Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

From The First Time I Sucked To My First Time On The Bottom

I will first go back to when I was in the sixth grade. An eighth grade boy lived next door. Between us he was always talking down to me, I wasn't very athletic and I didn't like him. But that afternoon after school I went to his house. In his room he sucked my dick, pulling my pants all the way down, and then laying on top of me ran his dick up and down my butt crack and poked my anus. He swore me to secrecy and I kept my mouth shut, after he had me suck him. It was a one time thing, and I never thought much about it.

Forward to a few years ago, right after the lockdowns, I was sent to Brazil on a fact finding mission. Lawyers, engineers, companies. Along with me was a Business Development guy who acted as the lead for the trip. Safe inside the hotel on Ipanema he asked me if I had ever been to live sex show. That invitation took us by taxi from the hotel to this part of town I could never get back to. The place was dark, very dark really. There was a stage and some guys were dancing naked. We were taken to a booth with a view of the stage, we sat in the dark, with the table and floor area in front of the booth lit by a dim light bulb.

He led my eyes to focus on the stage where two guys were fucking, one bent over with his hands on his knees and the other behind him. Another showed up and fed his dick to the one bent over and my fiend told me he was getting spit roasted. You could have live sex at your table. No rule against touching. He asked for two guys, very smooth not a hair on them, their dicks swinging in the open air they started by kissing. With hands on dicks they massaged each other till they were both sporting erections, one bent over and sucked the other one, then turned and offered me his dick to suck on. In a flash my memory went back to that afternoon when I had sucked my neighbor and my impulse was to lean over and suck him.

I looked up and my coworker was hand jobbing the other one, smiling at me, and I bent over and taking his dick in my hand fed it into my mouth. It was heaven denied me. He was hard and he got close enough for me to suck and enjoy him. He offered to suck me and I opened my pants and he got down on his knees and gave me a blowjob. He was expert and between working my dick in his hand and poking his finger in my asshole he got me to cum on him. He wanted to kiss so he sat on my lap and kissed me, he was totally naked and I was naked from the waist down. He obviously wanted me to fuck him, and he positioned himself with his back towards me and I found he was already lubed up and my dick entered without problem. In a matter of ten minutes I had sucked off a man, had him give me a blowjob and fucked a guy out in the open.

Sitting back, there was a bottle of Champagne on the table with four glasses, and my coworker sat back and drank some. I pulled my pants up, he mentioned he didn't think I 'imbibed', he told me we could take them back to the hotel with us. I declined, enough was enough for me. We left, he paid, later I found out that every thing was a la cart there, and the Champagne was local and very expensive. On the account it showed up as a steak house.

It was sometime later, back in town, doing my thing, not talking to that guy from Sales. I met a guy I'll call Rob. He worked in Purchasing and somehow we ended walking together down the hall when he told me he wanted to get to know me. Not much later he sent me a text with a gay pride flag attached to it, 'Interested?'.

When I went out with him, we went to an Italian place in the dark and prohibited gay part of town. He held my hand while sitting, we talked about things, but not about being gay. The longer we sat and talked I wanted to kiss him. And I wanted him to fuck me. We ended up at his place and after kissing for a while, I lay on his bed while he used some of his magic to lube me up for him, he lay on me and slowly pushed his dick in me. It was pure pleasure, the more he humped the better I liked it, when he finished and took his dick out I was left wanting.

We got out from time to time, I am good at sucking on him, and I enjoy kissing. Sex is man on top and me on the bottom. The way I always dreamed it.

  • Becoming A Bottom

    Probably like most other married guys I grew curious about sex with a guy as I got older and wanted something more then just sex with my wife that had slowed down over the years

    I was 53 the first time I experienced dick. I had stopped in the city where my daughter was going to college on a drive home from a work trip. I got a hotel for two nights.

    I was at a restaurant when I met another guy who was also in town visiting his daughter at college. I could sense that he was trying to see if I was into guys as the night and conversations went on. When he said I’m going bs k to my hotel I joked saying should I join you. He didn’t hesitate to say that would be fun

    He got right to it when we walked in his hotel room. He asked if I had been with a guy before and I said no. This was as he was stripping to his underwear. Stood in front of me in just white Hanes briefs I could obviously tell he was already hard. So I took that as a reason to strip down to my white fruit of the loom briefs that I was already rock hard in

    We both had wedding rings on and he asked if I was getting any at home. I told him once a week usually at this point but no bjs. He said his wife only put out once or twice a month.

    We started with bjs. Having a guy suck me was amazing. Then I attempted to suck him. Both our dicks looked the same size. Then the big moment came. He asked if I wanted to get fucked. That is what I was most curious about so I to,d him I do

    Bent over the bed he penetrated. I was losing my anal virginity unexpectedly but it made it more of a turn on. He fucked me slowly for a few minutes then picked the speed up. I could feel his balls slapping my butt. In that moment it made me realize how my wife felt as I fucked her bent over.

    As I’m enjoying the new sensation of getting fucked he started to moan bad I knew he was cumming in me because I could feel his dick pulsating. As he finished he held his dick in me saying I’m so fucking tight.

    He pulled out slowly and I stood up with my dick rock hard. I started to jerk off and he pushed me onto the bed as he bent down to suck my dick. I cummed in his mouth and he swallowed.

    The next morning I went and had breakfast with my daughter before returning to that guys hotel to get fucked before my drive home. When I got home I fucked my wife while I had that guys cum in my butt. My orgasm was pretty dang good.

    Gay?

    I’m a married man with a family but in the past the occasional co-worker or customer has asked if I’m gay or mentioned they think I am.
    I will deny it but deep down it turns me on when I hear someone call me gay because I secretly am.
    I love it if a guy is checking me out, it’s had sex with men a few times bottoming each time and I masturbate to transsexual and gay porn exclusively. I like to wear pink lingerie and get turned on by being called gay and all the gay ‘slurs’ I can think of.
    I live a double life and if I could go back I wouldn’t have tried to ignore it. I would have embraced it and made sure I would be run through by as many men as I could every week.

  • Substitution

    It was 3 years ago and I had been dating this pretty blonde for a couple months and getting jowhere sexually. She kept teasing and we would make out but never get to the bedroom. Was getting frustrated.

    Saturday night came along and she canceled our date at the last minute. I was horny and restless. Went on a walk by the lake in a neighborhood near where I lived. There was a boardwalk and I walked along with no particular destination in mind.

    I came to this opening in a fence and walked through along the shoreline. There was no one else about. I found a big rock and sat down overlooking the water. I had been there 10 minutes when I heard a voice near me commenting on how nice an evening it was. I looked up to see a slim guy with a stubbly beard and greasy hair somewhere in his 40's smiling at me. He was a plain looking guy and I say that generously. He sat down near me and we started chatting. He read a lot so had lots of things to chat about. Somehow we got onto the subject of relationships and I mentioned the frustration of dating the blonde. He looked at me sympathetically. He said perhaps I just need to release some of that frustration. I looked at him quizzically and he continued. He said he was into men and sucking cock and would love to relieve my frustration.

    I was so horny that night I overlooked the situation and his looks and let him blow me. He really got into it and I found myself having a thunderous orgasm. He swallowed everything. After he gas emptied me he told me he could look after my cock anytime i needed. He gave
    me his number on a small piece of paper and I left.

    For a few days I never thought about what happened but then the blonde canceled on me again. I called the number and the guy answered. He sounded excited and told me to come over to his apartment which was not far from where we met.

    I got to this old 3 story apartment building jot far from the lake. He met me at a side entrance. I went inside to his small bachelor apartment. Soon his head was bobbing on my cock as I sat in an old easy chair. I filled his mouth and it felt great. We talked and had a couple beers. I got horny again and this time he led me to the bedroom. I felt a deepening horniness that went beyond what I felt before. I wanted more not sure what. He got naked as well and I saw his cock was hard. His mouth and hands explored my body driving me wild. When he kissed me I let go and kissed him back. He put something in his ass and sat on my stiff cock. He rode me hard until I exploded in his ass. I ended up sleeping over and in the morning had an erection that would not go away until I fucked him from behind.
    I stopped seeing the blonde and now weekends were spent in his bed. I have drained his cock many times now and love taking his loads I guess you could say I am dating him now.

    Cock Loving

    It started in the early 80s. I began cruising for cocks to suck in parks,bathhouses,ABS places,video booths and adult porn theaters. Orally serviced a lot of men whenever the gay urges hit me which was often. Always swallowed the loads men gave me. Enjoyed when men let go and filled my mouth with cum. Sucked all types of men of all ages,all sorts of cocks and races but especially liked older guys over 60. Always went home to masturbate reliving the moments of sucking.

    Over the years became an addicted cocksucker. Needed to get my fix. Everything shut down after Covid for a year or so then slowly opened back up. Much fewer places to go nowadays. I am on my knees in a couple of ABS video booth places these days and not nearly as many guys to suck as the good old days. Only get out to service cock a couple times a week now as a cocksucking senior but still love doing it. The build up is still there and the thrill of anticipating cocks to suck is still present. Cruising is much less common now unfortunately but there are still men to please and I am old school jot into the online apps

  • I'm Both, I Do Have Sex With My Wife, But I Prefer To Fuck With A Guy

    Seems like yesterday, but it was a long time ago. I was between freshman and sophomore years and I worked the night shift at a motel. Front desk and I had some bookkeeping duties, like room count but nothing special. Manuel was a man in his thirties, so older than me, and he worked maintenance and odd jobs or whatever was needed. He usually worked days, but part of his pay is that he had a room there, one of the ones in the back which looked onto the parking lot. Manuel liked me.

    I say that because when it was all quiet and dark he came up the front desk to keep me company. It was lonely there at night I liked Manuel coming by. We talked about this and that, college and growing up, and he asked me one day what was better. Kissing a girl or kissing a guy. Well I said kissing a girl. He asked if I had ever kissed a girl and I had to admit that I had not. So how did I know then? The questioning was designed to get me to admit that I had not experience and was just saying things. Manuel came around behind the front desk and grabbed me by the crotch.

    Do you even have a dick there? I don't feel anything. With that he reached for my belt and after undoing it and the button on my pants and zipper down he dug out my dick. I was paralyzed, up against the counter, and he played with my dick and moved into kiss me. In a second he was kissing me, and had my dick in his hand and my pants were around my ankles. I confess, because it's true, I liked him kissing me. When he held my now hard dick and bent down and sucked on it hard, I felt I had to pee.

    Out there in the wee early morning ours he kissed me and had me kiss him back, and he took his dick out of his pants and I held his dick and I kissed and sucked his dick. I held onto the counter, he got behind me and as I remember his dick went inside. I don't remember any pain, I only remember how hot it felt and how I had open my legs and stand on my toes, with my pants around my ankles and Manuel fucked me slowly at first then fast then leaned hard against me until he pulled his dick out. Then he kissed me. He kissed me to let me know I was his.

    Like I said, Manuel had a room in the back of the motel and after I got off work I went there and he was waiting for me in his white briefs, his dick showing, he had been lubing his dick up. He helped me out of my shirt and I took off my pants and we lay down on his bed and he ran his hands all over me, and then grabbed my dick to start kissing me. His dick was hard, knocking up against my leg and he slowly turned me onto my back, and with my legs open and he got on top, leaned down to kiss me and his dick went back inside. I could see my dick flopping around on my stomach as he fucked me and I wanted him to fuck me hard. He did, he knew all about fucking and he fucked me hard until he came again and pulled out.

    Not much more to say other than during that summer break I got fucked a lot by Manuel, and I sucked his cock. Manuel wasn't circumcized and one of the things I did was pull his foreskin off his dick head before sucking him. I went to him, plain and simple. I went to his room to get fucked. Since I was getting home around nine I told my mother I was going to breakfast at the International House of Pancakes next door.

    That Summer

    It is summer again. I am a middleaged divorced guy dating women. There was one summer though in the past in which I had a lot of sex with a man. Brings back fond memories.

    I was 25 then and was friends with a married guy from the job I had then. Doug was 40,an athletic former college football player with a crewcut and big chest. He and his wife were undergoing some marital difficulties at the time and had a trial separation. I was single.

    That summer Doug decided to spend the time at their cottage fixing up the place and chilling while his wife stayed in the city at their home. He had 2 months vacation saved up. The plan was to reconnect with his wife in September to see if they could salvage the marriage. He invited me to drive up on weekends to pitch in a bit and for some company.I said sure.

    The cottage was on a small lake with no immediate neighbors and a very quiet rustic setting. The first weekend I went up in July we got lots done and it felt real productive. Things got interesting the second weekend. We had gone swimming in the lake and returned to the cottage to have some barbecue steaks and a quiet evening drinking. We had a great meal on the deck outside and had just started hitting the vodka. He was sitting in a deck chair in his bathing suit and I was sitting beside him also in my speedo looking at the lake. Doug said he was horny and joked about rubbing one out right there. He said as there was no one around why didn't we both jerk off and see who could shoot our load the furthest. Seemed like a silly thing to do but he convinced me. He stood up and took his suit down as did I. We stood side by side and began jerking off. His cock was rock hard and thick. Mine was slimmer but about as long. He glanced at my cock while I looked at his as we masturbated. I felt kinda sexy with him checking me out. Made my cock harder. Before we both let go he surprised me by saying we should stroke each other and see if that feels different than doing ourselves. Before I could say anything his right hand replaced my hand and took over jerking me. It felt forbidden in a naughty way and I took my left hand and grabbed his beefy cock. He started shaking and knew neither of us was going to last long this way as it felt so exciting to masturbate each other. He started shooting first then me. Our spurts of cum shot in the air together. We paid no attention to who's went furthest as we both milked each other dry. We finished up and sat down emptied. We had more drinks quietly not able to speak for awhile. Finally he asked me if I liked how he jerked me off. I nodded and he said he enjoyed how I made him cum. He put on some music. We had more drinks and walked around naked our dicks hanging out. Everything felt different,charged with sexual release then a build up again. He looked at me admiringly. We went inside and he moved close feeling me up. My cock stiffened with his touch. I caressed his cock. It got hard again. We stood there playing with each other slyly. He led me to his bedroom and after I lay on his bed he got on top of me kissing my mouth passionately. I wrapped my arms around his big shoulders and gave him back a deep kiss. He ended up blowing me in his bed this time my load was sucked into his waiting mouth. I sucked him in return tasting his sweet cum and swallowing it. I slept with him and we had oral sex again in the morning. I drove back to the city my head spinning with images of what we had done together. He called me that night saying he missed me already. I went to bed excited and scared at what was happening. Thought about him all week and then drove to the cottage. As soon as I got there he took me to bed and we had sex. Each weekend things went further. Within several weeks he was fucking me. I grew to crave that thick cock in my ass. Loved how vocal his orgasms inside me were. He was now calling me babe all the time. He fucked me in different positions until we both realized we preferred him on top looking into my eyes as he blew inside me. The end of the summer came. He sat me down one evening looking guilty and troubled. My heart sank as he told me we had to stop this as it would ruin his marriage and he didn't want to fall in love with me. Awhile later he started crying and said he was falling in love with me and I cried as well admitting the same thing. I drove back with a heavy heart.The only thing to do was for me to quit the job and leave the city as he went back to his wife. They did reconnect and I moved away but I will never forget that summer.

    This Is How It Happened

    When my friend and I were around twelve going on thirteen we were constantly horny, we had compared sizes, touched and stroked each other and moved up to giving each other oral. Summer break started and with him being an only child we had his house to play around in everyday. He brought up anal sex one day reading about it somewhere, this was way before the internet so probably a magazine. He asked me if I thought it would feel like a girls pussy, told him how should I know with neither one of us getting anywhere near a girls yet. He asked if I wanted to try it, why not I said and he somehow knew we needed lube also. So with my clothes off bent over the end of his bed and his cock lubed up with Vaseline he began rubbing the head on my anus, pressure mounted as he tried pushing into me some then both of us let out a gasp as the popping sound announced he was inside me. He began going back and forth some, told me it felt really tight and said the head of his cock was getting squeezed big time. He pulled out and said Okay, your turn to see what it is like. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up back there, weird feeling being stuffed with lube for sure. I came back to his room and he bent over and spread his legs out some, his cheeks were shiny and wet looking, he told me he fingered some lube into himself also as I caked it on my cock head. I started rubbing like he did, felt his anus on the tip giving a little and slowly pushed in with a sudden ease of sliding when my head went in and I ended up putting like three inches into him. He was gasping some and saying it felt really painful and tried to keep from making too much noise so I pulled back out and my cock had poop on it along with gobs of lube. He let out a sigh of relief and said I could go back in if I wanted because he thought he could relax now, I told him no and headed to the bathroom to wash myself off in the shower. We never tried it again after that first time and both agreed that a blow job felt much better anyways.

    The Party

    Having turned 30 in 2015 I was reflecting on my life up until then. I had been in several relationships with women that had not worked out and wondered as a single guy when things would turn in my favor.

    I was at some bar and a guy around my age I had been talking to invited me to some party happening the following night. He was a slim blonde guy with pierced ears and an animated manner. He told me the address and hoped to see me there. I was at loose ends and decided to go. I arrived at this suburban house and parked my car. Inside the house there were 10 or 12 guys no women. I got the sense this was some kind of gay gathering andxI could have left but curiosity kept me there. Guys were welcoming and mostly in their late 20's to late 40's. There was music,party favors,and snacks. People were drinking and partaking of various substances. Brown bottles were being passed around sniffed from. I took a few whiffs and felt a heat rush to my head followed by a quick euphoria. It was quite a hit so I intermittently snorted and felt a growing loss of inhibitions. There were guys kissing now and having sex openly mainly oral. Some guys paired off and went to bedrooms. I got horny watching this stocky guy blowing some older slim dude. Men had their cocks out. The guy who invited me was now beside me asking me if I was enjoying myself. I nodded and I could feel his hand unzip my pants. He held a bottle under my nose and after a few more sniffs I was totally filled with lust. He was on his knees sucking my cock as a couple guys watched and jerked off. The guy sucked me deeply and took my load down his throat. I recall wandering around to the bedrooms watching guys get fucked. The last thing I recall before I crashed out on a bed was this grey haired older guy with a ponytail kissing me then going down my body to drain my cock. I woke up the best morning with the older guy laying beside me. He awoke and smiled at me. He said it was quite the party. He kissed my mouth and it felt sexy. I was still feeling rather disinhibited. I kissed him back and we made out for quite awhile. He whispered on my ear we should go back to his place for more private fun. He and I got dressed and slipped out of the house. We got in our card and I followed him to his apartment building. At his place we both sniffed from a small bottle he had. The lust returned fully and I recall him getting naked and on all fours. He got lubed up and urged me to mount him. My cock was so hard andcI slipped inside him easily. I fucked his tight little ass as he was a short slim dude as if it was the sweetest hole ever. I blew a huge load inside him. A couple hours later I fucked him again. Then I sucked his cock to orgasm.

    This was how Kevin and I became lovers. We no longer go to parties and instead prefer each other privately in bed.

  • Caught By Cousin

    When I was 19 a cousin and I lived together in Orlando. We moved down to attend school.

    I was a virgin when moving down and was ready to explore once I was in Orlando. Bring from Ohio moving to a city opened the doors to easy sex

    A 38 year old took my virginity. I bottomed because that is what I was curious about plus he was a total top.

    It was my 4th time bottoming. Things were going smooth. It was feeling really good that time. I was taking his dick with no issues when my cousin walked in and saw his dick in my butt and me rock hard. She was shocked

    Yes she. It was a girl cousin who I moved down with. The only thing that came out of her mouth was you take it in the butt?! I felt embarrassed! I said get out!

    Once she left the guy fucking me said I’m gonna finish real quick. So he fucked me and came real quick then got dressed and left.

    After he left I had to face my cousin. She had questions. I just told her I was curious and a virgin and liked the idea of being on the receiving end of anal. Of course she asked if he cummed in me

    After all the questions she admitted she let her first boyfriend fuck her butt once but she hated it. Afterwards she said she was cool if I had guys over but we needed to warn each other if we did.

    A few weeks later I had my first older guy. He was 59. My cousin was definitely surprised but wasn’t shocked that I was into older guys. She said it’s definitely a gay thing she thought. Bottoms wanting older tops. What shocked her was when I said he’s almost 8 inches and uncut. She was surprised to hear I had sex and seen and uncut one.