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One Of Many Random Things

This one happened when I was around 12 or so and I don't recall too much of the where and when exactly.

My mother would often take us, me and or my sister(s) to these vacation camps around the UK. This time it was just me and my mother in a big two bedroom caravan for 10 days in Wales. My mother took us to these camps so she could go off to find dick or whatever she did, and know that we were 'safe' inside the camp and couldn't get lost or into too much trouble.

Looking back I think that's why a lot of the single moms went there. A Lot of kids running around all hours and all the adults at one of the many bars or clubs or pools in the camp.

This particular camp was made up of hundreds of mobile homes or trailer homes some people call them. All neatly lined up end to end as far as I could walk in an hour at that age.

Anyway, back to the point. As part of going to these camps parents would want to get away from their younger kids and other parents would offer their 'older' kids to babysit for them.

Normally this worked by me being told I was doing this service for some stranger and not to bitch about it. This time however she sat me down and wanted to talk about something. She explained that the woman I was sitting for, had a 3 year old who would be asleep when I got there and that she would meet me at her RV at 7pm to tell me what to do and what time she would be back. All normal so far.

Then she says "This woman is alone. And has been for a long time." I reply with my normal "ugh ok" response. "I mean she is alone and horney." I was not really listening and gave the same response. "Do you understand!" She said, almost getting angry. "Yes!" I said shortly. I had no clue what she was going on about. I had heard the words of cause on TV and from big kids when they talked amongst themselves. But I didn't understand.

She looked at me for a moment and smiled. That in itself should have clued me in as to her meaning. My mother almost never smiled at me. She got up, tossed my jacket at me and shoved me out the door. Her final words before I ran off into the maze of campers were "Be good and do what she says. Come home when she says you can and don't be cheeky. I'm going to meet her at the club so she will tell me if you are." Again looking back I see now that my mother and this woman were both there to find a man and get some action in their otherwise sad welfare lives.

So I ran off to find the camper. My mothers words about this woman ringing in my head "women blah blah horny" and the things I heard the older kids talking about and pictures I had seen and things that had happened to me prior all began popping into my head. by the time I got to the right camper I was hard as fuck and wearing rather snug running pants.

I was a dumb shit back then. I knew I had a boner but it never occurred to me that it was obvious to anyone that looked my way. I knocked on the door and the woman I was sitting for yelled for me to come in and take a seat. She was just checking if her kid was asleep. She came through from the back room.
I was sitting there with my mouth hung open and my boner getting bigger the closer she got. This was the first time I had seen and noticed a woman ‘dressed to kill’ and this woman is now the template for what I consider sexy as a grown man.

I know I keep referring to these women. Well, up until this point that is all I knew about her. My mother has not told me her name or anything more than this was a lonely horny woman and my dirty little mind did the rest.

Now walking towards me was this stunning asian goddess of a woman. Long flowing black hair. Long curvy smooth legs and small perky boobies that screemed to be squeezed. Curvy hips that I instantly imagined grabbing on to for some reason.

“Hi” she said. “Hi” I said as I jumped up from my seat to shake her offered hand. I was ‘trained’ to be a respectful gentleman,r my instinct to stand totally through the thought of having a huge boner out of the way and before I knew what I had done I was standing almost noise to noise with this beautiful woman. My hand in hers, her small filling my dick to almost bursting with the lust as it poked her though my running pants and her small g-string. As I had stood my dick had been so straight out it had caught the edge of her loose black dress and slipped right underneath to stop firmly pressed between her legs. The look of shock that came over my face must have made me look like a total idiot and I felt myself turn beet red. My legs buckled and I flopped back down to the couch.

The rest in part two...
Gongshow

My First Experiences Were With Guys I Met Online

When I was younger I was pretty socially awkward and was using these apps you can talk to people on anonymously and started talking to different people. When I would tell people how old I was they would stop talking to me so I would lie about how old I was, I would say I was 19 and a student at the local university. Sometimes men would turn the conversation sexual and I was a horny teen so I always let it happen.

Well one guy asked to see my nudes so I sent him a couple of pics of my boobs which were already D cups, so I looked older than I was. And he loved them. He sent me a pic of his dick and it wasn't anything crazy like huge or anything, just a nice looking medium sized dick. And I got so horny getting these pics from him. He asked what I wanted to do with it and I just said some shit about wanting to suck it. Now it's important to know that at this point I had only ever kissed a boy. Never been felt up, never done oral or hand stuff, just kissed. I was probably sounding ridiculous talking about sucking him because I had no idea what I would actually do with one. But he asked if I wanted to do it in real life?

I got so nervous I threw up lol but honestly really wanted to give a blowjob and know what it's like so I said yes. He asked if I could come over and I said no but I'll meet you at this park, which was near my house. So 15 minutes later I'm getting into this older guy's car and I realized a while ago just how not smart that was but I didn't realize then. And he leaned over and kissed me, I kissed him back and he started squeezing my boobs. It was the first time a guy had touched them and it felt better than I expected. The way he was grabbing them was turning me on. And then he put my hand on his dick over his sweatpants. I could feel how hard it was and he leaned back and said "take it out." I pulled his waistband down til it spring out and just instinctively grabbed it. I was kind of mesmerized by it and spent a minute just feeling all of it with my fingers, seeing what it felt like when I'd move my hand up and down over the head, it was so fun to play with especially because he seemed to really be enjoying it. I remember how tingly my whole body felt, like this was the most horny I'd ever been and my head felt fuzzy. He took my top off and I took my bra off and for the rest of the time at least one of his hands was on my boobs.

Then he said "suck it" and I leaned over to give what I now know was an absolutely terrible blowjob. My lips just kind of moved up and down while the head was in my mouth and I didn't use my hands out tongue at all, lol I feel bad for the guy now having that to work with. But after a couple of minutes he started jerking off while the head was in my mouth and within 10 seconds he was filling my mouth with cum. It was so much and the only way I could keep from spewing it all over his car was to swallow it so I did.

Before I got out of the car he said "you're not really 19 are you?" so I told him how old I was and he said "I shouldn't have asked" lol.

That was the first time I did that but I did it with a few more guys and eventually lost my virginity to one of them who was a lot closer to my age.

Internet Oversexualized My Youth

Around maybe 7 or 8 I went on the family computer to do a school project on Google Word. I accidentally clicked out of my tab to get pictures of animals so I went to the search history. So many " big boots girls riding cock" and " interracial compilation" and other things like " lesbians riding strap on". No one was home yet, I was often hole 3 or 4 hours before anyone, so I clicked on the Interracial compilation and started watching.

Seeing a woman sucking a big black cock was weird but I couldn't stop watching. The next scene was another bbc slowly going into a pussy. He started thrusting while the girl rubbed her clit. As I kept watching the many sex scenes I started to try and follow the girls. I put my hand down my pants and rubbed My little clit. I didn't understand why they liked the feeling. After the video ended I decided to stop and finish my project.

Everyday on weekdays I would watch whatever the computers history brought up while I was home alone. No one suspected a thing.

Around 12 or 13 I started getting wet from rubbing my clit. Enjoying the sensation more and more. Eventually I started looking at sex toys online which lead to sites called Whisper and omeegle.

On whisper I confessed that I was 13 and I couldn't stop wondering what cock feels like. I met many horny men that wanted my v card. I was a little hustler so I put a sorta bid on my pussy. After 48 hours the highest amount was 2500$ to a kid that was alot. I said yes immediately, we chose a time and place. When we met he gave me half while holding the other half saying ill get it after we fuck. He drove me out of the small town I was living in and pulled into a house with a barn. He told me his wife amd kids were at school for the next few hours. He brought me into the house where he started undressing me. Since I've watched porn so much I helped while teasing him by taking off My panties with my bare pussy facing him. After I was naked at the door he asked me to take some pictures. I instantly said yes feeling my pussy getting wetter.

He had me spread open my pussy and hold one of my barely b cup sized boobs laying on his dinner table. After that I was bent over spreading my ass cheeks on his recliner. He couldn't help himself after taking a few pics of me on his bed when he pulled me to the edge and started licking my pussy softly. I felt like I was going to cum. When he stood back up his cock was out. I grabbed it. Opened my mouth as wide as I could and started sucking. His cock was bigger then my w hands. After a few minutes he bent me over the bed edge and put his tip at the start of my pussy hole. He put some sort-of numbing stuff on my pussy and used his finger to put it in my hole. He told me I was tight and that this druff won't make it hurt. I didn't want him to stop fingering me. When he took his finger out he started sliding his cock into me. At first I felt a bit of pressure but a bit later I was numb. He pushed a little harder popping my cherry. He slowly pushed until he was in as much as he could into me. He started thrusting into me harder and faster until he came into the condom.

After he took me to his trailer that cuts the fields and took more pics of me including some with his cock in my mouth or pussy. He also took me into the barn and took more pics before fucking me one more time before taking me out on the quad to a school Bus he owned in the back corner of the field and took more pics before I begged for his cock back inside me. After 3 hours of fucking he drove me back to this church I biked too and dropped me off with the full 2500$.

Scared At The Library

I've never told anyone about this. It was the main library downtown. A seedy neighborhood that I lived in and took the bus to the seedy neighborhood downtown for an assignment from school. After I finished what I had to do, I stayed around reading. I had to go pee, so I went downstairs into the bowels of the building. No one was in there, and at 13 I was embarrassed to go in front of anyone so this time instead of the cubicles I stood at the urinal. The jean zipper was too short I since no one was around I undid and pulled them down a bit so I could get my still small cock out and pee. While I was going someone came out from a closet. He came up close to me and holding me by the waist told me not to turn around or it'll get very bad. I was scared needless to say, and when I finished peeing I tried to pull up my pants and he grabbed my head holding it straight forward and to me to put my hands on the wall and lean forward. I was trembling, I started to turn around and he lightly hit me in the face. I turned back. I heard his zipper, then his pants coming down. I told him someone might come in and he said he'd already locked the door. He told me not to worry he was just going to rub up against me, and that is what he did. He rubbed back and forth his big cock in the crack of my ass. He picked up speed and was telling me how good it felt, that I was a good little girl for him. He reached around and felt my chubby chest and squeezed my fat around my nipples like they were tits. Then he went even faster and was telling me how good a girl I was and how good I was making him feel, then I felt him move his cock down to my hole and felt a warmth down there. It was his first rope of cum and he stuck the head inside me and I started to pull up straight and he hit my back. He shot the rest with about 2 inches of his cock inside me. He patted me and told me that I'd better be there again on Thursday the same time. It was Tuesday that day. He told me to stay facing forward and not to look back. I didn't look back as he pulled up his pants and unlocked the door and walked away. I wiped what I could of his cum that was outside of me then pulled up my pants and walked back outside and caught my bus.

I didn't go back to that place for over a month when I had to go for another assignment. The teacher was pro book, and reading material and anti internet. I was sitting and studying and someone came up next to me. He sat down, a man looking to be in his 40s or 50s all he did was put a picture in front of me, it was of me bent over with cum on my butt. He said that unless I wanted everyone to see that I needed to go to the bathroom right now. I asked what he wanted to do and all he answered was "What do you think?". I was begging him not to do anything and he had a lot of photo copies of the picture and said he'd start putting them around. I grabbed my stuff and went downstairs. He came in about a minute after me. No one there, just us and he locked the door. He was angry I didn't come back the first time and I told him that I couldn't. He told me to strip and I tried to say know and he moved toward me and being afraid I pulled off my shirt, then my pants and my underpants. He spread out my clothes and told me to lay down on them, on my stomach. He lubed me with some vaseline he took from a jar, and told me he was waiting for this since I didn't show I'm getting it all.

That was the first time I got fucked, not the first time I got cum in me that was a month before from him. Since then I let him fuck me, and I let others fuck me, I suck and get fucked, and I fuck the hell out of girls, in their mouths, pussy and ass. I really love shooting my load up a girls c**t or ass and though I don't like guys cumming in my mouth I take it, but I love it when an older man seeks relief and shoot his warm load from a married cock into my receiving butt. I know those times when I had no choice, shaped me, and I'm OK with it. I went back several times to get fucked by him. Even meeting him at home when his wife was away and getting my mouth (my first BJ) filled and my little butt filled with a married mans cum.

Older Man

I met this man who was over 50 years old. I’m considered hot and can get good looking guys my age who are also hot. But this 50 year old man lacked self awareness and common sense and approached me.

He looked exactly like Earnest P. Worrell. Ugly AF. He was super weird. His skin was like this orangey leather.He had on the geekiest clothes and had a weird body. It was summer and he wore knee high white socks with sandals and one of those tacky necklaces with sharks teeth that were popular in the late 90’s.

He was lying a bunch to me, too. I knew he was but I was mesmerized by how he could be so dumb that he thought I’d believe him.

I was curious about him and felt aroused by how repulsive he was. He was the last person I wanted to have sex with but at the same time, I wanted to let him use me.

He took me to the park to walk through it together and got out his phone and took no less than 150 pics of me. I was creeped out but turned on by the fact this freak thought he could do this stuff.

He got up in my face afterwards and aggressively said “don’t you think you owe me a kiss?” I reluctantly kissed him. He had this coating of white gunk on his tongue. His mouth tasted like cigarettes and he had this ugly stubbly sandy blonde facial hair that wasn’t properly groomed. He kept kissing me until my mouth and the area around it felt red and raw.

He told me he had a dog and took me back to his place and of course he didn’t. On the drive there he rolled his window down and let out a loud “yip yip yeeeehaaawww” of joy. He gave me some pot that I later discovered was laced with X and started at me on the couch really creepy and told me he loved me.

I knew he was full of it but I took my top off and let him play with my tits. He ended up insisting he lay back while I uncomfortably leaned over him so my tits would hang down low enough for him to have an easy time suckling my nipples. He did this for about 20 minutes. He did some biting too. My nipples were so sore.

I was getting horny from the X and he asked me if I wanted to lay on his bed. I followed him back there and I took my clothes off. I watched him undress. He was even grosser without clothes. He had these saggy leathery butt cheeks and a penis bit enough to hurt. He told me that after he was done fucking me I wouldn’t be able to sit down for a week. I told him I didn’t want to have anal sex and I never had and he laughed.

He climbed on top of me and let his cock hang over my pussy and before he entered me he said “I’m gonna show you what it’s like to be fucked by a real man.” He said he couldn’t wear a condom because his penis was too big. Total lie.

When he entered me, he rammed his dick in as hard as he could and I squealed in pain. It went past my cervix and it the back wall of my vagina. He did this several more times (all painful) and I asked why and he growled “BECAUSE! NOW SHUT UP AND LET A MAN ENJOY WHAT HE’S ENTITLED TO!!!”

He fucked me hard for a long time then pulled out and came on my vagina. His cum was on my pussy lips. I freaked out.

He rolled me to my side and got me in the spoon position. He started pushing his dick against my anus and I gave in. He kept poking at it until he got the head of his cock in. He laughed and said “ohhh yeah! That’s what I wanted…” It burned. He popped out of me and tried to enter again. He got a little ways in again then I pushed him back.

When he was done with me he told me he was glad to be my first anal. Then he told me to get the fuck out of his house. He told me I wasn’t important enough for a man like him.

He lived in a dump and worked a mediocre job. He was obviously delusional. I mean literally having delusions of grandeur.

I felt dirty and contaminated after that. I never understood why I let him do that even though he made my skin crawl and was obviously mentally off (prolly a sociopath.)

I Got Fucked By My Dads Best Friend

I literally got fucked by my dads best friend and liked it. From the time I could remember I had a crush on him and would always flirt with him. I made sure he saw me in my bikini and made sure he saw more then everyone else did.
One night I was babysitting for him when he came in late from the bar. He had stripped naked in the laundry room so I walked in on him trying to get a glimpse of his manhood. He turned and faced me and ask if I liked it. I had instantly wet my crotch looking at it hanging there. I reached out and gripped his cock and let it get hard in my hand. My heart was racing when he pulled my shorts off and started to rub my already soaked vagina. I pulled my shirt off and we both stood naked in his laundry room. He reached over and locked the door then sat my on top of his running washing machine as his cock head went between my wet lips. His cock pushed its way inside me and I started to cum. When I felt his nuts bump against me I knew I had bit off more then I could chew. He picked me up with his cock inside me and walked me right through the house past the room his kids where sleeping in and to his bedroom as I came on him the whole time.
For the next hour he taught me everything I needed to know about being a woman in a man’s bed. He shot his last load in me around 3 am. And rolled over and wet to sleep. I went and showered and rubbed my tender fucked pussy. He dropped me off at home the next morning and neither of us ever said a word about it again. I had to sit sideways for almost a week until my tore up vagina healed.

That sparked my interest in daddy’s and opened my eyes to the fetish I love to this day. I have laid in bed with many older men over the years and let them have their way. Anna.

What I'm about to confess happened many years ago in my youth. It happened in the mid 1980's when I was in my early teens. I grew up in a very small modest conservative town. I had a pretty normal life growing up....playing baseball, riding bikes all over town, trading baseball cards and mowing lawns to make money. It was early summer when that all changed for me.

It was a very hot mid July day. My push mower had run out of gas and I was walking to the nearest gas station to fill up my gas can. I was wearing cut off Jean shorts, socks, tennis shoes and no shirt when a guy pulled up in a tan van. He asked me for directions to a friends house. I had never seen him before and didn't think anything of it when I helped him. He took off.

I filled my gas can up and was walking back to my mower. I was a block away when the same guy pulled up. He said he forgot to thank me and wanted to give me something for my help. He pulled out a couple bucks and handed to me. I said thanks as I grabbed the bills. He held fast to them and asked if I wanted to make a quick five bucks. Since that is what I usually got paid that for mowing...I was intrigued. He invited me into his van to talk. I told him I needed to finish mowing and started walking....which I knew better than getting into a stranger's car. He took off.

I finished mowing just before it began to rain. I left my mower and gas can in garage of the house I just mowed. I started running home. I took a short cut through the park when the rain picked up. I stopped under a shelter to wait it out. While sitting soaked from the rain, the guy in the van pulled up to the shelter. He jumped out and ran under the shelter. He asked if I needed a ride home in the rain. I said no thanks, telling him I was close to home...which was about two miles away. The guy complimented me saying I was a smart kid. He introduced himself as Jim. I shook his hand and gave him my first name. There was an awkward silence. Jim asked if I'd be interested in making a quick ten bucks. I looked at and asked what he wanted me to do. Jim said I just want to take a picture. He went on that he was a talent scout and thought I could be a model. I laughed because I never thought of myself as a model. Then I told him I wouldn't get in his van. Jim asked if he could take a few pictures under the shelter. I agreed. He ran back to his van and came back with a Polaroid camera. He took three pictures,one of me sitting on the bench, one standing, and one goofy picture. Jim got a ten out of his pocket, he paused and then asked if I'd like to make an extra ten. I said sure. Jim said that he wanted me to flash him and let him take a few pictures.

I said no, I'll just take the ten. Jim updated his offer to an extra twenty. That was a lot of money to me. I said okay and pulled my shorts down. Jim took several pictures. I had to stand for one, sit down with my legs open leaning back and one of me laying on the bench...Jim took a few from different angles. He was very enthusiastic and complimentary of my look. It made me feel pretty good and it was a rush to be naked in public. The rain was letting up. I got my shorts and shoes back on. Jim gave me the money. He asked where he could reach me about being a model. I gave him my phone number. He shook my hand and left. I ran home.

A few days later, I got a call. It wasn't Jim but a modeling agent named Brett. He said he liked my pictures and wanted to meet me about possible modeling jobs. I was excited, I never expected to be a model. Brett's business was twenty miles. He asked that one of my parents accompany me to sign some paperwork. I asked my mom. I had told her about meeting Jim and the model job but I excluded the nude pictures knowing she would blow up. She was skeptical but I begged and begged. She asked to talk to Brett. They talked for several minutes. Finally, she agreed to take me. She seemed excited about it too.

The next morning we took off to meet Brett. His office was located in a mini strip mall. It had the name of the agency on the door. There was even a secretary in the front. Brett came out to greet us and we moved into his office. He had a big book of models and he showed a few to us. Then he started shoving the paperwork in front of my mom. He glossed over each page and my mom signed off ...my mom could barely read. After that he told my mom that I needed to get some professional pictures and it would take a few hours. He gave my mom fifty dollars to go shopping while I got my pictures. She wished me luck and left.

Brett said let's get to work. He led me to a changing room and asked me to put on a thong and robe. After I changed he took me in the back. There were several bright lights, a gray background, and a white sheep skin rug. Brett had me take my robe off and he took several pictures with a big camera. Then he asked if he could video tape me with his vhs camera to get my personality. He had me lay on the rug and just wing it. Brett was very complimentary and I was feeling like a star. He was reloading his camera asking questions about me. Then he nonchalantly asked me to take my thong off without looking at me. I paused just looking at him but he continued as if he said nothing. I pulled the thong off. Brett must of noticed and immediately asked me to follow him to a small door behind a large curtain. He unlocked the door and had me walk in first. It was dark, with no visible window. Brett turned on the lights. There was a queen sized bed with blue satin sheets and several pillows. Brett ordered me to the bed as he slipped out for a few minutes. I sat on the edge of the bed with my legs crossed hunched over resting my arms on my legs.

Brett returned with his secretary holding the vhs camera. I pulled a pillow over myself. She smiled and Brett chuckled. He said relax, we are all professionals here. I felt awkward especially since the pressure of the pillow was making me hard. Brett asked me to sit up on the bed with my hands behind my head. He said it much darker tone. I felt compelled to comply. Brett saw me hard and seemed pleased as he started taking pictures. He directed his secretary to zoom in. She said I looked hot which made me blush even more. He do several poses. When he had me arch my butt up and rest my face in my hands...Brett got behind and took several shots. Then he asked me to pull my cheeks apart. I froze but he reminded me that they were video taping me and I needed to show I could follow instructions. It was weird when both Brett and his secretary got behind me as I posed.

Brett had to leave to reload his camera. His secretary moved back in front of me. She started questioning me about girls, what I had done with them, and then if I did anything with boys. Her tone was even and relaxed which worked. I told even about a buddy of mine and I showed our cocks to each other and masturbating together. She seemed impressed even though I had not had sex yet. Brett popped back dropped off a tripod for the video camera. He helped set it up. Popped in a new tape and left. As he left I could here the slight click of the lock. I quickly questioned the secretary. She smiled and assured me it was for our privacy so no one walked in on us while shooting.

The secretary got behind the camera and asked if I would masturbate ..(continue confession)

It all happened in slow motion. I was mowing the lawn of this divorced man from neighborhood. I had to pee so I asked him if I could use the restroom. In his living room he had this large picture over the sofa of a naked woman's private parts, it was an exploded picture sort of made into a painting. It was obvious what it was and he told me he had taken the picture and he had more if I wanted to look at them.

The pictures were all porn, lots of pussy pictures, and a good number of dick pictures. He noticed I liked the dick pictures more than the pussy pictures, so he kept showing me more and then showed me several pictures of guys giving head and fucking. He asked me to show him my dick and he would take a picture of it. He had me pose around the living room, and he wanked on me to get an erection and he took several pictures before he just put my dick in his mouth and sucked me and asked me if I liked that.

He took out his dick and I went straight into sucking him and after a while of me sucking him he told me to wait and went into his bedroom and came back with a tube of lube and told me I was really going to like it. He sucked me for a few minutes while he lubed me with his finger and ran his finger in and out of my ass, he took his dick and wanked it hard and told me to lean over the sofa and I felt every little millimeter as he slowly penetrated me. Once in, he slowly fucked me back and forth and asked me how I liked it and would change the rhythm until I told him it felt really good and then he fucked me until he finished.

It was all in slow motion, no pressure, just one step at a time, until I was his. When I mowed the lawn he wanted me to do it in shorts and no shirt and then come in for a glass of water, followed by some great sex. Best summer ever.

My neighbor is a woman in her late 40's who is a complete bitch. She complains about everything. One thing she real complains about is stepping on her property. If I am out mowing my lawn she makes it clear to me that I better not step on to her property and that the clippings better not end up on her yard. On garbage days, when I put my garbage out I always put it out in front of my house but she gets angry if I put it out near the property line.

This week I had the week off from work. On Monday I looked out into my back yard and I see a woman out there. It was her. She was trespassing on my property. I had to take a second look because she was tanning and she was completely naked. I guess she she didn't know I had the week off so she decided to use my backyard which is very private compared to hers. I guess she didn't think i would find out but I did and snapped a few pictures of her in all her glory. I didn't confront her when I saw her that day but decided to wait to see if she would do it again. Next day same thing and I took more pictures. I was certain she would do it the next day too so I decided I would have my fun with it. I took some of the pictures I took of her, printed them off and left them out there. I secretly watched as she found the pictures. She was frantically looking around in a panic. She quickly left.

Later that day when she saw me she asked about the pictures. I admitted I took them and put them out there. She threatened to call the police which I laughed at since she was the one who trespassed. I even told her the pictures were merely proof of her trespassing. She mentioned she was naked in them and all I said was that it was easy to see that. She pleaded for me to destroy them. I told her I wanted to tan with her in my yard tomorrow and we would talk. She reluctantly agreed.

The next day she comes over in a 2 piece swimsuit. I asked if she tanned that way yesterday. She looked at me, and after a very long pause knew what I was asking, and removed them. She said "Happy!". I asked why she was always such a bitch to me. We began talking and truly had a real good talk and started getting along pretty well. She had only lived there a couple of years and I found out a lot about her. She said her ex-husband and her were still in the process of bitter divorce and she was just taking out on everyone. We talked longer and I told her she could get dressed. She apologized about being a bitch and told me I was real nice guy and didn't mind being naked with me. She complained about a sore back and I began to massage it for her. She said it felt nice but then asked me to stop which confused me. I stood there and she pulled my pants down. She then began giving me a blowjob which was a complete surprise. When done she told me to think of it as a beginning to make up for being a bitch to me. We lay naked for awhile before I got between her legs. She put up a little fight at first but my tongue seemed to be making her feel real good so she stopped fighting and let me continue but explicitly said "no cock". It all ended with my face getting very wet as she squirted a lot. She really enjoyed it and then said if I wanted I could get myself off and fuck her. I fucked her which had her moaning and it didn't take long for me to finish. After it was all done she left but called me later. She said it was the best time she had in a while but said we went too far. She then added she didn't mind going that far and hoped we could continue and she was up for it anytime I wanted.

I hated my neighbor but now I love my neighbor.

Learning The Ropes

He was the neighbor who worked nights. Everyone thought he was weird and stayed away from him. One afternoon after school he asked me if I wanted to earn some money by mowing his lawn. We agreed on the rate and I went and got our lawnmower and went back to mow the lawn. When I was done I knocked on his door and he asked me to come in. The room was dark, he apologized but he had to keep the curtains closed because he worked nights and slept during the day.

We went into his den which had an 8X10 of himself on the mantle. He asked me if I liked looking at pictures and he took out an album and told me to look through it while he went to get the money. Naked men, hard cocks, cocksucking, anal sex, some pictures were large 8X10s and others were small, some 2X2, all black and white pictures. He stood over my shoulder asking me if I liked them, he said he had more but those were the best. Reaching over my shoulder he flipped to an 8X10 picture of a hard cock. With a cock like that I could name my price.

He had come around and sat beside me, he put the money on the coffee table, his hand on my thigh, showing me his favorite pictures, his hand was now on my crotch grabbing my hard cock, he told me I was a good looking young man and he would be proud to take a look at my cock and let me know if it was his favorite. His mouth went onto my cock and he swallowed it completely, his hand holding my balls. His kiss on my mouth was followed by taking my hand and putting it on his naked cock.

He showed it to me, it looked big, hard and bigger than my hand, he worked my pants pulling them down, he told me to kick off my shoes and he had me naked without pants. He reached to the end table and told me I was going to like this and he rubbed up my ass and told me to hold my breath because I was going to get it all, every last little inch, I was going to be his boyfriend and he was going to love me.

His cock got in, pushing and shoving, telling me to open my legs more, to look at him he wanted me to tell him what I liked and didn't like, he stared into my eyes as he shoved his cock in deeper and deeper until his balls were against my ass. He told me I was definitely a good looking kid and he loved my cock and he hoped I loved his cock he wanted me to tell him I wanted to be his boyfriend.

After he finished filling me up he leaned down and kissed me in a long hot kiss shoving his tongue in my mouth while he pulled his cock out. He was prepared, he took a washcloth he had stashed and wiped his cock and then wiped my ass, leaning down to give me a lick up and down. We got naked, and we went into his room and got into his bed which had an electric blanket on it and he felt me up and kissed me, sucked my cock, gave me his cock to suck, fucked me again this time climbing on my back. After he was done he told me to lay still on the bed and he took a couple of pictures of me with his camera.

I swear I didn't know I was a queer until that afternoon, he set my clock and I was his boyfriend, mowing his lawn, coming over to watch TV, looking through his large collection of gay black and whites. I had my favorites, I was drawn to pictures of a man with his arms around a guy fucking him. He set up a movie camera and took a couple of movies of him fucking me which we watched against the wall in the bedroom. I also loved to hold his hard cock, to lay in bed with his cock in my hand. There was just so much about it, I was his boyfriend and loved being with him.

No relationship I have had since then has been quite the same. He was my first.