I Need To Change.

This confession isn'tsequel, just...personal. Something I've never confessed, but I need to. I need to be better.
hate who I've become, I feel like I've wasted my life.
My life has gone done a road I never imagined, and I am trying to get off that path before it's too late.
Until now I've had no ambition, no drive, no cares. But I need to change, I'm making the effort. I've always just taken what life has given me, but now I feel trapped in a hole I dug myself.

I want to be someone my family can be proud of, and so I finally set a goal. I will become an EMT. I want to help, to actually contribute to society for once.

After a year of trying to save for school, I have less than I started. It makes me feel worthless, useless, weak.

The pandemic was hard on us, and with costs now...I don't think I can.

So I'm taking another step. I'm asking for help. If anyone hear reads this, and it resonates... or even if your just a kind soul. Please. Help.

I don't want to feel this way anymore. I want to do good.

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