I was 15 when I got married. As a wife, sex was one of my responsibilities. If he wanted it, he got it. I gave my consent by saying I do, even if some days I wish I hadn't. Women these days talk about whether or not they'll take it in the bum or the mouth, or whether they're in the mood, but for me it was never a question. If he saw a place to put his thing that he liked, he put it there. If he woke up and it was hard, it was my job to take care of it (even if sometimes I was still asleep.)

I never even knew what an orgasm was until I was 16. Ladies simply didn't touch themselves, and obviously the men shouldn't have to go out of their way for it. When I had one it was an accident. After I felt it, I liked it and wanted it to happen again. So I started touching myself and trying to get him to do it for me. Eventually he put a stop to that, he started spanking me any time I touched myself or bothered him about it. And if he went away for business he made sure to lock me up.

Eventually it was decided that I should be circumcised to prevent masturbation, and after that the only times I've had an orgasm have been if he takes longer than usual during sex, which wasn't often. In order to keep myself from slipping again I started doing more. More cleaning and such. And when he was home I would wear more revealing clothing and try to make him want to have sex so that I might have another chance. He certainly didn't object to that, but most of the time he wanted me to use my mouth. I started to enjoy that too.

One thing he liked was during dinner. After I finished preparing dinner and served it, I would eat mine (it wouldn't take too long, I didn't eat much) then crawl under the table and use my mouth on him while he ate his. After we had kids I was more occupied, but I still found a way to keep him satisfied.

I guess I went a ways off from my point. I wish things would go back to how they were when I was still young. To me it looks like it's too easy for a woman to get a divorce just because she doesn't like the commitment. If it were up to me I'd make it so only men could start a divorce. I'd make it legal for men to punish their wives and I wouldn't throw them in prison for having sex with their wives when their wives didn't feel like doing their job.

The one thing I'm happy about though, is that the clothes now aren't as stuffy. Women are practically naked anymore and they're happy about it. I wish I was young today, I'd feel so dirty walking down the road wearing so little, letting all the men see me.