Rough Sex Pleasure

Working as a physical trainer I lived in a new apartment complex where I had gotten an early bird deal which made it affordable. I am gay, but was not partnered. Across the courtyard from me a young woman moved in which got my attention. In the evening while she was unpacking and setting up she left the blinds up and the lights on and I was a voyeur watching her.

It was already late and a man came, I thought maybe her father. He hung a couple of pictures, set up furniture, they were in the bedroom, he grabbed her from behind, grabbed her by the breasts, she wrestled but was not able to break away, he grabbed her crotch, grabbed at her pants and started slapping her leg and butt, he got her pants down, slapping her naked leg, shoving her onto the unmade bed, slapping her legs, yelling at her, grabbing and tearing off her panties and shoving himself between her legs.

I saw it, my hand deep between my legs, my panties were sopping wet, I felt ashamed and turned away from the window. When I looked again she was half dressed and was serving him a cup of coffee and she continued to unpack. As she walked by he grabbed her ass, she pushed his hand away but not really. She sat in his lap. She was all right . I masturbated that night shoving my toy in me as hard as I could.

She learned about her blinds, I saw her in the laundromat, I saw him in the parking lot. I saw her in his car, saw him kiss her, walk her to her apartment and slap her ass. I watched for her, obsessed with her, a few nights I could see her through the blinds, saw that he was there.

I still think about her, obsessed with her, she moved on and I never saw her again. Only the memory of that night when she enjoyed being treated like a whore.