Icarus21

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About Icarus21:

I mostly post about my love for women's panties and stories about things I did growing up

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Been Trying To Find My Therapist I Had As A Child

When I was a kid, around the age of 14, I had a therapist I would see regularly because I had a sex addiction. Like I was obsessed with sex and drawing sex, writing about sex. I had been found with several pairs of panties in my room. I had a notebook I would keep that had pages and pages of sexual fantasies. So I would see this therapist named Jody. It would only be her and me in this small room. She was really hot which idk why they would give a child who is addicted to sex a hot therapist. So our meetings would consist of her talking to me about my feelings etc. She gave me a notebook to keep and she wanted me to try and write fantasies that didn't involve sex. But it was hard. Then one time, she read my notebook and she saw that I had written about her. I did it on purpose. I wanted her to see. I wrote that I wanted to eat her pussy, wear her panties etc. I would get horny in session. I would be sitting at this table and she would be sitting across from me. I would slowly reach down and pull my thing out. Slowly jerk off. At first she didn't know. Each session I would get bolder. I mean one time, I managed to cum but that's when she figured it out because I started to cum and I started to shake a little and moan and the table moved and she looked at me and saw me kinda breathing hard. Then I brought my hands up on the table and there was cum on them. She told me to keep my hands up top from then on. But my thing was still out so I had to put it back. I quickly went down and had to pull my underwear up and button my pants. She yelled at me to keep my hands up. I came back up and there was cum on my fingers. The worst part was that she wanted me to write a fantasy that didn't involve sex in my daily journal. That's what we were working on in session all the time. So when she handed me the pen, she could clearly see cum on my hand. Then when I got up at the end of sessionn, you could see cum or a wet spot. She never once looked under the table while we were in session. So after about a year of this. I stopped seeing her. I don't really know if I improved. But I moved away to another state. Now I'm grown up and I have been trying to find her for the longest time. Just to reconnect. Even maybe just get a picture. I remember her full name and where she used to work. Idk if she still does. But I still fantasize about her.

Cant Stop My Panties Obsession

I'm obsessed with panties. I have been since I was a young boy. I'm 30 going on 31 and yes I'm still obsessed with panties. It's to the point where I'd be okay with never having sex again as long as I have panties to enjoy. I don't know what it is. I mean I guess I do. It's the smells. The feel of the fabric. Knowing where they've been. Who wore them. It's the thrill of doing bad things to them while no one's looking. Every pair is different. Playing with them almost feels as good to me as sex. Nothing can get me off quite as well as a pair of panties. Every time I quit my addiction, a few years later I'm back. Right now I don't have any but I'm buying some off of a girl next week. I told her to wear them all day and then give them to me. It all started when I was 13. I was living in a foster home with 2 girls and 2 boys. All the laundry was in the same room. At the same time. The clothes would just be sitting there. I was walking by one day and saw a pair of my hot foster sisters panties sitting on top. They were dirty and crumpled up. I put them to my face and it just lit a fire in me. So I took them. Used them for a few days. Snuck back in a returned them in a random hamper. I've cum in so many panties its unbelievable. Yes, I'm ashamed but even my own sisters and moms panties. In fact, I kinda liked my moms panties the most. I would lay on her bed naked with her panties on me, imagining she opens the door in shock. But I never once got caught. God I just want some now. I love them.

Panty Thief

I used to live in a foster home when I was 14 and I had this foster mom who was kinda attractive. I was her only kid. At the time she didn't know I had an obsession with women's underwear. I used to steal her underwear and put it in my pants or shorts and sometimes we'd be talking face to face and I was like, omg if she knew what was in my pants I'd be so dead and probably sent away. It turned me on like getting so close to being caught but just not quiet. Like I knew how far to go. Well it eventually caught up with me. She realized a pair was missing one time. I'm sure she knew for a while that some were missing and just figured she misplaced them. But I started getting cocky which is how I got caught. Because at first I'd always put them back exactly how I found them. But one time I messed up because I took some and I was walking around with them all day in my pants and then I went and jerked off in them and put them right on top of her hamper with the semen showing. At first I was like, I want her to see it and be like wtf and then I was like oh no that's a bad idea! So I tried to go back in the room but she was coming down the hallway so I just went to my room and waited for the inevitable. She came back out and didn't say anything so I wasn't sure if she had seen them or not. All day I tried to go back in but the living room was in eyesight of her door and her door made noise when you'd open it so I was internally freaking out. Eventually I made it inside without her knowing and saw the panties still there with my semen showing. I shoved them down in the hamper and walked away but idk something took hold of me and I went back because I wanted to see them one more time. I pulled them back out and started to smell them. My semen on them smelled good. Immediately I got hard. I wanted to take them so bad but I couldn't so I shoved them back in. A day later she asks if she can speak with me. I'm like um okay. Slightly nervous. She told me she had found them and asked if I was responsible. I said yeah...and she just said okay. That's all I wanted to know. She just asked me if I could stay out of her room from now on. Most awkward moment in my life ever. Every day I saw her, I was like, she knows I jerked off in her panties. She knows. She must think I'm a freak. But she didn't say anything after that. Ever. I continued to do it for a little while after before I moved away for college. We still talk to this day.

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Been Trying To Find My Therapist I Had As A Child

When I was a kid, around the age of 14, I had a therapist I would see regularly because I had a sex addiction. Like I was obsessed with sex and drawing sex, writing about sex. I had been found with several pairs of panties in my room. I had a notebook I would keep that had pages and pages of sexual fantasies. So I would see this therapist named Jody. It would only be her and me in this small room. She was really hot which idk why they would give a child who is addicted to sex a hot therapist. So our meetings would consist of her talking to me about my feelings etc. She gave me a notebook to keep and she wanted me to try and write fantasies that didn't involve sex. But it was hard. Then one time, she read my notebook and she saw that I had written about her. I did it on purpose. I wanted her to see. I wrote that I wanted to eat her pussy, wear her panties etc. I would get horny in session. I would be sitting at this table and she would be sitting across from me. I would slowly reach down and pull my thing out. Slowly jerk off. At first she didn't know. Each session I would get bolder. I mean one time, I managed to cum but that's when she figured it out because I started to cum and I started to shake a little and moan and the table moved and she looked at me and saw me kinda breathing hard. Then I brought my hands up on the table and there was cum on them. She told me to keep my hands up top from then on. But my thing was still out so I had to put it back. I quickly went down and had to pull my underwear up and button my pants. She yelled at me to keep my hands up. I came back up and there was cum on my fingers. The worst part was that she wanted me to write a fantasy that didn't involve sex in my daily journal. That's what we were working on in session all the time. So when she handed me the pen, she could clearly see cum on my hand. Then when I got up at the end of sessionn, you could see cum or a wet spot. She never once looked under the table while we were in session. So after about a year of this. I stopped seeing her. I don't really know if I improved. But I moved away to another state. Now I'm grown up and I have been trying to find her for the longest time. Just to reconnect. Even maybe just get a picture. I remember her full name and where she used to work. Idk if she still does. But I still fantasize about her.

My Mother-in-law’s Panties

Dont know how it started but I love to jerk off and cum on my mother-in-laws panties. She wears bikini or string bikini style. Maybe that’s why I like to cum on them. My wife only wears thongs. Thongs are sexy but some full back coverage panties are sexy too. I’ve only seen a woman (my wife) in just thongs for the last 20 years.

My in-laws keep the laundry hamper in one their bathrooms. I go in there to pee and also too see if any panties are on top. Normally I’ll see two hampers. One for colors and one for whites. The whites bin is usually socks, shirts and my father-in-law’s briefs. Sometimes my mother-in-law wears white bikinis which is sexy to me.

But this past weekend I pulled out some red string bikini panties out of the hamper. They looked like they were freshly put in there. I could smell the pussy smell on them as I picked them up. I laid them on the toilet seat lid and got my dick out. Came all over them in a matter of seconds! I folded them up and used a dry part to wipe under my foreskin before rolling the skin back over my head. Pulled my underwear up, positioned myself in my briefs before pulling my shorts up and heading back out to where we were at in the house.

Horny Son Uses Panties

About a year ago I started noticing semen in my panties when I was doing laundry. It was on most of the pairs way more than my husband and I were doing it. Finally one time I went to get a bathing suit out of the hamper just after my son left the bathroom. I wanted to wear it and when I put it on I realized the crotch was sticky and wet and there was his load in my crotch. I'm on birth control so I just left it go, though I did tell my husband. He said he'd have a long talk with our son but I said let it go since he'd probably just embarrass our son and he'd grow out of it.

Fairly often I've found sticky, crusty, wet panties and bathing suits in my laundry.

This weekend my daughter came to me mortified. She had changed out of her church clothes but then we were going to dinner at my in-laws so she went to put them back on. Apparently (minor point...) she was lounging commando all afternoon so when she changed back she also put back on her panties from the morning. She showed me the inside of the black panties she was wearing...they were full of sticky white semen in the crotch. I panicked and said she should take them off immediately and quick clean herself with soap and water. She was confused but I knew instantly my son's semen was just resting on my daughter's privates, and she's not on the pill.

I haven't told my husband yet. I haven't confronted my son. I told my daughter that is what teenage boys do and she went "Ewwwww" but otherwise seemed to shrug it off (though now going to be sure to look first before dressing...). What a weird thing to have to deal with.

I Wish It Were More Accepted

I wish that i****t was more accepted in the world between consenting adults. I've fantasized about almost every woman in my family. My sisters, cousins, aunts, Grandma, and of course my mother. Most of the women are on my mother's side of the family. That side is the Mexican side. I can't help but desire them. Their thick, long black hair, their beautiful caramel skin, dark brown areolas and perky nipples. I imagine all of them with a full thick bush. I dream about taking them bareback and shooting my seed deep into their fertile, hairy latina pussies. Fearing and hoping they get pregnant. The whole taboo act between blood relatives sends me over the edge.

Whenever there's a family function I take mental images of my relatives so I can jack off to them later. Most of the porn I search is of women that resemble the women in my family. My mother resembles Anastasia Lux so she's my go to when I want to fantasize about fucking my mother.

Does anyone else feel this strongly toward the women in their families?

I Want To Have Sex With My Niece

My niece is 21. I am 30. My sister had her when she was 15 years old. I watched her grow up and it occurred to me...she's really f*ckin hot. She is basically a younger, thicker, sexier version of my sister. She always wears tight leggings and you can see her pussy kind of popping out. She is in great shape. She has a big ass. When she started to mature at like 15, she started forming that amazing body of hers. Now she is incredible. She constantly has a different boyfriend every month. Pretty she's been banged out a few times. I wish I could watch. Sometimes, I think about. I sometimes think about texting her from a anonymous number. I wish it was more accepted in the world to like your own family members. I am thinking about trying to get my hands on a pair of her used panties and jacking off with them. Does anyone else have a hot family member and have you ever done things with them?