Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

My Job As A Bell Hop In College Helped Me Discover My Wild Side

While I was in college I worked the bell stand. For the first two years I worked 11-7. Strange things happen.

I subbed for room service with a limited menu. One night a lady called, wanted ice. A tip is a tip, I took her a bucket. Totally, 100 percent naked. She offered me a drink, when I declined, she stood with the drink in her hand, 'you see what you're missing'. The lady had to have been fifty.

One night the night clerk sent me up to a room with a Murphy bed, the guest needed help. A man stood there, his zipper down, his dick out. Not a word or suggestion.

We had a rent a cop, he got in trouble when he pulled his gun on a man, an undercover vise cop. That's how we found out 'the drunk' who sat at the bar, was really vice fingering hookers.

One night a man checked in with heavy baggage. I had to use a dolly. In his room he opened the curtains, and asked how much I needed to get friendly. He put three hundred dollar bills on the nightstand. The things you do for money.

After that night I was always friendly, if the tip was good enough. I got to like being with older men really. No drama, just some good sex and loving. One night stands. When I went on the morning shift I really missed it. I needed by then to be with a man, and the morning coffee shop manager turned out to like college boys.

All in all it was a good job, made decent money, and found out by accident that I had a hidden talent.

  • Back To College

    Tomorrow I head back to college for my second year. This summer was real eye opening. My best friend admitted he had tried men in college and was afraid I’d hate him for it. I confessed to being curious and we spent the whole summer making love.

    Unbeknownst to me, he had confided in his dad, and his dad knew about us. As he had returned to college last weekend, I spent yesterday in his parent’s bed being used by his father. Yes I called him daddy and yes I’m going to give myself to him again next time I’m home. Hoping to have them both at once.

    Black Man's Experience And Small Dick White Boys

    When I was twelve I sucked my neighbor. In high school I was on the track team and sucked off my track coach. He told me to join the Navy before I was drafted by the Army. In the Navy I was a painter, battleship grey. So many tight quarters where sucking off sailors kept me busy. After the Navy I went to Barber's College.

    I worked at a shop on the edge of downtown and had both office workers and blue collars as clients. It was right at closing time and this kid walked in, said he had an interview the next day. He seemed to like me rubbing his shoulders, leaned back while I ran my hands down his chest. I gave him the interview haircut, and asked him if he wanted 'the special'. Went back into the storage closet, and whipped out for him. He was on me like stink on shit and gave him the full treatment, my first white boy.

    He came in every two weeks for a touchup and a trip back to the closet. He had a small dick, which I could take up in my mouth and make him cum. When it was his turn held on with both hands. That settled it in my mind, no wonder white boys like a black man.

    Over these years, I always had a white boy, sucking on them and getting on them always felt good. For many years I cut hair outside of Fort Hood, so many boys who gave up their pretensions, and got dick whipped by a black man.

  • For Me Gay Sex Is Making Love First, Before Pulling Him On Top Of Me

    I found out the hard way that I wasn't going to be in charge and he was going to fuck me. I hated it, both the fucking and him lording it over me. But I was dependent of that job and I had to put up with it.

    I ran into a guy who had been stationed in Korea. I told him about my experience and he told me that happened in the service. The man above you wanted his cock sucked, you sucked cock. It's the way the world worked. I asked him if he had ever had to suck cock and he said he had, but he didn't like it. He asked me what about that man fucking me, was it really that bad, had I liked it a little. Getting fucked can't be that bad, and I had to have liked it a little.

    Well as you can guess I let him fuck me and I sucked his dick and got all naked with him. He was a kisser, he liked to 'make love' not just fuck and that made all the difference. We made love a lot, and he always ended up on top and I liked it that way. I liked sucking his dick, and kissing with him. I guessed I was gay anyways, so why not enjoy it.

    For the longest time I had these men that I got together with, but none of them I wanted to be with. I was always on the bottom and they were always on top and I did the sucking. I liked it, but I needed to find someone to make love with.

    I met Joe at work. He is divorced and has two grown kids. Me, I never got married, and to be truthful only once fucked a woman. We became work friends and we tended to visit. I worked on one side of the building, and he worked on the other side, but somehow one of us was always in the office visiting.

    He told me that he had checked into an Air B and B in Roatan, and was I interested. We flew to Roatan, away from everyone, we were out on the deck watching the sun set, and he said he could really do with a blowjob. Was I interested. I crawled over there, undid his pants and took his dick out and I was on it. I sucked him and he lost it, and I walked away with a mouthful of his cum, licking my lips and bending over to kiss him. We kissed hard for a couple of moments, before we went inside to get naked and we lay down on the bed and made love. We kissed and caressed, sucked dick and fingered, we got up and showered and I got on my knees and licked up his ass crack to his asshole, and laid back on the bed for him to fuck me.

    Pent up demand, going a long time without it. I was so into it I forgot to where I was for a moment. The curtains were open, and the lights were on and whoever was staying across from us had a direct line of sight on us. Who gave a shit anyway, we didn't know them, so we ate ass, sucked dick, and fucked until we were exhausted.

    Joe and me we are lovers, we make love before fucking. He's a big man and so am I so we take up a lot of room on the bed. We can make lover for a longtime, I love giving a good blowjob. It's just that way, me on the bottom, he on top of me, going and going and I reach up to him, and pull him down on me to kiss me, and whisper "I just can't get enough of you".

    My Life Changes

    I never thought I would be confessing anything like this.
    I’m in my 60’s…lived a mostly str8 life.still live a str8 married sexless married life.no one in my circle knows or would believe I VEIW myself today as a secretly gay as far as preferred sex go’s man. I’m not into men.or kissing.having feelings for a man. Even though I have a buddy I’ve been pleasing for over 6 years now on the DL…once I tried sucking his cock and allowing myself to swallow his cum I’ve been more and more excepting of my gay role in the sex acts. We do meet with a friend of his sometimes and I suck both of their cocks. I do swallow both loads when I’m allowed and his friend tops me most of the time at some point when we meet. I will say he’s not great at topping like I want. I want a really dominant top.one that enjoys and knows how to fuck. I’ve cum 5 times while taking cock handsfree. He isn’t one of them. I want a great top and. Now want to give it up as often as possible. I want a friend that is tested and that I can trust. I want to experiance raw cock and cum….yes it scares me…but I think of it often…any thoughts or advice.thx

  • Going To Try And Get My Cousin To Dick Me Down

    Side note we’re not actually blood related… although we played with each other’s cocks for as long as I remember we didn’t actually have sex until our early teens. We lost our virginity together it was his idea he wanted to see what cock felt like and he fucking loved it and I fucking loved taking his ass only thing was we were always ashamed to fully let go by that I mean we never kissed we never sucked each other’s cocks it was just a butt fuck and he would always start it by saying no homo let’s fuck.. we haven’t seen or spoken in over a decade. It actually left me confused sexually thought I was gay for a bit definitely not the case. He’s the only guy I’d have sex with and now that I’m grown and I know what I want I reached out I’m going to visit this fall. I was always the top now things changed I’m ready to get fucked

    Older Neighbor At Lake Cabin

    My parents own a small cabin at a lake near where we live. It’s a fun spot to go too on weekends. Or as I’ve found out it’s a great spot to go too because the older neighbor there loves to have sex

    He’s quite a bit older than I am. He’s 68. I was very surprised to find out he’s into guys. At first I just gave him bjs. He’s got a good size uncut dick with very saggy balls. Huge bonus that he shaves his pubes too, looks really sexy on him

    Two years ago is when we first did stuff together. I was blowing him while I was at the cabin at least once a day. I love giving head. One day as I’m blowing him he ask if I ever take dick in my butt. That’s Al, it took for me to strip naked and have him lay on the bed

    I started on top. It was a lot to take. I was used to average to small guys. He was big. I rode him until he cummed in me. It felt amazing.

    Ever since then I’ve been regularly bottoming for him. I’m at the lake very often. As much as I can be there so that we can have sex. Even if I’m there with my parents I’ll sneak off into his cabin so we can have sex before I go out on the lake or I’ll give him some ass at night after the day is done.

    Definitely the best dick I’ve ever had. Bonus that he’s uncut too and shaved. We’ve had sex on his boat on the lake quite a few times. Really hot I thought.

    College

    College boys are moving back in for the year. Cock sucking season has begun!

    I Got Fired Today

    I'm a DL 6'2" black guy, fit with the definition you white desperates love so much though im back on creatine being underweight at the moment. Being a normal looking guy from the hood, i can get away with being completely straight acting. All the guys from work and shit didn't sense anything and as a black guy in construction with more white guys than the Isle of Man, not sure adding gay would help me. Being dumb as shit though and always running short so needing a hustle, I started doing porn and shit at work in uniform in the construction areas during lunches and breaks.

    Today I went too far, I get it. I snuck in my pipe to do a puff in the video while naked except for the safety gear and ride my 8 inch dildo. The pipe was too much and a risk but I thought it would be hot for my porn accounts.

    We'd gotten foundation and the inner walls done but no roof of this building and as half the crew was sick on Flu or Covid, boss changed schedule and got the crew focused on the other two buildings in getting shit staged so figured noone would see me in there.

    I grabbed my lunch bag from the locker and snuck to the building. I grabbed a brick to rest my phone on and stripped naked except for the rest and helmet. Grabbed my pipe and dildo from the lunch bag and prepped with lube. Rode that shit blowing clouds while lhone getting it captured when I heard shuffling towards the space I was set up in. Opened my eyes after blowing a fat cloud, dildo balls deep, dick in hand and its the fucking site manager. He looks disgusted and shocked just says "I think you should leave", i said yep and sat there for a minute thinking this might be an arrest situation idk before lifting off the dildo and getting dressed and left.

    I got a text from him later that afternoon just saying he can't have me on site and so I am fired but he will put it as "underperformed" and hope i get clean and to check my email tonight for final details.

    So fuck it do i post the video on my account still as being caught has to add value right or I have to be respectful here being i know i was wrong.

  • Later In Life Gay Man

    In my fifties I started to develop a deep curiosity about gay sex. It came on slowly, I was traveling a lot and spending a lot of times in hotels. The advent of laptops had made computer access available from the rooms, and the TV on the wall had adult entertainment. In some countries, in South America for example, there were fully gay movies. I was in La Paz and on the TV late at night on the pay per view movie was a very explicit movie of two gay men who had met in a plaza. I watched the movie and masturbated, and watched the following night as well. I had met my alter ego, that man from the plaza. I wanted to meet a man who would treat me that way, I wanted a man to make love to me.

    I learned that at certain hotels, for mostly local travelers in Mexico or Bogota there were gay movies on the pay per view channels. In Monterrey Mexico I met a heavy set man, with a mustache and I let him get personal, he kissed me and I let him grab me and kiss me some more. We went back to the hotel I was staying at and I had my first gay experience. With full oral sex and an anal sex mounting. While the man penetrated me I felt something deep inside of me, and when he finished I felt even better. I gently sucked his cock for him. I wanted to be gay so bad it hurt.

    I learned to differentiate between men who wanted to be with a man, and men who wanted a man to be with. I wanted to have a man make love to me, to have sex with me. I wanted to suck on a man and please him. I was a total bottom and wanted to hook up with a top man. I found several gay web sites and some were in Spanish, and I set up meetings that way. Bogota, Caracas, Mexico City. I returned to La Paz and that same movie was on the late night pay per view menu.

    It was a full ten years before the ardor for meeting a man ran its course with me. I met Clarence, an insurance man, at a party and I let him make love to me. We began a relationship, but never living together. We are close friends, and we do frequent venues where gay men meet. What I want more than anything, is to be there with him, and have him make love to me. Sometimes the desire is overwhelming, sometimes just watching a movie is sufficient.