Dude don't fucking do it.. There's always good days and there's always fucking bad days find someone to talk to. Seek enlightenment, meditate getting outside the box perspective read books on Eastern philosophy look at the good in your life you sound like a white male in America that can't be that fucking bad no matter how small your dick is move away fuck those stupid people in that stupid fucking town who the fuck are they anyways don't listen to them just calm the fuck down and look outside the box. Look outside the little bubble that is your life there's plenty of other shit going on out there that you could be observing. Take a walk look at the fucking sky think about the earth for christ sake do you realize that you produce a magnetic and electrical field just like the earth does... We live in a beautiful place just take a look at everything around you there's a helluva lot more going on then what seems to be important have some point in time. And you can't do that to the people you love.. Just tough it out and gain a different perspective do away with any belief that you have that is not serving you. There is no such thing as universal truth everyone has a different truth. We are all just a slave to our beliefs. If you believe you're going to have a good day you will have a fucking good day. If you believe that you were worthwhile person then that is what you will be and you are worthwhile. Offing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. The only thing that's guaranteed is change in life so as shit is not going good guess what. Its going to get better. Good luck man
Stay strong,dude!don't do something stupid...have a talk with someone or counselor...it's going to get better after this...don't fucking care about others..life is too short so just live the way u want it to be...there are many unfortunate ppl in this world...so,suck it up and brace yourself...u are not alone....take care,dude...