Straight Male / 31
Find My Girlfriend's Older Sister More Then Juat Attractive.
She's like my girlfriend except older, smarter, same or more beautiful, more innocent, and she's intelligent, funny sense of humour. I even miss her. I always had a hard time looking at her because I found her so attractive and didn't want to share that info. With any one privy.
I had a falling our with their family (mainly the in-laws), so I don't get to see her any more. I know she has a kid now. And she's been with her hubby for years.
I've got a 0.00000000000000000 % chance of it going further then a thought - so what should I do? Her family despise me mostly and I haven't seen her or them for years.
Is it insane to imagine a world where her and I are happily together, laughing, adventuring and growing old together. Even just sometimes as a fantasy? Or should I ditch the idea while it's still a foggy thought.
You know when you just can't shake it off or let it go?
I feel bad but I'm glad to tell someone.
She's just a normal looking person, nothing flashy, but she always looks good to me. I hate that I cannot see her or talk to her. It would be weird If I did. No one else in the fam is talking to me...why would she?
I don't think so.
Anyway. As mad as it sounds - maybe I will tell her one day how beautiful I think she is - even if nothing eventuates from it - as much as I'd like it to - it's not realistic.
I had a falling our with their family (mainly the in-laws), so I don't get to see her any more. I know she has a kid now. And she's been with her hubby for years.
I've got a 0.00000000000000000 % chance of it going further then a thought - so what should I do? Her family despise me mostly and I haven't seen her or them for years.
Is it insane to imagine a world where her and I are happily together, laughing, adventuring and growing old together. Even just sometimes as a fantasy? Or should I ditch the idea while it's still a foggy thought.
You know when you just can't shake it off or let it go?
I feel bad but I'm glad to tell someone.
She's just a normal looking person, nothing flashy, but she always looks good to me. I hate that I cannot see her or talk to her. It would be weird If I did. No one else in the fam is talking to me...why would she?
I don't think so.
Anyway. As mad as it sounds - maybe I will tell her one day how beautiful I think she is - even if nothing eventuates from it - as much as I'd like it to - it's not realistic.
