Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

Pushing Boundaries With My Life Partner And A Husband And Father

My father left us when I was in diapers. He ran off with another woman and settled several states away. In those days collecting out of state child support was hard, and my mother wasn't interested. My brother is eight years older, my mother went from teaching to school counseling. We were poor but not destitute. What we learned was a work ethic.

Sexually my brother was active by the time he was fourteen. My mother dealt with either a pregnancy or an abortion, not to mention fathers with deflowered daughters. But for reasons I don't understand he was the one for girls losing it in high school. On the other end of the spectrum was me. I walked for my diploma a lily white virgin, and proud of it.

As a junior in college I was taken and deflowered, first orally, then vaginally, and to complete the power trip 'up the ass'. I crawled around the floor looking for my underwear, I ended putting another girl's panties on. As this was a guy thing, popping cherries, I wasn't the only one being deflowered that evening.

Maybe having our virginity taken the same place the same time broke open another dimension. For the rest of our days in college and settling into our teaching careers, we lived a fully lesbian existence. We had no desire for another evening with a dick, and sperm in us.

However life isn't fair and we ran into the sex artist responsible for deflowering me. He couldn't hear the words NO FUCKING WAY , and ignored my pleading. and under the pressure of another ass whipping, I turned over and gave him what he wanted. I had to choose, have an abortion, or have the baby.

My mother told me without pulling punches, I would regret forever having an abortion. Pull up my panties and move on with the baby. He stuck around, until I married him. My lesbian girlfriend stayed to keep me company. We had experienced our deflowering together, now we would experience pregnancy together.

We live in a small cottage with our children. I told my husband how my father abandoned me. He had two daughters, was he staying or leaving? He's decided to stick around, found a straight woman and he has his visitation days, and pays his child support on time.

  • Daughter Found Out

    Looong story short...my 23yo daughter saw me getting spitroasted by 2 fat black cocks at a swingers club while her mom was watching. The night didn't end there, either.

    After getting home , we(her, her mom, and me) sat up all night talking about each of our sexual exploits. No detail left out.

    She kept asking about me with men. Usually while gently fingering herself. As was her mother.

    She kept asking to see more of me with men.

    I'm inclined to oblige. She seems as turned on by it as her mother is, and I sure enjoy it!

    While at breakfast, she asked her mother if the 2 of them could both peg me. The conversation was cut short due to the environment, but wasn't dropped.

    Any experienced advise from any dad's, mom's, or daughters?

    I expect strong opinions from most.

    Want A Mouthful

    I'm a highly sexed older married man with a lovely and usually willing wife who also likes being naughty. Lately we have been getting excited about hooking up with a hot and Dom shemale to do us both.
    The thoughts of having a pretty and dominate mistress, a pretty woman with big tetas and a thick throbbing juicy dick using our holes is so exciting. I have fantasized for a long time about watching and helping my wife to get her ass fucked good and deep and dirty and then me being forced to suck her nasty creampie out and clean the shecock thoroughly and maybe take a load of her cum to share with my slutty wife cumkissing.
    I know I have a bad fixation or fetish about licking unwashed arseholes and pussies. I like to eat out my wife and hear her moaning and telling how good it feels to have a big girly dick deep in her guts and packing her fudge.
    I'm sorry to be such a freak and a pig but it's making me so hot thinking of my wife being assfucked by a group of men with big hard dicks and sucking her assjuice off them.

  • True Story How I Turned Bi - First Time Taking It In The Ass

    I've shared a little about this before but things have changed recently. Long story short I met a local bi guy on SC and out of boredom we started chatting and sharing dick pics and stories. I started sharing about my wife and some pics of her.

    Well all that turned into blackmail as he noticed my tattoo and that we go to the same gym. It started small. He gave me a pink pair of panties and made me wear them. I had to SC pics throughout the day to prove it. Then he made me shower with the curtains open so he could watch. He made me get out of the ice bath at the gym naked and go into the locker rooms and change with my shriveled up dick.

    He even started picking out my clothes and underwear. I had to throw out all of my boxer briefs and wear white tighty whities for him. He made me jerk off for him almost daily. He'd even tell me where to do it. One time he watched while I jerked in the bathroom stall at a local park.

    Well, when he got bored with that he got interested in my wife. I won't go into all the details but after a couple months he started wanting to fuck her. Said I should get her drunk and let him have a turn and I refused.

    Eventually I offered to let him have my virgin ass if he would drop everything. The only condition was that he has to wear a condom. So we make the plans and agree to meet at this park that is miles away from everyone and everything. There's a bathroom there.

    He's waiting for me, dick out nothing on at all. I lock the door and start to undress. We barely speak to eachother my heart pounding out of my chest. He squeezes the tip of my dick and pulls it hard and then I bend over for him.

    He rubs some lube on my ass and begins to put the tip of his dick in. He goes slow working his dick in and doing a reach around on my dick that never gets hard. He comments over and over on how tight my ass is. It doesn't hurt. Just alot of pressure like I need to take a shit.

    Eventually though things relax and it starts to feel good. He can tell I like it cause he asks and I tell it that yea it feels good. I ask him not to stop. It starts to feel really fucking good and I start stroking my soft dick. LIke I said it never got hard. No idea why.

    Eventually I cum while stroking and so does he. He asks me to pull the condom off his cock so I do. I get some paper towels and clean him up but that was as far as I could go and he knew it was pushing it. He tugs on my little dick some more before we head out.

    Crazy story but I think I might actually be bi now

    MAN SEX

    I was forced by my company to work out of town, I am in the transportation department. My wife and kids were not happy but that was necessary at the time. When I reported for duty my coworker was a black gay fellow who took a shine to me. Phil would hit on me several times hoping to entice me to have sex with him and yes he was open about it. I just took it all in stride and let him touch me all to no avail. Where I stayed I would masturbate and eventually porn. It started out by watching men and women having sex. Then it was mutual masturbation between guys, after that cock sucking. Man I loved how women suck cock so sensually and yes I started to desire a cock. I would fantasize sucking a cock as I masturbated, how I envied those women sucking. Being alone and far from home changed me into a cock lover. I really wanted to suck on one.
    In the mean time I was working with Phil and kept my desire to myself. Our assignment was to go out of town and spend the night in a hotel. This particular time Phil invited me to his room to watch a movie. I came over wearing a top and loose shorts. We sat down on a couch, love seat type, talked and joked. Phil asked me if I had any issues being away from home for so long and I replied that I make up for it when I get home. He then smiled and asked me how about in between times. At this point he put his hand on my thigh and gently rubbed me on my skin. I did not resist him and let him continue. Slowly he made his way to my cock and with his fingers ran it along my shaft. I really loved the sensation and let him continue as my cock got so hard. Phil pulled my shorts up so that my cock was fully exposed. He waited to see what I would do and I waited for him to continue. I was breathing heavy as he took my cock in his hand and masturbated me, man oh man that was so awesome. Phil took off his shorts and exposed his hard cock to me, he was cut also, I did the same and took off everything. Phil was extremely happy with what was going on with me. He turned off the tv and put mutual masturbation on the porn site. I got the message and started to masturbate him, we both were beating off each other. This was sensual doing this with him, then he put on cock sucking porn. We masturbated watching women and men suck cock. I was close to cumin as Phil leaned over and started to suck my cock, I leaned back as he licked my head, frenulum, down the shaft to my balls and back up I was so horny at this point. He started to kiss my stomach, nipples and made his way to my mouth. He kissed me as he pushed his tongue into my mouth, our tongues met and we kissed passionately. Then he pulled back and told me to suck on his cock. I got on my knees and went between his legs, when my mouth got close to his cock Phil grabbed my head and shoved his cock into my mouth as he went in and out. Watching the porn I had an idea how to suck a cock. His cut head was covered in precum, I cleaned it up with my mouth and took about 4 inches as this was my first time sucking a cock as my gag reflexes kicked in and his cock would not go any further. I licked his cock, sucked his balls, tongue his slit and frenulum as well as masturbating him. Finally Phil blew his load in my mouth as he did I sucked it all the taste wasn't bad so I swallowed it, maybe next he will cum on my face. Phil kissed me French style as I was still hard and horny. He got up and came back with a jar of vaseline and put some on his two fingers. He found my asshole and started to shove his fingers in slowly as I moaned, it was a nice feeling as he masturbated me with his fingers in my ass. Going in and out, he pulled away and got behind me with his cock against my asshole, I had no resistance as I was loving it. He took the jar of vaseline and lubed his cock and my entrance. Bent over as he inserted his cock in my ass, it was just his head, slowly he went in and out as I asked him to fucked all the way. He entered and stopped, then slowly he put all in, I could feel his balls on my ass. Then he masturbated me with his cock in my ass as I got closer to cumin he started to fuck my ass. Man that was so incredible, then I exploded like never before as he was fucking my ass. I was so burnt out that I just laid there as he fucked me and filled my ass with his cum.
    I did not turn gay bi yes as Phil and me would make love when I was away from home. We stayed clean and no std's

  • For Some Unknown Reason I Was Formed With This Condition

    My days at home before I left for college were marked by tragedy. My father was lost to a plant explosion. My mother worked two jobs to provide for us. My sister was a problem child. I myself had to face a group of men who wanted to have sex with me and my friend. We ran, and by good fortune were able to avoid their search as we hid in a culvert that was unknown to them. Had we been r**ed, our lives would have been ruined. My art teacher made a pass at me when I was sixteen. She was caught with another girl the following year. I escaped by luck, because only luck intervened.

    I face my demon. I do not agree with my condition. I did not choose for this. I grew up dreaming of the day that I would marry a man and have a home and children. I never dreamt that I would be so ruined. I have difficulty enough bringing these urges under control. It is only under duress that I submit to what I cannot control.

    I know guilt. I know regret. I know that I do wrong. I know that my father, bless his soul, would never have permitted his daughter to behave like this.

    This condition is portrayed as wonderful, it is not. When your eye chases another woman, when your heart beats for another woman. When you find that you are with another woman, doing what you are only supposed to do with a man. I do not like the word LESBIAN. It means nothing to me. To be loved by another woman, as a woman loves a man. To love another woman, as you would love a man. To surrender my body to another woman, and long for her when I am alone without her. Pardon me, I do not want to be a lesbian. But I am. It is a fate worse than death. And I have to live it.

    Finally Recognizing It

    So I've been essentially a straight man forever and happily married twice. My wife is a swell gal and my best friend but her bio-clock has made her less interested in sex as many have found.
    I have also gotten some medication induced ED that's quite frustrating for sure.
    So most of my satisfying sex has become solo stroke offs.
    Lately I find myself more and more fantasizing about being orally dominated by a very verbal East Asian chap.
    I crave being on my knees and dropping his trousers to reveal his tighty whities.
    I want to bury my face in his crotch and savor his musky scent and nuzzle his balls. This makes him moan with pleasure and I take the next step, opening up a leg hole and taking out his smaller and mostly smooth scrotum. I'm moaning myself as I kiss, lick and suck on his delicious balls. Suck one at a time in my mouth and I love hearing him moan and say "Suck my balls good bitch!"
    I'd like to lie down and have him squat over my face and teabag me, feeding me his sack and my nose is pushed into his musky, funky man crack. I'm actually getting a bit of a stiffy as I confess this.
    I want him to slide forward a bit and demand I lick up and down his crack and I'm rewarded with the salty taste of sweat and the earthy taste of his man hole. He goes crazy and grunts at me to push my tongue deeper and soon he's slamming his dick down my throat and feeding me his thick white cream.
    I need this so bad.

    I Exposed Myself Online And It Was So Hot

    I spent hours exposing myself online to other men, showing my plugged butt and talking kinky stuff and masturbating.

    It was exhilarating. I love exposing myself. I love to see man masturbating while looking at my round plugged butt or just watching me touching myself.

    I'm an exhibitionist slut.

    Acceptance

    I bought a condo and moved cities last year to start a new life. Working remotely meant I already had a job so could focus on other things and get settled into my new home. Joined a social group for singles and did some volunteer work to meet new people. Looking at my life I was turning 40 and for years had lived a double life fighting gay desires. In between girlfriends I had casual encounters with men and sexual affairs that lasted a year or 2. Sexually I loved sucking cocks and being sucked. Had enjoyed kissing and mutual masturbation as well but had never gone as far as anal. Recent years I watched gay porn having lost interest in seeing women naked only men.

    Feeling guilty and embarrassed about gay desires I kept trying to have relationships with women but things never seemed to last so I always went back to sex with men. Kept telling myself I was bisexual though this felt a bit hollow and not really the whole truth. I had been in my condo a few months and went outside to the parking lot for a cigarette as the building was smoke free. When out there I was Joined by another man who also needed a cigarette. We smoked and chatted and hit it off. Alan is in his late 50's,a big strapping guy with a husky voice and masculine manner. I felt this sexual attraction to him right away but also romantic and intimate leanings which I had never felt before. I had no idea if he was into men at all until he looked at me and invited me to see the lake nearby at sunset in a few hours. It was the way he looked at me. His eyes had that need and desire I had seen in gay or bi men before. Likely the same look in my eyes. I eagerly said yes to his offer and then went inside to prepare a quick meal.

    I felt giddy as I met Alan in the parking lot and got into his car. We drove to the lake and parked. We looked at the sunset and the chat got more intimate. He came right out saying he was a gay man and was attracted to me. My body and mind was filled with thoughts of intense desire,lust and a new clarity. In that moment I realized I could no longer pretend I was not gay. I was the same as him. I loved men. For the first time in my life I told him out loud I was gay and attracted to him as well. This confession led to some passionate kissing in the front seat of his car then he sucked my cock. After he drained me I did the same to him marveling at how easily his big meaty cock filled my mouth. We shared a cigarette and he drove me home.

    Next thing I know we are seeing each other regularly. Sex at his place, my place,in the car, outdoors. Also going to dinners movies like any couple straight or gay. Alan got me into anal. He preferred to top and I found out I was definitely a bottom and loved a cock in my ass. Him penetrating me became part of every encounter. Been a year now and the sex is deeper and more fulfilling than ever with my lover. I am totally hooked on it now. I find myself letting go and accepting I am a gay man who loves pleasing his partner in all ways.

  • Sucked My First Cock

    So most of my life I’ve had this internal conversation with myself about my sexuality. I tried to tell myself I was straight knowing I was at the very least curious. I found myself recently single and decided I owed it to myself to explore or I would always be in limbo with my thoughts.

    The thing is I didn’t want to just get on an app and hookup with some random guy I didn’t know. So I contacted my previous exs friend not the most current breakup but the one before and asked to meet him because I needed to speak to him. He came over i asked him to keep the convo between us and he agreed. I explained my situation to him and how I felt. I then just straight up asked if I could suck his dick. I told him I would take it slow and explore. He enthusiastically agreed

    Now i started slow just licking and teasing his dick. Then i started get very turned on and I started sucking and I was having fun I actually was enjoying it. After a few minutes he said he was gonna cum and I just kept going until he came in my mouth and I swallowed. So that’s how my first bi adventure went