my child and lived together.

    Well today I'm an old woman with her partner with a long life in the movement. I have grown tired of the screaming and yelling and don't participate in anything. The world is alive again and scary. It's deja vu all over again. I would not want to be a young lesbian right now.

    Am I Still Gay?

    I married a friend from work to get out of town. He was transferred to Europe. He knew I was gay, but the night we arrived in Amsterdam he fucked me three times. I was unprepared and I wasn't on any form of birth control and I became pregnant. I told him it was a possibility. He was not upset at all, he continued fucking me, over and over, sometimes twice in a row.

    For the following two years we lived in Europe and then transferred to Singapore where our second child was born. All during our overseas assignment he fucked me. When we returned to the home office few people remembered I was gay. A couple asked and I answered the same way, gay is good, straight is better, financially. You can get used to anything, including your husband fucking you.

    We lived the upper middle class lifestyle, I never forgot about my days with girlfriends, like never forgetting your college days. In my gay way I loved him. One day our first child finished high school, I could never hurt them. So, I ask myself from time to time, was I gay? For a while when I was younger. Am I gay? The answer is somewhere in the past, somewhere in the future.

  • My Boss' Wife

    I joined a public accounting firm right out of college and rose to the position of manager. I got close and personal with a partner, she was the highest ranking lesbian in the firm, that we knew of. Because of our reporting relationship we decided that it would be best if I left the firm and she helped me land a job as financial reporting manager for a closely held company that made lots of money. Advised that it was a male dominated firm, run by the founders. My lover told me that working in a male environment would be different and once they found out that I was a lesbian things could get tough.

    I worked directly for the CFO and Vice President of all things important. His partner and cofounder was the CEO and chief salesman. They were in the late forties, both married with kids and wives of twenty years, classic male dominated households and submitted wives. They did figure out pretty early that I was a lesbian but curiously they didn't say much about it. One comment from my boss early on that two women he could stand but not two guys. Well we were two women and he invited us to join him for dinner with their wives. Frankly it was the first formal dinner I went to with my lover as out and about lesbians, as a couple. We both dressed in dresses and got made up and I felt like I was a fish in a fishbowl, not with the guys, but with their wives.

    The necessary banter of who has the bigger dick went on, sizing up my lover and she held her own, recognizing early that when it came to dicks she made up for it with what was between her ears. I, was relegated to the women. The CEO's wife, her first dinner with lesbians, asked me out and out what was it like, 'you know, having sex with another woman'. I told her it must not be too different than having sex with a man, but I wouldn't know, no man had ever crossed my threshold. "you mean your a virgin?", No, I mean I don't do dicks. The conversation got quite frank, about sex, and getting hot and whether I ever desired a dick. Oh, no, she said she had to have a dick. OK, I told her have your dick, but for me a great rack and a tight ass and wet pussy did it for me. My boss' wife listened and said at the end that it wasn't right, that's how she felt about it.

    My boss asked me the next day if I was alright, meaning he hadn't spent time talking to me. I told him not to worry, I had given his wife a lot to digest. Not all women understand lesbian feelings, even if they spend 90 percent of their time with other women. He laughed and told me he had picked her off the tree before she was ripe and she had been a handful getting her to grow up.

    Over the next months I talked a lot with his wife. I mean a lot. Lunches, and dinners, and telephones, and such. She wanted to know, really know, what it was like to be in love with a woman, a woman that loved you back. And sex, what is it really like? She told me I was the first lesbian she had ever talked to, and I answered her truthfully, admitting that being a lesbian had it's own set of problems. Like her bosses wife wanting to know what it was like being a lesbian.

    It was one afternoon, after a lunch at the girl's only restaurant that I liked, we were sitting outside on a bench enjoying some ice cream, when she said that she had to get married because she had been close with a girl and had been caught. I asked her 'how close' and she told me, they were caught naked by her mother. She was fourteen and she was married off at seventeen to a guy who got back from the Army and needed a wife, my boss.

    Lo and behold, my boss' wife was a lesbian, hiding deep in the closet behind the old coats in the dark. I asked her if she wanted me to help her come out and she said no, by now she was used to him. And she had children. She confessed to me two different times that she slipped up and got intimate with a friend, but she cut it off because she was married. I asked her, how can you be a lesbian and be a man's wife? Do you like that role, you come across so submissive.

    I have worked with my boss now for seven years, I'm a lot older and little wiser. I have a close, very close, and emotional relationship with his wife. My lover and mentor tolerates it, she sent me to work around men so this wouldn't happen. She's still in the closet behind the old coats, except with me and my lover. We are the only two people she has come out to. We have embraced her, and we have shown intimate acts in front of her, kissing and hugging. We've encouraged her, but she is not able to move, she lives in her closet, and we let her sit with us and talk whenever she needs to.

    I know because I work closely with my boss that he knows, has always known, he knew the day he married her. But back then what was thought was that marriage would set her right.