Hlcalvox16

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Age: 30
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After My Divorce

After 15 years of marriage my wife and I called it quits. That was a year ago now and I couldn’t be happier honestly.

It was three months after my divorce that met a guy at an event I was at. It was a suit and tie event. I was very curious about having sex with a guy so when a guy older then me invited me back to his hotel room I followed him.

Sucking dick and getting sucked was a huge turn on. His big hairy dick in my mouth. Then when he asked if I was into getting fucked I told him I’m still a virgin in that department but he said that can change tonight. So he fucked me

Not gonna lie. Having a guys cum in my butt felt weird but a huge turn on. I went back to my room with a freshly fucked ass. I masturbated even after I had already shot a big load because I was so turned on by knowing I leg a man use my butt for his pleasure. Giving up my body to let him use it turned me on

After all those years of fucking my wife I became a bottom for guys. I loved taking dick.

My current fwb is a divorced 49 year old. We both have kids so we do have to careful to not get caught but we typically only have sex when we are home alone. He doesn’t live too far from me.

He only tops which is perfect. Honestly my exwife would probably freak if she found out I was a bottom.

I'm Struggling To Not Live With Him.

We got married three years ago, but only the past nine months have my wife and I really explored our bisexual sides.
She's always been bisexual and indeed we met at a party where she was kissing a girl and having her pussy fingered.
I knew she liked to use a double dildo with her female lovers (One vibrating backward part goes into the woman wearing the strap on, the larger forward facing dildo is used to fuck their partner), so around nine months ago we bought one she'd experienced before.
I was apprehensive because I didn't see myself as bisexual back then, but my wife convinced me to try it.
She immediately got great pleasure from the vibrating part deep inside her pussy making her orgasm, but it took some getting used to, and lots of lube before I began to enjoy the large dildo being thrust up my arsehole by my wife, essentially fucking us both.
After a few sessions and lots of sexual times together I genuinely looked forward to her suggesting she fucked me.
About three months back my wife had to fly over to Spain for the company she works for. We used it as a short break, but in reality she was working a lot, so we only saw each other after around seven at night.
During the days on the four day trip, I was alone and horny.
On the second day I decided to use the handle of a hair brush to fuck myself with as I masturbated on the roof terrace. Only I didn't see the neighbour on his adjoining terrace.
When I looked up he was stood there stroking his cock while looking at me having fun.
He said something in Spanish, but when I said "Excuse me" he replied "Do you want the real thing".
Long story short.
He joined me on the terrace, shoved his cock into my mouth and I gave my first blow job. It was much better than I'd expected and I really liked the feel of his cock in my mouth.
So when he moved me around to be knelt on the sun lounger I'd been enjoying myself on, I just went with it.
The sheer joy of having a real warm hard cock sliding up my arsehole for the first time will stay with me forever. And he didn't hold back either.
Right from the first thrust he literally hammered my rear, saying things in Spanish and English, like "You're a cute boy" which to him I probably looked like.
And without touching my dick which was swaying as he fucked me, I came so intensely.
He carried on fucking me until he shouted out something and I felt his cock erupt up my arsehole.
I'd been fucked for real and I knew there was no going back. I'd absolutely loved it, so much so, I went with him into his home where we spent the next two hours kissing, sucking cock, being rimmed and rimming him and being fucked twice more.
When my wife was dropped off by taxi I was going to tell her everything, but she was too tired. She didn't even want sex which was unusual for her.
The following two days we were there I had gay sex with the fifty something year old neighbour. And each time he pounded my arsehole spunking load after load up my rear.
Flying home I told myself it was a holiday thing, but since being back I've had sex with three different men.
Two I met at a cruising place, sucking them both off, and the third I met on a gay hookup site.
He's originally from Malta, in his late fifties and he absolutely loves fucking my mouth and arsehole.
We've had sex at least twice a week since we first fucked and he keeps asking me to move in with him.
He lives in a large house originally owned by his father who moved to Malta a long time ago, and I've recently been helping home renovate it.
Yesterday with my wife working late, yet again ( I think she's having an affair with her female boss) my Maltese lover was fucking me missionary on his sofa and as he screwed me, he said he loved me. He also again invited me to live with him.
The sex we had wasn't just fucking. I could feel the spark between us and now I'm wondering if it's the right time for me to enjoy living as a young gay man.

Sex With The Older Neighbor

Back when my wife and I first got married I lost my anal virginity to our older neighbor at the time

We were renting a place right after getting married. I was 26 at the time and honestly quite curious about sex with a guy. Obviously I had loads of sex at the time with my wife

That is where our neighbor came in. I started talking to him shortly after moving in. Both of us liked to work on stuff and soon I was smoking cigars with him on week nights my wife worked.

He too was a married man but said his sex life was pretty nonexistent since him and his wife turned 60. He drank and got a bit tipsy one night and said I’d enjoy a tight ass to fuck a few times a week. I jokingly said mine is a virgin and it’s definitely tight.

A few days later I’m sitting and talking to him after my wife left for work and he says so about that ass. At first I thought he was joking and I said I thought it was just the alcohol talking. But he said nope. Said he’s fucked guys over the years

My dick was so hard in my pants and I said we can go into my house and see what happens. As we stripped naked and he saw my hard dick he said your already excited. Then I saw him take his shirt off and then his briefs.

He had a big dick. He asked for the lube and told me to bend over the bed. I told him I’m a virgin and he says you said that the other night. Said I’ll go slow as you’re not my first virgin.

It hurt at first but I was so turned on that it didn’t matter. His big hairy dick in me slowly thrusting in and out had my dick even harder then it was. But the excitement of being in my butt made him cum quick. As he’s fucking me he says I’m gonna cum in your butt. He began to moan and then I felt his dick stop and could feel it pulsating.

Soon that began to be a regular thing. The nights my wife worked he’d fuck me. So 3 or 4 nights a week I was taking his dick. It became so regular that I really craved getting fucked. And he really enjoyed it because he didn’t have to jerk off anymore

But sadly after 7 years my wife got a new job offer and we had to move. But my neighbor and I got a few more times when I came back to clean the house up.

During our last time he said I’m really gonna miss being in your ass. He fucked me the morning I left. He came over in just his robe and white briefs. Guessing he needed to get his morning wooden taken care of. But as we stood and talked outside his wife came out and apologized that he didn’t have any clothes on. Said I probably didn’t want to see him in just a robe and briefs

She never knew I saw him naked often lol

The Internet Installer

My wife and I recently moved into a place we had built and I was tasked with getting internet installed

This was two weeks ago. I took a day off work to get it done which was an experience for sure

The guy from the internet company was older then me. I’d say early 50s. Friendly guy definitely decent looking.

For whatever reason I checked a hookup site I’m on and I saw a guy right in my location. My exact location. So I wondered if it could be the internet guy. So I messaged. After it dawning on me that it was him I told him I think your in my house

Then we both knew we were on the site. I walk to the room he’s working in and we start to talk. He mentions he’s got lube and condoms in his bag in the van. Asks if I’m expecting anyone else. I told him my wife is at work and my kids are at school. It was 10am so the coast was clear until after 3pm.

I told him I bottom so if you want to grab the lube and a condom

We got naked and had sex for a good half hour. He eventually pulled out and shot his load on my butt. As we are cleaning up we realized that we both tossed our clothes in the same pile. Not a big problem but we both found that we wear the same underwear style and color. Lol

He just grabs a pair and puts them on saying I need to get this internet finished up before my next appointment but the sex was a good distraction

Fuck Day

Today is what I call my fuck day. It's a day I visit three separate housing schemes and have three, sometimes four men, all in their late fifties early sixties, fuck me.
I work for the organisation who owns and runs the housing schemes, so I visit them each week as part of my work schedule.
I don't make out that I'm bisexual, but I also with the right men, don't hide it either.

At two of the housing schemes there are over sixty flats on each site and at the first a man called Tom likes me to visit him early.
He's invariably erect when I get there and the sex we have is over relatively quickly.
I suck his dick, but not overly as he likes to cum inside my arsehole.
We normally fuck in his kitchen with me bent over his kitchen island. It's something he loved doing with his partner who sadly passed away a few years ago.
When Tom has emptied his balls up me, that's it for him as he likes me to leave almost immediately afterwards.

The second man is someone who is the complete opposite of Tom. He loves long slow fucks with lots of kissing, sucking and fondling, and I often time my visits to his housing scheme to coincide with my lunch.
Ian doesn't have a large cock, yet he can fuck and fuck and fuck, and I never fail to cum with his cock balls deep up me on his bed.

The third and sometimes fourth men, are a gay couple who I let know about other older tenants who have sex with me.
The first time they both fucked me in their lounge with Gareth literally drowning my face in cum.
I had to shower after the sex and Dom the other partner joined me.
Although he'd just fucked me and cum over my arse cheeks, he still remained rock hard and made me have my second orgasm of the day.
It's not usual however for Gareth to be home, so the vast majority of the time it's just Dom fucking me.
Out of the four men I prefer how Dom fucks me. It's raw, it's prolonged and he's the kinkiest out of them all.
Only last week he had me dress up and took a video of himself fucking me in a maids outfit.
I have also not too long ago stayed overnight with Dom. Gareth was working down south so Dom shared me with a friend of theirs.
I swear the morning after I had trouble walking properly as they're both bigger than average.

In a few minutes I'll be going into Ians home. It's lunch time here and I already have cum oozing out of my backside from Tom.

Changing Desires

When i was a preteen me and a friend experiment with sex . We wanked each other . We gave each other blowjobs . We could both cum when we were 10 . We tried fucking each other in the butt . When we were 12 . We stopped meeting . I wanked and looked at an old magazine that i had found . When i was 14 i had a girlfriend and we had sex . After that i was only interested in girls . I imagined having sex with girls that i knew when i wanked . I got married when i was 21 to the girl i had first met when i was 14 and she was 13 . She was and still is beautiful . All my pals fancy her and she knows it . The thing is . I now fantasise about giving a young guy blowjobs . Tasting his cum and swallowing it . I still love my wife and i find her sexy . Putting my hands on her bare back under her blouse when we kiss turns me on . My ultimate fantasy is watching a young guy fuck my wife and licking his cum from her pussy . Then when he is ready having my wife watching me give him a blow job . Letting him cum in my mouth and showing it to her before i swallow . I don't know how to find a guy to blow . This is England . The only thing that i can think of . Is driving to a dogging site . Hoping to find the guy who will let me give him a blowjob . When my wife is out , i wank thinking about doing it . I know it can never happen but i would like to give a 13 or 14 year old his first real blowjob .

Four Years Later.

Met an older guy (41) in the park a few months ago and sucked him off.
Afterwards with a quizzical look on his face, he asked me if we'd met before and I said no.
Swapping numbers he said he'd liked to fuck me if I was interested. Telling him I'd need to get to know a guy well before i let him fuck me, he went on to say we should meet up regularly so I could suck him off at least.
Two days later I gave him a long slow blow job in his car, swallowing his cum when his cock erupted in my mouth.
We talked about ourselves to each other and arranged to visit a clinic the following week. Our results were clear, so I invited him back to my place.
Over a two hour period he fucked me in every position possible, cumming in me three times. As well as lots of kissing, frotting, him tonguing my arsehole, and of course me sucking his cock back to life after each fuck.
Lay on my bed I made a confession to him. I let him know we had met before outside a club four year ago. A gay club where he and his mate had beaten me up for being a patron.
It turned out he joined in the violence to hide the fact he too enjoyed sex with guys.
He was very apologetic saying he'd make it up to me.
Yesterday we returned from a short break in Prague. Each day we had amazing sex and on the last night he shared me with another older man we met in a gay bar (It was a truly fantastic night)
On the flight back he told me he'd like me to move in with him.
Tomorrow morning I'm moving my things to his place and will probably rent my flat out.
Strange how life can work out.

Moving To Orlando And My First Time

I moved to Orlando a month after graduating high school. I was going to a trade school in Orlando. I was a virgin when I moved there at 19 and was definitely very curious about gay sex.

I had got my own apartment 2 months after living there and my curiosity grew for sex with a man when I watched my first gay porn. I’d also look at Craigslist causal encounters to see pictures of guys dicks in the area.

Then one Thursday night sitting there in my tighty whities hard as a rock I put up a post on Craigslist. It said virgin looking for older guy to experiment with. Of course I got a lot of replies.

But one stood out. He was 67 and his reply just felt comfortable to me. So very nervous me replied back. After a week of emails he asked if I wanted to meet. He suggested somewhere public so that I didn’t feel too nervous. We met within walking distance of my apartment

After meeting him and getting over some of my nerves he suggested we go back to his place before I get too nervous. So I got in his car and off we went.

Upon arriving to his place he said we can take things slow and don’t have to have sex today if you’re not ready. But I honestly was ready and after making out I was so horny

He pulled off his shorts and he was hard in his briefs. I followed and undressed down to my tighty whities which I was very hard in. He said damn you are really hard and very sexy I can’t believe you’re still a virgin.

After giving and getting my first bj he put a condom on and asked if I was ready. He said it’s going to hurt at first so you’re really going to have to relax.

After 10 minutes of him working his way into me he was finally all the way in. Damn it hurt but it felt so good to finally try sex with a guy. After slowly fucking me for a few minutes he said oh god your butt is so tight and he shot his load in the condom

After pulling out and I saw that cum filled condom he said your hole is stretched and gonna be sore. We laid there for about a half hour just talking and he cleaned his dick in the process

Then he suggested we get in the hot tub to help my sore hole.

He dropped me off at my apartment later that night not a virgin anymore

I was so turned on by the sex that I started having sex with him frequently for the next 16 months

I Took The Cock

48 yo married but getting blown by a bi married friend for a number of years now. The back story is irrelevant.
He's been asking for years if he could fuck me. I've always said no but have allowed him to jerk off on my ass after he's taken my load.
This morning was no different, he sucked me, swallowed and I was then on my stomach while he jerked off with his cockhead touching my hole.
Something in me switched and I told him if he had lube, he could try it. We'll, he did, lubed me and him and jerked off pushing the tip in me and POP.. The tip goes in, It hurt, a lot. He told me tighten, hold it and release, that hurt too but as I released, he pushed in a little more. A couple more times of this and he said he was in all the way. Yeah, I could feel that for sure. Then he told me to push out, I did and he pulled out about half way.
Take a deep breath. I did, he slowly.pushed back in. Eyes watering, seering pain but he kept pouring more and more lube and I started getting the push, relax, breath and take it rhythm and soon, still hurt like a mother fucker, I was getting my first ass fuck, losing my virginity and hating it all the way through. I suppose it was a way of me thanking him for all the blowjobs over the years and I did actually like the pulsing of his cock as he was cumming in me.
He softened and to be honest, the feeling of him slowly slipping out of me caused spontaneous orgasmic feeling and I came from that. I laid still, in pain, eyes watering as he cleaned me and him. He promised I'd never have to do that again. He was satisfied.
So here I am, 6 hours later, 2 showers and 3 pair of underwear into it, sitting on the couch hurting and wondering how the fuck am I going to hide my pain from my wife when she gets home in a couple hours...

Discovering Homosexuality, A Gay Man With A Lesbian Wife

This story is about giving in to feelings I harbored all my life, either suppressed them, or made up a thousand excuses. I was 39, married for 12 years, two children, a career that was growing. I earned enough that my wife stayed home. She was a girl who for most of her teen years was encouraged by her family to become a nun, not pretty, self centered. Far more sexually inhibited than I was. We were both virgins. For much the same reasons.

I was unhappy with that part of my life.

I traveled on an unexpected emergency to a foreign country. I was there to deal with a serious corporate issue, but not making contact with the local office. I stayed in a central hotel, far away from the plant and offices. At night, I became wrestles because of the meetings I had to attend the next day, and wrestles in general. I asked the front desk if there was a quiet bar near by within walking distance. I said, but the clerk misinterpreted my request, a quiet bar where a man didn't have to deal with women.

The bar was quiet, and very dark when I went in. I took a seat at the bar and ordered a Scotch, straight and watched the other men there in the bar mirror. It was 100% businessmen. I thought I saw a man embrace another man, then at the bar two men sat and they were very friendly. I left my place to use the bathroom and when I walked through the bar that was now getting quite full I realized I was in a gay bar, for men only.

I wanted to watch so I got up from the bar and moved to a small table facing the door. The bar was packed and here and there a man put his arm around another man, here and there their faces came together. Here and there men held hands. I was lost in thought, in a way uncomfortable, and in another excited. A man came over and asked if he could share the table with me. He asked me a lot of questions. I told him I was from out of town and the desk clerk had recommended the bar for me.

I left with him. He owned an apartment in a high rise and we went there. Along the walk he put his arm around my shoulders. At his apartment, which was very nice, masculine but not over the top. Art work on the walls, everywhere, but the theme was obvious. Some pictures here and there, there were no women displayed. He got me a drink and we stepped out onto the patio to overlook the city. I had made up my mind that I would let this go where it went. When he put his arm around my shoulder I leaned in, and he asked me if I was open to having sex. It was that straight up.

He knew, and I later confessed that it was my first time. HG started with a kiss on the lips, to see if I would back out. It seems that it's a form of litmus test. The other taking a dick in your mouth. I did both. I kissed and took his dick in my mouth. I had never felt desire like I felt it that night, we were soon on his bed, I let him make love to me, I held his dick in my hand and didn't let go. He spent a long time with me, kissing me a lot, my eyes closed when he did and I accepted that, when he put his dick back against my cheek I opened my mouth for it. When he took my dick in his mouth I felt butterflies in my stomach, when he told me he was going to use some warm goo in my ass I let him stick his finger in all the way. And the test of tests, I let him stick his dick in me, all the way and fuck ne until he was satisfied. For the first time in my life I felt right with sex. This is what I had been missing.

It turns out that my wife was a suppressed lesbian. It took a little longer for her allow herself to engage in a romantic sexual relationship. She dealt with a lot of guilt, whereas I embraced it. Two homosexuals, who now worked on an open marriage. Secret lives kept from our children. We don't combine our sex lives, in that we are private. I continue to enjoy casual relationships, except now I have experience. She had a close partnership with a another woman, she seems to need that closeness. We are different, I want the marriage, she needs the marriage, I make the money, she spends it.