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Obsessions
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Straight Female / 35
Unconditional Crush
When I was eighteen, I met a man who was 37. We clicked but never saw one another again.
A couple of years later, I found out he wrote a poem about me. It was very romantic and showed that he felt the same way about me as I did about him. It was also very erotic and made it clear what he wanted to do to me. I’ve never been so turned on in my life.
I’ve never met anyone like him. I’m single because I’m not compatible with most people and like quiet. I need a break from people often. But this crush is the exception to the rule because he’s so much like myself and pretty quiet.
The only problem is that he’s married to an awful woman. And I used to be friends with the awful woman’s friend but had a falling out with her. So naturally, the two women talk shit about me.
I assume that my crush isn’t into the shit talking because usually men don’t like getting into gossip. He still seems the same towards me. He knows his wife is mean and materialistic so he doesn’t really care about her opinion.
I live across the country from my crush now and occasionally have chances to see him when he’s in my town. It’s been ten years since I last saw him because I always had something come up or didn’t want to show because I was pessimistic.
I’m finally considering seeing him when he’s in town. I’d love to fuck his brains out but can’t because as bad as his wife is, I refuse to do that to her. I’m afraid he’s leave her for me but I don’t want to breakup their marriage.
Basically I’ve got an itch that only he can scratch but he can’t scratch it unless his life circumstances stay the same. And I’m content on my own otherwise.
But I feel like I’m missing out on the best sex of my life. It sucks. I sometimes wonder what the chances are of him and I actually getting together. Probably slim but I kinda believe that if two people are meant to be, they will be in the end. :(
A couple of years later, I found out he wrote a poem about me. It was very romantic and showed that he felt the same way about me as I did about him. It was also very erotic and made it clear what he wanted to do to me. I’ve never been so turned on in my life.
I’ve never met anyone like him. I’m single because I’m not compatible with most people and like quiet. I need a break from people often. But this crush is the exception to the rule because he’s so much like myself and pretty quiet.
The only problem is that he’s married to an awful woman. And I used to be friends with the awful woman’s friend but had a falling out with her. So naturally, the two women talk shit about me.
I assume that my crush isn’t into the shit talking because usually men don’t like getting into gossip. He still seems the same towards me. He knows his wife is mean and materialistic so he doesn’t really care about her opinion.
I live across the country from my crush now and occasionally have chances to see him when he’s in my town. It’s been ten years since I last saw him because I always had something come up or didn’t want to show because I was pessimistic.
I’m finally considering seeing him when he’s in town. I’d love to fuck his brains out but can’t because as bad as his wife is, I refuse to do that to her. I’m afraid he’s leave her for me but I don’t want to breakup their marriage.
Basically I’ve got an itch that only he can scratch but he can’t scratch it unless his life circumstances stay the same. And I’m content on my own otherwise.
But I feel like I’m missing out on the best sex of my life. It sucks. I sometimes wonder what the chances are of him and I actually getting together. Probably slim but I kinda believe that if two people are meant to be, they will be in the end. :(
