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This isn't the conventional way anyone gets into or starts their gay experiences. Not at all.
Chris my friend since we were both in junior school and I, had tried to dupe two guys playing poker for a large amount of money. What we didn't know was, that they'd already text for a friend of theirs to call by. They'd easily seen through our scam and before we knew it, we were both shitting ourselves looking at a guy called Charlie and three of his muscle guys.
Charlie being Charlie (We both knew him well, well enough not to argue with him) gave the two guys we'd tried to cheat two options. Firstly, Charlies three companions could take us outside and make sure we spent a long time eating our food through a straw. Or and this is when Charlie smiled so big, they could watch and film us fucking, then keep the film until we'd paid them back what they believed was a "right payment" for their slight.
It took all of a second for the pair to tell Charlie they wanted to see us fuck. Chris was about to say something and regretted it. When he woke up a couple of minutes later I was already stripped naked and Chris was having his boxers removed.
Moving myself and Chris over to an old leather couch, Charlie decided I was the one who was going to be being fucked, even though my cock is larger than Chris's, as Chris is taller and more muscular. Thrown onto the sofa, I was told to suck Chris's cock and if I didn't, Charlie was going to have all his "Lads" fuck me and Chris. Then he was going to make a call and have some more of his "Friends" visit us.
Chris's flaccid cock was in my mouth in seconds. He didn't want me to be sucking on his cock, especially as we were both hetro and married. But then it didn't stop his dick from becoming hard the more I sucked on his swollen purple cock head. They all saw saw Chris geeting an erection and Charlie made some comment about us both secretly enjoying it and probably set it up so we could fuck each other. They laughed at that, but we weren't laughing. Instead I was becoming turned on, and then felt my own cock rising. Chris even put his hands onto my head and began to thrust into my mouth without me sucking it in.
Again it was Charlie who interveined, telling me to get on my knees on the couch. Pushing Chris beside me, he put his face down to us and told Chris in no uncertain terms "Fuck him good, or get fucked up by this lot".
No condom, no lube and no privacy as Chris put his erection at my rear hole. I looked back to see a slight look of sexual desire in Chris's face, then he thrust into me. It was like someone had shoved a giant poker up my arsehole, it hurt that much. Even so I heard Chris moan with pleasure and heard one of the guys we'd tried to cheat say "Fuck man, he's really fucking him". And Chris was.
It took another five minutes maybe for my arsehole to relax enough for it to fully accept Chris's cock. All the time both of the guys we'd played poker with, filmed us on the mobiles. Chris's cock was now pumping into me rhythmically and it had begun to feel somewhat easier. Then like someone had flicked a switch in me, the pain went altogether and was replaced with unbelievable pleasure. It me so much by surprise I couldn't stop myself from saying "Oh fuck yeh, that feels so good". There another burst of laughter followed by Charlie saying, I think I will have some of that when he's finished".
The moment his words came out, so did Chris's cum, spurting right up my arsehole. Chris pumped me a few more time and then pulled out. I was just about to move off the couch when I felt another cock enter me. True to his word Charlie began to fuck me. The two guys had stopped filming and were telling Chris just what they expected from us. Hearing Chris say we'd pay them what they wanted, just before he added "Worth the money anyway that fuck" I shot my load all over the sofa moment before Charlie came up up my already cum filled arse.
We didn't walk out of there just yet. As Charlie wanted his "Lads" pleasuring. Chris and I were forced to suck each guy in turn, until all three of them came all over our faces.
Over a period of three months, we payed back what Charlie had said was right recompense for the guys. And also within that three months Chris and I began to meet away from our respective homes to have sex. The day after our ordeal, Chris text me to ask me if I'd in any way enjoyed having him fuck me. When I text back "Why" he responded by telling me it was one of the best fucks he'd ever had. Texting me again "Can we meet". I met him at a place we both know, a place where couples and sometimes gay men meet to have sex. On the bonnet of my car, I sucked off my best friend again and had him fuck me until we'd both cum. Me all over the floor, Chris shooting his wad up my quivering arsehole.
And so this has been the pattern over the last ten months. Every week we get together somewhere. Either outdoors or now his wife works nights, at his place to have sex. I've become a very very eager bottom, always taking Chris's load up my arsehole or more often now, down my throat. As for Chris, he adores fucking me, so much so we quite often meet up during our lunch breaks so he can fuck me at a local "Cottage".
It's an arrangement we can now look back, and Thank Charlie and the two guys we tried to rip off.

Sucking Jacks cock wasn't exactly what I had planned for the day. To start with I'd only known him for two hours and also my wife to be was next door with her father, preparing her for our wedding.
The church was packed with all our friends and family, yet the photographer hadn't turned up. Jack being my fiancee's uncle, an uncle who was hardly ever around (I'd never met him, put it that way), had introduced himself and had offered to take the wedding pictures. In a side room in the church, we were going over what I wanted from the pictures, when he turned around and said, if I sucked his cock he'd do everything for free.
Having absolutely no time and no one else to turn to, plus knowing he was a photographer, I said I would. With people milling about outside, I got on my knees and opened the fly of my fiancee's uncle. Then as quickly as I could, I took out his uncut, long fat cock. It was already becoming hard and knowing time was of the essence, I didn't waste any of it sucking his cock into my mouth.
Having in my head all the times I'd had my cock sucked, I tried to copy those blow jobs. And from jack's moans, I wasn't doing too bad a job of it. His thick heavily veined cock slid easily over my tongue and before long he held my head and began to fuck my mouth. Keeping a tight hold of my head, and just as I was surprisingly beginning to enjoy sucking on his cock, Jack said "Swallow my cum, and think about letting me fuck that tight arsehole of yours later, and I'll pay for the honeymoon".
Jack might have been an uncle my now wife hardly ever used to see, but he wasn't a bullshitter. And I also knew he wasn't short of money. The first part I didn't have much choice about, as Jack blasted the back of my throat with his cum seconds later. But not before I'd said "Ugh huh" with his cock still sliding over my tongue. Swallowing every single drop and sucking out every last morsel of his seed, I let his cock fall from my lips and stood up.
Saying "I do" wasn't the most difficult thing I did that day. Jack retrieved his camera's from his sports car and did as he said he would. The wedding day went superbly well, and the wedding pictures we received after getting back from our honeymoon, the honeymoon Jack paid for, were simply fantastic.
And the reason Jack not only paid for the honeymoon, but also gave us some spending money, was during the wedding reception held at a hotel where my occasionally wife works, Jack and I took an hour out.
In the wedding suite we'd booked (Free, thanks Jack) to spend the night consummating our vows, Jack first had me suck on his cock again. Then using a condom he produced from his camera bag, he had me unroll it down his thick fifty two year old cock. Knelt up on the end of the bed, I felt my wife's uncles tongue lap at my arsehole and knew instinctively, I was going to enjoy having him fuck me. And so it proved.
Jack's cock was slow to enter my arsehole. It held out for some time before his cock slipped inside and it hurt. Not so much I didn't want to take it further, just enough though to tell me his cock was well and truly inside my body. Getting used to his size took about five minutes, but from then on, it was just mind bogglingly powerful pleasure. In my whole life up to then sexually, I'd not experienced anything quite as wonderful as being fucked. And for a man in his fifties Jack certainly knew how to fuck someone.
Doggy, missionary as he tossed off my cock, sideways from behind, and then finally he had me sit down hard onto his cock. And it was as I was bouncing up and down on his gorgeous dick, I blew my load all over his stomach and chest. Jack pulled me down after I'd cum, making my cum slide in between us as we kissed. We were still kissing when Jack thrust upwards hard, cumming up my arsehole filling the condom far inside my arsehole.
We were cleaned up and refreshed when we joined the reception. My new wife asked me where I'd been, so I lied telling her I'd been looking at the pictures, and then Jack's sports car.
Two years on from our wedding, Jacks been around an awful lot. His niece loves having him around, as she missed him a lot growing up. And given every time he's at our home, he's fucking me senseless, I too love having him at our home. Often staying over when my wife works down south overnight.
Whether she knows about us, or just acts as if nothing is happening, I don't know. But this past few months she's actually made sure Jack knows when she's going to be working away. And just a week ago, she even implied she knew by saying "Hope you two have LOTS of fun". winking at me "Whilst I'm away next week".

About six weeks ago, my wife and I had a huge bust up over money (She loves spending money we don't have). In a rage, I went to stay with an older friend of mine, who used to be a colleague.
His wife didn't seem too pleased at first, but then when he told her that my parents lived right across the country, and that it would only be for a couple of nights, she strangely cooled off. It helped I thought because she was just about to go on her night shifts (She's in law enforcement), but as you will see it was because of something entirely different.
The second night I stayed, she kissed her husband goodnight as she was about to leave, and then said to him "Have fun, but make sure you change the bedding afterwards".
We put on a movie and broke out the beer. Lots of beer later and a change of movie, I saw he'd put on what I at first thought was a hetro porn film. It turned out to be a gay movie and the depiction was of an older daddy type, fucking a younger guy. Asking what he was doing, he told me to watch and to see if I liked it.
The porn film got more and more sexual until I couldn't hide the fact, I was ultra turned on watching the younger guy getting fucked. Not saying a word, my friend dropped my trousers, and I let him. Then he sucked in my already erect cock and began to give me a blow job. Watching the movie and having my dick sucked just seemed right, it certainly felt right. But what came next heightened everything.
He stopped sucking me, stood up and removed his clothing. Getting back on the couch with me, he got us into a sixty nine, told me to suck him, then proceeded to not only suck on my cock, but also began to slide a finger up my asshole. Whether it was the drink, the movie, his oral manipulations or everything, I just did as he asked.
Before long as he was fucking my asshole with two fingers, and I was sucking on his larger cock, hoping there was going to be something I could only imagine in my head. I wanted him to fuck me, but I couldn't ask him.
Again he stopped sucking on my cock, lifted his head a little and told me we were going to be to fuck. Like a man who just accepted his fate, I removed the rest of my clothing and then nakedly followed him up the stairs.
Holding his hand out, I took it as he helped me onto his bed. Getting me to kneel up, I first felt him smear some cold fluid on my ass, then felt his hot hard cock pressing into my butt. A few seconds later he was inside my body and slowly starting to thrust into me.
All the preconceptions I'd ever had about gay sex, were blown away in that first few minutes. Yes there was some pain, and discomfort. But the overwhelming sensation was total and complete pleasure. It was like having your cock sucked all over your body at the same time. I cannot ever remember having such a strong sexual feeling flooding through my body, as when he began to fuck me for real. It was as if my whole body had been asleep sexually before that night. And within minutes I was backing onto him, trying to get his cock deeper into my ass.
My friend knew right then and there I was his. And didn't he over the next half an hour take advantage of that. Doggy, spoons, reverse cowboy and then finally lay on my back with my legs over his shoulders, he slid his cock so deep up my asshole as we kissed, I came almost straight away, spurting my cum in between us as he continued to kiss and fuck me.
Yanking my head back and downwards, he told me he was about to cum. As he bit gently into my neck, his cock exploded up my ass and I felt every drop of his beautiful hot cum flood my rear hole.
We carried on kissing well after hi cock slid out of me and were still kissing when he got a text message. Breaking off he showed me the message. It read "Hope you two are getting to it. Honey I think he'll be a fantastic fuck, have fun x".
So it appeared his wife knew all along he was going to seduce me, and apparently she didn't mind one bit.
Waking up with him naked behind me a few hours later, was a little unnerving. But I'd woken in a strange bed with a guys hard cock pressing against my ass. It took a few seconds to register just where I was and why I had a man cock pulsing at my asshole. No sooner than I'd adjusted to what, where and why, his cock slid into me. His arms wrapped around me and then very slowly he began to fuck me again.
I'm not sure now just how long we fucked, but it was for a long long time. We stayed in that one position with his cock giving me so much pleasure. Reaching around, he began to stroke my cock and in that cocooned position, I was wanked to an awesome climax just before he added to his own cum from earlier.
When his wife came home from work, I'd already showered and moved into the guest bedroom. She was still in bed when we both rose to have breakfast, and he eventually drove me over to my house.
My wife and I reconciled our differences over the following week or so, and I put my experience down to stress, loneliness and sexual need. The thing was I couldn't and can't shake the feeling I had about being totally enraptured with him fucking me. So much so, I recently told my wife just how kind they'd both been taking me in, without obviously telling her about the sex. With what I'd said, she's only gone and had me invite them around next weekend.
In one way I'm glad she has, as it will genuinely give me chance to thank them by cooking them a meal I excel at. But by the same token, I hope, or maybe I don't, I don't know myself, they don't mention anything about our sexual time together. I cannot and don't want to get out of the invite, but am so worried about what might be said.

Because of a stupid and embarrassing financial situation I got myself into, I took a loan from a senior manager at work. At first the hundred bucks I paid him back each week wasn't too bad, but I began to struggle to pay him it back. Staying back on a Friday evening after work, the day I gave him the money, I explained my dilemma. Not even breaking to pause when I let him know my predicament, he said I could always pay him back in kind.
When I asked him what he meant he said "It's simple, you let me fuck you once a week, say Friday for instance and we'll call it one payment made". I instantly told him to fuck off and walked out. The following Monday he called me into his office and said the offer was still there, but if I didn't want to accept his offer, then to continue to make the payments each week.
I knew and he knew I couldn't afford to, so the same day at lunch time after thinking about what he'd said all morning, I approached him.
That Friday I waited like he did until everyone had gone home. In his office locking the door behind him, he dropped his trousers and boxers and I dropped down to see the fattest fucking cock you'll ever see. It isn't that long at seven inches, but it is extremely thick. Smiling down at me he said "Time to pay off this weeks debt".
For the first time in my life, I opened my mouth a let my boss slide his fat cock over my tongue. And surprisingly I took nearly all of it into my mouth. Over the next five minutes or so I sucked on his dick and found I was actually not only good at sucking cock, but also that I enjoyed it. But I wasn't in his office to pay him just with oral sex.
letting me stand up, he told me to strip. Stood naked in front of him sporting my own erection, he had me bend over his desk. Walking around his desk, he brought a new tube of anal lube and smeared my asshole with it. Asking me if I was sure I wanted to pay him back this way, I gritted my teeth and nodded.
Pain isn't the word for it. My asshole felt like it was being ripped in two and it hurt so much I thought I was going to pass out. But my boss just carried slowly thrusting his cock into my ass. I'd just got past that initial pain when I had a thought. Turning to him I asked him why he wasn't wearing condom. Grinning back at me he said "Because I hate fucking young guys assholes with my cock smothered in rubber". No sooner than he'd said what he did, he really began to fuck me. And everything changed.
The pain as quickly as it arrived, went. And was replaced by a growing feeling of anal joy. It was so nice, I told him to fuck me harder. Hearing my voice, he gripped my hair, yanked my head back and slammed his dick into me as hard as he could. The whole scenario I'd envisioned altered. Not once in my mind did I think I'd like being fucked, but there I was almost begging him to fuck me deeper. And without any warning my cock erupted beneath me, sending my cum all over his desk. With a renewed effort after hearing me cum, he himself began to moan loudly and then after one final deep thrust, his cock exploded up my ass sending his hot cum deep inside my body.
When he slid his cock out, I didn't want him to. Telling him how I felt, he said "No matter son, I'm going to be fucking every week from now on until you pay off what you owe me".
And for the next six months that's what we did every Friday in his office. I soon learned how I liked to be fucked to orgasm the hardest and strongest way I could. And that was mounting his cock as he sat on his leather office chair. My manager preferred to have me bent right over his desk, and most weeks fucked me that way. But occasionally he did fuck me missionary, and during those fucks we kissed like true gay lovers.
The loan was paid back nine months ago, but we still fuck every Friday. He now pays me a bonus each month on top of the wonderful fucking's he gives me. Nobody knows about the Friday evenings I stay back, or the weekends I stay over each month at his home. His wife enjoys golf and once a month plays over an entire weekend, staying overnight near to the golf course she's playing. It's not a rushed quickie when we're at his home and I get to experience a whole new side to his character there too. At work he plays and is the dominant person. He's still dominant at home, but our nights are more often than not more passionate in a loving sense.
I'm so glad now that I went to him for help, because it's helped me realize just who and what I am sexually.

As a seventeen year old kid, I thought I was a hard man. But getting in with real hard men, I soon found out that I wasn't so tough after all.
Around the back of a club three of the men I knew, got me to suck off each of them in turn. Otherwise I was going to take a beating after pissing one of them off in the club. All of them had much larger cocks than myself and two out of the three came in my mouth making me swallow their cum loads.
With the other two watching, I was forced to lean up against a dumpster, then had the largest of the three men, stature and cock size fuck me from behind. It hurt like a bitch at first, but he just kept on fucking me. And eventually the pain went replaced by an unbelievably fantastic feeling in my ass and my cock. Not wanting I orgasmed and my cum flew everywhere. He made some comment to the other guys who were laughing about me being a cock hungry bitch and carried on fucking me. After what seemed like an age, he finally came up my ass.
Slapping me about th head he told me to fuck off and to go home. But before I left, all three of them said I wasn't to say a word what they'd just done with me. I knew better than to cross them, so up until now I haven't said a word.
My problem is I'm now married and living in a relatively nice suburb. Only last week the guy who fucked me moved in across the street. When he saw me the other day, he instantly recognized me and walked over. Asking me how I was doing, I told him I was married. He smiled at me and said "Just got divorced myself, now I'm looking for a young buck to fuck, interested".
All those memories came flooding back, as did the feeling in my asshole. I know he's still fucking guys as I've asked around, and I know for sure he won't be shy in wanting to fuck me again. So now with a growing feeling of wanting him inside my butt again, I'm in a dilemma.

This past hour for the first time in my life, I've just allowed a guy, who's quite a lot older than me, to fuck me in his hotel room.
I'm married and have kids, so I have to be careful. But for years I'd often wondered what it would be like to actually be fucked. And the reason I got to that point, is my wife and I used to have lots of anal play, both ways. I loved to lick her asshole as she did mine. Taking our oral anal sex one step further, we both began to finger fuck each other assholes during the tonguing. And liking what she was doing to me, I had her use one of her old dildo's to fuck me ome night, and came so hard I was shooting my spunk all over the bedroom.
As soon as our first child was born, the anal play stopped and I resigned myself to a more vanilla form of sex. However I always wondered what it would be like to be fucked. Well as of an hour or so ago, I now know I love it.
We met at a convention I attended and he and I got on great. Drinking in the hotel bar after our companies convention, he told me he was bisexual and loved fucking guys like me. I was about to tell him I was married and straight, when he told me he'd noticed me often looking at his cock bulge.
In his hotel room feeling drunk, I sucked on my first ever cock and tasted other than my own (Yes ladies most men have tried their own) my first load of cum as I swallowed his hot spunk.
Agreeing to meet up sometime, it was he who contacted me last week. Telling me he was in town and where the hotel he was staying at. So feeling incredibly horny, I finished work early this morning and drove over to the hotel.
He was already naked beneath the bath robe when I entered, with us both knowing why I was there. Watching me shower at first, then joining me, I kissed my first male as he and I stroked each others cocks. I knew the moment we kissed like we did, passionate and with true lust, I was going to allow him to fuck me. Strange as it might seem, knowing I could and did enjoy kissing a man, I could easily have a guy fuck me.
Telling me he was "Safe" he used hair conditioner to smother my asshole in. Then turning me around in the shower, making me face the shower head itself, he put his large muscular arms around me and very slowly slid his thick cock into my ass.
The image I had in my head about being fucked didn't play out at first because of the pain. But as he slid his cock deeper up my ass, he put his mouth to my ear and said "It'll get much much better, just trust me". And so I did.
Each time his cock thrust into my as, it became a little easier to bare, a little less painful. And each time his cock slid past my prostate, it began to give me feeling thorughout my body, I didn't know I could experience.
Light switch moment. It literally was. Moving his arm out of the shower, he pulled on the cord to the lights and they blacked out. In the gloomy dark, he started to hammer into my asshole and the feeling of complete and utter pleasure took over from the pain.
Pumping his cock into me time after time, he put his lips back to my ear and said "I'll make you cum now". Reaching around me, he took hold of my throbbing cock and began to masturbate me. At the same time he built up his speed and depth he was fucking me to match his hand strokes on my cock.
Before I knew it, my cock, asshole, mind and body was convulsing into the most intense orgasm I ever remember having. It was so strong I was bucking hard back onto his cock making it even more intense.
He waited until I'd settled down, then pulled his cock out of me. Leading me by the hand, he took me into the bedroom and lay me on my back on the bed. Lifting my legs, he placed them over his shoulders making my back arch up and out. Entering my asshole this way gave him much easier access to my rear hole. And for however long it was, he went for it. Fucking me so fast and so deep, I thought he was going to collapse on me by the time his cock erupted up my ass.
His own orgasm made him shake like a leaf, as he emptied his balls up my rear passage. Then once he was spent, he lowered my legs and leaned onto me. Holding my face we kissed again. And carried on kissing until his cock softened on my stomach.
Talking about each others lives and relationships, I thought that was that as far as sex was concerned. But he wasn't finished. Having me suck on his cock as we sixty nined, he sucked on mine for the first time. Kissing, licking and sucking on my dick I soon became hard, as he did as I followed his actions.
Lay on his back after moving us around, he asked me to slowly mount his dick. Telling me he wasn't going to move at all, he asked me to fuck myself. And so I did.
It took a lot lot longer for him to cum, and by the time I was ready to explode again, he was gently bucking up, unable to resist fucking me from below. The feeling was more of a "ahhhh" than a "fuck yeah" if you know what I mean, when I came for the second time all over his stomach and chest. But it was non the less, just as exciting to have his cock deep inside my butt hole and for him to ejaculate up me for a second time.
Moving us around again, I was about top lay to him, but he pushed my head down towards his cum covered cock. I'd had my wife suck me clean often enough to know what he wanted. So taking his softening cock into my mouth, I licked and sucked every drop of his cum off his beautiful cock.
Now sat here at home re living what we've just done. it's like being there all over again. We've arranged to meet up again just before the end of the month, and believe me I'm more than ready to try anything he'd love to with and to me.



I do not mean to sound arrogant but I have never had a problem finding some chick to fuck or suck my prick. I am told I am very good looking I guess that is true but i was just born that way no big accomplishment. My dad was a good looking man and my Mom was a knock out when she was young and still looks great in older age. looking at photo albums of family I pulled from a good gene pool. Anyway I was married for a few years but I am just not a touchy feely guy I am happiest just being left alone have sex when the need arrives. My wife needed more feeling something i could not give so we split. i tried living with a few people and that never worked they wanted more form me than I could give. Not sure why i am the way I am i came from a loving family and had a good childhood. I just do not feel that lovey shit people talk about. I love having sex and i am told i am very giving in that respect not all about me but after i return to that roll over leave me alone personality. So that is me in a nut shell and have just not found anyone who could handle sex with no cuddling after.

I guess i loved my wife or what i thought love was but like I say my kind of love did not work for her. I ran the bar scene after we split and fucked a lot of chicks and got some good blowjobs but it started to feel like I was better off just whacking off and thats what I started doing taking matters into my own hand. i bought one of those flesh lights but never really got into it and it ended up in the trash. I spent a lot of time watching internet porn and whacking off. I like to get off about three to four times a day sometimes more.

I was taking a long trip for work and decided to drive and see the scenery for a change from flying. I rented a car mine was in for engine trouble something i could not fix myself. So off I went it was mid summer and hot as hell but man the sights were great driving through the Mountains in West Virginia I had taken the side roads so I was able to see more than from the Highway. I stopped in a little town and got a room for the night and went out to see what was there. I went to a little bar and sat at the bar having a few drinks. The people there where townies and very nice played some pool and chatted up a few ladies. The whole time I was there this guy looked to be in his 20's I was 304 at the time. Anyway every time i looked this guy was looking at me and when i would look over he would look away. I had to take a piss and was at the urinal and this guy walked in and stood at the urinal next to me. I looked at him and he was looking at my dick. He saw me looking at him and he looked up from my dick and licked his lips. Now i had guys come on to me before but never even thought much about it. something about this guy made me feel horny. That spooked me and i zipped up washed my hands and went back out into the bar. After a few more drinks I left and was walking back to the motel. i noticed this guy fallowing me.


I noticed a small park so i walked through there to see if he was fallowing or I just thought he was. Sure enough he was. I sat on a bench and he came up and sat near me. I turned to him and asked what he wanted. He said in a mater a fact way i want to suck that big prick of yours in a country W.Va accent. For some reason his speech and his way of just saying that was making me hard. i am 8 inches and thick so I could not hide the fact i had a ragging hard on. Maybe it was the fact I had not had sex with anything other than my hand or that I had not gotten off that day but in my mind i was actually thinking about him on his knees taking my prick in his mouth. I looked at him he was thin but not skinny good looking I guess for a guy not feminine but not super manly. looked like a regular guy. I asked him why? He said because you look like you need to be taken care of. We talked a bit and I said well were would we do this?
he said anyplace you want I am game for what ever you want. I had never done much in public but i was fucking rock hard by now. He got up and walked back to a tree and stood waiting for me. I walked back to him and unzipped my jeans fished out my prick from its hiding place and felt the night air on it and it felt good. He went down on his knees and looked up at me taking my prick in his hands fondling it. I looked down into his blue eyes and could see the want in them. I pushed my prick close to his mouth I needed his mouth on it. he said slow down cowboy I like to take my time. I did not want to get caught getting head in a park and by a dude none the less

He licked my balls and worked my prick with his tongue it felt so good in all the years I was sucked by chicks no one worked my prick like her did. I saw a bit of pre cum leak out and he licked it up. I was burning for his mouth and just when i felt i could not take his tongue driving me crazy anymore he gulped my prick all the way down to the point his nose was buried in my pubic hair. he held there and worked his tongue around damn this guy was working my prick I had to lean against the tree my knees were getting week. he slid my prick in and out of his mouth and when he went down on it I could feel his throat grip it felt better than any pussy I had dipped it in. I had a full days worth of jiz in my nuts boiling at the brink of exploding but just as i was ready he would slow his pace. He worked on my prick for a long time slowing just before and going to town on it then slowing. I had lost myself in the moment was deep into his motions I had never felt anything like this before. My prick came out of his mouth with a pop sound as he sucked in and released me from his warm sucking mouth. he smiled up at me and said he would like to go someplace and take his time on it. I was think damn dude how much time do you need i am ready to shot my load now. I did not even think when i asked him back to the motel i was lost in getting my prick taken care of.

We went back to the motel and as soon as we got in the room he had me on the bed tore off my pants shoes but left my socks on. There I sat on the edge of the bed my prick sticking up still wet from his slobbering mouth. He stayed dressed i was happy about that and got down between my legs and started licking again. I lay back and just let him do what he wanted. It seemed like hours went by as he took me almost to the point and back down again. i was leaking pre cum like crazy and every time he cleaned it up his eyes lit up like it was Christmas. He sped up and was slamming his head up and down taking me all the way down to the pubic hair he sped up and soon I was fucking his face I stood up and held his head and started slamming my prick in to his throat. I heard him gag and pulled back but he grabbed my ass and pushed me forward telling to go for it and i did he was gagging and gasping and I was pounding away. I felt the most ..(continue confession)

I got divorced about 5yrs ago and for financial reasons I put an ad on Craig's List for a roommate. I did not mention I was gay and figured it would be for sharing the bills only. I meet a guy that was 36 and pretty fit and very nice looking. He had divorced a couple years ago and was in the same situation. We talked a couple times and even met for dinner a couple times to get to know each other.
He is very straight and we seemed to get along very well and had numerous things in common so he became my roommate. I never told him I was gay and didn't feel the need to being it was for financial reasons only. Well about 6 months after he moved in he was out of town for work and I had a guy friend over and after we got done having sex and thinking we were the only 2 at home we got out of bed and both being nude we were heading into the kitchen to get a drink and in walks my roommate.
We all froze in our tracks and there was complete silence for a moment then he says WTF is this. Well it was a bit awkward but I said I didn't think you would be back until Thursday (it was only Tuesday) he stammers WTF does that matter your a faggot aren't you?. I said yeah I'm gay but felt you didn't need to know because I wasn't planning on doing anything while you were here. Mean while my friend ran into the bedroom got dressed and left. My roommate and me argued some then he stormed out. I figured he would be moving out as soon as he could.
The next day things were very tense and before leaving for work he tells me what I do and who I sleep with is none of his business and as long as I don't flaunt it he was okay with it. I told him I had no intensions of doing that and I mostly go to friends houses for sex because of the fact that your straight and the roommate arrangement seems to be working out other then the fact I like men. We went to work and things seemed fine for the next month or so until one night.
My roommate was out at the bars looking for a woman to hook up with but come home about 1 AM after striking out. I was sleeping when he came in the bedroom and wakes me. I sit up and he tells me he struck out but was horny as hell and asked if I was willing to give him a blowjob. I was a little confused from just waking up and asked him to repeat what he just said which he did and I said your drunk go to bed. He tells me he only had a couple drinks as he don't like to get drunk and then he opens his jeans and pulls them down along with his boxers and he is semi hard and I must say his cock looked pretty nice. Not real big at maybe 7 when fully hard and about average thickness.
Well when someone shows me their cock I have a hard time resisting and this was no different.
I reached for his cock and was stroking it and then moved to put it in my mouth and started sucking his cock. He moaned a little as I started and after a couple minutes he started moving his hips and slowly started fucking my mouth. About 10 minutes later he grabs my head and shoves his cock down my throat and unloads a very large load in my mouth which I swallowed just about all of it except the little bit that spilled out the side of my mouth.
When he was done he pulled his pants up and said thanks I really needed that and headed to his bedroom.
The next morning he comes into the kitchen as I was drinking my coffee and he set down with his coffee and stares at me while I was reading the paper. I look at him and asked what? He says he was sorry for last night and that he was just extremely horny and needed to nut and jerking off just wasn't doing it for him. I told him no problem it was jut between us. He asked if doing that made him gay. I laughed and said no it don't make you gay. We talked for a bit about it and I told him I didn't mind giving him a blowjob and if the situation every happens again I would be more then willing to help him out.
That was about 7 months ago and everything is normal between us and no one thinks anything of it but I have gave him about 10 blowjobs. He doesn't touch me or even think about reciprocating and I am totally fine with the situation and will admit I do love sucking him off.
So what was really a financial benefit for having a roommate turned into a roommate with benefits and is working out really nicely for both of us.

At the companies office party held at a hotel last Christmas, I noticed one of the company directors talking to another director about me. It was a little unnerving as I'd apparently only recently fucked up on a really big order. Fearing the worst, I decided to see if a rumour was true about the married director.
Singling him out a few minutes later, I went up to him and asked him if he'd booked a room. When he told me had, I then for the first time in my life, asked him my first male sexual experienced to be, if he wanted to go there with me to have some fun.
The rumour turned out be true, as I took in his large fat cock into my mouth in his room. Sucking in his dick he took hold of my head and began to fuck my mouth. I was totally naked, knelt on the thick carpet with a company directors hot fat cock fucking my mouth and I wasn't even drunk. The whole thing just seemed to be totally bizarre, yet I didn't know what else to do to keep my job.
After a few more minutes of sucking on his dick, and him fucking my mouth, he asked me if I took it anally. Letting his cock fall from my mouth, I was about to say no. But he said "Careful now, you know what can depend on your answer don't you". Now really confused and not knowing what to reply, I sort of bottled out and said "Whatever you think is best".
What was best for him it appeared, was to smother my arsehole with hotel shampoo, and spear my arse bareback with his rock hard cock.
Nothing could have prepared me for the double sensation I felt. First it was pain, closely followed by pain and absolute joy up my arse. He didn't even stop to see if I could take his cock, as he carried on fucking me. And that's probably what changed things for me. Had he have stopped, I might have had him pull out altogether. As it was the pain subsided and the pleasure just got more and more intense. And once I began to back onto him as he thrust up my arse, he knew I was his.
Fucking me hard and fast, he soon built up to a fast deep rhythm and my cock began to throb. Enjoying every stroke of his cock, I felt my balls tighten and then my cock exploded all over the bed. Shouting at me, telling me I was a good slut, he bucked hard and then came himself filling my back passage with his sticky cum.
Showered and dressed we rejoined the party, where he after we had a few drinks formally announced he and another director had discussed my promotion earlier. It seemed, I'd not only not fucked up a large order, but resurrected it from total failure, and I'd been mislead by a guy in our office who himself wanted promotion.
From January this year, I've been improving in my new role in the company. I've also been improving in how I pleasure the director when he visits from down south. Which recently has been two to three times a month.
His marriage remains strong as he gets to fuck me when he wants, and his wife will never know. And my fiancee hasn't got a clue her husband to be, really enjoys an older mans cock deep up his arsehole a few times a month.

Caught In A Vise With My Personal Life In Tatters

I am waking up little by little to reality. I'm in my thirties and I found out that my company is not playing even with me. We are all remote so it is hard to know what is going on with other employees. But I was sent by accident a full list of personnel and their salaries, I was supposed to get the list of my employees only.

In talking around it is clear to me that I have been taken advantage of. I stuck to the company during the shutdown upheaval, I kept the wheels turning while others burnt out and left the company. I'm a safe bet, too old to leave, too young to put up with it. I've decided to leave, but jobs aren't as abundant as I would like. The offers I've gotten are for job with no future. I hate to say it, I'm stuck in limbo.

This experience has other fallouts. My sex life is non existent. I was at one time able to pick up a chick and let her go the next day. Now I am stuck with a neighbor in my complex, who is overweight by a mile and wants to play housewife. And I have zero desires for her. I don't care what her tits look like and she looks ridiculous in those panties. I have always wanted a girl with nice boobs and a gym body. The results is that I masturbate and I'm tired of it.

At one point during this long working from home BS, I let a guy suck me. We 'had' sex, and he was the initiator. I haven't quite worked that one of my head yet. It's not really want I want to think about it, letting a guy fuck me. He still calls me and I don't have the balls to cut it of with him.

So here I am stuck in a nightmare. I dream of Jeannie, and have a fat woman cook for me, and I'm pursued by a guy who wants to get something going.