Fantasizing

I’m a middle age guy who appears to others as a very straight laced person. I have a good professional job and a happy marriage. What nobody knows is that I obsess constantly about kinky sex and fantasize about fucking almost any attractive woman I interact with. I secretly watch porn and love reading these confession posts, the kinkier the better. I love my fantasy life but sometimes wish I could turn that part of my brain off. My family would be shocked to the core if they knew what I think about.