Kinkynerd

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My old neibors next door were 2 guys.This old man and his ugly son. I never liked them much.That stupid boy called me day and night,but I told him continuousley that I hated him.A while later,he stopped and I was revieved.
About a year later,one of my close guy friends pointed out that he saw several naked pictures of me on a porn site.It turns out that the stupid guy next door was takin pics of me wen I changed clothes,or was in the bathroom. I don't want to know how he did it,but it happened.
When my parents found out,Those nasty neibors had already moved away.Apparently,the bought the house under fake names,and weren't planning on staying too long.My parents have a big fat lawsuit against those Dumbass neighbors.I hope I never have to see those dirty freaks again.

Well let me start off by saying, I'm a closet cock sucker and have been one since the age of 13 when I was introduced to sex with men! It started off with getting my cock sucked on by an old man in the park!
Now here's how it started off! I was at Delaware Park fishing. I ran out of bait so I went to the back of the park where there was a big leaf pile that the city had dumped there and was digging for worms. While digging I had to take a pee, there wasn't a restroom around so I walked into the bushes to pee. Didn't want anyone to catch me peeing and get in trouble for peeing outside public. I walked down the path till found a spot, looked around and took my dick out and started to pee. As I was pissing I heard a voice! You know you're not supposed to be peeing outside like that! Now as you can guess, it scared the crap out of me and I pissed on myself! He then said he was going to call a cop and tell him what I was doing! But he said he wouldn't if I would let him get a better look at what I was doing. Being a dumb scared kid and not wanting to get in trouble, I said ok!
He came closer so he could see better and then said, you peed on your shorts and then reached over and felt them. He said I should take them off so they could dry! (Again Dumb kid) I took my shorts and underwear off and he said to hang them on the bushes to dry! As I turned to hang them up on the bushes to dry he came up behind me and reached around me and started playing with my cock and balls, saying they were wet too! As he played with me, he pulled me towards him and I could feel a big lump in his pants! He then turned me around and got on his knees, took my cock in his mouth as he grabbed my ass and pulled me in tight! Then started sucking my dick like a mad man! It felt so good! It was the first time I had ever had someone touching me no less sucking my dick! First time sex other than me jerking myself off! It felt so so Good! I just closed my eyes and the next thing I knew was I had shot my load and he had left with me standing there with my dick hanging out! It was great, I looked around and grabbed my stuff and put them back on and went back to getting worms! But doing nothing but thinking about the great feeling I just had!
I thought about it all that night as I played with myself and wanting that feeling again! I went to the park fishing the next day but that's not what I was looking there for! I went back to the spot in the bushes and waited to see if the guy would show up again! After about a half an hour I saw him coming down the pathway! I made sure he saw me and went back into the bushes farther and took my shorts and underwear off! He walked in, looked at me and smiled! Then as he walked towards me, he unzipped his pants and took his dick out! It was so big and looked different than mine. (I know now it was because he had a uncut cock) He played with it and he was getting even bigger! He got to where I was and got on his knees, took my already hard cock in his hand and then into his mouth! He started sucking and sliding his mouth up and down my dick as he played with himself! He started to moan as I closed my eyes as that great feeling came over me again and I shook as I shot my load! The next thing I remember is standing there with my cock hanging out for anyone to see and he was gone again.
The rest of the day and night all I could think about was that fantastic feeling, wanting and needing more! That all that night again I played with myself and wanting that feeling again! I went back to the park saying I was going fishing again the next day but you know that's not what I was looking for! I went back to the bushes and waited to see if he would show up again! After about an hour or so, there he was coming down the pathway! I made sure he saw me and went back into the bushes farther and took my shorts and underwear off and waited with my hard dick standing out! He walked in, looked at me and smiled! Then as he walked towards me as he unzipped his pants and took his dick out!
I know this is getting long but this is where my life changed and I became the cock sucker I'm today! As he walked up to me, he said that it was time I learned how to give a man pleasure! He started to play with his dick and told me to put my hand on his dick and play with it. Now his dick looked different from mine, I learned that was because he was uncut! He had me slide his foreskin back and forth, as I did that his dick head would pop out! It was big and purple and cover with pre-cum! He told me to kneel down in front of him and to stick my tongue out. As I did he put his dick on my tongue and slid his foreskin over his dick head and my tongue and told me to lick around his dick head! As I did that I could taste his pre-cum and it didn't taste bad at all! Then he told me to put my lips up to his dick and suck in, I did as he told me and as I did. His dick head slid out from under his foreskin and into my mouth! I had to open my mouth wide to let his dick head into my mouth! He then put his hand on the back of my head and pulled it towards him and pushing his dick head deep into my mouth! I had never had a feeling like that before! It was hard but yet not, it was soft but not! He didn't get much of his dick in my mouth because he was quite large! Thinking back at it I'm guessing around 8 ½ inches and as thick as a red bull can!
As he started to pump his dick in my mouth, he said I was a natural at sucking dick! He then pulled his dick out of my mouth saying that was enough for today and told me to stand up so he could suck on my dick! He took me in his mouth and sucked me off! ! I just closed my eyes and the next thing I knew was I had shot my load but this time when I opened my eyes he was still there and said, be here tomorrow and we'll continue the lesson! , he was already!
The next day when I got to the place in the bushes, he was already there and with his cock out waiting for me! He told me to me to strip, get on my knees and do what he showed me yesterday! I did what I did the day before and he said he had a surprise for me! He had me suck him as he pumped my mouth then had me stand up as he shot his load all over my cock and balls! Then got down and licked me clean then sucked me off! Then said, tomorrow!
The next day when I got to the place in the bushes, he was already there and with his cock out waiting for me! He told me to me to strip, get on my knees and do what he showed me yesterday! I did what I did the day before and he said he had a surprise for me! He had me suck him as he pumped my mouth but this time he didn't stop! He put his hand on the back of my head and said! Take it like a man as he filled my mouth with his man cum! He had his hand on my head and all I could do was swallow what I could of his cum so as not to gag on all of his cum but sum still came out of my mouth and ran all over my chin! It tasted salty and felt slimy! He said not bad for ..(continue confession)

I was helping an older man I know with some stuff around his house this morning. I don't have an attraction to guys, though my first sex was with another 15 year old boy that I fucked staying overnight at his house. His sister went on to be my first piece of pussy. I've fucked 4 other girls, and only fucked the guy 3 times and never again after that. It wasn't forced today, but this 45 year old man I let fuck me. He started off sucking my cock and fingering my ass, then after about 15 minutes of having 8 inches of thankfully thin cock moving in and out of my asshole, he sucked me to a finish in his mouth. I'm not back in my room with a mans sperm inside my belly. I didn't mind doing it at all. I would let him again I know I would.

What it is called now is experimenting, but when I was a kid it wasn't viewed that way. I grew up in West Virginia and lived with my grandmother in a trailer park. She worked as a clerk in town and I had all afternoons for myself when I got back from school. There was a retired Korea War veteran who lived in the same trailer park when I was a freshman and sophomore in high school and he invited me over to talk to him. While I was there he gave me a magazine and asked me what I thought. It was a magazine of naked guys, standing naked beside the pool and stuff. They were all young and he asked me to pick out the one that I thought had the best dick.

This was outside on the little porch. He asked me to come inside and show him my dick and see if he liked it. He didn't like me just pulling my dick out through my zipper he had me drop my pants all the way and stand naked for him. He said he really liked my dick and he held it in his hand and he sucked it. He gave me my first blowjob, and he got me to ejaculate. I went over to his trailer most afternoons and looked at his magazines and he jacked me off or gave me blow jobs. Since I liked the magazines he subscribed to this magazine that came once a month, it had more action pictures, guys with dicks in their mouth, or dicks against their ass, or two guys sucking each other. While we looked at the magazine he jerked me off.

This went on for the couple of years that he lived in the trailer park. Too bad he had to move and when he left he gave me a couple of magazines and I would jerk off in my room after school. After all these years I still have those magazines he gave me, they are tame by today's standards and most kids who hang out like I did probably get a whole lot more than I did, not just getting jerked off and a blow job. But nowadays it is called experimenting, in my days he was a dirty old man and I was dirty kid.

My first time giving into an older man for sex was when I was 16. I was almost hairless, as I am today, just a patch under my arms and above my small cock. I laid down on the bed, lubed by the 42 year old man I was going to let fuck me. I was face down, he was on top of me as 7 very thick inches of cock slid into my virgin butt. He came inside me in less than 10 minutes and I was grateful as it burned quite a bit. He and I stayed naked, and as he was fucking me the second time we were about 20 minutes into it, and the door opens and in walks 3 guys. My lover shot into me again, and I wanted to get dressed and skulk out of the house, but soon one of the other guys came in and started playing with me. He jacked me off, and made me suck his cock. He was the first one to cum in my mouth, though I'd sucked the first guy just to get hard till he fucked me. The next came in, I sucked, he got hard and fucked my used butt. I got fucked by all four of them, and got cum shot in my mouth by two of them. I went to the bathroom and cleaned up and cleaned out and went home with one of them kissing me in front of everyone, grabbing my used ass and called me cumbucket. I thought I would let this incredibly good looking man fuck me and I ended up getting gangbanged. After that I just let any guys fuck me, any time, any place, and any amount of guys. I was 18 before I got a piece of pussy, and I loved it. Though I fucked her in her virgin ass too. I still have sex with lots of men, and have had 2 girls.

I spent one summer with my friend, Nina and her family who lived in the suburbs upnorth. Her parents ran a restaurant in town and Nina had to help out on some weekends. On those days I'd hang out with her grandfather, Nelson. He was really nice, close to 70 but physically fit. He was quite an entertainer too, told jokes and often shared the "back in my days" stories.

I was attracted to Nelson. The thought of sex with an elderly man turned me on. He had been a widow for 30 years and mentioned in passing that he had never been with another woman. I creamed when I heard that. I wanted to fuck his old cock badly.

One night, I have no idea what got into me. I crept into Nelson's room and sat on his bed. My nipples were hard and poking through my top. I stroked his face gently, my fingers traced the wrinkles on his forehead down his neck and the other hand went under the covers for his manhood. It was flaccid but it kinda got hard after a few strokes.

Nelson woke up in shock and let out a gasp. I thought he was going to get a heart attack but he looked at me, slowly touched my arms and the side of my body but let out a sigh. My hand continued to stroke his semi-erected cock which was a good 6' by the way. I leaned towards him and we kissed. He was a terrific kisser. I got even more horny each time his tongue thrusted into my mouth. I hoped for his cock to ram my pussy that way too but no luck in that department. Nelson apologised and that was pretty much it. I went back to my room feeling like shit, one for wanting to fuck my friend's grandfather and two, to discover his impotency.

Later in the week, I went over to Nelson's room. He opened the door and I stepped in, closed the door behind me and burst into tears telling him how sorry I was. He cooed and assured me that it was okay. We somehow kissed again but this time, Nelson was so hungry for me like he needed to end his sexual starvation. His hands were all over my body. His thumbs flicked my nipples, licked and sucked them.


Nelson placed my hand on his cock, it was stiff. It was a fully erected 6 1/2' penis. He revealed that I had aroused him the other day and he missed his sex life so much, he had been on Viagra. Before I knocked on his door, he had taken one and was jerking off. Upon hearing this, I got onto my knees and deep throat him. I choked on his cock. I begged him to fuck me. Nelson didn't hesitate. He spreaded my legs and entered my soaking wet pussy. He pumped in and out of my hole without mercy, turned me around and took me hard from behind. I buried my face in the pillow from screaming in pleasure. Nelson fucked me so deep, he was pounding my womb. I came again and again. He told me he couldn't recall having such a young and tight pussy, his old cock wanted to please me.

We fucked for almost an hour. Nelson wanted to come and I wanted to taste him. I sucked him for a bit more and he blew his load in my mouth. Trust me when I say I have never enjoyed sex THIS much. It was definitely the Viagra but he was really good in bed. We continued to have sex whenever we could till the rest of the summer.

My dad died when I was ten and my mom kicked me out when I was 14. I didn't do anything and she didn't accuse me of doing anything. She just told me that I had to start contributing to the household finances and said I owed half the cost starting on my 15th birthday. Half was $1600 a month. McDonald's doesn't pay that much even full time and at 14 I didn't qualify for anything. Then a girl I knew told me she knew a guy that wold pay to have sex with young girls. I was hesitant at first until I learned that the guy was a cute teacher I had a minor crush on so I readily agreed. I had no idea how much to charge but my friend told me to ask for $300 for an hour. It didn't occur to me that as a 14 year old girl of above average looks I could command a bigger price. Mr. R. was really nice about it. He handed me an envelope and told me to count it to make sure he got the amount correct. I silently counted $500 and closed the envelope and put it in my purse and told him the amount was right. That was more than I would earn in a week at McDonald's.

I was scared of losing my virginity as a whore but Mr. R. was really nice about it. He didn't try to kiss me or shove his hands inside me. All he wanted to do was have me wear pigtails, call him daddy and order him to eat me. That was the first time anyone ever ate me out and it was wonderful. If this is what it's like to be a prostitute I was all for it.

Mr. R. doesn't' make a lot of money as a teacher so he could only do that once a month. That's O.K. I was almost a third of the way there for a month's contribution.

My friend set me up with another client. He was an elderly man who couldn't get it up. He wanted me to wear pigtails too but also wanted me to wear pink little girl pajamas. He took my clothes off and gave me a bath fingering me gently and all I had to do was giggle and call him grandpa. I told him the price was $300 for the hour and he tipped me an extra hundred and that brought me to $900. Two other clients were dads of kids I went to school with. One wanted to just get a little girl to give him a blow job and he too wanted pigtails. I just decided then to keep my hair in pigtails all the time. But the other dad wanted me for a weekend. When I told Mom I had a job and needed to work the entire weekend she smiled and told me Good Luck!

Jake was a middle aged man and the dad of someone I barely knew but my friend knew well. I had no idea how much to charge again since this was an entire weekend. 48 hours x $300 seemed like a lot of money so I asked for $2000. He agreed with a big smile on his face. He liked the pigtails but he wanted me to pretend to be a toddler all weekend long while he constantly touched me in the most inappropriate ways. When we were done Sunday night he handed me a very thick brown envelope and told me I was worth every cent. Even if it was all one dollar bills it was a nice tip to the $2000 he'd already paid me. When I got home I nearly shit myself. In the bag was $12,400 and a note. The note said "$300 x 48 == $14,400. You are worth every cent. Don't under sell yourself young lady."

The next weekend my friend and I moved out of our respective homes and rented a nice apartment together with her using her older sister's I.D. I thought that being an undersized flat chested 14 year old girl who looked closer to ten years old than 14 would make it hard for me to make money as a hooker. I figured I'd have to give everyone a titless discount. Turns out I was wrong.

So this is how I have been making my living for seven years now. Lucky for me I'm still under five feet tall and still flat chested and still skinny and I still look like a ten year old from the neck up. Obviously specializing in being Daddy's naughty little girl and looking the part and talking the part and acting the part is very lucrative. I make more money every month than my mother has ever made in a life time. I know I won't look like a little girl forever but as long as I do I'm going to make money with my money maker. Then, when I retire I'm going to college.

I got a job the summer I finished high school working at the country club in the accounting department. I filed and did menial paperwork. The only other male in the department was an old man who was called the auditor, I had no idea what he did. He smoked, which in those days was permitted and he always had an ashtray full of cigarettes. His office was a small room next to the office supplies, he was the only one other than the controller that had an office, everyone else was in an open room at desks.

I had worked there maybe three weeks and the auditor called me in and said the controller had given him permission to help him and he gave me this large box of receipts and told me to go through them and organize them by date and by department (he showed me the department number on the printout). I spent all day doing that and when it was time to leave I went to him and told him I wasn't finished and he told me that was tough but I had to finish because the outside auditors were coming in the next day. So when everyone left the only two people in the office were the auditor and me.

It was late, around nine and I hadn't finished and he stood over me. He pushed some of the papers on my desk aside and he sat back on the edge and unzipped his pants and took out the ugliest, longest, fastest, hairiest penis I had ever seen. He told me to suck on it and it was going to make me feel good. He put his big hand behind my head and pulled me towards him and he bent down and whispered that he wanted me to do it right, and right meant to take his penis in my hand and hold it while I sucked him, to suck him steady and softly, savoring what I had in my mouth and if I did a good job he would take me to get a hamburger.

His penis was much bigger than my hand, at first I barely touched it, but he kept insisting that I take in my hand and put my hand all the way around it and hold it up to my mouth like an ice cream cone and suck him gently like he had said. His penis felt like a large hot worm, soft but also firm and his naked penis head was large and he had this drop fo what I thought was pee coming out of the slit. I closed my eyes and started to suck him softly and he kept talking to me and telling me what a good job I was doing and if that didn't make me feel good nothing would make me feel good.

He lit a cigarette and leaned back and kept my head down with his and after while I was sucking much more of his penis and he was no longer firm, he was hard now and his penis felt like a monster alive in my hand. Softly he would tell me, use my tongue, suck and lick, he took my hand and he started to jerk himself up and down. He got hard, harder than he was earlier and he was starting to move back and forth when he stopped me and he said it was going to be a whole lot better if I just let him fuck me. He stood up and stood me up and said to push my pants down and lean across the desk and hold the other side of the desk, the papers fell to the floor and he got behind me and rubbed his penis against my virgin hole. He tried several times to get it in but he wasn't successful.

He left me there and told me to wait and not pull my pants up and he went to his office and came back with a jar. He took a large amount out on his fingers and rubbed it into my crack and my anus hole and he took some more and he greased up his pole. He got behind me again and this time he got it in and he fucked me for a long while, whistling and stopping for a moment and standing up straight and then leaning over and fucking me again. He lit another cigarette and fucked slowly in and out, asking me from time to time how I liked it, he said he was famous, he had fucked cowboys and truckdrivers and sissy ass queers at the hotel. It felt good, the more he did it the more it felt good, he put his hand square on my back and held me down hard against the desk and he shoved in and out real fast and he came.

He pulled out and sat back in my work chair and told me to stay still, gently rubbing my cheeks with his hand, and then he announced 'here it comes' and he took his finger and wiped some of it up and showed me his cum. He kept me like that for a few moments and told me to get dressed and we would go get a hamburger and come back and finish and then he would take me home.

I was in a swimming club when I was 12. We went camping to Essex one bank holiday weekend. After a cross country run I was in the shower as an old man of about 45 watched me wash my skinny body. He told me I had a muddy back, & offered to wash it for me, I said he could & turned around to let him start.
His hands were very gentle as a finger slipped between my arse cheeks to make sure I was clean everywhere. I started to enjoy his touch. He told me to turn around to make sure I had no mud on my front. His big soapy hands washed up my legs very gently till he held my soapy little cock in his hand & started to wank me so very gently my cock responded immediately & stood up to attention for him. Ooh you're enjoying this he said as he rinsed the soap off my stiff little cock. He took me in his mouth & sucked me off for the very first time. I had my first massive orgasm & spunked off into his warm mouth. My head was spinning as I seemed to just come & come. It was an amazing experience.
He then stood up & unzipped his huge stiff cock. Now its my turn he said, as he took my hand & put it on his stiffie.
I started to wank him like he did for me, then he told me to take it in my mouth. I licked his big circumcised cock head & tasted my first cock. He was shaking with excitement as I sucked & started to gently fuck my young mouth.
I must have been doing it all wrong cos he pulled it out of me & wanked himself off. He came jet after jet of thick white spunk all over my chest. He zipped up fast & told me not to tell anyone about our little secret. I washed his ejaculate off me & stood up on shaky legs. He said he'd be back here the next day about 1600 if I wanted to be sucked off again. I said I did very much. my parents came to take me home next day at midday so I never saw him again. over the years I've had plenty of sexy fun with boys & girls & shall tell more tonight after work. I love reading these kinda confessions of when our sex lives first began. Wonderful moments never to be forgotten.

I grew up in an orphanage in Louisiana. From time to time we were allowed to make some money by working and that summer I was hired to help out on a farm. I was big enough to drive the tractor and the old man would tell me what to do, run the tractor here and there, and around noon he stopped me and told me to sit down and eat. I don't know if he was fifty or seventy, he was grey haired and had a body tan from working in the sun. We ate lunch under this tree and when he was done he stood up and unzipped his pants and let out his cock and started to pee right beside me, his pee splashing in the dirt.

Living in the orphanage I saw lots of cocks, but they were all boy cocks, but his cock was not a boy's cock. He looked down at me while he peed and when he was done he asked me to kiss his cock, show some appreciation for him giving me a job to make some money. I kissed his cock and he said he wanted more, he wanted me to put my hot lips on his cock and show him that I really cared. I had seen boys suck other boys and I opened my mouth and took him in and sucked on him while he talked to me and ran his hand thru my hair. I have to admit that I liked it, I really liked it and I didn't want to stop and he could feel it and he just let me go on. After a while, who knows how long, he asked me if I wanted to pee because he wanted to watch me.

He helped me get my cock out of my pants and he stood behind me holding my cook while I peed into the dirt while he rammed his hard cock against my ass. When I finished peeing he grabbed me hard and jacked me off while he rubbed his hard dick against me. Soon my pants were down and his hard dick was in my crack and he said he just had to show me how much he liked me and I got my first ever fucking right out there in the field his cock completely up my ass and he fucked until he squirted all his cum into my virgin ass. That night in bed in the dormitory I had my first ever wet dream.

I didn't get paid that much, at that time minimum wage was 3.75 an hour and the work in the field was long hours of sweaty hard work, but his cock was always ready for me and he wanted to fuck and have his cock sucked and it was always on my mind. By the time the summer was over he had fucked me in the shed and with the smell of fertilizer and equipment oil and grease. At times when I am the agricultural supply store and get the smell of fertilizer I get memories of that summer and I get the urge to hook up with my friend and suck his cock.