I'm 18 (white) and have always had white boyfriends, I've been going steady with one guy now for just over a year, we started having sex shortly after we met, and havn't been with anybody else. I love him, the sex is great, and we have talked about getting married before next year. I work at this convience store night shift, last week this black guy came in, bought some stuff, stayed and talked untill I got busy with some other customers, then he left. A few nights later he came back, he seemed like a nice guy, he told funny stories, he said he was 26 and was city cop. Since then he's been back each night, and started asking if I had ever wanted or been with a black. At first this put me off, but friday before I left for work me and my boyfriend had had a fight, at about 9:pm the black guy came in as before and stayed around. Just before quitting time my boyfriend called and said he couldn't come and pick me up I would have to call a cab. I was pissed and told the black guy and he said no problem I can take you home. So I left work with him, and to make a long story short, I ended up having sex with him. I havn't seen my boyfriend since friday, and the black guy hasn't came around since either. When we had sex he said he would use a condom, but after it was over I found out he hadn't. Now I don't know what to do, I don't want to lose my boyfriend, I don't know how things can get so messed up so easy.