I am in love with my best friend and he will never know it because im not gonna have the balls to tell him.
we joke about getting married, look at open houses of places we cant afford together, talk about how we want kids one day, sit around talking for hours...but were just freinds
all i wanna do is hang out with him and i feel like i might be annoying him. i love him so much though.
but i shouldnt. i mean, he doesnt treat me the way someone you love should. he always treats me like a last reosrt.