There Must Be SOMEONE...

I was constantly abused, in an orphanage, and then in foster-care, and grew up submissive and obsessed with bondage, and r**e...been lucky with older landlords, some pretty sleazy, but all willing to enable my addiction to being r**ed at both ends, and kept in a hooded strait-jacket most of the time. On occasion they have even produced 'friends' usually the worse for alcohol, for me to 'service' unwillingly, at first anyway...now I want a permanent relationship with ONE sadistic older male, who would be utterly merciless in his requirements...