Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

Changed

It was just over 2 years ago when my life course changed direction. I was a mid 20's guy living with a girlfriend who I thought was right for me. One evening she dropped a bombshell on me. She said she no longer wanted to be together and was involved in a passionate affair with a male co worker. Not only that but she was giving me a month to move out so he could move in. It was originally her apartment so this was definitive. I got in my car and drove to a nearby park to absorb this distressing news. I could hardly think straight. I returned home and slept on the couch.

The next day I was calm yet depressed. I had to figure out how to survive this.As I was trying to figure things out a few days later I was laid off by my bank employer and was given a small settlement package. My mind was reeling. No longer was the bank office a place to further my career as a financial advisor.

I needed to find a place and a new job. That is all I could think about. I had worked a construction job a few years previously in the summers between university terms. I reached out and luckily they offered me a job at a new townhouse development. They liked my work ethic.

I went to work the following week with my hardhat and steel toed boots. A couple days in I was chatting at lunch with an older co worker about needing a place to live. Carl was in his mid 40's a lean muscular dude with grey in his hair and tanned skin from years of outdoor work. He told me he was living in a rooming house and paying cheap rent after some hard financial times to get back on his feet. There was a room available on the first floor beside his and why didn't I grab it. I thought I need somewhere quick and cheap so I went with his suggestion. That evening I spoke to the landlord of the house and he gave me the room. I moved in that weekend after getting rid of a lot of my stuff. My ex did not even say goodbye.

The next few weeks I got used to my new digs. There was a shared kitchen and bathroom with shower on the floor and the sane set up on the second floor. It was an older house with 6 roomers 3 on each floor.

Carl and I started hanging out together a lot. We went for beers and bites after work sometimes,bowling,darts and pool at a local pub that sort of thing. We had lots of conversations about almost anything. One weekend we were drinking in his room. He was looking at me kinda funny. I had noticed he was checking me out more and more and it made me start to wonder if he was gay. We had quite a few beers and he finally came out and said he in fact he was gay and found me hot. There was an awkward silence then he asked me if I had been with a man. I said no which was true. He wondered if I was open to fooling around and if I did not like it we would stop. The beers had some effect on me but his sexual interest in me kinda turned me on. I told him I would just lay back and he could suck me if he wanted. He needed no further encouragement and gave me a very complete and exciting blowjob. I finished in his mouth and we lay there talking after. He pulled his pants off and showed me how stiff his cock was from sucking me. I studied his cock and found its shape and size made me horny again. I ended up sucking him and enjoying every moment pleasing him until I had a mouthful of his cum. I felt totally different after this. My inhibitions were completely gone and we started necking passionately. Later he blew me again.

Carl and I began having regular sex. He wanted to fuck me and soon he was screwing me several times a week. At first it hurt then as I got used to it I needed his cock inside me and felt nothing but pleasure. Over time I became more the bottom and wanted nothing more than to please Carl. Guys in the house started giving us funny looks as we were often together and even though I never slept over in his room the whole night they picked up on the vibes we were lovers. Carl and I discussed having more privacy and getting our own place together. By this point we fell in love and after a year living in the house we got an apartment together. Now when Carl fucks me I can be as loud and passionate as I want to be when his big sexy cut cock is pumping inside of me and I am crying out his name.

  • I Confess I Can't Get Enough Of Filthy Gay Men

    So I confess I'm a absalute filthy minded faggot pig. So I'm not exactly out yet n I don't think I Wana tbh but yea I'm totally am such a filthy fuckin guy that can't get my mind of guys straight,gay,bi it doesn't matter if I think that youve got that hot manly look that I can't control makes me wonder straight away whats that sexy man got in his pants.. and then my second thought is I wonder what filthy minded thoughts he would have if I got the courage to get him to get his dick outta his pants.. and for me the filthier the better I just want to be used and treated like a dirty faggot whore by only the most dirties guys out there n I mean the filthiest. Im always fantasing about dirty pig daddy's with massive fat uncut cocks using my arse till it's wreckd n turned inside out,, filthy men that will fill my gutts full of there piss while they fuck my butt, and love it when my gutts are that full that there piss leaks sprays allover them and allover the floor but all they have to say is how much of a good lil piss pig I am shoving his fingers in my mouth n spitting in my mouth while he absalutly continues to just rear end the fuck outta my c**t not stopping piss still going everywhere.. n he only pauses for a quick sec just to pull his filthy uncut cock all the way out so he can tell me to push it out..that's a good boy push that butt out for daddy let me see that rosebud he say..tells me if I push my arse inside out for him hel fill it full of his piss again..so I be a good boy for my dirty daddy for the day n prolapse my arse for him n beg him like a hungry piss pig for more piss please daddy, please daddy fill my wreckd c**t with more piss please, so he does n just continues to ruin the fuck outta my arse piss running outta my c**t everywhere. But that's not enough for me I need a dirty pig fucker that does all that but also then gets in his knees n tells me to show him that butt,, say come on faggot push that butt out for me boy n makes me turn my wreckd man hole inside out for him so then he starts eating my prolapsed butt spitting in it while he eats my wreckd hole telling me to push it out boy, come on give daddy his piss.. while his sits there begging me to feed him whatever piss is left up my gutts. But him being a dirty pig isn't satisfied with what ever arse piss I could push out into his mouth, so he stand back up with his cock in his hands n starts filling my trashy but full of more hot piss.. then gets back on his knees n slaps my arse n tells me to feed him cause daddys a nasty fuckin pig n his thirsty for piss.. so I push my c**t out n piss gushes n sprays all over daddy's face n in his mouth.. n I can tell his so fuckin happy when I feed him his pissy arse juice straight from my wreckd boy c**t.. so we then sit there together spitting n feeding eachother my arse piss. Kissing n getting all lovy dovy together spitting piss in eachothers mouths.. licking and slurping up piss off the floor n feeding it to eachother... Both of us not even fazed that the piss were slurping up off the floor is on the floor or a filthy dirty beat floor.. cause when daddy takes me out for a date he always takes me to some dirty filthy stinky beat cause daddys a dirty beat pig n always hangs out at beats picking up and cruising with other pigs all the time.. some times when I'm a real good boy for daddy hel suprise me with a bunch of his buddy's n there all just a filthy dirty minded just like he is.. and I let them all use my holes passing me around like a bunch of pigs shoving 3 dicks in my mouth while another 2 have got me with both there dicks shoved up my arse double penetrating my arse Untill they both dump there loads in my arse at the same time cum stuffed up my guts, and cum on both there uncut daddy dicks.. n one of the other daddy's gets down n cleans up there cocks eating any cum that has dribbled outta my arse cause of the 2 fat daddy dicks I just had stuffed in my arse were still both leaking cum so that daddy shoves them both in his mouth n chews on there massive foreskins gathering as much cum as he can so he can straight up flech it n feed it to me so I feed him back n we both sit there spitting n feeding eachother the cum he just gathered from the 2 daddy dicks that just dumped there loads in me together..then to Finnish me off the other 3 daddy pigs use my arse together passing me around inbetween eachother until they all end up loading my guts with there spunk.. then after we all sit on the beat floor in the throth n all sit there pissing in eachothers mouths....

    My Room Mate

    In college it was mandatory everyone had to live in the dorms their first year. My room mate was gay. Openly gay.
    I have to admit more than a few times that year I took advantage. When I was horny enough I would have him suck my dick and occasionally fuck his ass. He was a nice discrete sexually outlet.

  • Would Not Fit

    I am married but very curios about bottoming for another man. I have fantasied about it for a long time now. I had the house to myself last weekend so i decided to try and fuck my own ass with something to see how it felt. What i found out is that my ass is very tight and I could not get anything in it. I tried a cucumber at first, then a carrot. Don't know if I'm just tensing up and that why they wont go in. Does anyone have any suggestions? I feel i need to stretch it out a little before i try the real thing. And yes i tried using lube.

    Back Then...

    I am not gay, at least not any more. This was one year in my life as a 17 yr old teenager. I wasn't gay, always attracted to girls. One day the teacher paired me with another boy for a class project. I knew him by first name but thats all. We started working together and I became confused. I felt like I was attracted to him. One day after school we were alone at his house working on the project. I reached over and put my hand on his his crotch. He looked surprised and reached down. I thought he would push my hand away, but he didn't. He rubbed and grinded on it. He looked at me and said something about only having about a half hour before his mom comes home. We stripped naked and started kissing and touching each other. We sucked and jacked each other off that first time.
    That was the start. To keep this short for the next year we fucked each other constantly. Neither of us was a clear top or bottom. We both loved fucking each other, and getting fucked. We were able to keep it secret for that year. His family moved away. I have never been attracted to another male since.

  • He Likes Cock

    A kid that lives up the road does odd jobs for me. Once he told me he thinks he's gay so I told him one way to find out. Now after every visit we go into the garage and I bounce his head up and down on my cock, he absolutely loves it. Nice fresh mouth.

    The Cuck Next Door

    Sold my condo last year and bought this small bungalow under power of sale in an older quiet little subdivision. I had been divorced 10 years and I wanted a yard and this place was a steal at such a low price.

    My next door neighbor Greg and I hit it off right away. He is in his late 50's a gregarious balding chubby guy whose wife seemed to be out a lot. As I got to know him he opened up about his marriage. His wife was having an affair with a younger married guy who owned a car dealership. Greg instead of being angry was turned on by the whole thing and had even watched them having sex a few times. Mostly they went to a motel about a half hour away and had sex there. My ex wife had cheated on me and that had led to the collapse of my marriage so I didn't quite understand Greg's tolerance and even pleasure in what was happening. He was in essence a cuck. It was all mystifying to me at first.

    One evening I was over at Greg's as his wife was with her lover at the motel. We were in his garage talking when he mentioned how big and sexy his wife's lover's cock was when he saw it. His eyes took on a dreamy tone and I sensed he was getting horny talking about it. He began fondling his own cock through his jeans. He asked me if I ever found cocks sexy. As I was thinking of how to respond he unzipped his pants and pulled down his boxers revealing a growing fat little cock. It started out so small then reached a decent size. I could not help but stare at how much it grew. Greg saw me staring and asked to see my cock. I fumbled with my pants and without thinking pulled it out. It is bigger than Greg's and as he looked at it my cock stiffened and got bigger. Greg reached out and caressed my cock. Before I said anything he was on his knees sucking it. His wet mouth felt mighty good and several minutes of his hungry sucking made me cum quick in his mouth. He gulped it all down. He stood up and told me he loved my cock and wanted to service ne regularly. I stood there stunned. He then asked me to return the favor. I hesitated then got down on the concrete floor. His fat cock slipped between my lips and I sucked him in. I kind if liked it and sucked him as he moaned. It took him quite awhile to cum which made ne wonder if it was my lack of experience or whether he held off to maximize his pleasure. Finally his cock spurted in my mouth and I swallowed the sweet juice. Later inside we talked. He kissed me and I kind of liked that too. Later he blew me again on the couch.

    Been over a year now of exchanging blowjobs and kisses. I have also fucked Greg in the ass regularly. He doesn't mention his wife's lover much anymore and instead tells me how much he desires me and my cock. I guess I am his lover now.

    I Felt Bad For Him

    This guy answered my ad I posted looking for a cock to suck on, he sent photos and was totally honest about his body being large told me he was totally clean and no STD's. Matter of fact no sexual contact with anyone except himself in about five years now.
    He was obese for sure, told me he was something like four eighty but the shining photo that had me thinking I could do this was one where he was laying on his back holding his stomach and his cock was erect. I thought you know, clean ejaculation and a host are hard to find most days so I replied back saying send me his address. I bet five minutes went by then my inbox had a new message from him with it, I checked the time and told him when I could get there and he told me the front door would be unlocked just walk in like I live here.
    He was naked when I showed up and was standing there in the living room, he put his arms out and told me not offended if I turn around and leave after seeing him, I looked him up and down and saw the tip of his penis sticking out from the skin folds, I told him to lead the way to your bed. I tell you, watching him get on it and over onto this back was hard to see, he worked his legs apart and grabbed his stomach holding it back and to my amazement was like a four inch soft cock. I started getting on the bed between his legs, got my face up in there and started sucking and his erection grew bigger than how it looked in the photo, not even five minutes into it I hear him moaning and telling me he is about to cum. Sorry he added it has been a really long time and I was excited that you even showed up. I swallowed and was amazed for a second time at how good he tasted so I kept on sucking. He let out this gasp and told me You know I came right? Yup I said between sucks, he told me how great this felt and was amazed I was still here doing it. Then it dawned on me, I could suck this guy as long as I wanted to, no way he could stop me. He could never roll over unless I let him, no way he could close his legs or kick me with them and his torso was so large he could not even reach me. I could push his stomach up myself and torture his cock all I wanted to and no way he could do a thing about it. He was laughing and flopping his arms around during his third orgasm, Oh My god he went on, you have to stop, it is tingling and tickling so bad right now. I had done what I had said, had his fat pushed up so far he could not reach me, his red cock head being subdued and tortured by my mouth and tongue and no way his legs were moving anywhere with my shoulders pressed into them.
    He would let out these Oh My Gods laughing like crazy, his legs trembling and his hands swatting back and forth, I was sucking on him then stopping and with out notice would lick and suck the head again, I was having a great time giving this guy orgasm torture. His forth orgasm was ejaculating into my mouth, he was just beside himself as I stood up letting him catch his breath finally. Oh my God man, you are amazing and that was way too much sucking, my cock is just tingling like crazy right now. I went back down on him and he was squealing out with No! Oh my god not another one! as I pushed his thighs apart and stomach up sucking his cock deep into my mouth, this guy was truly defenseless against anything. I stood up laughing saying I just wanted to do that again, I will stop now. He told me I did not want to see him get out of bed so I could just take off now but I stuck my hand out helping him up. He walked down the hallway naked behind me telling me never in his life as anything like that happened to him. He joked saying he was going to have to look at his cock in the mirror but it felt like it was purple, I told him just pretty red from it, should be okay.
    He messaged me a few days later asking me if I would ever consider coming over again. I told him sure but could not promise not sucking on him again for multiple orgasms because I found it fun and a turn on. He replied back saying Please not more than you did last time, I could barely take it past two and he confessed that it sort of turned him also. The second time I went over to him I went the opposite direction and edged him for a good thirty minutes, he actually has some large balls hidden in his fat and would gasp having them sucked on, another fun time for me torturing his balls. I then had just an evil thought, no way this guy could stop me from having him suck on me besides bite it for sure, I swallowed the first load and started moving around him and put my cock right in sucking range for him. He just said Okay and opened up for it, I slowly fucked his mouth letting my balls hang in his eyes and nose until I came then went back to his cock sucking on it. He told me that was his first time ever sucking a cock but like it.

    Curious To Be Curious 2

    Toni’s other hand began to undo the buttons on my shirt . His other hand was pinching my nipple making it actually go hard.
    Again I do not know why I did not stop him or tell him no .
    The other strange thing was his penis was hard and I knew because I was looking at it, but strangely to me my own penis went hard too.
    Toni whispered to me would you like me to take yourself in hand Dan . Again my voice was gone I’m not sure if I nodded . But I thought what’s he going to think when he takes my cock out and finds I’m not wearing any underwear ( now I swear I was not wearing underwear because the weather was hot & my underpants last time ended up holding the sweat in my ass crack) would he think I was curious , well no I thought he must think that already because I have not pulled away and I have told him I take myself in hand from time to time .
    He undid my postal shorts , i thought he would just undo my flys but no . My shorts dropped to my ankles & Toni smiled. . “No underwear” he said. “An’t we a good boy “ I did not say anything but I knew for some reason I was turned on my cock actually was at full mast and twitched . Toni slipped my shirt off and it fell to the floor . I was now naked like Toni but my shorts ar my ankles & my boots on. My mind went all homosexual on me , what happens if he wants to suck me , my mind went you will suck him back you know your thinking about it now, and look how that makes your cock twitch.
    What happens if he wants to kiss you Danny, will you let him? More over what happens if he wants to fuck you . Strangely to me none of these thoughts repulsed me… in fact I found they turned me on.
    I’m guessing some how Toni knew this because the next thing I knew was that he was cupping my balls and his penis was against my thigh, my mouth went dry, my stomach flip flopped and then Toni kissed me , pushing his tongue into my mouth and I let him. Again my penis twitched and I thought claim my mouth , but again I was also confused, I thought I was straight , I mean I’m married , I’ve only ever had sex with my wife … was that why I was turned on or was it because I was actually bi curious . Toni turned me around and whispered in my ear, “do you want me to make you cum”? I’m not sure if I grunted or nodded but the next thing I knew Toni began to wank me slowly kissing my neck whispering I was a good guy he was giving me a reach around . I could feel his penis now against my butt cheek .
    Strangely I think I pushed back slightly against him. I was scared and sexually excited at the same time. The sweat was running down my back and between my ass cheeks.
    Toni kept kissing my neck and back and telling me I was a good guy . My mind went to him pushing his penis against my sweaty asshole & to my shock I was not turned off. In fact my asshole actually pulsed open and shut as Toni increased the speed of his wanking hand on my penis . I leant back into him … my mind going you are your fuck bi curious you want to know what it feels like. Then I could feel Toni’s penis slipping along my sweaty ass crack. I could hear him say I was good that he was going to make me cum . I then felt his other hand caress my ass and slide along my sweaty ass crack. He teased my asshole with his finger tips . I think I moaned involuntary . My cock felt super hard he then suddenly slipped a finger in my ass, and I actually liked it I was leaking pre cum . Toni wanked me harder and wiggled his finger in my ass. When he pulled his finger out off my ass I actually came . Toni turned me around kissed me full on the mouth again and told me I was a good boy . He then told me I could get dressed and go . I went to wipe the cum off my cock shaft but Toni said no , you have to just put your shorts back on . Which I actually did. Feeling very naughty the cum soaking inside my shorts. When I got home I showered and actually fingered my own ass.
    I thought what will happen the last week on this delivery. Will we have oral sex, will he actually want to bum me. Will I let him stick his penis in me ?
    But when I got into work Monday they told me that I was actually moved to a different delivery office , in the city centre because I was part time and they needed more people there.
    By the time I finished in the city centre and drove towards home it would be to late to drive over towards Toni’s that my wife would expect me at home .
    So I never got to see Toni again. Because when I did get time to see him I was told that he was killed in a car accident.
    Now the strange thing is these last 3 years I started watching straight up gay porn , masturbating to it, fingering my own ass regularly & yes even tasting my own cum from time to time .
    Now I wonder if I should see if I like bottoming ( I know my wife won’t pegg me , because she would not even finger my ass when I asked her if she would once ) .

  • Everyman Should Have A Man Servant

    I have a man servant, Jose. From somewhere south of the border. I had him circumcized, I'm a stickler for a good looking dick. He has household duties, in return he has a nice living. He's loyal and attentive. For an 'old' man a man servant is a special treasure. An accomplished cocksucker, that's how I met him, lunch floor manager at El Chico. He just turned fifty and I gave him a nice bonus.

    Smooth, beautiful skin color, sweet lips, nice cock, what is it that you like? A man servant who makes the bed for you, after putting you to sleep with a long gentle cock suckling.