you don't know how you are breaking my heart. I love you so much that I can't bare to be without you. I crave you. I want you. I love gazing my eyes on you. I feel like I am half a person without you. this is what you have done to me. you have made me crave you in everyway. I wanted you from the moment I seen you. I cry over you. I cry I cry I cry over you. I loved you and need you. now I have to sit alone on that beach and find comfort alone in the Shea oak trees and the dense grasses just listening to the lapping waves to try to put you out of my head. I don't think I will get over you. somehow the sunsets are not as pretty without your love. the nights are long and the distance between the sea and me and you is like a ocean of emotion in my heart. YOU DID THIS TO ME. NOW I AM CRYING OVER YOU ALL THE TIME. clinging and praying to the hope you will come back to me one day. you have hurt me so deeply. I have been sick because of you.