SometimesHornyVirgin

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Country : Netherlands
Relationship status : Single

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Figuring It All Out

I'm slowly figuring out what I want with my sex drive. First it was occasional and I was embaressed about it, but now I am slowly learning what I want. For some reason it is someone older than me. (As in I don't mind calling someone daddy and such.)

I also realised I am into BDSM. The pain part not so much (would be lovely for punishinments though), but I'm into the control aspect of it. Like a dom tying me up and having that control over me, that really turns me on. I do fantasise about pain though.

One particular fantasy I've had is that my dom would be punishing me by hitting my pussy with a riding crop, and than start fucking me with it. And when I would disobey him, he would take it out of my pussy and start hitting my breasts with it.

But I don't really know where to find an older gentleman who is also a dom, who is willing to start out a bit gentle because I've never done anything before. Reliable sources are barely found here on the Dutch internet.

Sugar Daddy

I really want a sugar daddy.

Not now, I do not have the time for it. But a lot of people are freaked out by the idea of having a relationship (sexual and-or romantic) just so someone can give you money. When I tell people this they think I am a bit shallow, but I do not think.

While having Chanel and a Porsche would be absolutly lovely, it isn't what I am aiming for. I live in the Netherlands, and plan on staying. But the housing market is crazy. The house my parents bought when I was three for €300.000,- is now worth a MILLION euro's. In just fifteen years, and prices are still rising.

So having a sugar daddy to cover my living and educational expenses isn't something I would find ridiculous. Of course what the sugar daddy would want from me is a factor. I am not into BDSM, and I do not want to be stuck in a situation where they force me to do stuff or otherwise I'll have to pay them back money.

I know having a sugar daddy is full of risks. Any "sugar daddy" that approaches you in comments and says "My snap is" is of course full of bull, but idk. It just sounds nice. But I would need to find a safe site where I could meet Dutch sugar daddies in the future.

Thanks for reading :)

Fantasies

I'm often times fantasizing about sex. I don't often get horny from it, and sometimes I'm repulsed by my own thoughts. But usually I really wish to be r**ed, or violently taken. By man way older than me, but not like grandpa age.

Usually I don't fantasize about multiple people taking me. But Lord do I want be dicked down bad. I get wet so easily, but for some reason I don't feel anything. I even bought a vibrator and it did nothing. I think my pussy is broken and can never be used.

Often I just want to be taken and used over and over again by the same person. I'm still very young so I have appeal. I also have big tits (E-F cup), round ass, small waist, big hips and a virgin pussy. I know that I am attractive to certain people because of that. And often times I wish to use my body to my adventage and get someone to have sex with me.

I'm still a virgin, and I know the Lord does not approve of sex before marriage, but I am starting to understand the appeal. The only thing holding me back is that I don't want to sin severly. But it is starting to loosen it's grip on me.

On the one hand I don't want to loose myself to my desires. There are plenty of reasons not to. The Lord first and foremost, but also disease and actual treath to my life (as a young woman, you can never be sure of any man). But sex and sinning sounds so tempting at this point.

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