Addicted To Body Image And Supplements

As part of being on the cheer squad I started working out at the gym. In college I joined a crossover club and hot yoga. I started shaving everything, using supplements, working out for definition. I grew a clit, had facial hair, shoulders, but kept my belly lean, my muscle definition sharp with very pronounced glutes. I saw myself as beautiful. I got good enough grades and got a job at a modern tech company. One of the women who worked there worked out in the morning, an all women spin class. She wore tight shorts no underwear, her kitty pressed against her shorts, we showered together, she touched my clit. She said I was butch and wanted to make me happy.

I never played with anyone, man or woman, didn't considered myself butch, or lesbian. My focus was on me, I didn't have a sex drive, male or female. But I agreed to go out. While I was with her she paid attention to the supplements I was taking, testosterone, steroids, other stuff hidden behind the labels. A health nut she took it all away, she fed me only a diet she approved of, took me out of crossover, and hot yoga. I went through withdrawals, and adjusting back to normal, to my hormones working took a long time. Until I was free of that stuff, I grew longer hair, lost my facial hair, added fat to my belly and buns.

I'm adjusting to my new self, I guess she saw this in me, but I don't feel I'm butch but I guess I am. I have no interest in men, but have developed an interest in her. Maybe just her, I don't know yet. Maybe I am. And another thing, my headaches have gone away.