Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

It's A Man Thing

I was then in my early forties on a trip that passed through Hong Kong. In the bar I got into a conversation with another man at the bar. During the conversation he kept putting his hand on my knee or thigh and leaning into me. When we walked out of the bar he put his arm around my shoulder and invited me up to this room for a nightcap. That night I sucked cock, got totally naked with a man, enjoyed having my cock sucked and participated in anal sex which he provided as a favor considering it was my first time with a man.

I didn't know at the time that a hook up like that in many parts of the world can end you up in jail or deported. It scared me and I stopped cold from any further encounters of this kind. But the feeling for that evening never left my mind. Over time I became less and less restrictive and I kissed, shared oral sex and prostrated myself for anal sex with another man I met at a gas station filling my car. He also showed me that he gave oral sex to his Doberman.

That second experience scared me again, the pervert part of him and his dog. I kept away again for a long time. I was now retired, not by choice but by circumstance. My wife was very ill and bedridden and she had a nursing care day and night. I had joined a web site a long time ago and found that my registration was still valid and started to chat online with men. One man, who happened to live in the city near the town I live in suggested that we hook up and see where it goes. I agreed, and went into town on the excuse of going the annual car show. I met up with him, we had a couple of drinks, he offered to host at his townhouse. We went there, I was so hungry to suck his cock I made a fool of myself. We got naked on the bed and mutually masturbated each other, performed oral sex, I told him about the two times I had received anal sex, he said no problem, he had condoms and liquid spray and I enjoyed anal sex one more time. This time I realized that the other two times had been bareback, no condoms. That scared me.

I went off line. My wife passed. I found myself alone. I went back online. I hooked up with a man who claimed to be a top. I entertained him in my condo. He was very aggressive and wanted only to get it over with. It was not enjoyable. I went back online, met a man who had been a college professor, we agreed to meet at a motel. Three knocks sort of thing. He was smaller than me, he humored me and we got on the bed naked and spent a good amount of time touching and kissing and giving each other manual stimulation and oral sex, before I prostrated myself and enjoyed his very macho man fuck. He is the man that I am currently seeing. He like me spent a lifetime in the straight world and only know is exploring his man desires. As far as I am concerned I have no desire for hooking up with a woman, I am 100% committed to enjoying sex with another man.

  • Worshiping Black Penis

    My wife and I attended an adult pool party hosted by her office. After smoking pleasurable things and a couple of , my wife and I started talking about nasty, erotic sex screens. She asked me to tell her what the most erotic thing I could imagine. I told her I couldn’t because she might be angry. She begged me to tell her, promising me she not be mad . “Honey, my fantasy is for you to be wearing pantyhose, heels, a short black skirt and a white silk blouse with no bra. You tell me to undress, we are having company. She stares at my tiny and pathetic white penis. You laugh and make fun of my little dick. I tell you Eric is coming over. I also told her that Eric has my permission to do anything he wants to do with her. She looked so excited and happy, then I told her that what I wanted more was to watch her getting fucked by Eric .

    To my surprise, Eric, who is black, brought a friend, James , who is also black.

    Both of us showed just how much both of us love big hard black penis!!

    WHAT JUST HAPPENED

    Last night at the night club I had an encounter with cock. It started in the toilets, all the urinals were occupied so I went to the stalls. Suddenly another cock was there, 'Don't cross swords ducky', he said. I zipped up and bolted. The guy pursued me all night wearing me down advance after advance. Dancing he felt my bum, at the crowded bar he rubbed my cock, in a corner he french kissed me. 'Come on have a drink', he whispered in my ear then nuzzled my neck. I was getting turned on and he knew it rubbing my erection openly. At the bar he gave me a tenner so I could get the drinks. He was stood behind me with one hand in my pants playing with my bare penis. He lead me to a table at the back of the club and sat down. He lent over and said, 'I want my cock sucked'. I was forced on to my knees between his legs staring at his meat. 'Well'. I looked round and there was a crowd. The whore inside me grabbed my first dick and sucked it enthusiasticly to the applause from the watchers. 'SWALLOW, SWLLOW, SWALLOW', they chanted, I felt him pumping his seed, then my mouth was full. I instinctively turned to the baying crowed mouth open then swallowed. He laid me on the table and exposed my manhood, various cocks appeared and splat, splat, slatter, My face, belly, cock and ass were glazed. Well I guess that's my story, bye.

  • Weekend BBQ Experience

    I'm a 52 year old straight divorced guy who has been single for a while.
    I have a neighbor who just moved in next door and I saw that he was a little feminine and was wondering if he was a girly gay guy.
    Well I would go to the fence and see if I could get a better look at him and see what he was doing or what he was wearing
    So I was at night to the fence and peeping and I was just curious.
    Well one evening I went to get a peak and I saw him on his phone on his patio and wearing a bikini bottom and sandals.
    I was aroused and wanted to see if I could get to know him.
    The next morning I was outside being nosey and walking to the fence and saw him and introduced my self.
    He was a really nice guy and said he was Carlton and we talked for a bit and everyday I would go to the fence and talk to him.
    He had a nice ass like a girl and I noticed that he was always in some kinda girls clothes and sandals.
    One morning I got the ball's to go to the fence and ask Carlton over for a bbq and I asked him if he wanted my number?
    Your number? Carlton said giggling sure neighbor and asked me for the number.
    I was really excited in a curious and aroused way.
    Thanks neighbor I said, and jokingly said" no drunk texts unless you are wearing something..."
    Carlton looks with a smile" well I guess I'll have to get drunk today and send you some pics of.. lol

    A few days later I get a text" hey neighbor what you doing? Wanna come over for a drink?
    Sure I kinda busy at the moment but I'll get back to you when I'm done!
    Ok sounds like a plan text Carlton.
    A few minutes later I get a message from Carlton it's a picture message,
    I open the message it's a picture of purple bikini bottom, fishnet stockings and heels.
    I was speechless excited in a sexual way.
    Another message from Carlton
    " Oops sorry I drunk text you that pic lol"
    I didn't know what to say.
    Another message,
    " ?? You like the picture?"
    I took a minute to answer
    " Uggh is that really you neighbor? "
    Carlton replies
    " Well yes it is! I know you have been looking at me in a erotic and arousing look in your eyes and I wanted you to see me in a bit of a sexy pic"
    Wow I didn't know that you knew that I was getting a little peek at you?!
    I'm so embarrassed! I'm not going to lie! I have been a bit curious about you and the way you dress up.
    Carlton replies" and what is it you are curious about? And do you like the picture?

    I text Carlton$ ughh you do have a great booty and I love the way your legs make an ass of them selves lol"
    Carlton replies" ohh that's so sweet and cute you like the picture and noticing me"

    How bout you come over to my house and we hang out together and have some drinks and BBQ?
    Sounds great neighbor!
    What time is a good time to go? Texts Carlton
    " How about you come over now if you're not busy or anything? '
    Carlton replies"
    Okay I'll be there in a few minutes! Want me to bring anything for the BBQ?
    No you don't have to bring anything but yourself and something to swim in!
    Carlton texts" ohhh okay I'll be there in a few minutes!

    I reply to Carlton"
    You can come in what you were wearing in your picture lol
    About 20 minutes later I hear the doorbell, I go answer the door and there Carlton in a silky type robe and heels holding a couple bottles.
    Come on in neighbor welcome to my house and feel free to make yourself at home.
    Carlton gives me a hug and peck on the cheek,
    " I brought a bottle of tequila and champagne, I think you'll like my bikini I wore it especially with you in mind as he giggled.
    I was getting a little bit hard and really aroused!
    I say to Carlton if he would like to go outside to the patio and have a drink?
    Well yes I would love that,he grabs my arm as we walk outside,we sit down and make a couple drinks.

    Carlton asks if I wouldn't mind if he takes off his robe?
    No not at all! Make yourself comfortable!
    He removes his robe and I see Carlton in a bright orange micro bikini thong and I noticed that he had small boobs!
    You like my bikini neighbor?
    Yeah I think that you look like a sexy sports illustrated bikini girl!!
    Oh stop it! Said Carlton
    We talked and drank we moved closer to one another.
    I was hoping to see if Carlton wanted to go to the pool and soak our feet.
    I asked and he said that he would like to go and soak up the sun and our feet in the water.
    We walked to the pool and I asked him if he wanted me to take his heels off.
    Giggling" yes you can! Would you mind if I take off my top?
    " No I don't mind at all and I can help you with that!
    I take off the heels and ask Carlton to turn around and untie his bikini top,
    So what do you think of your neighbor? You like what you see?
    Yes I do you have a great body and I think it is very sexy.
    Carlton grabs my hand and pkaces it on her boob, I can feel myself getting aroused as I squeeze the boob and nipple.
    I pull Carlton closer to me as I feel both boobs.
    Carlton throws his legs up and around me.
    Sitting facing each other, I wrap my arms around him and move them up and down his back as I get closer to his ass.
    Carlton wraps his legs tightly on my waist as he kisses my neck.
    My hands on his bubble butt I caress and squeeze his ass as he lifts his boobs to my face.
    I kiss and lick his boobs as he moans.
    Carlton grinds against my cock as it gets throbbing hard!
    I put my finger on his thong as I slide it in between his ass cheeks, I gently rub his hole as I feel his thin cock tucked in between his legs and ass.
    Carlton arches his back as he moans" suck my boobs"
    I suck each one as my hand pulls his thong to the side as I rub his hole working my finger in his hole.
    Carlton lay's down squeezing his boobs!
    " Mmmmmm you can do anything you want to do to me;;"
    I untie his thong as I pull his leg up to my face as I kiss his sexy feet kissing down inside his thigh.
    As I get between his legs I see his shaved smooth Ball's as I untuck his long thin cock
    I turn Carlton over pulling his ass up as he gets on all fours,
    I spread his ass as I lick between his cheeks as I work my tongue inside his hole.
    Carlton asks me to lay on my back as we get in a 69 he licks my cock up and down kissing the tip.
    As my tongue goes into his hole, his lips wrap around my head and then slowly goes down as he takes it all In his mouth and moves in his throat.
    Eating his delicious hole I can taste his ass juices.
    Sucking his hole and licking his smooth ball's.
    Carlton deep thrating my cock gagging and moaning his fingers move to my ass as they rub my hole I feel his finger go in my ass as he sucks on my balls.
    He turns around on sitting on my legs he moves himself up on to my cock as he works his ass onto my cock.

    Without lube he gets me all the way in his ass as his ass gets juicy.
    Feeling me inside his ass I was in ecstasy something that I never felt before.
    We ..(continue confession)

    Sorority Sisters

    I've had this obsession ever since I discovered it by accident on the internet. I played those Flash sex games and some of them had girls with d0gs in them. The first was probably Scooby and Velma. I remember anxiously waiting until everyone went to bed before getting on my laptop and fingering myself so hard when playing those games.

    It was hard transitioning to college cuz there was so little privacy. I went to a college in Southern California and my roommates were nerdy Asian girls. They hardly left the room, which made it hard for me to enjoy my sessions. I'm fairly loud and I'm used to a queen bed.

    I decided to rush for a sorority, maybe you can figure out which one. We were in the invitation round when I met Penny. She's pretty, don't get me wrong, but what really caught my attention was her d0g, Brody. He was huge compared to her tiny Asian body and guess what? Intact. All the signs were there, even the way she talked about him. We naturally bonded and at the end, she invited me out to a party.

    The party was your typical college party, but I had only one thing in mind. It wasn't the guys. Penny and I continued to bond. I began dropping my own hints, starting with asking why Brody is intact. It took awhile, butI knew she understood when she said, "After this, why don't we head back to my place so you can have some fun with him?"

    Turns out, she's rich and really had her own place, no roommates. She got us some more drinks before sitting down to ask me with such a serious face, "So when did you start fucking d0gs?"

    I told her I never had, but it was a dream of mine. Her eyes lit up knowing I was a d0ggy virgin. We wasted no time after that. She pulled out a wedge pillow and set it on the ground. Brody became restless as she put socks on his feet. During all this, I undressed, my pussy clearly dripping in anticipation. "Climb on that pillow when you're ready," Penny told me.

    I guess we all have our dumb virgin moments cuz I was like, "Will he fit?" Penny just laughed and said, "We're small Asian girls but that doesn't mean we can't take cock."

    I assumed the position on the pillow, it was really comfy. I could hear Brody behind me, panting like crazy and slobbering. His muzzle nudged my pussy and his tongue began to lash out. I screamed at how sudden it was. The tongue was so confident, it pressed right up against me without hesitation. Penny was there encouraging him, "Good boy, good boy."

    It didn't take much for me to cum, I was so hot and ready. Penny waited until I calmed, then asked if I was ready. I nodded, then hung my head down knowing what was about to happen. The scene ran through my head and my heart was pumping.

    "Ok Brody, yip yip!" Penny called out while tapping my ass. On command, Brody reared up and mounted me so smoothly. "Unf," I remember from feeling his weight on me, plus how tightly he gripped my waist. He started humping immediately, but there was a slight pause.

    That's when I felt his tip spread me apart and with one big lurch, all of him was inside me. "Guhhh fuck!" I think that's what I said. Brody gave a couple more powerful, deep thrusts then began pounding away at me. I don't even know how to describe all the sensations I felt. No guy had ever held me down so tight and fucked me so hard.

    Of course, I came so hard during all that. I forgot about the knot until it found itself inside me, stretching me like nothing ever had. There were definitely one or two more orgasms while we were knotted.

    When we separated, Penny helped clean up. I was exhausted and fell asleep right there!

  • Acceptance

    My first sexual experience was with a neighbor boy when I was15. He was a year or so younger but it was he who threw his suit onto the float and pressed his hard cock against me. I eagerly sucked cock and swallowed cum that day. We'd meet in the woods and have sex for a year or so and then it ended when I went to high school. After awhile it got so that I usually felt sort of uncomfortable. We got into a routine where I'd usually suck him off and he rarely did me.
    After that it was years before I let myself try sex with a man again and it was few and far between since I was so nervous and worried about someone finding out. But over the years situations would occur where I had men approach me at a rest stop or in a mall restroom and I'd find myself letting some man hold my cock and I'd squeeze and stroke his.
    Eventually, even through two marriages, I finally accepted being a closet bisexual. There were times in both my marriages that I tried to suppress and deny it but eventually I'd notice a man's glance somewhere and once again I'd give in to the thrill of secret sex with a man.
    Over the years I'd always struggled with my sexual interactions with men and almost always felt a bit unsatisfied or uncomfortable afterwards. Very often I felt sort of used and that I hadn't been treated equally. I knew it was much my fault cause I'd usually be the first one on my knees ready to suck his cock. So pretty regularly the man would use my mouth till he fed me his load and then leave.
    Finally in my 50s after I'd started to get over the pain of my second divorce I decided to take a risk and seek out men for sex. It took awhile but I met a few men. Thankfully I was able to feel horny again through my depression and met a few men through ads. Mostly I just had sex with them once and then moved on. I met one man older than me and I visited him a few times. The first time I went to meet him we sat on the couch and chatted nervously till I had to do what I'd come over for and without breaking the conversation I reached over and started to rub and squeeze his crotch. I could tell that he wanted to kiss and make out with me but I wasn't into that although for the first time in a long time I ended up fucking him. I connected with a few more men and as the summer progressed it seemed like I was just getting hornier. I started to go to ABSs late at night and would go to a rest area I knew was a good place to cruise.
    At some point I realized that I had started to accept and get comfortable with my secret side. I was still closeted and still am but over some time I started to see my secret side as just a part of me. And as I had sex with more men I had a realization of sorts. I'd always liked sucking cock and had started to enjoy meeting men and giving them head. Then very late one night at the ABS I'd gone there really horny but it was mostly deserted and as I was about to leave a man brushed against my unlocked door. I opened it a bit and he quickly pushed inside. He grabbed my cock but as soon as I opened his jeans he pushed me down and held his cock against my lips until I just gave in and opened up and took his now hard prick. He used my mouth deep and hard and would choke me at times. Then when I thought he would cum he pulled me up and turned me round and then using only my saliva as a lube he pushed into me. I'd almost never been fucked and not for years but even though it hurt I was surprised at how quickly he was fucking me hard and deep and thankfully he soon was grunting and gasping softly as he pumped his thick juice into me.
    I went home worried and upset and the next day my ass was plenty sore. But over the next few weeks as I thought about how many men I'd had sex with the last few months I came to see that not only did I have a secret part of me but that the secrecy around meeting men for sex was a big part of the pleasure I experienced. And that led me to see that over this summer letting myself seek out and have sex with those men a great part of the sexual pleasure I had was getting to suck so much cock. When I thought about it it made me feel a bit nasty and dirty but it turned me on too. I'd struggled with it for years but since that first time I loved the taste and feel of a cock pushing into my mouth. Over that summer I had a great time having sex with men in various ways and places. But most of all I loved sucking their cocks and didn't mind the few who just came and went. I even realized that the guy who'd r**ed me I'd later on masturbate as I relived parts of it. I finally accepted that another part of my secret self is that deep down I enjoy being a cocksucker and have men use me for their secret sexual needs.
    It took awhile but I'm good with my secrets. I still want give and take when I meet with a man but I've gotten pretty good at reading a man who just wants me to blow him and now I just get into it and enjoy having sex with him.
    I reconnected with a man I had sex with and then we drifted apart. He'd never suck me and eventually I quit seeing him. I called him out of the blue and asked if I could stop by for a bit. He nervously agreed but warned me that nothing would happen. I said that was fine.. We sat on opposite sides of his big living room and chatted. After awhile I lowered my hand to my thigh. Then carefully moved in near my crotch. Slowly I started to barely move it on my bulge. Eventually I had to shift and adjust my swelling tool. My growing meat was obvious and I started to move my fingers slowly along the length. He'd glanced down a couple of times but now his eyes were on my hand and crotch. Without pausing the conversation I got up and walked over and sat so close to him our thighs pressed tight. We tried to keep up the conversation but when I reached over to open his slacks he got quiet and just shifted to help me get to his tool. Now when I visit I'm fine with the sex we have. I come over cause he likes what I do with him and I love being a nasty dirty cocksucker eager to taste his cum.

    Coming Out Now, It's Been A Long Time Coming, No Pun Intended

    As both retired and divorced I've been able to spread my wings and embraced my female side. Over the many years from high school, college, marriage, and divorce escaping for a little cock time was always in the cards. But now, it can be my only focus, women be damned. No offense, it's about indulging my female side and other females don't make the cut.

    Starting back in my fifties I joined a couple of gay dating sites for seniors, men my age. These sites provided an escape, but I wasn't interested in a relationship and many men were. One night stands were not usually in the cards. I had equal luck in the hotel bar. But now I could see myself being the weaker sex to a dominant man. No BDSM, dominant as the one in charge.

    I was trolling around one afternoon, clicking on this profile here and there and I tripped across Bob, from Costa Mesa down the road. His calling card was a beautiful penis picture, well formed, cut of course, my kind of guy. Profile wise, single lost his partner, traveled having been in sales, zip code a well to do part of town. Worth a shout out so I did. He answered, we exchanged emails, a couple of face pictures, his eyes said it all.

    We've been seeing each other, he is definitely the male here and his testosterone smile said it all. I am enjoying being the partner, my feminine side in full bloom. A lifetime of pretending, to being able to let my hair down. The sex is good, better than good, he has that under control. I love the more passive role, pleasing him, and I just can't get enough of that penis. So here I am, declaring myself gay.

    Crossing Over, My First Time

    In my late thirties I attend a convention in Dallas and stay at a large hotel. I get this idea of putting a note inside a stall in the men's room near the convention center with an honest request. "Straight man wants to experience gay sex" My room number and a request for the person answering to leave a note at the front desk for my mail box. Fifteen minutes later I get cold feet, go into the restroom and the note is gone.

    I check the front desk around eleven before heading up and there is a note, text ### x. Back in my room I sit with the note in my hand and decide to ignore it. But the curiosity gets to me and around midnight I send a text. "Hey, it's John". I get a text back, "Hey John, you serious?". I text back "I think I am". A knock on the door and there is a man in his forties, stocky, beard, and he says 'hey John, I'm here to be of service".

    He walks me through what to expect, he makes sure I'm totally sure about it, makes sure I've never done anything like this before, wants to know if I want the full experience or I'm just interested in touching cock and maybe sucking cock? I tell him I want the full experience, I've always wanted it but never had the nerve to act on it. He tells me that to start we should take our clothes off and standing naked he gets close and uses his cock to touch mine, then takes my cock in his hand and tells me to take his cock in mine. His hand on my cock is what I am focused on, it feels so good and it's so bad at the same time. I hold his dock but not like he is holding mine. He sits on the bed and puts my cock in his mouth and sucks, I mean sucks using his tongue to work around my glans.

    "Now it's your turn", remember to keep your teeth out of the way. Just suck and enjoy it, guaranteed you are going to like it. His cock is big, he is half hard and I put his cock in my mouth and try to suck on it, he holds my head and tells me to take easy, make love to his cock or he won't cum. His cock is big enough that I hold it with my fist and suck on it, the more I suck the more I like it. I notice that my cock is limp and he is hard. After a while he pushes me backwards, shoving me from the forehead, he gets down and sucks me again, this time shoving his finger in my asshole, he finds my prostate and makes me cum. "Good boy, like that?"

    We lay side by side, he has me hold his cock in my hand, he rubs me down, pays attention to my butt cheeks and my chest, pinching my nipples and asks me if I want to kiss. He warns, once we kiss I will never be able to claim I'm not gay. We kiss, he's on top of me, I have his hard cock in my hand. He asks me if I want it like a woman or a man. I have to ask him what he means and he says, men take it in the ass, women want it face to face. I ask him what he thinks and he says let's fuck you in the ass.

    I get on my hands and knees, he fingers me again, for a while and he rubs the head of his cock against my ass, he tells me to bend my head down and to bite my lip if it hurts, he's going in dry. It hurts, it feels like he is tearing into me, it stings, and he shoves putting his body weight behind it. After a while I feel like I have a baseball bat in my ass, he's shoving in a rhythm, big shove in, little pull out, big shove in, little bit out, he shoves hard and he let's out a moan, "nice tight ass".

    It's over. All of a sudden I just want him to leave. I don't know what to do. He lays on his back, his cock like some huge worm, his big harry belly and chest, his thick harry thighs. He tells me a man's go to do what a man's got to do. He tells me there is one more thing for me to be part of the club. We take a shower and go back to the room, he gets on his hands and knees and bends down and tells me to lick his ass, make love to his ass with my tongue, to take his cock in my hand and jerk him off while I lick his ass, not to stop till I make him cum.

    I don't want to but I do, holding his hard cock in my hand, I'm licking his ass, sucking on his ass, kissing his ass, I like it in a very sick sort of way, I jerk on his cock, he makes noises and tells me to keep it up, show him I'm his bitch, jerk him off and after a while he starts to cum, his cock jerking in my hand. I stop, he turns on his back and tells me to suck his cock. I do. He tells me he is spending the night and get close to him and he puts his arms around me and spoons me, his cock against my ass.

    I got to the convention the next day, he is there, he man's the booth of a competitor. He tells me If I'm up to it he could do it again that night, this time he's bringing lube, won't hurt, just enjoy it. We have dinner, we go to the room, we get naked, I suck his cock for a long time, he jerks on my cock, he lubes me up and fingers me with his finger, massaging my prostate and making me cum again, he climbs on my back and his cock slips in, still big and hard but it feels good. We lay afterwards, kissing and holding cocks in our hands. We shower in the morning, I rim his ass in the shower, this time I'm into it and we go to the bed where I jerk him off again, but this time I don't want to stop. The second night and morning I had experience. And we kissed. Long kisses, his beard against my face, I'm gay I said to myself. I'm gay. I kiss.

    Bi Guy

    I feel aroused and I touch myself whenever I watch gay porn, I even bought a dildo or a strap on for my gf to fuck me and of course a butt plug too, I live wearing panties too but I’m attracted to females n males. It very hard to find women who would love to peg a guy in singapore

  • Sharing

    Just watched a amateur video of two people sharing a dick that was just creaming and the two were kissing it and sharing the oozing white come so sensually and I thought it would be so hot to do that with my slutty wife and kiss her with lot a come in her mouth and my mouth to.