Discovered I'm Mostly Gay, But There's A Problem Pt. 2

We had agreed that we were both looking for something more regular and had made plans to hook up again, but do it bareback next time. I also wanted to try sucking him because I never had really done it before.

So we met up the next night and it was a repeat of the previous night. Except I sucked him and swallowed to start things off. I had gone from never sucking a guy really to deepthroating him until he completed down my throat. After that he gave me a massage. Finally it came time for him to top me bareback. He lasted a lot longer this second time.

I was kind of on my side laying on the bed but he stood beside it. In that position I could look back at his smiling face while he absolutely wrecked my ass. It made me feel like I never had before. I went from only having bottomed once and not having strong feelings either way to absolutely loving this guy pummeling my ass. I was making all kinds of noises and high pitched squeaks as he pounded away. I know at one point I got so lost in it I'm laying there moaning with my tongue hanging out looking back at him just absolutely dominating my rear. Finally he came in me. I had come so close to coming and I hadn't even touched my own dick. I remember loving the feeling of my stretched hole and the slick feeling between my ass cheeks popof his cum leaking out a little as I walked back to my car. I made sure to leave his seed in me that whole night.

We immediately messaged each other after I left and exchanged phone numbers. We had agreed to meet up the following morning because we had such a great time. For the third day in a row I sucked him and swallowed and then he dominated my ass...

This is where the problem comes in. He made me realize that what I really always wanted was to be a bottom. He was looking for a friends with benefits type situation. When we first started hooking up I let him know that I was DL. He was fine with me not being out, as I didn't need to be out to be friends with benefits. I knew if we were ever going to connect on the "friends" part I had to come clean.

I messaged him the next day and asked if he had a few minutes to talk. Immediately he got worried and I told him I just wanted to come over to work on the friends part of "friends with benefits." He agreed and I went over to his place.

When I got there he asked me what was up and I laid it all out on him...