In A Dream I Have Been Overtaken By A Power I Don't Understand

I'm confessing to a strange power that has overtaken me. I have been under his watch for several years. He looks after me, like a father looks after their child. Selfless love is what I have felt from him. At times I've sought comfort in his arms, being rocked gently back and forth.

I was beside him on a busy street. Before crossing I pushed up on my toes and kissed his cheek. I told him I loved him and he took me by the hand to cross the street. That night I went to his bed on my own, and gave him my body which he took and made love to me. I slept beside him. When I woke up I thought I had been dreaming.

Nothing was the same again. When I went to his arms I felt a need to be a woman right then. To kiss him, to tell him I loved him, to have him possess me and make love to me. I didn't want to escape. To be alone without him.

My life is no longer mine. When he holds me I know that is where I need to be. This power is the strongest power there is.