Fantasies

I keep fantasizing that I masturbate to a fully clothed female while she records me and sends online for the whole world to see, I mean my face making embarrassing pathetic sequels and faces and talk about how I'm still a virgin, I wonder what a Vagina feels like, I want to put my wee wee inside a women etc.., just completely and publicly humiliate myself to the world, and maybe my family will see it for the ultimate beta male experience.

Sometimes I get the urge to go on Omegle and do it even if I know its a scammer, just to know that someone is watching me be so pathetic and desperate gets me so hot.