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Helping My Neighbor

When I was about 11, a man moved in next door. His name was Ted, but i knew him as Mr.Teddy. Mr. Teddy and my parents became friends and he was at our house all the time. After a few years, he had gotten into a bad car crash and had one of his legs broken pretty bad. He was in and out of the hospital for surgeries, and confined to a wheelchair for a couple of years. When he was home, I would get home from school and go over to his house to check on him and see if he needed anything. Id do dishes, and clean, do laundry, and stuff like that and he would always offer me money, but id never accept it.
One day, i went over to Mr. Teddy's house. I was 14 at the time, and Mr.Teddy was laying on his couch with his bad leg up on some pillows. I asked if he needed anything, and he asked me to help him to sit up a little. I helped him sit up, and then had to readjust his pillows under his cast. When i lifted his leg to move the pillows, I saw his penis laying in the leg of his shorts. I must have been staring, because he asked what was it, and i immediatly tried to say "nothing" and finished putting his leg up.
The next day, i went to check on him, and he was back on the couch. I asked him if hed like me to help him sit up again, and he answered "oh thank goodness, yes! Ive been laying here all stoved up for hours." So i walked over and helped him slide up, and when i went to lift his leg back up; i was looking to see if i could see it again but couldnt. I did a few chores and went home.
A few days later, i went back and when i went inside, i called for Mr.Teddy, but he wasnt on his couch. "Mr. Teddy" i called out, and i heard his voice from the back of the house. The door to his bedroom was open, and i could see the back of his wheelchair in a doorway inside. When i looked around the corner, Mr Teddy was face down on the tile floor, and his bad leg was caught in the foot part of his wheelchair. Without thinking, i ran in to help, didnt even realize that he was completely naked other than his cast untill I helped him roll over and saw his penis again. "Are you okay?" I remember asking while not realizing that i was staring at his dick. "Yea, im okay, can you help me up and clean that up for me, please? I spilled my washbowl when i fell." He explained. I helped him back into his chair, and used a towel to dry up the mess. A couple times i glanced up to see Mr Teddy looking at my butt, but i didnt mind. I even took my time cleaning it up so he could.
After i cleaned up his mess, i asked if he wanted me to help him get dressed, and he said that he has to clean up first, so i refilled the bowl and grabbed a fresh washcloth.
He took the rag and began cleaning his upper half and i turned around, not wanting to stare, but i could still see in the mirror. I watched as he washed around his penis and balls, and i saw him take it in his hand while looking at my butt, but he stopped and asked if i would wash his other leg. I took his towel, and started at his foot and washed up his legs and when i got above his knee, i was staring at his dick as it stood up and i backed up. "Im so sorry!" He exclaimed trying to cover himself.
"Its, okay. Im sorry i looked." I said, turning away. "Its okay, curiosity is natural. Im curious too." He said trying to make me feel better. "How so?" I asked, and he explained. "You're a caring, thoughtful, smart, and beautiful young woman. There's a lot to be curious about."
"Like what?" "Like why you come here to help an old cripple like me, why you smile the way you do when you come to see me, and all sorts of things."
He caught my eyes looking down again, and pulled his hands away. Letting his erect penis stand up for me to see. "Like... what are you thinking when you see me like this.." he said. I was nervous, and a little scared, but i responded; "Ive never seen one before." And he told me "Its okay to look, if you want to. Have you ever shown anyone your titties before?" "No sir." "Do you think you might want to show me?" He asked, and i reached back and unhooked my bra and let it fall to the floor as i pulled my shirt off.
I was so nervous, but he watched me so close. I watched as his already had dick got even harder. "How about your pussy?" He asked. I didnt say anything, i just pulled down my shorts and panties and stood there watching as he started to jerk himself. "You're so beautiful, Angel." He told me as he gestured me to come closer. When i was standing beside his chair, he asked if i wanted to touch him, and i nodded. He took my hand in his and guided it to his dick. I wrapped my hand around it and tried to do like he was doing and worked it up and down. "Can i touch you?" He asked, and when i whispered yes, i felt his hand slide up my side and cup my breast. And his other one went between my legs and i remember the rush of excitement running throuh me while he rubbed his fingers in my pussy lips. I ended up having my first orgasm on his fingers.

I picked up my habit in the tenth grade. My father insisted that I earn some money during the summer. He told me to take the lawn mower and go door to door and ask if I could mow the lawn. After half a day of wandering around street to street pulling the lawn mower a man answered the door and said I could mow the lawn for $15 bucks. I mowed the front lawn, and went around back. His back yard was big, it was hot and I took off my shirt. While I was mowing he stood at the glass door and watched me. When I was finished, he opened the door and held a glass of water and had me come over for it. He gave me a towel to dry off and asked me inside to cool off.

I was drinking the water and he slapped my butt and said I was good looking boy. He walked around me and leaned on the kitchen counter and asked if I wanted $20 bucks, all I had to do was suck his cock. I said no thank you, but he grabbed me and said that I couldn't leave, not without sucking his cock. You see, he said, he offered money to a boy to suck his cock, now the boy had to suck his cock, it just wasn't going to work any other way.

He asked me if I was a cocksucker, because a lot of boys loved sucking cock. He had coached baseball and he always had a line of boys ready to suck his cock. He undid his pants and pulled down his zipper and let his cock hang out. I was looking at his cock, dark and hairy, and big. He told me to follow him into the living room and he sat down in a big easy chair and told me to get down on my knees and give him the blow job he deserved. He was sitting there, with his cock in his hand, his cock was getting erect, it looked even bigger. He asked me three times, four times, until I just fell to my knees and he put his cock up to my mouth and I opened my mouth and he held my head and put his cock in my mouth.

His cock was rubbing against my lips and the sides of my mouth, I could feel his cock with my tongue. I started to cry and he just grabbed my hair and raised his voice and told me to suck. I started to suck, to get my mouth and tongue around his cock, I started to get nervous, the more I sucked him the more I licked it. He kept telling me a I was a good boy and not to disappoint him. He told me to get my hand around his cock and give him the best cock sucking he ever had.

Grabbing his cock was a whole new world, holding his cock with my hand and sucking him, I got an erection in my pants, I had to use my left hand to move my erection around. I was stiff, he asked me what was going on and I had to tell him, he asked me to show him, when I pulled my cock out he laughed and told me that wasn't a cock, he grabbed it with his hand and yanked on me and bent over and gave me a long hard suck with my cock almost completely in his mouth.

He said to me do the same, to put as much of his cock in my mouth and suck him hard, like he sucked me. To show him how much I liked sucking his cock, not to disappoint him. I got better and better and I was really sucking on him, masturbating myself with my left hand, his hand was on my head and all of a sudden he said to suck hard, really hard and he started to shoot into my mouth. I thought for a moment he was peeing in my mouth, I withdrew and he kept shooting into my face. He slapped me for taking my mouth off his cock, he warned me never to do that again, to suck his cock some more. During those moments I had shot my stuff on to the easy chair.

He stood up and told me to stay where I was. He looked down and saw the stain on his chair where I had shot my stuff. He said I didn't deserve the $20 bucks, and now he had to fuck me.

We went into the bedroom and we got completely naked. He sucked my cock and fingered me. He kissed my nipples and he kissed my mouth. He grabbed some lube and he lathered my ass and stuck his finger deep into me, got his cock hard again and I took it with out making a noise, just deep breaths as he inserted himself in my ass. And then he fucked me, in and out, hard in and slow out, slapped my ass while he fucked me, thrusting as deep as he could go, until he was able to shoot himself dry. When he stopped I felt the need for more, I wanted more, I just wanted to be fucked some more.

I mowed his lawn every week that summer, always for $15 bucks, always sex afterwards. I picked up a couple of other clients and made about $50 bucks a weekend, which kept my father off my back. By the end of the summer I was pretty much a confirmed cocksucker and ass fucker. Broken in by him, I never really got turned on by boys or young men, not in high school, not in college, not afterwards. I am always available for a daddy, the bigger the better.

Baseball Dad's Are HOT

My brother who was two years younger than me played little league baseball growing up. Being a horny teen who got addicted to porn before hitting puberty, I thought all of the baseball dad's were so hot. These blue collar guys with tans and muscles and cute butts. I hatched a plan between seasons that the next season, I would pick one that I wanted to fuck me and see if I could make it happen. I told my brother that I wanted more babysitting jobs to make more money so I would tell him to make friends with one of his teammates so I could meet his parents and ask to babysit. The day of his first game there was this one dad who I recognized that lived further down in our neighborhood. He had big hands and veiny arms and tattoos, a hot mustache and nice eyes and I decided it was him. I remembered which kid was his and told my brother to be friends with him, so after the game he spent all his time with that kid who was with his dad and I hung around. I was so nervous, his voice was so deep and I wanted him to spank me with those big hands. I was dripping wet thinking about so many things lol. A few weeks later after a game I told my brother to ask if he could hang out at his teammate friend's house, and after we got home I walked him over. His dad introduced himself to me, Will, and asked if I was staying. I told him I was just walking my brother over and would be back after but asked him if he had any need for a babysitter. He said he actually did but in a different way, he said sometimes his work days went long and he worked on his computer at home, and he could use some help with his kids dinners and baths and bedtimes sometimes. Things like that. I told him I could do that as long as I can bring my homework over and he said yes so that was that. My first few times babysitting were kind of normal but eventually he got really busy with work and had me over almost every night of the week one week. I started fixing him dinners too and doing other chores around the house. I was playing wife very well. I started wearing skimpier and skimpier clothing, shorter athletic skirts and push up bras (my boobs were still small) with low cut shirts. I noticed him looking at me a lot more when I showed more skin so I kept doing it. One night I wore a shirt with a loose neck and no bra and I bent over in front of him as much as I could. He definitely was looking and I was so nervous and so horny. So that night after the kids went to bed, I stayed late and cleaned up dinner and the house and went to his office, when he went to pay me I said "you can pay me another way" (i had rehearsed this for weeks in my head) and when he asked what I meant I just dropped to my knees in front of him. He just nodded his head and undid his pants, I did the rest. He had a decent sized dick, much bigger than the boyfriend I had and he and I only did it in the butt (you know why girls do that.. lol. I sucked the hell out of his cock and he asked me if I'd ever been fucked. I told him only in my ass and told him I want him to. So he stood me up and kneeled and bent me over his desk and ate my pussy and my ass for like 10 minutes before standing up and pushing his dick into my butt. He fucked me for like 2 minutes before he cummed in my butt. I told him he can do that to me every time I'm here, so he did. He kept paying me too, but I got what I wanted, the hot baseball dad to fuck me. I eventually lost my real virginity to a boyfriend but I never stopped fucking him and I let him have my pussy too. He fucked the shit out of me once he got that. Then he got in a relationship and we stopped. He's married now. But I still find baseball dads hot, I am in my last year of college and every since baseball game I manage to get at least one dad to fuck me, even if they're just there to watch the game.

Best Friends Mom

When I was 13 I was staying with my best friend for a few weeks while my mom was having some trouble with the law. Anyway, about a week into my stay my friend had to go to his dad's for the weekend, and his dad didn't care my family, so I had to stay behind.

Ms. Hughes wasn't super hot, in fact, I'd say she was below average on the looks scale. She did have a nice ass and some perky little tits though. The first night my friend was gone I was sitting in his room watching Married with Children and his mom walks in wearing a thin t shirt and panties and ask if I was hungry. Instantly my eyes were fixated on her white panties with a little bit of bush poking out the sides. It felt like it took me a year to get it out, but all I could get out was a simple uhhh yea... She continued to stand there for a bit, before turning around and going into the kitchen.

My young cock was throbbing hard, and when she walked back in the pb&j sandwich I was shuffling around trying to hide it. She handed the plate to me and walked out. After I finished eating I took the plate into the kitchen and saw her laying on the sofa. She asked if it was good, and then asked if I wanted to watch the show in the living room. She moved her feet and I went and sat down. Still, it felt like I couldn't take my eyes off of her panties. Like the little bit of bush protruding out the sides had me in a trance.

Towards the end of the episode she put her foot in my lap right against my hard cock. I nearly came right then and she didn't even make a facial expression. Acted like she couldn't even feel hard cock against her foot.

I sat there trying to contain myself as my body and mind were going absolutely nuts. Married with Children ended and the news came, and like it was nothing she just took me right there on the sofa.

She pulled my cock out of my basketball shorts and then pulled her panties to the side, with my cock in one hand and her other hand spreading her bush she slid right down on my cock. I filled her with my cum after about 5 seconds! She kept riding me, and my raging boner stayed full the entire time. I came a second time a few minutes later after she took her shirt off.

We had sex about a dozen times that weekend (my cock was rubbed raw and sore after), I ate pussy for the second time, and got my first BJ. Ms. Hughes made me promise to never tell anyone about it, and told me not to expect it to ever happen again. I kept my secret for a long time, but with both her and my friend having passed several years ago I see no harm in sharing.

Side effects of that weekend were that ever since then I have been addicted to older women and hairy pussies. If I see a woman who can't contain her bush behind panties or a bikini it is almost orgasmic. I've made my wife and previous girlfriends keep it hairy and always wear skimpy panties and bikinis, letting just a little poke out.

I Gave Head And Got Groped To Get A Job For The Summer.

I live in a very small town. It's pretty much a ghost town with only 3 or 4 businesses that hire in the summer. I am going to college in the fall and I needed a job bad. I didn't want to work at a fast food place because I know I am a good looking girl and if i dress appealing, flirt a little, I should rake in tips.

However, there is only one sit down dinner in town. The owner, a fat cranky old man named Jake, was straight with me and said he was not hiring. I was doomed.
He was gross, unshaven, huge belly and greasy. I am ashamed I hinted at the idea I don't know what got into me but I was desperate.
"You know a pretty young sexy thing like me who doesn't mind flirting up your customers could be be good for business. I bet i could fill out a undersized uniform just right. " I heard myself saying.
"Well, if you want to come into my office for a closed door interview before my wife gets back from the supply store, I just might suddenly have an opening for the kind of employee who goes the extra mile."
I should have walked out. Flirting is one thing but doing sex acts on a gross married pig is another. But I didn't walk out. I walked into his office. Shut the door and locked it. Sat him in his desk chair took my top off (I have great breasts) dropped to me knees and pulled his gross uncut dick out of his sweety grey track pants and start sucking his dick without a word.
His hands were all over me. He pulled my nipples, groped my boobs, and he was unapologeticly rough with me pushing down on my head and trying pump my face. He called me horrible dirty names like "whore", "poor w*********h", "slut", "and his dick sucking desperate little job hunting bitch."
He treated me like worse than a rag doll and I said nothing at all as he tried to throat fuck me with what little dick he had.... until... he was about to cum. He was moaning hard and i tasted his pre cum. Then I stopped and finally spoke. "If you want to finish tell m when do I start work?"
"Fuck! You can't stop now!" He yelled.
"When do I start?" I replied.
"You won't if you don't finish" Jake bitched.
"Ok then I am leaving. Finish yourself" and I stood up and reached for my top.
"Tomorrow. Don't go." Jaked begged.
"How many shifts a week"?
"Two"
"I want 5 if you want to finish with me." I said dead seriously.
"3 is all a can do we are not that busy." He pleaded.
I walked over to him where he was still sitting and spread my legs in a standing position over him. I took his hand off is dick and put it between my legs under my skit and he instantly started groping my pussy. It was not yet wet but he didn't care. I was topless my panties on the floor he was desperately try to get digits in my pussy... he was so horny and desperate to cum it was actually turning me on to make him suffer. I was shocked i started feeling something. I'd never used control like this before.
"I said 5 days. And I keep all my tips... if not this is over"
"Yes! Fuck yes. You can have my wife's shifts please...anything." he cried out.
I leaned put my tits in his face and he tried to suck them. But I quickly pulled my nipples from his mouth came in close and kissed that fat gross bastard with tongue just to ensure his lust was out of control. Taking me tongue from his mouth to his ear I whispered, "Boss, do you want to cum?"
"FUCK YES PLEASE" He pleaded.
"Boss, you sure?"
Fuck please ... "
At this point even I was worked up enough my pussy was wet from his groping. I sat down on his lap and pressed my wet kitty against the length of his dick. I made sure the tip would not get access (this fat pig was not fucking me) I did however grind my wet kitty on him humping against him.
"Fuck fuck... put it in I an gonna cum put it in... fuck I gonna cum" he whimpered helpless.

Again stopped everything... leaving him edging.
"Jake, I am about to make you have the orgasm of you life, do you hear me?"
"Yes, fuck yes I am begging you". He pleaded.
"Jake you fucking fat gross shity cheating sack of lard listen to me... I am about to fall to my knees and finish you in my hot wet teen mouth."
Jake was litterly trembling with lust now.
I stood back up let him grope my pussy and ass more and teased his mouth with my boobs.
"When I get on my knees you ram that small dick of your in to my pretty 19 year old face as hard as you can and cum hard and deep right down my throat and I'll swallow it all. But this only happens once. You never touch me again you fat bastard...do we agree?"
His fingers were now finally in pussy... fingering my hole. He grope my ass with the other hand.
"Anything... yes anything eat my load... with that pretty teen face... fuck yes... I can't hold on".
"Jake, you never touch me again. You never look at me like that again. You never say anything gross or inappropriate to me again. This is all you ever get from me. 5 shifts ... I keep all tips"
"Yes! Please".
I fell to me knees.
And ended it. I ate every drop. I feel filthy now.
Sarah. :(

Neighbor Pocket Money

The following story happend when I was 11 years old. I grew up in Switzerland in a notoriously save family neighborhood. Everyone knew each other and took care of one another. The type of neighborhood where every adult looked out for every child nearby. We had a type of swiss barbecue in the neighborhood with long fun nights (jumping castle & trampolines) at least twice a year. It was quite common to earn some pocket money for doing chores for neighbors. It was some kind of community initiative where every household agreed to sell out easy chores for the children to earn some pocket money and shape and show them that if you want money you need to work for it. Of course I was doing chores for neighbors too so I could finance many many packs of yu-gi-oh cards. I worked for Peter the most. He was a slim man in his late 50s who lived alone because his wife marie went to a carehome because of early onset dementia. Me and my family had known him for many years and he helped me fix my bike in the past which resultet in a few hours spending over there without parental supervision and no worries spent. So it was kinda natural that Peter would offer me little jobs when time came. Most of the time I shoveled his driveway or mowed his lawn and my usual pay would be 8.5 swissfranks. Sometimes I spent some time over there because he had many cool bikes and stuff I was interested about. One summersunday at the age of 11 I mowed Peters lawn. He invited me in for the usual snack and drink before handing me my pay. We talked for a bit after that. He asked me for what I was going to spend my pocket money. I told him the whole card collection spiel and he seemed quiet interested. After that his voice kinda mellowed down and he asked me if I would like to earn 50 bucks. Of course I was really happy to hear this offer and was eager to hear more. He told me that this needed to be a secret, the money and what this was about. After that he told me that I could say if I didn't wan't or like anything and could leave anytime. I trusted Peter and agreed. He went to his bedroom closed the blinds and called me in. I went inside the bedroom and frank told me to sit on the bed. I did as he asked and sat down. He told me that he would give me 50 bucks and might even 20 on top for him to make me feel good and me making him feel good. I didn't really understand and he asked me to take off my cloths and repeated that I could tell him to stop at anytime. I kinda hesitated at first but took it all off. He told me to just relax and enjoy and do as he tells me. At first he told me to stand infront of the bed and he took a chair and sat nfront of me. He reached forward and took hold of my small dick and began to rub me. I only recenetly started to play with myself at that time so the feeling was quite new but very pleasent. He asked me if it felt good and I told him that it felt really nice. My dick got hard very fast and he jerked me off with his warm soft hand. I closed my eyes and peter paused with his motion. My penis was then engulfed by his big warm soft mouth. The feeling was incredible and I felt good. He sucked me for some time before letting go and proceeding to jerk me off with his hand. My penis felt incredibly hot and after that an entire flood of happy pleasure overcame my body and my legs and knees started shake and shiver. I sat down on the bed just having experienced my very first dry orgasm. Peter reached out with his long arm and carefully took the tip of my dick between his thumb and two fingers. He then asked if everything was okay. I needed some time to breath and told him that it felt amazing. He was very happy to hear it got up and reached for a big thick pillow. He sat down again and asked me if I would try to make him feel good as well. I felt good and agreed. He then had me sit up and put the pillow underneath me. I layed down with my tummy down as he asked me. My butt was sticking up in the air and my feet couldnt' reach the floor anymore. He then sat down and pulled the chair closer to me. He then spread my cheeks and burried his face in me. He licked my hole and everything around it. I told him that it felt funny but okay. He then put his face more down and penetrated me with his tongue. It felt very strange but It didnt hurt. After some time it felt good and no longer weird. He then told me that this could hurt a little bit and that I should tell him when it does. He took his small little finger lubed it up and slowly put it inside me. I felt some pressure but no pain and he left his finger there for some time. After that he started to do little movements. It felt very odd but very good and exciting aswell. He did that some time to slowly loosen me up. He stands up and takes off his pants and undies. I assume he gave himself a few strokes and lubed his dick up. The chair was taken away and peter stood right behind me. I then felt him enter me with his lubed up dick. It hurt a bit which I told him and he was careful with many pauses. Luckily his dick was not much longer and thicker as his fingers. As his whole dick was burried inside me he waited for about a minute talking to me. He then started doing little motions. Peter told me how good it felt over and over and I could tolerate the feeling. His motions intensified and he was slowly fucking me. It didnt take long until peter started to breath very heavily. He mumbled "oh oh oh". His motions stopped and his dick inside of me started to twitch and his huge hot load was planted deep inside of me. He moaned some more before he carefully pulled out. He grabbed some tissues and cleaned me and himself off. He pulled the pillow away under me and layed down next to me. I turned around and peter shoved the pillow under my head, He then told me how incredibly good he feels and so did I. We talked for a bit and I felt his seemen drip out of me. After all that he actually gave me 100 bucks after telling me to keep this our secret and so on. This was only the first of many times in which I did some extra chores for some extra money. Tell me if you wan't to hear more.

Every One Has A First Time, This Was Mine

During my junior and high school days we lived in Florida where my father worked for an Airline. Across the street from our house was an older couple, older than my parents, but still working. The woman was a nurse and the man worked for a laboratory. They had an adopted son who was off at college. I mowed their lawn while he was away and did other odd jobs for them.

I went over on a Friday afternoon to mow their lawn because on Saturday I had a party I was going to. I was mowing and minding my own business and the man came out and called me over and he walked me around showing me some lawn care he wanted me to take care of. One of them was weeding the flowerbeds under his bedroom window. When I started to weed, I was down on my knees, I could see up into the window and the TV on the dresser. He was watching porn.

I got around so that I could see the bed, and he was naked on the bed stroking himself while he watched the couple on the TV. I watched too, my first exposure to a porn film. I was pretty engrossed in the movie when he walked up behind me, he was in a bathrobe, we were in the back yard which was fenced in and he asked me it I wanted to come in. I felt embarrassed but he insisted and I went with him to his room, he dropped his bathrobe off and was completely naked. He told me get naked and he gave me this bottle of oil and told me to stroke my cock with it. The show he had put on was of two men having sex. He asked me if I liked it, and he reached over and started to stroke my cock. He offered to let me stroke his cock.

He had bent over and was sucking my cock and stroking himself while I tried to watch the video. Lots of oral sex, both ways, and a whole lot of manual sex. Soon one of the guys was fingering the other man's ass and the man stopped sucking me and said that the good part was about to begin. He took some of the oil in his fingers and got them into my ass. He told me to get on my hands and knees facing the TV and he would fuck me while we watched. While the TV man was fucking he got on my back and pushed his cock in me and started to hump. I got really horny then, trying to jerk off with one hand. He told me to stop that, that was his job and just enjoy getting fucked.

After he fucked me, he told me to stay on my hands and knees and he got under me and stroked me and sucked my cock. I came in a violent way, I had never had an orgasm like that, he sucked on me real hard after I came with one finger in my ass.

I remember it always, almost every time I jerk off. I watch a lot of gay porn, especially men mounting from behind and imagine being fucked. I almost always manage to orgasm. I've had other men fuck me, I like it a lot. But my first time was the best, you don't know what is happening next and every bit of it feels so good, from holding a cock for the first time, to sucking a cock, to having your cock sucked. And of course your first fuck. I don't think you ever forget that.

So Many Seaman

I went on a fishing trip on a boat that slept 10 men they were all over 70 after a day fishing we dropped anchor in a secluded bay no one for miles.The booze flowed after dark and cocaine as well
They got me very drunk and high and got me naked to kneel on the floor while they stood around me me masturbating on my face trying to get it in my mouth
They were drinking and laughing and making me snort lines of coke of a guys 10 inch cock
They made me perform oral sex on all of them multiple times made me swallow there sperm
They had dinner while i went and had a shower to clean all of the cum of my face hair and body I was covered
I showered and had a nap till I was woken at at 3am
They were all sitting naked stroking there erect cocks looking at me
Undress he said,I did I got on all fours on the bed did about 5 lines of coke and a triple scotch it hit me just as the first cock slid in my asshole
For the next 8 days and nights all of them fucked me in unspeakable ways degrading ways that make me want to cry about I feel ashamed because I didnt say no I said yes more I enjoyed being used by a group of dirty old men.
I cant think about anything for long the images of what I did always come out to taunt me
I can here the constant moaning and groaning as they jerked off fucked me and came all over me and inside me
I feel so ashamed of my desires they haunt me
peace and love

The Old Man Next Door

During the early days when we were all shut in I started to fantasize about the man next door. He is one of those men who most women do not like, and I would guess most men don't either. I didn't know him, other than casual encounters in the hall. But I fantasized about him. As the days became weeks became months and work from home had gotten boring and life was as bad as bad can be I found myself saying more than hello to him. When we saw each other in the hall one afternoon I checked him out, checked out the bulge in his pants. He confronted me and asked what I was looking at. I jumped at it and told him I wanted to suck his cock.

His answer was "you're one of those, aren't you?" I pretended not to notice and tried to walk away, but he held my arm and said "let's see what you can do". We went into his apartment, he pulled the blinds and told me to sit and he undid his zipper and pants and laid it all out. A great big nasty worm of a cock. I took his cock with my fingers and held it up and closed my eyes and put his cock in my mouth. His cock grew and I had it in my fist and I started to suck. He complimented me from time to time, just made me want to suck him that much more. I wasn't able to get him to cum before he stopped me and told me he wanted me on all fours.

I suck cock, always have, since before high school. But I'm not much more than that and getting on all fours knowing how big and nasty his cock was scared me, but not enough to say no. I got on all fours close to the edge of the bed and he spread some gobble gook around my ass and worked his cock in until he hit the wall. Once he was in where he wanted to be he swayed back and forth and fucked me for several minutes before he gave up control and his cock and cum slipped out of my ass.

I stayed in position, enjoying the afterglow of his cock in my ass, while his cum dripped down between my legs. I took a moment to remember when the last time I had been in that situation, on all fours and a nasty old man fucking me like that and it hadn't been since high school with my Social Studies teacher. The other few times were with men my age, not dirty old men.

The months of being shut in passed quickly, I spent time over at his place, I gave his cock the attention he was looking for and adopted the position for him to release his cum in me. The more he fucked me the more I liked it. Maybe because we were shut in like that he told me about his early days when he was in the Coast Guard and he fucked all those nice young boys away from home for the first time. Maybe he exaggerated, but hearing his stories while he drove his cock in helped make it a much better experience.

In any event we are not shut in anymore, I still work from home and I still go next door to suck cock and take a good fucking now and then. I don't know if I'm the only one, but if I'm not I wonder if he tells the story of me on all fours to the delivery boy who comes by to deliver his groceries.

My mom and step dad have had problems for years. It'd gone on even before my brother was born, and after my sister was born. I suspect my step dad jerks off at night, as he's always up super late on his computer. I know that him and my mom sleep in different rooms, and have for like two years. I'm not even sure if they fuck around anymore, because I don't see them kissing or doing anything.

I'd been on my laptop one night watching porn while he was doing something on his computer. And I dunno why I thought about it, but wondered if at night he'd jerk off, or if sometimes I'm in the living room, because he's got his computer turned around, so he watches TV, I can't see what he's doing, if he was watching porn too. So I kinda joked, and said "hey, turn off the porn you dirty old man". He laughed and said sure. Well, I got up, and walked over, and he didn't hide it quick enough. I almost shit because it was a dude fucking this chick that was about 16 or 17, and he was blowing his nut in her. I looked at my step dad, and kind of laughed and said busted. He just laughed and said hey, I'm a guy, what do you expect? I dunno why I did something, but I just looked at him and said betcha it makes you horny as fuck. I better leave you alone so you can take care of it. And he smarts off and says to me "well smart ass, why don't you help me take care of it?" I stood there, blown away, because he'd never done nothing like that before. Ever. He'd never even joked about it. I turned around and said "OK". And he looked at me and said "what?" I just laughed and said "OK" and he just stared at me. I'd never acted on anything like this. He'd never acted on it before. He'd never flirted with me, never joked with me, never made sex talk. Nothing. I was kind of afraid, but I just came out and said "Have you ever thought about fucking me?" He stared at me and said "did your mom put you up to this?" I laughed and said her? Oh God. I can't imagine talking to her about fucking. So I hope that answers your question. And he sat there staring at me. So I did it. I really did it.

I pulled off my shirt. I pulled off my shorts. I stood there in my underwear and bra. I kinda wished I'd had something cute on or sexy, but I didn't. He sat there. And he said nothing. I just said "well that was exciting" and I bent down to pick up my stuff. He jumped out of the chair, literally picked me up, pushed me against the couch, and got between my legs. I felt his dick pushing against me, and he started kissing on me. He shoved his tongue in my mouth, was kissing on me hard, and god I felt myself getting wet. I'd never done nothing like this. And he pulls back and looks at me. I just blurted out "God. Fuck Me. I mean it. Now. Please. Don't stop". He took like 30 seconds to yank my underwear down. He didn't even ask, didn't say anything, just spread my legs, put his mouth on my pussy hair, and started eating me out. Honest to God I came in like 20 seconds. I almost shoved him off the couch. I just pushed. And started going off. More than once. He finally stopped and I heard him say holy fuck. He stood up, and I saw it. It was huge. Sticking out of his shorts. He stood there. I said take them off? He pulled them down, and he was hard as a rock. He didn't say anything. I pulled off my bra, and he stood there and he said sweet Jesus Hannah. Oh my God you are fucking amazing. I just laughed and said well thanks. And he said I'm serious. He moved up against me, his mouth all over my body. I'd never had a guy do this before. Ever. Serious, usually they'd kiss a bit, and we'd fuck. He kept going, and all the sudden, he's between my legs, standing there. He pushed up against me, and I felt him go in me. It was huge. I couldn't move. He just stared at me. Kept pushing. I watched his face, and I came. I just started going crazy. He was in me, pushing really hard, and I saw him. I thought he was gonna do it. He was pulling out, and said I gotta pull out. I said NO. Don't. And he pushed back in me, and yelled Oh Jesus. I'm cumming. And I felt it. It was shooting in me, he was really big, and kept shoving it up inside me. And then without warning, he just stopped. I felt it go limp. He was leaning against the couch, and pushed against me. I was soaking wet, and a huge puddle on the couch. He just leaned against me, and he says to me holy fucking shit. God that was intense.

I just laid there, thinking about what we'd just done. My step dad just fucked me on my mom and step dad's couch. I didn't know what to do. He kept looking at me and said are you OK? I said yeah. And he said are you sure? So I was honest. I said I didn't expect this to really happen. I mean, you guys are like together. And he said yeah. He said I'm sorry. I shouldn't have. I pulled him against me, and said fuck, no, don't say that. I know it's kind of wrong, but don't say that. I don't regret it. I really don't. I'm glad we did it. I liked it with you. He just sat there staring at me. And it was kind of funny, because I stared at him, he's got his hands on my boobs, touching me, and I was getting wet again. And I felt him. I looked and said well for someone that regrets doing it, you're getting turned on again pretty quick. He just laughed and hesitated and said well you make me feel good. I like how it feels.

I pulled him on top of me on the floor, and we started fucking again. He was on top, and I felt it go all the way in me. It was amazing. We kind of played around a bit, and then he finally asked me if it was safe to do it in me. I said well if it wasn't, it's kinda late now. He freaked out, and I laughed and said I was kidding. Mom put me on the shot like a year and a half ago. So yeah.

When he was on top of me again, I was watching him, and like 15 minutes later, he came again. It lasted forever. When we got done, he was just laying there and said he'd wanted to do that for a long time. We talked for like a half hour after it was done. And he kept asking me to make sure I wasn't gonna tell my mom. I just kept saying no. I don't want you to worry about it.

He approached me last night about having sex again. I couldn't do anything because of my period. But I told him tonight I wanted to fuck. Again. I've never had a guy do it like he does. And yeah, I feel like shit because he's married to my mom. But he is better than any guy I've ever been with.