Icarus21

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Gender: Bi-Sexual Male
Age: 30
Relationship Status : Single
Profile Visits : 397
Number of Comments : 4
Number of Confessions : 3
About Icarus21:

I mostly post about my love for women's panties and stories about things I did growing up

Icarus21's Favorite Confessions:

Been Trying To Find My Therapist I Had As A Child

When I was a kid, around the age of 14, I had a therapist I would see regularly because I had a sex addiction. Like I was obsessed with sex and drawing sex, writing about sex. I had been found with several pairs of panties in my room. I had a notebook I would keep that had pages and pages of sexual fantasies. So I would see this therapist named Jody. It would only be her and me in this small room. She was really hot which idk why they would give a child who is addicted to sex a hot therapist. So our meetings would consist of her talking to me about my feelings etc. She gave me a notebook to keep and she wanted me to try and write fantasies that didn't involve sex. But it was hard. Then one time, she read my notebook and she saw that I had written about her. I did it on purpose. I wanted her to see. I wrote that I wanted to eat her pussy, wear her panties etc. I would get horny in session. I would be sitting at this table and she would be sitting across from me. I would slowly reach down and pull my thing out. Slowly jerk off. At first she didn't know. Each session I would get bolder. I mean one time, I managed to cum but that's when she figured it out because I started to cum and I started to shake a little and moan and the table moved and she looked at me and saw me kinda breathing hard. Then I brought my hands up on the table and there was cum on them. She told me to keep my hands up top from then on. But my thing was still out so I had to put it back. I quickly went down and had to pull my underwear up and button my pants. She yelled at me to keep my hands up. I came back up and there was cum on my fingers. The worst part was that she wanted me to write a fantasy that didn't involve sex in my daily journal. That's what we were working on in session all the time. So when she handed me the pen, she could clearly see cum on my hand. Then when I got up at the end of sessionn, you could see cum or a wet spot. She never once looked under the table while we were in session. So after about a year of this. I stopped seeing her. I don't really know if I improved. But I moved away to another state. Now I'm grown up and I have been trying to find her for the longest time. Just to reconnect. Even maybe just get a picture. I remember her full name and where she used to work. Idk if she still does. But I still fantasize about her.

My Mother-in-law’s Panties

Dont know how it started but I love to jerk off and cum on my mother-in-laws panties. She wears bikini or string bikini style. Maybe that’s why I like to cum on them. My wife only wears thongs. Thongs are sexy but some full back coverage panties are sexy too. I’ve only seen a woman (my wife) in just thongs for the last 20 years.

My in-laws keep the laundry hamper in one their bathrooms. I go in there to pee and also too see if any panties are on top. Normally I’ll see two hampers. One for colors and one for whites. The whites bin is usually socks, shirts and my father-in-law’s briefs. Sometimes my mother-in-law wears white bikinis which is sexy to me.

But this past weekend I pulled out some red string bikini panties out of the hamper. They looked like they were freshly put in there. I could smell the pussy smell on them as I picked them up. I laid them on the toilet seat lid and got my dick out. Came all over them in a matter of seconds! I folded them up and used a dry part to wipe under my foreskin before rolling the skin back over my head. Pulled my underwear up, positioned myself in my briefs before pulling my shorts up and heading back out to where we were at in the house.

Horny Son Uses Panties

About a year ago I started noticing semen in my panties when I was doing laundry. It was on most of the pairs way more than my husband and I were doing it. Finally one time I went to get a bathing suit out of the hamper just after my son left the bathroom. I wanted to wear it and when I put it on I realized the crotch was sticky and wet and there was his load in my crotch. I'm on birth control so I just left it go, though I did tell my husband. He said he'd have a long talk with our son but I said let it go since he'd probably just embarrass our son and he'd grow out of it.

Fairly often I've found sticky, crusty, wet panties and bathing suits in my laundry.

This weekend my daughter came to me mortified. She had changed out of her church clothes but then we were going to dinner at my in-laws so she went to put them back on. Apparently (minor point...) she was lounging commando all afternoon so when she changed back she also put back on her panties from the morning. She showed me the inside of the black panties she was wearing...they were full of sticky white semen in the crotch. I panicked and said she should take them off immediately and quick clean herself with soap and water. She was confused but I knew instantly my son's semen was just resting on my daughter's privates, and she's not on the pill.

I haven't told my husband yet. I haven't confronted my son. I told my daughter that is what teenage boys do and she went "Ewwwww" but otherwise seemed to shrug it off (though now going to be sure to look first before dressing...). What a weird thing to have to deal with.

I Wish It Were More Accepted

I wish that i****t was more accepted in the world between consenting adults. I've fantasized about almost every woman in my family. My sisters, cousins, aunts, Grandma, and of course my mother. Most of the women are on my mother's side of the family. That side is the Mexican side. I can't help but desire them. Their thick, long black hair, their beautiful caramel skin, dark brown areolas and perky nipples. I imagine all of them with a full thick bush. I dream about taking them bareback and shooting my seed deep into their fertile, hairy latina pussies. Fearing and hoping they get pregnant. The whole taboo act between blood relatives sends me over the edge.

Whenever there's a family function I take mental images of my relatives so I can jack off to them later. Most of the porn I search is of women that resemble the women in my family. My mother resembles Anastasia Lux so she's my go to when I want to fantasize about fucking my mother.

Does anyone else feel this strongly toward the women in their families?

I Want To Have Sex With My Niece

My niece is 21. I am 30. My sister had her when she was 15 years old. I watched her grow up and it occurred to me...she's really f*ckin hot. She is basically a younger, thicker, sexier version of my sister. She always wears tight leggings and you can see her pussy kind of popping out. She is in great shape. She has a big ass. When she started to mature at like 15, she started forming that amazing body of hers. Now she is incredible. She constantly has a different boyfriend every month. Pretty she's been banged out a few times. I wish I could watch. Sometimes, I think about. I sometimes think about texting her from a anonymous number. I wish it was more accepted in the world to like your own family members. I am thinking about trying to get my hands on a pair of her used panties and jacking off with them. Does anyone else have a hot family member and have you ever done things with them?

Want To Fuck Almost Everyone In My Family

I don't know. Im fucked up I think but I sometimes get horny thinking about my own family. The other day, my girlfriends sisters were staying over and one was in the shower. While everyone was in the living room, I said I had to go grab something real quick but I went into the room they were staying in and I grabbed a pair of her used panties. I saw the wet spot where her pussy was. I began to smell it and got immediately hard. I jerked off with them. Then at night, I was having a dream that I was fucking both of her sisters. One of them I was just straight pile driving with my dick. The other was munching carpet. Then sometimes, I think about my girlfriends mom. Like what if one day...she came onto me, would I? Probably yes. I would smash the heck out of her mom doggystyle. One of my sisters is pretty fine and I'd eat her pussy honestly. My niece who is 21...I'd smash and eat her pussy. But out of all them, I want to fuck my girlfriends younger sister. I just wish I could. Judge me if you want. Im going to get my hands on a pair of all their panties and start a collection. Moms panties, sisters panties. Cum in all of them.

Aroused By Dirty Panties

I have a confession, it all started one drunk summer day, I was alone and feeling a little horny I went into my step daughter bathroom to use the toilet as I was sitting there, I saw dirty panties on the floor in front of the shower so out of curiosity I picked up a pair and smelt them, it was heaven the sweet salty smell so I decided to lick the white crusty dried juices mmmmmm I began jacking off while I licked and tasted the sweet nectar and I haven't stopped, I go visit family and friends and I go to the bathroom and check for the sweet crusty pussy juice,I'm hooked

Want To Eat My Gfs Mom's Pussy

So I'm attracted to my girlfriends mom. I dont know why. She's decent looking to be honest. I think its just the fact that I like moms. I started to get attracted to her because I was at my girlfriends house and she was in the bathroom and while I was waiting her mom's room door was open. I peeked inside and saw some panties laying on her hamper. The panties were sexier than what I imagined her mom would wear. I thought she'd wear granny panties. But this was almost like a thong. It was thin and silky. Immediately I got hard. I peered down the hallway. She was still in the bathroom. I picked up the panties and smelled them. I put one hand down my pants. I started to precum. Then I whipped it out and wrapped the panties around my cock. It was so risky and dangerous but I didn't care. I'm standing in my girlfriends moms room with my pants down, panties around my cock. Then I started to cum in them. I said, oh shit. It felt so good I basically had to bend over. Then I realized that I came all over them and the smell was strong. I threw them back in the hamper but buried them a little. Then I pulled my pants up and acted like nothing happened. Now every time I see her mom, I kinda get horny. I want to eat her mom's pussy. I know she has hair down there. I'd still eat it. I'd eat her mom's ass. I'd cum in her mom's pussy. I think about her mom more than her.

Cant Stop My Panties Obsession

I'm obsessed with panties. I have been since I was a young boy. I'm 30 going on 31 and yes I'm still obsessed with panties. It's to the point where I'd be okay with never having sex again as long as I have panties to enjoy. I don't know what it is. I mean I guess I do. It's the smells. The feel of the fabric. Knowing where they've been. Who wore them. It's the thrill of doing bad things to them while no one's looking. Every pair is different. Playing with them almost feels as good to me as sex. Nothing can get me off quite as well as a pair of panties. Every time I quit my addiction, a few years later I'm back. Right now I don't have any but I'm buying some off of a girl next week. I told her to wear them all day and then give them to me. It all started when I was 13. I was living in a foster home with 2 girls and 2 boys. All the laundry was in the same room. At the same time. The clothes would just be sitting there. I was walking by one day and saw a pair of my hot foster sisters panties sitting on top. They were dirty and crumpled up. I put them to my face and it just lit a fire in me. So I took them. Used them for a few days. Snuck back in a returned them in a random hamper. I've cum in so many panties its unbelievable. Yes, I'm ashamed but even my own sisters and moms panties. In fact, I kinda liked my moms panties the most. I would lay on her bed naked with her panties on me, imagining she opens the door in shock. But I never once got caught. God I just want some now. I love them.

Obsessed With Panties

Ever since I was about 11 or 12 I have been obsessed with women's underwear. I have been wanting to let this out for a while and finally I can talk about it in a safe place (hopefully). When I was 11 or 12, I just...became obsessed with panties. The smell of them. The feel. I started out by stealing my moms panties and then some of my sisters. Whenever my mom would leave the house and leave me by myself, I would strip naked and sneak into her room. Then I would go into her drawer and pull out my favorites and then lay on the bed naked on with them. I would put them on my face, around my dick, master masterbate with them. I would even put them on sometimes. I loved smelling her dirty panties. I loved smelling her juices. I didn't want to get caught or leave or any trace so I would do my best not to cum on them or take them to my room. Those were my two rules. No cumming on or in them, don't take any. But one day...I just couldn't control myself. I was stroking my dick and had a pair wrapped on my dick. I had another pair on my face, next thing you know, I came all over a pair of her black lace panties. Like thick loads of cum. Big white dots on black panties. I hear the front door open. Keys jingling. I freaked out because I had no idea when she would be home. Here I am in my moms room naked with her cum stained panties in my hand. I flipped off the bed and threw the clean ones back in her drawer. Heart pounding. I had no choice but I had to take the ones I came in with me. I peeked out the door and heard her in the kitchen. My room was right across and down the hall from hers. I sprinted out the door naked with her panties balled in my hand. I got to my room and hid them under my bed. I got dressed and acted like everything was totally normal. This was only the beginning. I did this for years. I am 29 years old and still obsessed with panties. I can tell more stories or answer anything. Those risky moments of almost being caught with semen stained panties were some of the best years of my life. My mom never found out or maybe she knew but didn't say anything.