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Becoming A Femboy

I have had a recent fantasy of becoming a femboy. I think the term if self-explanatory but to explain my idea, I want to dress up in skirts and stockings and everything feminine including lingerie. Plus I want dildos and vibrators and a dominant man to pound into my asshole and breed me. I have no idea how to keep these items secret from people close to me or how to find a good daddy but I want one

  • Sometimes The Chemistry And The Time Is Right,

    I flew out of Algiers for Paris one sunny afternoon. In the seat beside me was a French lawyer and we had a drink and talked until we landed. He offered to take me to dinner and we met in the lobby and went out for Chinese food. We talked and after dinner, we walked down to the Eiffel tower and watched the moon and the stars. Out there in the quiet of the early morning he took me by the hand and asked me if I wanted to kiss with him, and we lay on the grass under the stars and we kissed. My instinct was to grab at his crotch and we got up only after having jerked each other off.

    We went back to his apartment and not the hotel and we woke up with the sun high in the sky, and had sex again. I had figured out that he was the Alpha of the two, and I was quite alright with letting him win that one. I like a man with a no nonsense attitude and a hard dick, and he provided both. We had lunch at a small place and we went up to Montmartre. We spent the afternoon going from store to store, coffee to coffee, before went back to the hotel for me to change. We had sex again in the hotel. I called him the Energizer Bunny, he laughed and showed me he could go again. We showered at the hotel and went out to dinner at a place he liked and spent the evening back in his apartment. I gave him a rest and made love to his cock.

    The next day Sunday, I had my flight back to the States. We went for my things at the hotel and settled up. He put me in a cab and bid me adieu. I flew back counting the times we had sex.

    It has been over a year now and I haven't contacted him or he contacted me. This was one of those times when you meet and half the fun is not ever meeting again. I haven't had sex since, I just can't get interested with some Marvin or Joe. Not when I have Etienne on my mind.

    The Company We Keep

    For over a year recently I tried the online apps to meet women. I would have 1 or 2 dates with them and it would be going nowhere. So frustrating and the dinners out were not worth it as I always paid.

    I was on a second date one Saturday evening at my favorite restaurant. The woman appeared detached and I could tell it was going to be another lost night. The waiter looked at me knowingly when I picked up the cheque. He had often seen me with these awkward dates. His name was Wayne and he was in his early 50's,a short slim man with what my date said was colored chestnut hair and a lively manner. She had said earlier he was obviously gay and I told her what does that matter if he is an attentive server which he was. She gave me a dirty look and I thought she is high maintenance for sure. My date later said she was tired and for me to drive her home as Wayne arrived. I paid the check as she went to the washroom. Wayne smiled at me and thanked me for the tip. He then said softly" If you would like some company I get off work in less than an hour". I stared at him in surprise but before I could answer my date returned.

    I dropped my date off then started driving home. The waiter's offer swirled around in my brain. I made a turn and headed back to the restaurant. I sat in the parking lot for maybe 15 minutes then there was a tap at my window. The waiter smiled and got in. He told me where he lived and off we went. He led me into his apartment. It was clean and cozy. We sat down on the couch and he handed me a joint. He lit it up and passed it to me. It was powerful stuff and very soon after a few tokes I was quite high. I told him about my dates and he laughed in sympathy.," You deserve better" he said. The second joint hit me like a ton of bricks. My inhibitions disappeared and Wayne's arm had found its way to caressing my neck. Next thing I recall is a feeling of abandon as Wayne's mouth found mine. He kissed me long and deep as time seemed to stand still. Then somehow we were naked together in his bed making out feverishly until his mouth now found my cock. Wayne sucked me so well I knew I would orgasm if he continued another minute. He stopped and then after grabbing something to put in his ass he lowered himself onto my hard cock. He rode me up and down as I could feel my orgasm building up. He was calling me hun and telling me how much he loved my cock inside him. His little round ass felt sexy in my hands as I drove into him. My body then went into a long slow spasm as my orgasm seemed to go on and on. Finally it subsided and Wayne slowly moved off me. He lay beside me caressing my chest. Sometime later in the night I was inside him again. I am not sure who initiated it but I was facing him and as he looked at me sluttily with his legs wrapped around me I blasted another load deep inside him. My first gay sex at 35.

    It was Sunday morning and he was kissing me awake. I was still a bit high but feeling frisky again. We had intercourse again and this time I rammed him from behind.

    This is how I got off the apps 6 months ago. Basically I am sleeping with a middleaged gay man as he looks after my sexual needs. No more frustration. I have sucked his cock and now love doing that too.

  • Needful Things

    My live in girlfriend broke up with me after 10 years together in the spring of 2023. I was heartbroken and wanted to go somewhere to forget. I work remotely for an insurance company so pretty easy to change locations. I looked at a map and picked a city at least 6 hours away that I had never been to. That was where I would start fresh before I turned 40.

    I found a downtown apartment in my new city a few months later and got settled in. As I became familiar with my surroundings I joined a local meet up group that did walks,cafe chats etc to connect with people. There was a mixture of men and women in the group who were mainly nice friendly folks.

    There was one rather odd fellow in the group. His name was Alvin and he was awkward socially and I noticed people shied away from him when he tried to talk to them. He was tall,skinny in his late 40's quite homely looking with Vaseline greased hair swept back 50's style and nervous mannerisms. I kind of felt sorry for him as he appeared lonely and needy of company. He often popped out for a cigarette. I would listen to him and nod. Soon he was gravitating to me.

    One afternoon he was outside the Cafe having a cigarette when a woman turned to me and said Alvin has a big crush on me telling the ladies how handsome I was. This kind of perturbed me. She said" You know you can tell the facilitator if he is making you feel uncomfortable ". I thought about it. I didn't want him to get kicked out of the group. Instead I just dropped out of the group to avoid any further gossip about him and me.

    It was about a month later I was downtown on a Saturday evening just having had a meal out. I noticed a familiar person coming towards me. It was Alvin. I could not get away before he noticed me. He said hello excitedly. He wondered why I left the group. I mumbled something about being busy. He lived nearby and invited me back to his apartment. I could not think of an excuse not to go and did not want to hurt his feelings. Instead I went along with him planning on leaving at the earliest opportunity. I got to his place a bachelor apartment with fold out couch. He made a couple stiff drinks. He chatted my ear off as I sipped the rum and coke. The booze gave me a warm feeling. I forgot about leaving as I had another drink. I was in such a daze I lost track of what he was saying. Then I heard him say he thought I was sexy and handsome. His hand was now on my thigh. It kept moving up my leg. A strange little ripple of horniness began entering my body. Not long after Alvin had my cock out of my pants and was caressing it. He bent down and wetly engulfed my cock with his mouth. He bobbed on it slowly and I shuddered as it felt really nice. He kept sucking until I came in his mouth. I remember him unfolding the couch into a bed and us being naked together on it. He kissed me sloppily and I drunkenly told him I would teach him how to kiss. He followed my lead and the kissing got deeper and deeper. My cock was hard again.Then I was inside his tight little ass from behind. I wondered how things had gone so far then the lust just took over. I fucked him hard as I heard myself eventually crying out as I unloaded deep inside of him. I woke up in the morning to the smell of bacon and eggs. He cooked me breakfast still naked. I ate then had a coffee. I smoked one of his cigarettes as I just had this slutty decadent feeling inside myself that now I have had sex with him God knows what happens next.

    Well what happened next was regular sex and loving with Alvin as he became my boyfriend. I taught him how to kiss real nicenand he taught me how to suck his juicy cock to completion. I wonder what the meet up group members would think if they saw what we are like in private. Alvin makes his moves on me and off to bed we go.

    The Gay Couple

    In 2005 I was divorced and my ex wife and I sold our house as part of the settlement.She moved in with her sister and I needed to find a place to live.

    A female co worker knew of a couple who wanted to rent out a nice basement apartment in their house and she suggested I call them. She said they were a nice gay couple. At first I was hesitant then thought what difference does it make if they are gay or not. I just need a decent place to call home.

    I called them and met them in person at their home. They were quite a contrast to one another. The shorter slimmer guy was in his early 40's somewhat effeminate with blonde streaked hair,pouty lips very chatty and animated. His partner was a bit older tall and well built with greying hair,quieter,masculine acting to the point where you would never guess he was gay. I had just turned 30 at the time and thought could this be my home as I enter my 30th decade. They were very reasonable and seemed to really like me and after I saw the apartment it was all agreed I would move in.

    I started living there and it felt comfortable. The younger gay partner was a hairdresser and checked on me frequently to make sure everything was good. He offered to style my hair as I had longer hair. He had lots of supplies at home even though he worked out of a salon. His partner owned an auto body shop. I offered to pay him but he said he would love to do my hair for free. He started styling my hair upstairs monthly when his partner was out and also invited me for coffees and chats. He loved to talk and told me all sorts of gossip and stories from the salon. He confided his partner and him were in an open relationship to keep the sex fresh between them. He became more and more flirtatious with me. For whatever reason I enjoyed the attention and as I was not dating at the time I was sexually deprived. The inevitable happened. Bruce the hairstylist blew me in a chair one afternoon after one of our chats. He gave an amazing blowjob that rocked me and curled my toes. After that he was sucking my cock every week. I was so horny one day he had me fuck him in the ass in my bedroom downstairs. I loved it and so did he. This totally changed everything. He bottomed for me at every opportunity and there was kissing and foreplay as our sex became a regular part of my life.

    He introduced me to gay porn and toys and I became more and more comfortable exploring gay sexuality. One weekend he came downstairs and told me to come up to their unit. I went there and his partner Tom was in their bedroom naked. He was laying on the bed with a big erection. He informed me that Bruce had told him everything he and I did together and he dudvjot mind one bit. Bruce looked at me seductively and undressed me and himself." It is time you experience what I experience with Tom" he said softly. I looked at both of them and realized I was being introduced to bottoming and learning how to please a man. I got on the bed and played with Tom's big cut cock. It turned me on. I caressed then sucked as much of it as I could get in my mouth. That night I recall being fucked doggy by Tom. It hurt like hell but after Bruce cracked open a bottle of poppers under my nostril and I inhaled the pain mostly went away and it started feeling really good. I started having sex with both of them mainly on weekends. I was now taking all of Tom's cock in my ass easily with no pain. Friday nights we all had take out or pizza and I was in their bed having sex with them the rest of the weekend. I noticed Tom really lusted after my tall slim body in a different way than with his partner. He was more loving with me and tended to kiss me a lot more than with Bruce. In contrast Bruce and I engaged in a lot of foreplay and kissing as well so it appeared I was meeting Bruce's needs for touch and affection. Over the years I have become the 3rd versatile partner able to love either man in a different way and have sex with him. It fulfils both sides of my sexuality. To be honest I feel a bit like a woman when Tom enters me and more like a man when I mount Bruce.

  • Best Neighbor

    Had a 3 year relationship with my then 45 yo neighbor that I had known for about 7 years, started with me coming into his house and collecting grass cutting money like I usually did.
    I came in his house and he asked if I wanted something to drink because it was really hot that day, I said sure he gave me a beer. I'm in shock but loving the taste of the beer. He says have a seat and he points towards the couch and I see his TV and he has a VCR with a porn tape playing. He sits on the couch a cushion apart and grabs a joint off his end table and lights it. He passes it back and forth. He asks if I've ever seen porn. And I told him no just mags . He turns the volume up a little and he had a drink and had finished it. He slid his shorts down and was semi hard and sat back down. He started stroking and saw me staring. He said go ahead and stroke yours if you want. I watched the porn and him and pulled my shorts down and started stroking but not much because I was ready to pop. I stopped and finished my beer and watched the porn more.
    He saw I had finished my drink and asked if I wanted something else. I said sure. He walked passed me with his hard dick swaying. I stared and just turned my legs so he could get by. I stroke a few more times watching the porn. He brings back a jack and coke with very little coke. And he hands it to me and he has one also. He sits not as far down this time. His dick has softened. I take a sip and not a fan so I take a bigger gulp to get the drink over. He sees my face and says not a fan huh. I said not really. He hands me his which is vodka and orange juice. I take a good swig and it's good. After that things aren't as clear. I remember what happens but not as much as what's said.
    He takes the drink and takes my hand and places my hand on his cock. I'm stroking him he's getting hard. He's finishing his drink and and leans over and sits his drink down. He puts his hand on my shoulder. I remember looking at the TV and a girl giving head to the guy and he's stroking her hair. His dick feels so big in my hand . He said something like that would feel so good. I feel him pull my shoulder towards himself, he calls me baby and pushes my head down. I open my mouth and lick the head and start sucking the head. He's moaning and still pushing my head down. I take him down to his pubes. Says suck that fat dick baby. He just plays with my hair and I move up and down his dick. He starts moving up and down and holding my head. I feel his cock start twitching and his salty cum is filling my mouth. I hear him say oh fuck a few times and just lets my head go. I suck him some more and swallow and he pulls his cock out. I just lay my head back against his belly and stare at his dick and at the tv.
    I kind of dose off for a couple minutes. I wake up and he's stroking his cock inches from my face. I raise my head up and put my dry mouth over his dick head while he strokes. I get enough saliva worked up to work my lips down his shaft. He starts calling me a cocksucker. He pulls my head back to his belly and moving up and down with his cock in my mouth. He says he's going to cum all over my fucking face. He pulls out and jacks off in my face. Telling me to take that cum bitch he cum in my hair and forehead and right eye and cheek. He starts rubbing his cock on my face. He holds his soft dick for a minute and just lets it fall down. I wipe his cum out of my eye and he kind of sits up and I straighten up. His cums drying on my face and we are watching a girl get ass pounded. He says fuck man I want to pound your ass like that Sunday. I didn't say anything. He got up and walked by me to make himself another drink I pulled my shorts up and wiped his cum off with my shirt. He said see you tomorrow morning. I said ok and left and finished mowing my other lawns.

    Gay Bbc

    I have sex with men. Just sex, no relationship. I’m an oral bottom, I can deepthroat and swallow huge loads. I have no trouble finding cock and have a very active sex life. Through the years I’ve become better and better at handling large cocks. I fantasized for years about taking a really big cock, 8+ inches minimum. About a year ago I decided to scratch that itch. The thought of a black cock was even more exciting. It took very little time finding a black man with a 9” cock willing to cum in my mouth and fuck me. We met at a hotel room I’d rented. He came in, undressed, he was packing about 6 thick inches flacid. He laid on the bed, propped his head up on the pillows and offered his soft cock to me. I eagerly took him in my mouth, swallowing his soft cock easily and burrying my nose in his pubes. I had hid rigid hard in minutes. I lovingly stroked and sucked his cock, I licked and sucked his balls as I stroked him, even rimmed his asshole. I took me a few tries and had to get the angle right but eventually he was balls deep in my mouth with his thick cock stretching my throat to never before dimensions! He took his time and let me enjoy his cock, it took about 20 mins or so before he exploded in my mouth giving me my first taste of black man semen! I eagerly swallowed all I could and every time I need to take a break off that monster I took his warm spurts on my face before stuffing his cock back in my mouth. He smeared his cum off my face and into my mouth with his cock and finger till all his cum was in my stomach. I worked him til he was limp. After I washed my face I came back and resumed my mouth on him, sucking and teasing his nipples, kissing and licking his hairy stomach, rimming and stroking him til he was hard again. I got on all 4 and eagerly waited to feel him enter me. I’ve taken plenty of cock but this was the biggest and I couldn’t wait! He lubed his cock, I’d already prepped my ass and he slid in with ease taking my breath away as the last 2 inches pushed deep inside me. I felt stretched and full and loved the view in the mirror of the huge black cock fucking my pale white ass! He had great stamina and fucked me hard, soft, slow, fast but always deep! He arched his hips up giving me a little lift with each thrust! Eventually he had my lay on my back and he took over missionary. He said he wanted to see me cum while he fucked me so I jacked my hard cock as he slid in and out. He spit on my cock to give me lube and varied his position and thrust. He had my legs over his shoulders pounding my when my orgasm hit, I shot cum all over my stomach and chest as I moaned uncontrollably to his powerful thrusts. He got into a rhythm and was slamming into me, the room was filled with the sound of his body slapping against mine, me moaning and him grunting and exclaiming oh shit as he unloaded in me! I was then hooked on black cock. He broke me in!
    I now regularily have him and other bbc’s. 10” is my record so far, and I handled it like a pro!
    It’s amazing how easy it is to find well hung black me who want to fuck white guys. Not limp dick half hearted fucking like you sometimes see in porn, but rigid hard cock and nutting inside me with powerful, draining orgasms.
    Lucky me!

    College Was An Eye Opener For Me

    My roommate and I got back to our room after hanging out at this Halloween party and bash, alcohol had been everywhere and he really drank a lot. We are undressing and doing our normal get into bed routine, lights go out and we talk for a minute or two then I hear him moving around and then hear Hey, can I suck your cock? What? I asked pretty sure I did not understand what he said then clear as ever I hear him ask it again. I respond back joking around and say Yeah sure but I am not sucking yours and I laugh some, he is already out of his bed and getting on mine saying No problem, I just want to suck yours.

    I pull down the covers and my boxers, he is feeling up my legs in the dark and finds my cock, strokes it some and I feel his tongue on my shaft and balls as he works it all around sucking and slurping me slowly like he is savoring it. He starts concentrating on a nice deep suck, I can feel the head of my cock going against the back of his mouth and throat then in one amazing tight squeeze his nose is in my pubic hair and he just rocking his head around. He goes up and down several times doing this I moan out I am going to cum and he just keeps on slurping away swallowing it all over and over.
    I am arching my back, legs locked out fighting back the loud moaning, I come back down and he just keeps sucking and licking my balls also. I am laying there in ecstasy, he is still going and I finally say Hey, you know I came already right? I hear some slurping and he says Yeah, I want another one though and fuck, twenty minutes later he is swallowing more and finally stops.

    I lay there catching my breath and hear this Thanks Man, that was awesome and I get a thank you out to him saying it was beyond anything I ever expected.

    So the next morning I am a little tense, was he just way too drunk, should I even bring it up? He rolls over and looks at me, says good morning and gets up going to the bathroom then I heard the shower turn on, I get up and go in there to pee also because the toilet was its own little closet in there. I come out and he had his head sticking out of the shower curtain, asks if I am taking off for breakfast or anything and I told him no hurry I can wait, he says good and gets back in the shower.

    I get dressed and am waiting there on my bed, he comes out with a towel wrapped around him and says Oh, you are dressed already and I confused saying thought he wanted to go to breakfast then he lowers his voice to a whisper and says he was hoping to suck my cock again before going down there. I was thinking this is crazy but holy shit last night was practically mind blowing for me. I just said Sure! and asked how he wanted me, he shrugged and said he was hoping I was naked in bed still so I told him no problem and stripped my clothes off laying down for it. Same thing again, slurped, licked and sucked me to an incredible orgasm and I am whisper moaning like crazy watching him pull on my cock head with so much suction it is turning white and stretched out. He tells me how delicious my balls are and is licking and sucking on them popping them out of his lips. He says let's go get some breakfast now, I want to have energy to suck you all day.

    We are in the elevator heading down there and he smiles at me and asks if that is alright, I am like is what alright, all day he says, want to see how many I can swallow today. I am standing there thinking anytime now someone is going to poke me awake but no, he is not kidding. We eat some food and am heading back to the room, I am thinking he must be joking but soon as we get in there he asks if I am ready again. Well into the afternoon my cock head was actually tender and he says Oh, Okay, sorry I will be easier on it for the next one. So I finally ask him if he is straight or gay? He tells me think of him more as Bi, loves women but they are not as easy to play around as guys are and he was really glad that I am cool with him giving me head.

    The rest of the semester goes about like that, in the beginning it was nightly with some afternoons thrown in there until the weekend came then it was a lot, my balls would barely recharge and he was sucking them dry again. We part at holiday break and when I returned he was already there and very glad to see me, after saying hello and briefly talking about our holidays he said Hey, anytime you are ready for it let me know. I roomed with him for two years of college, have never been sucked off like that again since.

    A Different Time

    I am a married man in my late 40's and have a decent life. Our daughter is an adult in her early 20's and happily in a relationship. My wife has no idea that I was once homeless for over a year before turning my life around. And there is an even bigger secret in that time frame she would be shocked at if she knew.

    It was the mid 70's and my father had kicked me out of the house at age 20 after I flunked out of college. I found a factory job on the other side of the country where he had sent me by paying for a one way place ticket. At first things were okay . I had money and went drinking on weekends. I was renting a room in a house and boarding with a family. However the union went on strike after a few months leaving me running out of money. Not finding another job right away meant I was almost broke. The parents of the home I lived in asked me to leave. I rented a cheap motel for a couple nights then foolishly had a couple steak meals spending the last of my money. I then ended up on the streets. In that province there was no welfare for single employable men back then. Instead you could live in a men's shelter and have meals and a bed in a big dormitory provided to you for free. There were ex cons and other undesirables living there. It was rough. I lived there for over a year

    The meals were awful and you had to be out of the shelter after breakfast at 8am and not allowed to return until 6 pm for dinner if you had not returned by 8 pm you were locked out for the night You could work at casual labor agencies and get paid in cash. You unloaded trucks,worked on construction,delivered flyers etc. Most men used the money earned for food cigarettes,alcohol etc.

    As a single man you needed to buddy up with someone for safety and to prevent being robbed or beaten up. You went with your buddy in the day and he covered your back and you hid at the shelter. My buddy's name was Bill and he was in his late 40's,a stocky guy with a ball cap who had been on the streets for years .

    I had known him a few months. We had some cash so we got a room at the YMCA for the day to use the pool,showers and facilities. There were ashtrays in the rooms and you could smoke. We had a big lunch then showered and swam. We got to the room and my buddy said he saw a guy getting his cock sucked in the changeroom. Being 20 I was horny a lot and any sex talk turned me on. Bill was horny and said he had his cock sucked in prison. He looked at me expectantly and said his protection required that kind of reward. I was naive but did not want to lose him as a buddy so I sucked his cock in the room. I discovered I enjoyed it and I tasted his semen. From then on he had me blow him regularly usually outdoors in secluded areas. The more I did it the more we both enjoyed the sex. I would masturbate after taking care of his needs. I was his cocksucker basically.

    Both of us landed a construction gig tearing down a townhouse project that was built improperly. The job lasted a few months and paid a good amount of cash. We left the Shelter and got a bachelor with a double bed in an apartment hotel. There was a kitchenette and washroom with shower and pull out couch. We worked in the day and got back there at night. Bill sexually became more demanding and by this point was fucking me most nights. I enjoyed anal as well. Even though we never kissed the regular sex not only turned me on but I started falling in love with him. He pretended we were just buddies but at night he was inside me pumping until he came. He promised me we would move to his province together and set up house but I sensed he was stringing me along for steady sex. One night I snuck out and got to the train station with a few hundred bucks to my name and the clothes on my back. I left that life and returned to my home province. Then I started to get my life together. For many years when I had sex with my wife I pictured sex with Bill in order to orgasm. I loved his cock and him. Maybe I am gay not bi but I cannot go back to men. Even today I see a man who looks like Bill I get wistful and aroused. I enjoyed taking his cock in my mouth or ass and got pretty good at pleasing him.

  • A Good Turn

    My marriage ended after my wife had an affair. We are going through a divorce and I must admit times have been rough. Luckily my job has been a bastion of stablility and I kept our large apartment when she moved out to be with her lover.

    At my local church I volunteer with our food bank run under church auspices. That has kept me feeling involved and doing stuff for others. There are lots of people needing assistance in that area including struggling families,seniors and singles. My own problems don't seem as significant when compared to theirs.

    I was not yet 30 and not ready for dating again. Of course the sexual needs do not go away. I suppose I was lonely as well but that does not fully explain what took place and how it started.

    A single guy showed up one day to pick up some food. Fred had to be in his late 40's or early 50's and had that beaten look of someone who had a rough life.He has a slight build,longer hair,tattoos and stubbly beard. He was very open about his life and mentioned he had been in prison once for theft in his younger days but was living the straight life now. He did not have a car and wanted more food than he could carry. I felt sorry for him and as he was the last client of the day I offered to drive him and the food to his living space. He accepted and off we went. We drove for maybe 15-20 minutes and got to this small street. He had a room upstairs in this old hotel he rented by the month. There was a noisy bar downstairs filled with older men drinking. I helped him with the food to his room. He had a hotplate bed,sink,small table and chair in the room. There was a washroom with shower down the hallway. He wanted to repay me somehow for helping him.Fred offered to cook some pasta and share it with me. Not sure if It was loneliness or wanting him to feel good by repaying me but I accepted. Fred started cooking as I sat in the chair as we talked. Later we ate the small table and he shared his life story.

    We had finished dinner and I was helping him clean up. He wanted to give me a hug to express his further appreciation. I opened my arms and he embraced me. His body pressed into me more insistently than I expected and to my embarrassment both my crotch area and his came together in such a manner that we both got erections. Instead of pulling away Fred held me tighter and started sobbing." I need touch" he cried. This was awkward and I tried to console him. Meanwhile my cock was now totally erect. Fred stopped crying and his hands cupped my ass pulling me into rubbing against him. We fell onto his nearby bed. Fred' s hands began taking off my pants. I lay there letting him undress me. His need for contact was taking control of the situation and I became passive yet aroused.My pants and underwear was off and my cock sticking up. Fred had his pants off and his smaller cock was hard too .He went down my body and his mouth found my cock taking it in. He sucked me for awhile and I felt a growing pleasure envelop me . Before I could unload though Fred disengaged and got up to get something. I saw him with a jar of Vaseline. He put some on his fingers and massaged it into his bum. Before I could move or do anything he quickly sat on my hard cock. It went easily into his slim little ass and he began riding me. This felt really intense. The sensations were more pleasurable than any woman's pussy I had been in. I knew I was going to orgasm quick and warned him. He simply said" Blow in me baby". And I did. He finished riding me until I was emptied then slid off. He lay beside me and I reached for his cock. I knew I wanted him to have his orgasm too at that point. I masturbated him until he came in spurts over his stomach. We lay there for awhile not saying anything. It was a strange feeling. I had just had sex with a man I just met but it felt familiar like it was meant to happen. He cleaned himself up then he lay in bed with me while we talked softly. He lit a cigarette and I had not smoked in years but suddenly craved one. He offered me his cigarette and I took a deep drag. I had this sensual feeling like I could get used to sex with him and begin to crave it like a cigarette. That he was going to change me and my habits and I would let him. I slept in his bed all night. Sometime in the middle of the night he was nestled sideways against me in the bed and we both woke up. I had another erection and he smiled at me. " Do me again" he said in a husky voice." I don't think I need lube" he added. He got on all fours and I mounted him from behind. He was right. His hole was wet and I slid into him easily. I fucked him hard with a mounting lust. I lasted maybe 10 minutes or so and shot another load into him. This time we fell asleep for a few more hours. It was a Sunday morning and I wanted to go to church. He asked for my cellphone number and I gave it to him. I smoke again with Fred my boyfriend.