Sh92aa

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Gender: Straight Female
Age: 23
Relationship Status : Single
Profile Visits : 469
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Number of Confessions : 3
About Sh92aa:

A bold bengali girl from a conservative indian family. Here to speak about my unspeakable life experiences and read about others.

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My Obsessions - A Naughty Girl From A Conservative Indian Family

Hi, so this is my story of being a bad girl! I am obsessed with fantasizing about any and every couple having sex. No matter who it is I love masturbating imagining myself in the place of that girl.
A few details about me first.
Lets say I'm Shelly. Hindu-bengali.
I come from a conservative indian family. Have 1 elder sis 1 elder brother. Being the youngest I was a very pampered kid.
For the society I am a very good, cultured, well educated, brilliant and innocent girl. But I have a dark side too.
Alright, I'm 23y, 5'5" lean, gym fanatic. IITian(yes!), computer science, living in USA now.
I would like to think i am way hotter than an average indian girl. Was one of the most wanted girls in school and in college.
I'm a very naughty girl, take a lot of pleasure in doing things which are wrong illegal. I love listening to other people's stories, spying, fantasizing about them. That's how I ended on this website. I have stolen p***words, private pictures videos, read private chats of friends families and still do that every chance i get.
Enough about it, i want to write me whole life here.


Part-1
How it started-
My 1st encounter with sex was when I was 13y I saw my elder sister(7y older!) having sex with her bf. He was a family friend and came to our house for studies regularly. Everytime he came when my parents were not home my sis told me to go outside and locked the door as I "disturbed" them. Eventually I started hearing her moaning, when ever I asked she said she hit her foot on table or something. I grew curious and one day i peeked from a gap in the window and saw them doing it.
That day something changed in me. I then started to watch them every chance I had. This was like a couple of times a month. I knew what sex was from my girlfriends at school. I started to search about it on the internet also. Slowly, I understood everything they did and they did loooots of things. I saw my sister do things I couldn't even imagine at that time. Eventually I started fingering myself watching them and fantasizing myseld in my sister's place. I started doing much worse things. I read their chats from my sister phone, all the hot ones. We shared a laptop and I am a computer geek, i knew all her p***words, knew where she hid all their private pictures and stuff. I copied them and still have them. Whenever I was alone in the afternoon i saw those pictures and masturbated. So many things have happened in my life since then but I still sometimes like to see those pictures and pleasure myself. I also clicked some pictures of them once I got my personal mobile phone. I did some unspeakable things which I can confess only here. I found that that she was throwing their used condoms over the wall from our backyard, I sometimes looked for those and brought them back with me. I liked to smell it, squeezed his cum and play with it, taste it, yes I did these things. I used to rub that cum over my nipples and lips and masturbated with other hand. Sometimes when I saw my sis using her panties or handkerchief to make him cum or wipe his cum I took those from washing machine and played with them, smelled them licked them if I had a chance.
Did lots of more things which I will write some other day.
By the time I was 17 and was just about to go to college my elder brother also got married. I started getting horny fantasizing about them, how they would be having sex. Sometimes when they were not ay home I would go to their room and take some used condoms also. I know it was my brother's and I am NOT into i****t. But it just felt so good.
Did all this for 4 years till I went to college in another city. It was so wrong but felt so right.
Also, my sis just got married to the same guy 2 years ago. :)

My Roommate Did It For Money

This is from a few years back. I was in college and lived at hostel. Two girls shared a room, and had a roommate and became good friends. She was a good friend and was always in hostel but had strange habbit of vanishing for a week or so every few months not going to classes as well. Rest of the time she was in hostel even on weekends when I was off to a cousin sister's house nearby.

One time she was somewhere outside, i was in our room and she needed some documents from her laptop so asked me to send them to her in e-mail.

A strange thing I noticed was that she had kept the hidden files visible and I got a bit curious. Her e-mail was also logged in. When I searched a bit I found her picture and videos with a man much older than her. He was really fat and ugly. She was 19 that time and that man must have been 50+. There were pictures and videos of them fucking, her sucking his dick, mostly all were like videos he recorded. They were kind of degrading like with cum on her face and him verbally abusing her in almost all videos. Lots of details, may be i will share in comments if someone wants to know.

Since we were good friends when she came back I confronted her about it. I asked her who he was and why did she do it even though it seemed he was using her as a toy.

To my surprise she told me that he was an uber rich guy at executive level position at a big firm. He would come to our city on business meeting and whenever he wqs here she had to be with him. In return he would give her expensive g*fts and money. LOTS of MONEY.

I asked her if he was abusing her and she told me that she enjoyed it. She was surprisingly open about her experience and to be honest I made me very horny when she shared the details. I would imagine myself in her place and touch myself when I was alone.

From then onwards whenever she vanished I always asked her about the details and enjoyed that a lot.

An year later she told me that she told that man about me and that I knew. She invited me to meet him at a big 5 star restaurant.
I had already seen him in the pictures and videos and to be honest he was uglier in real life lol. He was very obese and was bald. But the dinner was fantastic, expensive food and wine and he g*fted me something expensive as well.

Later that week my roommate told me that he has offered me and her double of what he was giving her if both of us became his sugar babies.


Though the money was huge and I was super temted I declined, had a boyfriend also. I was a bit scared as well thay having so much sex with an old guy might cause me problems. Was bery naive, lol.

But yeah that's her story, she did it for money.

College Poverty

When I went to college, I can tell you that I was poverty poor. Over the years, my mom did everything (legal and illegal) to put food on the table. I just continued that behavior into college.

I would steal food. My mouth and pussy were always available too.

Then one night, as I was hitting rock bottom, I talked to a friend in college about my problem. He said he would help. He organized a group of friends and a hotel room and they used me as their entertainment.

When I walked in, there were at least a dozen college guys. I am a small girl and I wondered how I would take this much sex. That thought went out of my head when I was told to strip and get ready to fuck. They wasted no time. Before I knew it my pussy and mouth were filled and there were lines waiting for both. These boys fucked me for hours, I basically took everything they had knowing what was being given to me in return.

I spent the next two days icing my beaten up pussy and ass. I must have taken a half a bottle of pain medicine as everything on my body hurt. Fuck, my jaw…so much dick sucking.

I got pregnant that night. There were so many guys that nobody knew who the father was. My baby wasn’t black, so I assume it wasn’t either of those two guys.

After I had the baby, I began escorting because I had no other skills. One white child and one black child later, I am still a whore and I know why I do it. I do it because that is what I was taught. It seems like a shame for me, but I know I could change it no, but it feels impossible.

Hair In My Pants

Are guys okay with a hairy pussy?

I've always had a full bush and don't plan on shaving it off. Of course I keep the edges groomed so it doesn't stick out of my panties or grow onto my thighs.

But it seems like a hit or miss with guys. I've had sex with two guys in my life. One loved my bush. We took each other's virginity. And the other guy wasn't fond of it. He wouldn't go down on me.

I've just never wanted to shave. I've always loved the look of my bush and how feminine it makes me feel.

I don't care how a guy grooms but my bush is staying.

My Fetish

I have a sexual fetish that most females would consider to be disgusting. I am only 30 years old, but I married a much older man. He is 54. He works a lot and when we do have sex (not often) it is very vanilla. I started watching porn and found I had a huge attraction to women being degraded and humiliated. Videos like punishment and throat fucking where girls are held down and throat fucked until they gag, cry or even throw up. Girls exposed and fucked in public, especially white girls being used and humiliated by black men in public.
You wouldn't expect this from me. I have always been very conservative and work in the school system on the grade school level. We live in a suburb of a large city. One day about 6 months ago I just snapped. I took a day off work. After dropping our 4 year old off at daycare I drove into the city and went to the worst part of town possible. I put on makeup and a slutty outfit, got out of the car and just started walking. I got lots of looks, lets just say as a white woman I was in the minority.
I walked past what looked like an abandoned building with 4 black men standing out front. As I passed they made several loud, crude comments. I was excited! I took a deep breath, walked back and approached the men. As I stood among them it took seconds before the first hand was on my ass. I looked the guy in the eyes and told him to "do anything you want to me". He grabbed my hand and led me into the building, there wasn't even a door. It was dirty and run down. It was perfect. The guy said there was a room upsatirs. I stopped and said "no, right here". I slipped my dress over my shoulders and let it fall to the floor. No underwear. The guys were all over me. In seconds I was on the dirty hallway floor sucking 4 big black cocks. I kept looking up and telling the guys "rougher", "deeper". The guys were eager to please. I ended up with one of them holding my arms behind me back as the men took turns throat fucking me. I gagged, choked, tears were flowing. My makeup was a mess. I looked like a raccoon. Only one of the men chose to keep going until he got off. My first time having a cum in my throat! The other 3 men wanted white pussy. There I was just inside the door on a dirty floor with 3 black men lined up behind me. One by one they all came in my white pussy. I was a filthy mess when they were done.
I have done this several more times since then and i am getting bolder. I have been used in an open alley, in cars parked on the street, and the last time right in the middle of a bar as people watched.
I cannot help it, I am having so much fun.

Position

Ok Ladies.

What is your go to sexual position that always gets you cumming?

Checking Out Ladies

I enjoy checking out the ladies when they walk by.
I appreciate a nicely shaped bum and breasts.
Ladies do you enjoy knowing that you are being checked out?