A Few Months Of Pure Innocent Love

Can I talk about what happened a long time ago?

There was a lot going on in the world then, my father was a special officer and we were sent to a foreign country where he was assigned to the embassy. We, mother and daughters, lived a normal life unaware of the nature of his job. We were sent to the only English speaking school.

One weekend we went to a farm about two hours from the city. The house was beautiful, I remember clearly how impressed my mother was. The lady of the house was so gracious, like a storybook. She was nice and told me she had a daughter my age who went to another school for girls, and would ask her to invite me to be friends.

When the invitation came to go to their city home a car with a driver was sent for me. My mother almost stopped me from going. I remember when the car entered the street two other cars, one in front and one behind and an army jeep with a machine gun escorted the car to this home, a mansion like nothing I had ever seen.

That afternoon I found out this was the house of the Minister of Defense. The girl, named Monica, was so nice, so well dressed, a year older than me. She spoke perfect English. In the sleeping area there were no guards, just maids. We had an afternoon snack, she told me she wasn't allowed to have friends over. And she was never left alone when she went out.

We became real friends. She got permission to see me at the embassy, but not at our house. So mostly I went to her house, and to their farm for weekends. We shared a bedroom at the farm. It was there that we began to kiss, and touch. It was at the farm in the middle of the night when we were totally alone that we made love. And fell in love.

Girls like us were never exposed to these things, there were no books to read and this was a ling time before the internet. Everything we had to learn side by side. We spent weeks waiting before we went together to the farm, we waited until the dark of night to begin to make love. During the weeks we could only see each other at her house we traded little notes, with innocent words of two teen age girls, we never wrote explicit notes, we never wrote words like love notes, just silly notes.

But somewhere there she told her mother. And I was never allowed to see her again. My mother was angry and upset with me, she accused me of starting the behavior. It was so bad, we had to leave the country, my father transferred and lost his job.

It has been so many years, from the time I was a teen age girl, but in spite of all these years I have never stopped loving her. Like I said, it was something that happened a long time ago.

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