They Tease Me And I Want To Keep It A Secret
So I have a friend online, called M. A few months back M went through a pretty nasty breakup and I was a shoulder for them to cry on while they bounced back. Well, while this was happening I let it slip that I found them really attractive and well, one thing led to another and I ended up becoming their "temp mistress" and them my little pet.
Since then they send my some of the most beautiful pictures of their gorgeous tits, mouth, pussy, you name it. They even took my advice and made a NSFW Twitter where they post their images and get pretty good reception. (Actually makes me jealous because their twitter does better than mine, but I digress)
Well, as things have progressed, they are still single and we still text back and forth fairly regularly. Sometimes these sessions are just playful, wishing that one of us could visit so I could pump them full of cum and use them like the slut they wish to be and so on. But other times we get much more explicit with it and end up sexting each other, sometimes trading active pics with each other as we get each other off. It is some of the hottest sex I've ever had outside of my wife.
And now we get to why this is in "my cheating heart".
So my wife knows about all of this. I am her little sub and she has me wrapped around her little finger, but the thing is she knows that my demisexual ass dosent get turned on often by anyone, but when it does it falls hard. And she loves watching it happen. I share the pics of M that I get with her, I either tell her when we sext or I just hand her my phone so she can read them, and when we do have sex after a session with M has happened, she will often tease me with things like "I bet you wish this was M slamming down on your dick right now don't you?~" or "and what would you do if I caught you fucking M like this when I got home" and so forth. She enjoys that I have a side pet, and she loved to use it against me.
The thing is, sometimes I really don't want to tell her about an encounter with M. Sometimes I get very flustered by what happened and want to keep it to myself. Like today I was at my local game shop playing some games and M sent me a picture of their tits and sucking their fingers. I was instantly hard and they dated me to rub myself for a few moments in public and she'd send me some moaning later. I did and nearly got caught, but it was thrilling and turned me on so much. But when I got home and told my wife about it, I almost wanted to just keep it our secret that I half jerked off in public today. Ultimately I told my wife, but still just like. I don't know.
Is it wrong of me that sometimes I want to keep sexual encounters to myself? That I don't want to share what is basically my side slut with my wife? I honestly don't know.
For now I'll just keep sharing and debating.
But gods know, when M starts going off on how they need to get an IUD before they visit so I can use them as a cum dumpster as much as I want, I just can't get my mind off that beautiful ass.
And I guess a little bit of extra smut if you read down this far. I have health problems where I can't do much, and M loves the idea of if they visit leaving me naked all day while they help around the house, and anytime I get hard from them, just while working on stuff, sitting on my cock and letting me fill them up for an entire week of a visit. Non stop sex. Open from master and pet. And just constantly using their amazing body as a cum dumpster.
If it ever does happen you can bet your ass the story will be here of how it goes down, but for now I only have the fantasy we share of how they want to be my toy for an entire week as they help me out and "help me out" since I'm crippled and my hand just dosent cut it when you have a hot piece of ass willing to be filled again and again by you.
