Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

Almost 20 Years Of Marriage In A Country With No Rights For Women

My parents immigrated when I was fourteen. I entered under their umbrella. But my parents never took the steps to get citizenship, and my situation was left open. Only when applying to college did we discover I was technically illegal as I had turned 18. A rush was on, and a friend of a friend's son married me in a civil ceremony, requesting my residency.

From day one, he saw me as a house slave. I wanted to go to college, he wanted a house slave like women are in my home country. My parents gave me to him, problem solved. I wasn't really married, I didn't even know him. I slept in a second bedroom, with the door locked, knowing he was waiting to take me and establish the marriage.

I lasted seven weeks, and then he had taken the hinge hardware off, and after I locked the door he pushed the door in. In my home country there is no form of assault between spouses, and the man has absolute power over his wife's reproduction. Being pregnant, was a celebration. my father gave a speech congratulating him.

As his wife I stayed home and stayed pregnant. After I had obtained my citizenship he took me to meet all his family. We stayed in my home country, I registered all my children with the embassy. At least I could give my children US citizenship.

I travel from time to time to see my parents. Over time I developed a platonic relationship with a friend, we are careful because we are both married. She believes my marital problem with my husband is that I am innately lesbian. We both agree that is my true sexual nature, which she and I both share. Both married before we stood on our own two feet, house slaves to men, and their need to breed us like prize dogs and horses.

I'm angry, she's angry, a lot of women are angry. But what good is it? We are husband property, traveling only with permission, meeting in dark corners to satisfy our natural beings. I can't imagine my husband's reaction, should he learn I am lesbian. He will ban me to the country as a teacher, where wives are sent when they are no longer wanted.

  • Doing My Part For His Genes To Flourish

    It's time to come out and say it. I'm a Christian, white, educated nurse, conservative, Republican voting, twenty eight year old, woman, in an affair with a white, educated physician, married, father of three, forty seven year old, conservative, Republican, man. After a year and a half I surrendered to my need to have my own baby. I can no longer deny my biology and protect his wife's biology. Sharing his genes is the eventful outcome.

    I don't believe I owe her an apology, we are victims of our stations in life, our female evolutionary drive for the best male. All biological creatures share this drive. And most all biological females take their seed from the best available male. And a superior gene male searches out the best available females, and he selected both me and his wife, from different generations.

    No one is 'at fault'. Trains on the same track, my duty now is to carry his genes forward. His wife is ahead of me on this track, she's done her part, now it's up to me to carry on for his genes to flourish.

    I Got Outed In A Deposition

    In the deposition I was asked "are you a homosexual?" I hesitated with the answer, "that's not relevant." Our lawyers said it was a valid question in the deposition, I had to answer.

    At 56 I answered truthfully. I was a homosexual. Very much in the closet, but many people in the gay community know me. I was in the closet to general public and family. The other lawyer did not ask any further questions along that line of questioning.

    Later, that lawyer for the other side asked me "do you suck cock, take it up the ass?" I answered "none of your business". "OK, I suck cock, satisfied?"

    He went on, he liked cocksuckers. If I sucked his cock he would waive me as a witness. I sucked his cock. And I let him give it to me up the ass.

    He was an avid homosexual, and outing me was part of his plan. A little birdie told him. I was never called as a witness.

  • Neighbor Friend Told Me His Back Hurt, I Said I Could Massage It.

    He left after the happy ending slightly confused I think about his sexuality, I told him I could give him another massage the next day if his back was still hurting and a few days went by with no word from him. I saw him and asked how everything was going, we talked and he said I just left feeling really weird about it but am okay now so I asked him if he wanted another massage.

    I purposely skipped over his cock and balls then leaned down and began licking them, went up his shaft to the head and sucked him to an erection, teased him over and over listening to the frustration when I left his head alone again. When I went back to it I sucked on it without mercy, had him lifting his hips some when he started ejaculating and swallowed it all down. He told me that was the best blow job he ever had in his life, told him anytime because I really enjoy doing it.

    He told me he did not want to push his luck but would I ever be okay with giving him one while he is standing, women seem to not like doing that but he loves it. I told him sure, sounds fun and I enjoyed doing it that way also. I walked over to his house the next day and when he answered the door I told him his servicing was here, he laughed and told me to come inside. I saw this ottoman in his living room and sat down on it, he looked at me smiling and asked if I was serious right now, said he had not even showered this morning yet. He walked over and I pulled down his sweats and gave him another blow job swallowing him down until my nose was in his pubic hair. He let out this praise to the gods and I was tasting his ejaculations and enjoying it a lot, he told me I was quickly becoming his best friend doing this all the time.

    I am still sucking him off all the time and it has been about two years now, he is twenty some years younger than I am and I really like that he gets hard as rock still, I have given him multiple orgasms a day some times, six to seven just going over to his house for it. He reclines back on the couch and mutes the game he is watching, told him not to worry about it at all but he still does it.

    I Can't Wait Until I Get To College And I Can Kiss Out In The Open

    Growing up on Sunday's we went to the country club. At that age I was in the swimming pool from the time we got there, we usually ate around the pool. I was in junior high and I went to the dressing room where the bathrooms were and heard this noise coming from a closet. It was a lot of banging around and a man telling someone to keep quiet. I watched the door, because I couldn't see anything. After a while the door opened and man came out, looked at himself in the mirror, and then an older boy came out, he was all red and we stared at each other. That was the first time I became aware that boys do it with men and like it.

    My first time in the closet was sucking. It was the best feeling ever. It was a long time before I pushed my swim suit down and I got the whole enchilada, that was better, and I leaked out of my penis. He sucked my penis and told me that I was good for him. By then I was another boy at the country club who made money by going into the closet.

    That boy I first met coming out of the closet became friends with me and when we got together we sucked cock and took turns on each other. I preferred letting him, and he pretty much preferred that anyway. To get ready for it we used his mother's hand cream. It was after I met a guy who kissed me that I knew I was a sissy and stopped pretending. I am a sissy and what of it. Kiss me, fuck me, give me cock to suck, I wear my sister's underwear.

  • UNEXPECTED LIASON

    Last night walking home through a quiet car park I noticed a guy who appeared to be wanking whilst looking at me. Naturally I went over to give him a piece of my mind. Looking through the side window, I was right. He had a large penis and when he opened the door I was taken aback. It was as if it was enticing me toward it. I wanted to say something but instead I found myself squatted inches from the glistening member. My hand reached out and grabbed it closing my fingers and gently stroking. Only a short time and I was on the back seat sucking my first cock only momentarily stopping as he removed my shirt. I went back to sucking as he put a frilly bra on me. I was really enjoying his pre-cum as my lower body became naked. On my back sucking he placed a suspender belt, a pair of stockings and finally matching frilly panties on me. I didn't care at that point all I wanted was cock. He tasted so good but he had other ideas for me and positioned me on all fours, put on a condom and lubed me up. I resisted the force at first then 'oh' and I had my first cock inside me. I grasped the door as he steadily penotrated me going deeper with each thrust, then he bottomed out. I jerked forward my head butting the door, I could not escape now. It was a little uncomfortabe so I raised my head to the window , there were men looking in at my deflowering, II quickly ducked out of sight and endured the lovely fucking. I could hear the men chant, 'fuck him, fuck him, show us his face'. The man grabbed my head with both hands and there I was for everyone to see and recognise. Eventually he filled the condom which I removed and sucked him clean. I must have looked a sight finishing my lover off dressed like a sissy in stocking, suspenders and a bra. I noticed there was spunk all over the windows as I was turfed out of the car followed by my clothes. I gathered them up still in my new oufit and off home I went.

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    Bisexual Male In The Closet

    Since I was young I’ve always been attracted to men and women. I have always had to hide my longings for men. I just wish I could come out as bisexual. I hate societal norms that pressure me to keep this inside. I’ve abstained from sex with men for many years and likely will not have sex with a man again in my lifetime. And that really saddens me. I have had sex with two males in my lifetime. One was a childhood friend that went on for a few years and the other a one night stand in college. I crave it sometimes desperately but can only seek solace in porn and fantasies. I am rather submissive with men and only have been a bottom. I guess to some extent I am lucky in that there are some like me who have never experienced sex with a man. Just wish I could have it both ways. There are those that will probably say, come out and live your life. But the consequences would be devastating for me and those around me. I have to live with that and I can handle it. But to just be with a man, to feels his arms around me, to smell him, to feel his body, taste him and to feel him inside me again would be insanely awesome. The feeling and longings can be gut wrenching at times. I don’t think I could be with a man full time, like married. But to occasionally have sex with a man would be amazing. To let my submissive side out, let him take control and give in and let go…I miss it terribly. I am sure there are other guys out there like me.

    Just Laying It Out Like It Is

    woman had that look about her, so I backed off. talked to her later. see for me I wasn't interested but some of the boys were. seems like there's a price for anything the boys wanted to do.

    while the boys had their way around I kept my distance.

    now i have a like for some of the things they like. i like to see them titties, have those titties dance. i like those sweet kisses. like those arms around my neck like they do. but i like a sweet girl who likes girls like me. keeps herself distant from boys.

    that's how I'm a lot like the boys, but different.

  • For A Time I Was A Frequent Traveler To NYC

    I was in a club one night in NY and saw this man kiss this other man. I did not make the connection that I was in a gay club. A table opened up and I sat down and ordered a drink from an obviously gay guy. As I looked around it was apparent that I was in a gay club, men dancing, necking, touching. The waiter brought the drink and asked where I was from. I told him I was from out of town staying at the Marriott.

    I watched like a lurker in the shadows, men dancing, others making a connection, some came alone, others in pairs. I felt myself getting an erection, this one man kept looking my way. We made eye contact. He approached and asked if he could join me. We talked about local politics, he too was a visitor dropping in. Unlike me he knew well what kind of club he came to, unlike me who followed the recommendation of the concierge.

    Not my thing I told myself. But he wanted it to be my thing. I followed, and we left, went back to my hotel room. It was a long night, in the morning he was gone, and with him my watch and wallet. I'd been rolled like a virgin traveler.

    I made several trips to NY during the following months and came to know the club well. Not always, from time to time, I returned to my room with company. Never the same person, the same persons were never there when I made my next visit to NY.