Infidelity. Cheating. It can weigh you down. If you've been unfaithful to a boyfriend, girlfriend, or spouse, you should know that confession is good for the soul. Tell us all about what you did, when you did it, and who you did it with. Was it a neighbor? A co-worker? An in-law even? Maybe you had a lapse on a business trip, or you're maintaining a cyber-relationship. Heck, do you have multiple spouses? We want to know!

Now I've Got His Peanut Inside Of Me

I was stationed in Germany. I got hurt while traveling in Belgium. I was hospitalized and needed surgery. In the hospital at the time was a reporter, she was there dealing with a chronic infection she had contracted in Somalia. She had ideas, and suggested I go stay with her a few days to recover, before returning to my post in Germany. She told me all about her work, where she had been, she was an investigative reported, freelance selling her story to newspapers and news sources. The more outside the norm the better, kidnapped children, m****rs and mayhem. Some of her stuff sounded like novels, but it was true, if not embellished. She was a story teller, she just went looking for awful situations.

But more than that, she liked girls who were soldiers, police officers, fit and strong. It was a contest of wills, until you put her down and kept her down and imposed your will on her. I was a soldier, semper fi. Try to take me, and I'll break you. and that's what happened. She forced the L out of me, and by the time I had imposed myself on her, the L was all out all over her. I was disgusted with myself, for not controlling my base behavior. If this got out I'd be cashiered, given my rank and duty. But like any addiction, once you submit to it again, you can't quit it. I resigned my commission, and followed her all over. Thailand, Philippines, Africa, Central America. It was raw lust, L on a scale I had never let myself go there. I had her name tattooed on my shoulder. She did the stories, I did the rest. Then Africa. The Zambesi.

We got caught and cornered by an elephant herd. It was worse than scary, no weapons, and animals so large that they can kill you. Our vehicle was disabled. This shot rang out, and this vehicle approached us blaring its horn, and shooting in the air, and scared off the herd. He was not nice, he was mad as hell and gave us a dressing down out there in nowhere. What the hell, who were we? This was a reserve, he was a ranger from South Africa. We weren't allowed there without permission. Our vehicle was stranded and he took us back in his, I sat up front with him. She was taking pictures. He stopped the vehicle and confiscated her camera equipment, nothing to see, to report, to tell about. No pictures. Her anger came on, and he imposed his authority and I watched. I looked down and I had peed my pants.

We were escorted, deported. Our equipment confiscated. But not before he got his two cents in, bent over like a teenager, taking his dick and doing nothing about it. I didn't report that back, I kept it to myself. It's my most worthwhile memory. The day I got put down, and surrendered. I peed my pants again. I still get wet thinking about him. He's a ghost but I have his number. I just met him two months ago in Pretoria, to do what he does best, to fuck the living shit out of me. I may have my lover's name tattooed on my shoulder, but I've got his peanut inside me, and I'm going to grow this peanut for him. And she's just going to have to like it. She can take all the pictures she wants.

  • Caught Wife And Now I Learned Something

    So I suspected my wife of cheating I don’t know why call it a gut feeling. So after a 3 day weekend the following Monday I drove to work texted my wife I’d be in meetings and wouldn’t be able to text much. I waited a bit left my phone in my desk in case she checked my location and returned home. When I arrived home to a random car in the driveway my suspicions were all but confirmed. I peaked in the living room window and saw no one. I entered as quiet as possible and went down the hallway towards our bedroom peaked around the corner. There she was on top riding some random guy I thought I’d go off in a fit of rage but I just stood quietly and watched I couldn’t take my eyes off. It’s probably the most confusing moment of my life I watched until we made eye contact. I put my finger to my lips to shush her and waited in the spare room until they finished. It was a very awkward conversation after but turns out i like to watch.

    It's Almost Like A Threesome, Being Loved The Way I Am

    One day you wake up and realize you are in over your head. This is about a man, a man I love. I met him with my boss, she introduced me to him. One thing led to another and I woke up in her bed. I was alone, she was sitting in a chair. She smiled an awkward smile and asked me how her husband was the night before.

    Over the past eight years I've just fallen more in love, deeper and deeper. She says she doesn't care as long as it's me. Keep her enemy close to her sort of thing. Too close, that's what I mean I'm in over my head. As long as I'm in love with him she says she can sleep at night. She sleeps in the room next to me, to keep an eye on me and her husband. To be sure that I'm the one he sleeps with.

    I slip in and out of believing she's in love with me. I feel it sometimes when she reaches out to hug me.

  • Fooling Around While My Husband Travels

    My husband started a new job right before covid, that would involve a lot of travel. Due to covid, he wasn't actually travelling, but he has been quite a bit the past 2 years finally. Twice a year he has to go on a 2 week trip to Germany. The first time he would be gone that long, he paid a High school boy in our neighborhood to cut the grass once while he was gone. He is a very handsome guy, skinny and has great abs. He was cutting the grass without a shirt on and I just watching him out the windows while having some wine, and may have touched myself a bit. I decided to say hi and went out with some lemonade, and asked how old he was. When he said 18 my heart fluttered. He took the lemonade and I jokingly offered some vodka for it. Ill never forget his tan, fit body while he said "You serious, I mean... yeah." I gave him some vodka, and my number so that we could coordinate if I ever needed him to cut the grass again.

    The next weekend I got a text from him and I felt a bit shameful and embarrassed about my behavior, and had sort of forgotten I gave him my number. He was asking me to buy some alcohol for him and his friends. I told my husband I had to go run some errands, he could have cared less. I went out and grabbed the drinks he ordered, and asked if he could meet me at a park near our houses. After this I just felt confused. This guy was so handsome and nice, but what was I hoping to get sneaking around from my husband for a guy who was just out of Highschool. He told me I was so cool but I drove back home still wondering what I was thinking. As I pulled into our garage, I realized I didn't have any groceries and my husband may get suspicious. I guess I wasn't surprised when he hardly noticed me return, and even less so that I didn't have any groceries.

    I continued to buy drinks for my neighbor, lets call him Eric. We occasionally had some friendly and flirty texts as well. While Eric was actually giving me some attention my husband continued to go through his motions and ignore me. He made me feel like I lived alone sometimes. One night while my husband was gone, and he had been extra frustrating before he left, Eric had asked if I could grab him some drinks. I told him that he could just come pick them up at my house since I was home alone. I had gotten him the usual beer order, but added a bottle of whiskey as a g*ft. I invited him in and he was very thankful and asked to repay me, but I just asked him to have a drink with me. As we were drinking, I found out he didn't have a girlfriend. I told him how surprised I was, that someone who looked like him could be single. he said "Well someone as beautiful as you probably understands wanting to be single for awhile." I blushed, my heart skipped a beat, and I was more turned on than I had been in the last 5 years. I knew why I had continued to indulge him the past few months at this moment, and I decided to do something I never thought I would... I invited him to the bedroom. I could tell he was excited and he said "I've thought about this happening so many times, Yea I do!" I grabbed his hand and brought him upstairs.

    I was wearing a plunge top and no bra. I knew where I wanted to the night to go, and he put my mind at ease with how sweet he was. We got into the bedroom and he sat on the bed but then was still, so I told him to do whatever he wanted to me. His hand easily slip into my top and his hand wrapped around my right boob. I started to kiss him while his hand explored my chest and stomach. I pushed it off my shoulders, fully exposing my top to him and he started to suck my boobs. He was wearing sports shorts and I started to grope his crotch. I started to work my hand into his shorts but he asked me to stop. My heart sank and I felt bad, I stood up and apologized, but to my surprise he said "No I don't want to stop, I just want to take care of you first." My husband hadn't had that mindset since early in us dating. He worked his hand in my pants and asked if he could take them off. I helped him, and he pressed his face between my legs. I hadn't felt a tongue inside me in years either. I could tell he didn't really know what he was doing, but something about that made it feel better in its own way. He went at it for about 20 minutes and he had gotten me close to cumming a couple times, and a full cock would put me over the edge. I got up and grabbed a condom for him, He put it on and I laid on the bed so he could get between my legs. I felt so warm in his arms as he positioned himself on top of me. I ran my hand down his abs and he pressed his cock into me. It felt so good, the way his hands and mouth explored my body, I truly felt desired. He was in me for about 20 seconds and a the familiar quick pulsing from my husband started, but there were 2 differences. Eric came A LOT longer, and as soon as he was done, he kept going. Inviting Eric over has become a regular occurrence over the past year, and he can go 3, sometimes 4 times in a row.

    Blind To My Love For Him, I Made The Call You Don't Call

    When I first got employed I worked the front desk as a receptionist and did travel arrangements. That's where I met the VP. He moved me to a job working for QC, it paid more but was boring, statistics. I begged him to get me another job. I said something like if he really cared about me he would get me another job. During those weeks before he moved me to PR he kissed me on the forehead and said he would look after me but I had to take care of him. I started to look after him, cleaning his office , getting his morning coffee. When I stood beside him he held my hand. He held my face and kissed me. By them I was totally in love with him.

    In the elevator he told me he loved me. I told him I loved him. I laid my head on his shoulder and he put his arm around me. Later that week he kissed me on the lips, a long kiss and held me to him. I fell against him, and didn't want him to release me. I was crazy in love, and would do anything for him to be happy with me.

    Like most silly girls it never crossed my mind that my behavior was obvious, that I talked out loud about being with him, when he came to see me, and he engaged in sex with me, I was on cloud nine. I was oblivious to what I was doing. I was 24, he was much older and married. I called his wife to let her know he was on the way home. It never crossed my mind what I was doing.

    He was very angry, his wife was actually easier on me.

    I tell you about this because when you are in love you don't realize what you are doing. His wife told me I had to learn to control my emotions, and if I was having an affair I should have the presence of mind to be careful. I can't stop loving him, he cares about me, he does tell me he loves me. I don't call his wife at midnight, that's his responsibility.

  • Girlfriends Cheating And I Don’t Care

    So I took my girlfriends phone while she was asleep and went through it. She didn’t know I knew her passcode but I do. I realize this is a red flag a breach of trust etc.
    Well one of the text convos I assume she meant to delete or she just didn’t think I’d ever be in her phone revealed her affair. There were pictures and videos of her with a hilariously large dick. Giving it a blowjob and getting fucked. It said let me know next time your man ain’t home again.
    I wasn’t mad, sad, angry, excited no real feelings. My only thought was how does she take that big fucker. I never have had a possessive attitude towards sex.

    I would be willing to open the relationship. I just wish she had discussed it with me prior. It feels like a trust issue now

    So I don’t know if I should bring up the situation with her or just ignore it.

    Just venting

    I Can't Believe I Cheated. The Guilt!

    I did it. I own it.
    I have no idea why I did it, though, and I am paranoid hubby will find out.

    We've been married 11 years and have 2 kids. Sex is fine and even with 2 kids it never dropped off really. He's a good provider and I only have to work if i want to which i don't. I thought I was happy and still think I am but I can't explain why I cheated a few days ago completely out of no place and really liked it.

    I met Danny at my kids daycare. I don'tveven need daycare because I don't work but my husband tells me everyone needs breaks and its good for our youngest to be social. Danny and I drop our kids up at the same time and we chit chat in the morning but i never thought much about it. He's a good 10 years younger than me and even if we were the same age guys like him are out of my league. He is hot, buff, and just has that bad boy look. I enjoyed his polite "hellos" and "hows it going?" in the mornings but think nothing of it. Then out of nowhere he asked me if I was in a hurry or would I like to get coffee. My heart instantly went rapid on me and I felt my whole body react. There was a Starbucks in that plazza so we are sitting there drinking coffee and I am suddenly so nervious like I just know something is going to happen. We try making small talk but I am clearly nervious and he can tell and it gets awkward. So suddenly he has says, "My wife is out of town all week so nobody is home at my place do you wanna come over?"
    We both knew what he meant. I was in shock and freaking out inside. But for some reason nodded yes. And before i knew it we were in his car and he was all over me coping feels up my shirt and deep kissing me. And I was on fire and would have car fucked right there and was reaching for his crotch to start just that. It was pure lust and I didn't care I was married. But this was clearly not his first time so he was like,"Not here another parent could see us my place is empty."

    We fucked right in thier bedriom where they sleep together. I was getting pounded doggy and looked up and saw her clothes and make up all over her room. I had so much guilt but some how it made it hotter. He was ripped, fucking perfectly fit body, a decent dick, and he knew what is was doing. It was fast and hard and he was so strong and it he could keep the pace up like it was nothing. I cummed my fucking brains out all day long. When we were not fucking I was running my hands all over his perfect man bod and sucking him hard again. We litterally went at it until we had to go back to the daycare and pick the kids up.
    When I went home that night i felt so guilty. I am a horrible wife. My husband does everything for me because he really loves me and this is how I repay him?

    Its been two days since I've been back to the daycare because I know when I see him I'll want to let him fuck me again. And I know I have to eventually go back. I also know I feel like shit for doing it but if he asks me to again I will say yes without hesatation.
    Does the guilt ever go away?

    So Going To Hell For This

    I got married last Saturday. He is a great guy I have dated for nearly two years. But on my wedding day I did something I should not have. I cheated on him. I can blame my best friend (maid of honor) but in the end I did it, not her.
    The ceremony was scheduled in the afternoon. Small town so no problem getting keys to the church from the minister. Me and Kim (best friend and maid of honor) went by Saturday morning to do some last minute decorating. The whole trip Kim kept teasing that she had a special wedding g*ft for me. Shortly after we got to the church she got a text and ran outside. She walked back in with a guy named Brian.
    Now I have to explain something. My senior year of high school I had a secret relationship with a guy named Brian. I say "secret" because we didn't openly date. He was black, I am white. and my family definitely would not approve. We kept things quiet and only our friends knew. But G-D DAMN we were so hot for each other and the sex was amazing! Right after high school Brian went military and we went our own ways.
    OK, now to present. I nearly fainted when I saw him. Kim just laughed when she saw my face, walked back out the door yelling "your welcome". Brian gave me a hug and we barely did the "how have you been" thing when I realized he wasn't letting go. He kissed my neck and I melted. We kissed each other and everything from there was a blur. He had my t-shirt and bra on the floor right there in the middle of the church! He went for my shorts when I at least had the brain to briefly stop things. We grabbed my clothes and ran into a side room. I couldn't wait to get his big black cock in my mouth. He grabbed two handfuls of my hair and just fucked my mouth. After some gagging and choking he pushed me down on my back and climbed between my legs. I was so wet! We kissed, he mauled my tits as he just started plowing my pussy! He didn't last long and there we were laying on the floor, IN A CHURCH! Sweaty and me now dripping cum from my stretched pussy. My fiancé then, now husband isn't very big down there. Brien is!
    We went through the "can't believe we did that" and started gathering a few clothes when Brian grabbed me from behind pushed me against the wall and started kissing my neck again. He knows it drives me crazy. I spun around and gave him some mouth to cock help to get him back where he should be. Next I was on all 4's taking him doggy. He eventually put all his weight on me and put me face down on the floor. He wanted (and tried) to fuck my ass like the old days, but without lube, NO WAY! He pushed my legs out wide and fucked like he was trying to kill me. He lasted forever and finally emptied his balls inside me one more time. We were both a mess! And so was the floor (IN A CHURCH).
    I took a look at my phone and panicked. We had been fucking for nearly two hours. We dressed, said goodbye, I rushed him out then found some paper towels and cleaned up the cum stains on the floor.
    In one day I cheated on my fiancé, had sex in a church, and went through a wedding ceremony with my ex boyfriends cum still inside me. Of course I took a shower but that night I had to lay there and let my new husband go down on me. Imagine that one!

    Opening New Horizons

    His suggestion, now my husband doesn't want to know.
    What I'm talking about is us having a threesome while we were away.
    My husband reckoned because we'd know no one and we'd probably never see them again, it'd be great to share me with an older more experienced man.
    Well the man was definitely more experienced and more well endowed. And he put my husband in his place, when after an hour of sex, he wanted us all to stop.
    But I was too turned on by then and our guest was just sliding his cock back into my arsehole.
    My husband was told to sit and watch, or fuckoff.
    I went on to have an amazing time with our guest and truly understood what they say about older men (49) being great lovers.
    My husband sulked, then left us alone and I did everything our guest wanted me to experience.
    The following morning my husband was in a mood, but I just told him it was His idea.

    I didn't get to have sex with our wonderful older guest again, but since our return home I've been cheating on my husband with a guy I used to work with.
    He's always wanted to get into my knickers and now as many times a week as we can find time, he and I have such fantastic sex.
    He's far more considerate of my needs and sexual wants than my husband, and he's got a kink I love. He absolutely adores eating out my pussy and arsehole, sometimes just doing that until I'm exhausted from the intense orgasms his expert mouth take me to.
    My husband is going on a three night fishing trip soon, so I'm taking an overnight shopping trip with girlfriends. Only I'm not, I'm going to a party with my older lover and a view of having sex with lots of men.
    My husband opened the sexual chest that is Pandora's box, and now I'm fully delving into its depths.

  • Girlfriend’s Sister

    This started over 2 weeks ago. My girlfriend lives at home with her parents and I like to stay the night there occasionally. She works extremely early in the mornings at a coffee shop while she’s in school so this is the only time we get together with my job as well. About 2 Sundays ago, I stayed the night and she left and I went back to sleep really tired. When I woke up I turned the tv on in their living room. Her little sister walked out of her room that connects directly to the living room when she heard me. She asked what I was up to. I told her I was just going to hang out for a couple hours and go to work myself. She said that if I was bored I could “hang out with her in her room,” and then walked back into her room. I wasn’t 100% sure what she meant by this but I chose not to think into it and sat on my phone. She is really pretty so I just tried really hard not to think about it, that was until I heard her say my name. When I looked up she was fully nude in her doorway. She just smiled and walked back into her room leaving the door open. I thought this was just crazy and went in. I told her that it wasn’t right and she shouldn’t be doing that. She confessed for the last 6 months I’ve been around, she’s been laying down hints I never noticed or picked up on. At first I tried talking to her but admittedly I was too weak. Within minutes of walking in, I had her pinned face down into her bed balls deep in her. Her mom works from home so we had to be quiet but it was really hard. It was by far the hottest and most pleasurable sex I have ever had. Felt so good I couldn’t bring myself to pull out so I had to leave early to get a Plan B for her. I felt so miserable after but like all bad temptations, I couldn’t resist again the next Sunday. Except that morning, as soon as my girlfriend left, I snuck into her room again and she laid there naked all night waiting for me. What followed was 2 hours of absolute pleasure. Now I sit here trying to decide if I should leave my girlfriend for her and ruin everything for something that won’t last at all, or to confess and hope we can find a way to move forward or end it between us. Either way, if we wait until this Sunday leading into Monday, I know I won’t resist and we will fuck again. Wish I could say confessing helped but I still feel like garbage