Playing Russia Roulette

For money I danced at a club close to a large truck stop. I was 19. At that time girls were really pressured into breast augmentation. Of course there was a handy doctor who did the girls. I went and did not like her and decided not to. Another dancer told me to keep my tits and not to mess with them.

The whole experience, dancing topless, the boob job issue, my friend who really liked my natural boobs, she helped me really develop an appreciation for my tits, maybe because she liked them so much.

I stopped dancing, went into the Army, served in Korea, after my discharge I went to college and I am elementary school teacher. All along I have had a boob fetish, in the Army I had a couple of inappropriate relationships, I cannot get serious with a girl with fake tits. My current girlfriend has amazing all natural tits, and she appreciates that I give her real tits too.

My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. The tests show that she carries the BRCA gene. I got tested and I have it too. I cannot face having my beautiful breasts cut off. My girlfriend says she doesn't mind but I know that loosing my tits will ruin my life.

Sorry for the downer but people don't really understand what your tits mean to you.