rick used to get into sexual things with the guys in the group. one night trevor and I were in the back seat hitting it off, he had beautiful lips about 19. he wrote EVOL on my fingers and held them I kissed him. it was nice. rick put his hands in my pants on the dance floor and another night dry humped my legs and crotch.

then I used to cry when I seen him kissing trevor I felt jealous in way.

at that time high school kids were having 6somes not just threesome and I felt hopeless still a virgin.

one night my sisters boyfriend steven touched me up when I was a teenager and I liked it and I was shocked he wanted to do that with me. the four of us were on the floor at a sleep over.

rick was so American and just his voice made me feel sexy and hot.... I just Hmmm yum! he kept pursuing me and we would met up and we talked about sex a lot.

but the night he wanted me to go to their house for a threesome was the end limit.

he gave me so many mixed physical messages. kicking me, dry humping me, then I always used to say "can I give you a hug" I never forced myself on him. I said that to Jason too. but then rick was like not wanting to let go. I almost picked up that he would have left her that night for me, or was thinking about it.

later they broke up anyway.


I don't want david or any of the guy doing that sort of thing unless they are into that gay or bi culture.

what is worse is the bashings. and threat of knife attacks.

if people want to experiment with gay that is their choice but no need for violence.

I can be more violent these days then back then. but that was crazy that Katie was bi and joyce was bi lifting up her shirt at everyone in the bar, yelling out "SO DON'T YOU PEOPLE FUCK????" ... I can have fun without that in person.

but I will use force if I have to... I am trying to be a bitch!!!!