Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

Prostate Orgasms

Some background is in order. I am a divorced guy now aged 40 who discovered the joys of gay sex a couple years ago with an older gay neighbor. I had been curious about men for years and my neighbor had desired me for quite awhile. Gradually our chats had grown more intimate and he convinced me to take the big step in exploring my hidden desires one evening.

John is a stocky contractor in his mid 50's very masculine with longer gray hair and a bushy moustache. That first exploratory evening began with drinks at his place which led to deep kissing and later in his bed lots of foreplay. I found his cock utterly sexy around 6 inches cut fairly thick with a big mushroom head and a slight upward curve. I ended up sucking him and enjoying the feeling of his cock in my mouth and the spurts of cum he shot that I swallowed. He blew me as well and easily gave me an orgasm. We began having sex regularly consistent ingredients of mutual oral and masturbation. He wanted to fuck me but I was initially afraid of going that far. After several months of weekends sleeping over and increasing passion between us I could feel an insistent need to go further. I wanted him inside me and that night finally came.

We were in bed making out as usual when I told him I was ready to be made love to. He got excited and got ne some lube. I got my asshole ready and he said the first time would be painful but he would be as gentle as possible. He also said rear entry might offer easier access. I got on all fours and John got behind me and pushed in with his cock. It hurt like hell at first but he slowly got inside me until he popped all the way in. He began slowly pumping inside of me. I felt his cock tickle my prostate. A gradual sensation started enveloping my body. It felt vaguely pleasurable like a building fullness and tingling. It got stronger and stronger and I started to moan. John fucked me harder. The feeling took over and now I felt a intense pleasure and joy that replaced the pain. My whole body felt orgasmic like nothing I ever felt when my cock ejaculated. Waves of orgasm flowed through my body. John came inside me and my orgasm kept going. I told him to stay inside me as long as he could. Gexdud si and it felt like my orgasm lasted 20 or 30 minutes. He softened and eventually pulled out. I lay there and told him about how it all felt. He laughed gently and said perhaps I was made just right for him and his cock. I thought about it and let the pleasure of it all wash over me. We went to sleep deeply satisfied.

Over the next few weeks the pain of penetration completely subsided and when he made love to me I had these deep full body orgasms. I now felt satisfied in a way I never experienced before. I noticed it enhanced our relationship as we became more and more loving with each other. I moved into his house with him as we no longer wanted any separation in our living arrangements. The lovemaking is just as rewarding today as it was then perhaps even a deeper fulfillment. When Johnnmakes love to me my body relaxes and feels blissful for hours once the orgasms subside. The next day even I feel usually calm and at peace. I wonder what this does physiologically sexually and emotionally when you have these prostate orgasms over and over. John teases me that he notices that I am so open,relaxed,loving even seductive compared to when we first got involved.

  • My Secret Life As A Gay Man

    I am a very str8 acting married man of many years.over the years of being in a marriage with a poor sex life I indulged in the much easier gay sex life. At first I allowed men to orally please me. About 10 years ago I allowed another man to use me anally after after sucking his cock. It was early in my exploration of gay sex. Not just receiving oral. It was very exciting. taboo and turned me on a lot .
    I found myself becoming submissive and turning into a secret gay oral bottom with kinks. Today many years later I am a cock loving gay man. I mostly please a buddy of 6 years now, I suck him off and swallow every drop of his amazing seed as often as possible, I also suck off a jack off buddy of his as often as they allow me, I have sucked my buddy off in his car in his drive and in parking lots.
    I now feel the need to have his cock n my mouth and love to know I have his need in my mouth. I love swallowing his cum more than any other sexual act.

    Army Of Two

    When I was in the Army, in Korea, I met a guy who would become my best friend for the next 5 years!. We did everything together! We even married Asian women at the same time! We both were up for promotion. He got his promotion, but because I was getting ready to leave Korea, they didn't promote me. Instead, I moved back into the barracks, in a room by myself. My friend was celebrating his promotion and they put him in my room before he went to training the next day. I was completely asleep when he came in the room. He must have been highly intoxicated! I eventually woke to a familiar sound and a massive hard cock that was deep down my friend's throat! I was so mad that we got into an argument, but the anger I had was fleeting fast, due to ho fucking great he was sucking my cock! I pulled my dick out and made him get on his knees and finish me off! He sucked me so good that I wanted to return the favor, so we both got naked and we 69'd each other for am hour and we came at exactly the same time! I swallowed his warm cum and he swallowed mine too! We kissed each other as if we were lovers. We cuddled for the rest of the night with smiles on our faces and no regrets for what we had just done.

  • Sex Schedule

    I am a retired gay male and currently have 4 regulars who drop by my place weekly to get their cock looked after.

    Three of the men are married guys in their 50's and 60's and one us a widower of 70. They get comfortable on my bed then I go to work and suck their cocks. Even though we are both naked it is mainly me touching and orally servicing them until they have their orgasm and I swallow their creamy loads. The widower does like to fuck me as well and I usually take his load deep in my ass. He likes to show up Sunday mornings while the rest are usually after work on weekdays. My cock is hard as I suck them and I always masturbate after they leave. Physically they are quite different. 2 have more of less average builds with hairy chests and trimmed beards and moustaches one white and one a black guy with a bigger cock. The 50 yr old is chubby and smooth with no facial hair and he is white too. He has the shortest fattest cock. The widower is Italian and stocky muscular blue collar type with an uncut cock.

    Love that feeling after sex with any of them. I appreciate each man in his own way and relish the act of pleasing them and emptying their balls. Cocksucking is deeply rewarding and all I really need sexually though I enjoy when the widower blows inside my ass. I prefer servicing men to a monogamous relationship with one man asxI feel more free,relaxed and I can be myself. These men have needs and I am there to satisfy them.

    Taking A Load

    My married friend drops by my condo several times a week. I am naked on my bed and my ass lubed up waiting for him. The door is unlocked. He has an hour sometimes more to get his needs met. He will come in and drop his pants.I suck him for awhile enjoying his fat married cut cock. Then I turn around and he pushes his dick into me from behind while grabbing my ass. His heavy body and big belly slap against me as we both moan in pleasure. He is 50 and drives a truck. Now he is driving his cock into me. He sometimes lasts 10 minutes sometimes 20. It feels dirty and exciting. 2 men having intercourse me receiving his load of manly cum and him shooting it deep into my ass. He empties his balls into me. He rolls off and lays beside me. Usually he gives me a lingering kiss after sex then we talk a bit kiss some more then he gets dressed and says goodbye.

    Been 5 years of these encounters and it feels as exciting as it was at the start. He days he gets his sexual needs fully met by this. I do too.

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  • My Gay Awakening

    I was 26 and Jack was 40 and retired early. He was best friends with my boss Joe, and we were all in the FL Keys for some R&R. Joe brought all of us (his employees) except Jack who had brought his houseboat to Duck Key. There were 8 guys as I recall and we were out to dinner that night. I was not driving and drank a lot. 

    After dinner we headed back to Jack’s boat to drop him off. I don’t recall exactly how, but Jack convinced me to stay on his boat that night. Even drunk, I knew where this was headed. I had been letting my boss Joe blow me weekly for about a year. But I had convinced myself I was just a straight guy enjoying some head. I had never really been with a man before, not fully, not doing all the things I secretly wanted to do since I was very young. Who knew that my curious self anal exploration as a 6 year old, using the eraser end of a pencil and some vaseline, would turn into a desire for cock. Once on his boat, Jack turned seduction into an art form. He plied me with drinks and convinced me I was tense and needed a massage….after a hot shower. Before I knew it Jack had me laying face down on his bed wearing only a white towel. I was excited for whatever was going to happen.

    The massage started innocently enough, shoulders, back, legs. But soon enough, Jack’s firm hands strayed up my legs and before long the towel was off and this man was squeezing my ass with his strong hands. I couldn’t help moving my hips and lifting my ass to let him know it was his. Although he already knew. At one point my excitement overwhelmed me and I turned to look up at Jack. Before I knew what I was doing I leaned in and kissed him. His rough beard stubble was so different than the smooth warm skin of women I’d kissed. But something stirred in me at that moment, especially as my hand also wandered to his stiff cock. What had always been a fantasy desire was unfolding in real time. I was excited beyond words. 

    After some passionate kissing I went down on Jack’s hard cock. I paused with his cock a few inches from my mouth and said “I’ve never had a cock in my mouth”. He didn’t say a word but put a hand on my head and gently pushed me down. I opened up wide and took this man’s cock in my mouth. I had never been so sexually turned on. Pleasing a man in bed felt like a quest I’d only been imagining from the safety of my closet. But now, at least with this man anyway, I was out and wanted to play. I started sucking his cock like a starving whore and although I had no idea what I was doing he seemed to enjoy it. I rotated between sucking Jack’s cock, kissing him, and having him suck me. The only way to describe this feeling is that I found and liberated a long repressed part of me. It felt so good and so right.

    At one point Jack told me he was going to fuck me (it wasn’t a question and I liked that) and grabbed a bottle of vaseline lotion and lubed my horny little asshole and his cock. I had never done this so didn’t know what to do, but went head down, ass up as i had always imagined. But Jack said no, he wanted me on my back, legs on his shoulders. I complied and almost immediately felt the tip of Jack’s steel rod against my slippery asshole. He was patient, but I wanted him. As he gently pressed in, I thrust my ass up to try and take is cock and to let him know I wanted it. Finally I just said “Go for it Jack….fuck me, oh my god please fuck me, I’ve wanted this for so long”. He needed no further encouragement and drove his cock down hard into me, burying it deep in my asshole as I let out a groan that signaled 20% pain and 80% pleasure. “Oh my god Jack” I breathlessly whispered “”I’ve needed this my whole life…..oh fuck this is so right”. Jack proceeded to pound my ass like a pile driver and I was in heaven. He switched positions a number of times and fucked me doggie style, spooning position, and then me riding him. When he was ready to shoot, Jack put me on my back again and held my legs apart and drove deep into me. His final thrusts were primal, as was his groaning growl as he said “Fuck I’m gonna cum”.  I was breathing fast and raising my hips to make each thrust deeper and more powerful. Suddenly he pushed hard and held it in as I felt his big cum load pump into me over and over. “Oh fuck Jack” I said “that’s it, cum in me….cum in my ass”.  When he was done I lay there, still drunk, feeling like for the first time in my life, I knew who I was. I still loved and needed pussy…a lot, but now I knew I loved and needed cock too. Jack wanted me to fuck him and cum in his ass but I was simply too drunk and I couldn’t. 

    The next morning Jack woke me to a pounding headache and gave me head til I came in his mouth. Wow! I still visit the Keys occasionally. When I do I always stop at Duck Key, grab a coffee, sit on a bench in front of the slip Jack’s boat was in, and remember.

    Shared Stories

    The mid 90's was a turning point for me. Pushing 30 and newly divorced from the woman I had dated from my early 20's. I suppose I was still searching for who I really was. Was reading a lot of self help stuff and spending a lot of time alone reflecting.

    After a long week at work I started going to a neighborhood bar on Friday evening,having a meal there then a few drinks while sitting alone. Did the same thing on Saturday nights. For a year this was an uneventful routine I kind of looked forward to.

    I began noticing there was another man often sitting there the same nights,a regular like me. He was tall and slim with slicked back greying hair,a quiet manner at least a decade older than I. We never spoke until one evening he was sitting at a table next to mine. I had some chicken wings and he asked me how they were. Mentioned they were pretty good so he ordered some. That was a catalyst to further conversation. He asked me to join him at his table and I moved over. For the next several hours we talked about many things. Maybe we were lonely but we talked easily together and hit it off. We had a few beers and a couple shots of liquor to chase the beer.

    It was near closing time and he looked at me carefully before he spoke." Fancy a drink at my place? he said softly. His invitation percolated in my mind for a few moments. I felt good from all of our conversation and wanted to continue the evening without thinking of the implications of his offer. I said yes and we left together. We both lived close to the bar and it was only a couple blocks and we were at his place,a first floor apartment in an old house.

    He poured us drinks. We sat on his couch and the conversation turned more intimate. He confided in me his marriage had not worked out for a deeper reason. He realized he was gay and wanted to be with men. I processed this and shared with him that I had some fantasies about men for years that I had never acted on. Perhaps the liquor had really lowered our inhibitions but my admission triggered him to share how he had had sex with men after his divorce. The conversation turned sexual and in the midst of that he kissed me. This turned me on and the kiss turned onto a wild make out session. He took me to bed and undressed me . For the first time I experienced the joy of a man sucking my cock. He drained my cock after I had an intense orgasm. That night I sucked him as well discovering I loved to pleasure him that way. I spent the night and we showered together in the morning kissing and.sucking there as well. His big cock was kissed and sucked by me until I got some more sweet spurts of cum.

    After this night we started meeting at the bar together then back to his place for sex every weekend. I soon enough was taking that big beautiful cock in my ass. During the week I got horny and went over there to be in his arms as well. It was a matter of time before I moved in with him.

    It is interesting how our relationship developed and grew. I evolved into the pleasing spouse type. I started doing all the cooking and housework and loved doing it. I became more submissive in bed as he took the lead more and more. We do mild bondage and roleplay. He bought me sexy thongs to wear and we both wear cockrings in the bedroom to keep our cocks nice and hard. He likes me fully smooth and shaved while he is more hairy. It has been 30 years together and still the sex is fully satisfying. Our kinkiest wrinkle we do is inviting another man to watch us have sex. He is a longtime friend of my partner and former lover. He is a shorter stocky chubbier middleaged guy a bit younger than me rcadywith a short stubby cock. He has his cock out stroking as my man fucks me. My guy blows inside me then I suck the friend's cock to orgasm. Finally the friend masturbates or sucks me to orgasm then departs. He always drops by Saturday nights and we watch some racy gay porn before the action begins. It really enhances our sex life.

    My First Time With Another Man - Part Two

    Last time, I told how I found out I was bi, how was my first contact with a dildo and finally my first sexual moment with another man. It was the best feeling I had in a long time. The first time, however, was only a blowjob, I sucked him until he came in my mouth. He got tired only by that and said he wanted to fuck me, but that didn't happen that night. After a while, I drove him to his house and went back home. I told him that we could do it again sometime, but deep inside, I believed that wouldn't happen again. Fortunately, I was wrong.

    Days later, again in my university, we were at class, he sat far from me, he was probably shy, just like me, but after class was over, I went to the bathroom and met him there by coincidence. We started talking, still kinda off because of our "moment". He was so cute and his mouth was so attractive that I wasn't able to control myself. I'm not the type who takes the initative when it comes to relationships, but with him, I was able to do it. It was just the two of us in the bathroom, I grabbed him by his arm and pulled him to the cabin, closing it shut, and I kissed him. It didn't took long for him to give in and start kissing me back. We were getting horny, I could feel his cock pressing against mine, both hard as rocks, but of course we couldn't do anything there, in a public place. I have some decency. But I wanted to feel his dick deep inside me again. I asked him if he wanted to go home with me after class. He agreed with no hesitation.

    Hours passed. I was still hard, trying to hide my boner, heart beating fast, and I knew he was the same. And then, finally the class was over. I ran to my car as fast as I could, waited him there, and then I saw him entering in the car really fast. We didn't say anything. I just drove far from university , far enough to stay away from the sights. I couldn't take it anymore. We finally got home. We got out of the car and rushed through the door. And as soon as I closed it, all of my muscles craved for what happened next. I kissed him with such desire, such intensity, and he did the same, pushing me against the wall, pressing my face, holding me tight as I kept kissing and using my tongue inside his mouth. Finally, I took his shirt off and did my thing with his chest, licking every part of his torso, sucking his nipples. After a while, he did the same to me, taking my shirt off and using me the way I was craving for. I was both rock hard and excited, waiting for more. And then, he took my pants and underwear off, my dick almost touching his nose. He was so surprising, we smiled for a brief moment. And then he began.

    He sukced my dick the same way I sucked his days before. Intently, Desiring every second of it. I couldn't believe how good his mouth was. I came inside his mouth, my body feeling it. But it wasn't enough. I wanted to feel him inside of me. Every drop of his cum inside me. I pushed him back, took him to the same sofa and took his pants off, having that amazing view of his hard cock. Suddenly, it was deep inside my throat, going in and out harder, faster, choking me more than the last time. I licked all of it. I could feel my dick twitching with every single taste of his dick. I knew when he was about to cum, he tried to stop me again, but this time I decided to give a break because we didn't want the same thing happening twice. I knew how bad he wanted to use me, to HAVE me. So I gave him the freedom to do so. I turned around and bend over the small table in front of me, my big ass facing his hard cock. I invited him.

    "Do me as hard as you can". That's what I said. And he finally did.

    As I was looking to the kitchen (which was in front of the living room), I felt his hard cock touching my hole softly, but heating it up. He then put more strength, pressing even harder, even deeper. I felt the tip penetrating me, I almost couldn't hold my moan. And finally, it entered. And I couldn't hold it anymore.

    I let a moan echo through the house as his dick went deep in me. I just love this feeling. The excitement. The desire. All of that in one place. And then, he began moving. Slowly, gently, but getting faster with each stroke. I felt it touching that point I adore. I was moaning even louder, as if I wanted everyone to hear it. My legs started to feel numb, I almost fell to the ground, and he kept fucking me the way I wanted. But I needed more. I desired more.

    I asked him to go even harder, putting it violently in my ass, and as he did, my screams couldn't get any louder. I took his hand out of my hip and pulled him close, putting it in my face, asking him to, please, be rough on me. And he was. I never felt so good before.

    We kept going over and over again, we changed positions, and finally, we both came, letting every single drop of semen come out of our penises. Best sex I had in years.

    We became fuck buddies since them. He keeps doing me constantly and I love every second of it.

    A Married Friend

    I realized in retirement that my true emotional and sexual needs as a older gay man could be met in a certain way. My life had included marriage with a woman then divorce, relationships with other women until my gay acceptance,gay affairs and relationships with men, and anonymous gay encounters, I placed an ad on a gay online app. Specifically I was looking for an older man single or married who was lacking sex and loving in his life I could provide him with behind closed doors. We would be free to express to each other our deepest wants and desires and satisfy them together. No judgment or inhibitions loving the other unconditionally without living together or a conventional dating experience. Basically concentrated sessions of lovemaking.

    John answered my ad. He was also in his 60's and had an ex wife who he was still friends with due to having children together. She accepted he was gay and acknowledged that was why their marriage did not work. He was looking to be loved for who he is but like me wanted to be with a man privately to express oneself without the restrictions of any kind of conventional dating relationship. To meet a couple times a week for loving sex.

    We talked on the phone and decided to meet. John came to my condo the first time several months ago. He is just under 6ft tall with grey hair and a moustache,average build. He is a talker and quite animated on manner. Quick to express emotion and his opinion. I am a bit taller than him,slim,receding white hair,cleanshaven and quieter.

    The attraction was there right away. We soon kissed passionately and went to my bedroom. Both our cut cocks were hard as we undressed. We had agreed to express whatever we feel as soon as we feel it with each other. No holding back. He became loving right away and I felt the same and expressed it. He sucked my cock lovingly and kept sucking until he had my load. I did the same to him and emptied his cock with my mouth. We talked for hours after our first sexual encounter. The talk became more and more loving
    We slept together and he left in the morning.

    He returned a few days later. We told each other how much we missed our being together. This time John fucked me in my bed. I pulled him close as he squirted inside of me.Him on top his cock wildly thrusting into my hole.

    Each time we meet it is concentrated lovemaking and lovetalk. Both of us have experienced love but never before without any judgment or expectations. Now we just freely express any of our deepest longings and needs to each other then the other loves them fully and we end up in sexual communion whether oral,manual or penetrative. This form of connection I wish I had many years ago. I only wished for it without receiving it until now. It works because we don't try to make it something that has everyday familiarity. We only get together for sex and loving. No dinners out or movies or dates of any kind.

  • My First Time With Another Man - Part One

    Ever since I was young, I believed I was straight. But suddenly, especially after having my first time with a girl, seeing how she would react to my cock, the curiosity came to me and it kept getting bigger over the years. I was 14 when I mad sex for the first time with my 20 yo cousin, and I've been holding back these urges since them. But arouns two years ago, I gave in to the curiosity.

    First, days after I started to live by my own, I bought a dildo, a medium one, around 15cm (5,9 in freedom units). And then I used it. More than once. It was a new sensation to me, it felt so great I couldn't stop riding it until I passed out, covered in my own cum and sweat. The best thing I had in years.

    I kept using it for almost two years, I even bought a bigger one, around 22cm (8,6 in freedom units), which got way deeper inside me and made me cum even harder and more intently. I recently let my hair grow and dyed it black (I was blonde), got skinny, it aroused me even more, knowing I was so hot and somewhat feminine. So I believe that helped in what I'm going to tell now. Recently, I gave a new step to it.

    Recently, in my university, a new boy came, he's 3 years older than me, his body was nice in a "no homo" point of view, I even told him that... but things started to get weird between us. We were having fun with some other friends in a party, and then we got separated from the rest, just to have a chat. But suddenly, as I was talking, he approached my face and kissed me. I was so in shock when that happened, but after some seconds of him kissing me, I gave in and followed with it. We kissed and when we finished, I wanted to keep going, but couldn't because our friends were getting closer and they couldn't find out.

    Moments later, we left the party, I was driving, so I took them to their home, one by one, and ironically, this friend was the last one. We were silent for a while, couldn't look at him. But I was already horny and curious to see if there's any difference in a real one to a fake one. I did what I never thought it was possible. I asked him if he wanted to go to my house. He said yes.

    As we got home, we just sat there, chatting and having fun. But things got weird again. And after a while, we started to kiss again, even more intently and violently. I remember like it was yesterday. He pushed me back into the sofa, his tongue going lower, from my mouth to my neck and then my chest, until it reaches my stomach. That somehow mad me aroused, but I wouldn't let me be bottom, so I pushed him back and kissed him while I took him to the ground. I was on top of him, my butt over his pelvis, I could feel it getting hard. He was so cute when he got all shy about his boner, but I told him it was okay. I went even lower, my face in his tummy, licking it while taking his pants down with my hands. And then I lifted my face and saw his huge boner in front of me as I took his underwear off. It was a really nice cock, I might say. I almost held back again, but then I realised. It was too late for that. And finally, I did it.

    My mouth went directly to his dick, I started licking it slowly, speeding up as we were getting into it. After a while and after savoring all of it with my tongue, I finally took it inside, going wild while doing it. As I was sucking him off, my other hand was in my own dick, rubbing it hard. The feeling of a real one is totally different from a fake cock. It's hotter, better, the taste, the hardness, everything about it was amazing. I kept sucking him for a while, until he told me to stop or he would cum. But I didn't. I wanted to feel that cum inside my mouth, I wanted to feel it deed down my throat. So I kept going even harder. He tried to stop me, but then gave up and pulled my head with such strength that I could feel his dick twitching deep in my mouth, choking me. I didn't stop. And finally, after a while, he came. All of his cum inside my mouth. The taste, the thickness, everything about it was different to me. And I loved every second of it.

    After we finished, he told me that he dind't want it to end so fast, he wanted to fuck me, that's why he wanted me to stop. I said sorry, but that's okay. We did it again some days later, but that will be to the second part of my first gay relationship.