My Darkest Secrets Were There.

You know, I heard thi saying in a videogame a while ago and it kinda resembles me at some parts. "You can fight nature. You can't fight change. You can't fight gravity".

This is really hard for me.

I used to have a Twitter account where I was free. There, I was able to be what I really am and say the thing that I really like. But that profile was making me realise that I'm not a good man. There's like two sides of me. The social one and the real one. I was the real one there.

I got banned for a reason and I saw that as a chance of changing myself, but I know it's not easy to fight against... yourself. I don't want to make another account, because I fell like if I do that... it'll just create another monster. A stronger one. One that could destroy my good parts and erase what I was before. Even with all these odds, I still fight. Even knowing that it's useless in the end.