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Obsessed With A Feminization Fantasy

In the outside world, and in the bedroom (outside being a pegging-enjoyer), I'm a fairly typical manly-man, but I've had a feminization fantasy for years now. Since I was at least 19.

A mommy domme of any legal age and I become regularly "involved." It would start out rather innocently with some mild crossdressing here and there until it becomes a regular thing - to a point where I am lounging around the house with her in girly outfits, lingerie, etc. 24-7 - and am almost exclusively bottoming for her. Eventually the question of "want to go even further? With more permanent things." gets asked.

I say "Yes."

So we put me on hormones and begin transitioning me. My features gradually become more feminine. My ass becomes rounder. I begin to grow breasts. My waist becomes more hour-glass shaped.

I end up being passable enough when enough makeup is applied to where I can even go outside and pass.

But she asks for more. I agree, once again. So we start planning feminizing surgeries.

The first one is facial feminization.
The second narrows my shoulders.
The third is breast implants up to a 34D, since by this point - there is something for the plastic surgeon to work with, making them look better than they normally would. A fat transplant to my hips is also included.
The fourth, and final one, is removal of my testicles.

She seems happy. I am happy that she is happy. She doesn't cuck me or make me have sex with men or anything. It's just a mommy domme and her girlfriend in a lesbian relationship at this point.

When I masturbate, it's all I can really think about. When I decide to go on a sex-chat, it's all I'm really interested in talking about.

When I am not masturbating (living my regular life or just having regular sex) or on a sex chat, it's not on my mind at all. It, however, remains my favorite fantasy.

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I Dream Of Spoiling And Feminizing A Boy

I have these sexual fantasies that I can't live out because I am already in a very happy and committed relationship with the girl of my dreams. While I have no intention to actually act on them, I just can't get the thought out of my head, I needed to talk about my fantasies with SOMEONE.
I want to find a boy, any boy. Preferably one who is small and cute, like under 5'7 small, but any boy would do, really. And I want to spoil him beyond belief. I mean like, massages, homecooked meals, brushing his hair for him every night, hot baths with oils and candles. He wouldn't work. he would just be my sweet little baby boy, living the dream and never needing to do anything for himself. I want to cut the crusts off of his sandwhiches. Bring him pretty dresses to wear. I want him to crossdress every day. I want to take care of his beauty routine for him. Full body shaving him. Developing a skin routine for him. We would do face and hair masks together. I'd give him pedicures. I would help him be so pretty. Growing out his hair long, and taking care of it for him. Wearing pretty panties, and pretty dresses, and pretty thigh highs. I'd never stop telling him what a pretty boy he is. he would live in complete luxury. And I would peg the shit out of him. Just completely destroy his ass. I want to make him cry. I want him to have trouble walking the next day. I want to make his legs shake. I want him to scream. I want the neighbors to know my name from hearing him screaming through our walls. I want to make him feel so good. Suck him off, peg him until he can't think straight anymore. I just want a pretty little slut boy to call my own.

I'm hot. I know I am hot. I'm like, marriage proposals from strangers kind of hot. 5'10 126lbs natural blonde DDD tits 24 inch waist. I've done some modeling work, and I'm a cosplayer in my spare time. I am not just being cocky when I say that I am a very hot girl. I know that I'm someone's dream girl fetish babe. And the idea of my little baby boy feeling so inadequate next to me turns me on so fucking much. Wondering "What did I do to deserve this? This beautiful girl could have had anyone she wanted, why did she pick me? I don't do anything for her" And I picked him solely because he would be willing to live this kind of life with me. To be my pretty little useless baby boy, and be my cocksleeve to peg and use as a please. And to baby, and love and care for. And to spoil him absolutely rotten. To hold him in the lap of luxury. I think I could love any boy who would let me do that. Let me feminize him, and spoil him, and use his pretty little hole as my own personal cumdump. I want him to worry about being good enough for this life I've given him, and to look up to me and think about how he wants to be pretty for me. He wants to be pretty like me. And I will make him beautiful.
I want him to be a masochist. I want him to have a praise kink, but to also get turned on by humiliation. I want him to be happy with this life, even though it's so fetishistic. I want him to be okay with being my fetish. I would really love him, even if I did originally only pick him up to fuel my fetishes. I would love and spoil my baby boy so much. I dream of this every night, and have for years. I've been obsessed with the idea of having a little sissy boy to spoil and fuck since I was like fifteen, but no man I've ever known has ever wanted to live this kind of life with me. I have a baby girl now, but she doesn't want to be spoiled as much as I would like, and it's just less fun since she is already a girl, there's no feminization process to go through. I can't mold her into a pretty girl since she already is one. But I am happy, even though this sexual fantasy of mine haunts me