Matic151

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Coming To Terms With My Daughter's Infidelity

(I chose revenge as the category because it's the closest to what I'm going through. I have no plan to take revenge, though.)

My daughter and I have been together since soon after my divorce. She saw how lonely I was after her mother abandoned us.

My daughter was attuned to my needs. She gave me the love I craved. Our sexual and romantic relationship felt very natural, even if some people would say it was wrong.

We had been living together, sharing a bed, making love nightly like a husband and wife. Then, one Friday she stayed out all night. I had missed her and was horny so I went down on her before fucking her. I tasted that horrible taste that no man wants to taste while eating out his wife: another man's semen. She was very wet and the fuck was good, but I couldn't get her cheating out of my mind.

After you've battled social stigma and moved to a different city and state to be able to love the one you want, why would you throw it all away?

Now she goes out two or three nights a week. I am scared to confront her and find out she's in love with another man.

I am beside myself with grief.

Hot Girl In Co-op

I had sex with just one woman as a university undergraduate, then started dating another woman, Lana, who was very cute but had very conservative ideas and feelings about sex. We slept together platonically every few weeks, and kissed passionately, but we never took off our underwear and she got sharp with me the few times we even talked about the possibility of sex.

The next year I moved a couple hundred miles for graduate school, and soon moved into a housing coop near campus. It was very politically liberal, with nudity allowed in public areas and was strongly pro-LGBT. Still, more than half the residents were heterosexual undergraduates, with a few graduate students.

About mid-way through the year I got invited to a massage session by Kim, one of the younger women there, she and her closest friend Hanna also invited a second man, Jim, from outside the coop, and soon we were all naked rubbing each other with peanut oil. After a while Kim started talking about how oil was also good for anal sex, and how it was safe with younger men and couldn't lead to pregnancy, etc. Kim then said something to Hanna I didn't quite catch, and the two of them excused themselves to the bathroom for about 15 minutes. When they came back the more experienced Kim said that they were both ready for anal sex, though warned us that it was Hanna's first time. It was my first time too, though Jim and Kim had both done this before with other people. So the starting pairs were Kim and I, and Jim and Hanna, but after a few minutes we all switched--I'm guessing because Hanna had told Kim she was more interested in me. Both Kim and Hanna had tight assholes, but positioned themselves on all fours for easier entry, and I loved feeling my cock go into their butts. I'm pretty sure Hanna didn't orgasm, but the rest of us all did, and Kim's was particularly expressive and vocal, as she told Jim to fuck her butt over and over while she gasped.

Well, that was a fun night, but it wasn't long before Kim was asking me over to her room one or more nights a week when she was feeling horny, I think just because I was available. We got into a routine, where I would fuck her ass, with her either on all fours, or me in a chair or edge of a bed, her sitting on me and facing away so she could slide her ass up and down around my cock while she fingered herself. Every time she orgasmed I could feel her asshole clench and that always led me to orgasm. More than once I fucked her ass doggy style, and just held still for several minutes while she squirmed and developed her orgasm, then came when I started to feel her butt clench around my dick.

I never told Lana about this, even though she once came to visit, though she actually stayed with other friends in town and wouldn't even stay overnight with me, though we had done that many times the previous year. I felt alone, and while I enjoyed her company more, I didn't want to stop fucking Kim. Kim and I didn't have much in common other than the sex, and often it felt mechanical, but it was still good. Hanna knew we were fucking, and didn't seem to care. She even came to watch us once, but didn't participate. I eventually got my degree and moved out of town for a job, and other than a few cursory messages lost all contact with the coop girls. But I never regretted this initiation.

Feeling Guilty, Embarrassed And Very Stressed

Recently I was out of town with other people from our company for a seminar.
The evening before the seminar we all had dinner at a nice restaurant near our hotel. Afterwards we went back to the hotel lounge for drinks.
While having drinks one of the younger guys from the company’s host cities and I chatted having a great conversation. After a couple of drinks we all went to our rooms.
I got ready for bed watched TV for a while then went to bed around 10:30.
About an hour later there was a knock on my door and when I cracked the door to see who it was it was the young guy I had chatted with.
I’m 39 years old, married for 17 years and never had given a thought of being unfaithful. However, before giving it another thought I opened the door and let him in.
We chatted for a few minutes with him telling me he had been attracted to me so I reminded him I was married but at the same time being very flattered.
When he leaned over kissing me on the cheek I told him we couldn’t do anything but he put his arms around me kissing me on the mouth and I didn’t resist.
Before long we ended up on the bed making out then I let him have unprotected sex with me.
I’m on birth control so that wasn’t a problem but now I feel so guilty because my husband is the only person I’d ever let cum in me before that.
Then to make matters worse when we opened the door for him to leave one of my female coworkers was walking down the hallway seeing him come out.
She hasn’t said anything but the next day and ever since she gives me a big smile when she sees me. I am so embarrassed and stressed that she will tell others and it may get back to my husband.amoknxp

Neighbor

My next door neighbor is a single mom in her mid to late 20s. She's a solid 6 or 7 to be honest, but she's got a decent milf body, some nice tits and a cute face and long black hair. I've always got along with her but she's miserable to live next to because she is always yelling at her wild ass kids. They're a couple of real shit heads, always tearing shit up. I come home about a week ago to see the older boy lighting things on fire in the back yard and promptly got onto him and told him to go get his mom. She's walked to the door, fresh out of the shower holding a towel around herself. I told her what he was doing and point and when she saw the big scorched patch of grass she went ballistic and started spanking the boy. Her towel dropped by the second wack and he took off inside. She followed bare naked swinging at him the entire time. Tits were flopping ass was jiggling, it was quite a sight. After a few seconds she walked back towards the door and when she saw I was still there she quickly covered her tits with her arms, but left her bushy pussy uncovered. I picked up her towel and handed it to her and she started laughing and apologizing telling me how embarrassed she was. I assured her there was nothing to be embarrassed about in a flirtatious tone. She sat at the door and continued to talk to me for about another 2 minutes just holding the towel over her front and rather low. Since then she has been chatting me up anytime I'm outside when my wife is away. Bottom line, the wife is going to visit her mother with the kids for a week and I'm 95% certain I'm going to pound this hot little piece of ass while she's gone. I know I should feel bad about it but I rarely even get pussy from my wife anymore.

Who Is It?

20 something years ago...I married a beautiful woman with 3 kids, 2 girls and a boy. Girls were 13 and 14, boy was 11. Everything was great, well mannered kids. Won't say perfect family, but a good family. My wife traveled for work around once every 2 weeks, gone one night. Our sex life was great, fresh hot relationship...sex damn near every night. My wife loved sucking cock, every mans dream right. My cock's not huge but not small...7 inch with some girth. Her thing was sucking a load out before I went to work...Boy she would deepthroat my rock hard cock and swallow my fairly decent load, wouldn't spill a drop...what a trooper. Now the problem we had was sound, you guys know with kids in the house it's challenging trying to keep it down. Remember there's 3 kids with raging hormones separated by walls. It all started one night when my wife was gone over night. Our house is pitch black at night except for a night light in the bathroom on the other side of the house and my stepsons room...door closed at night. Late at night I was having a dream my cock was getting stroked...rock hard, mind you I'm a pretty sound sleeper. When I was about to explode my load I woke up...realizing there was a hand stroking me off.. I froze in disbelief not doing anything except explode my load. whoever this was would put toilet paper over my head to minimize the mess, pretty smart actually. Well as I thought about it of course the next day...Nothing none of my stepkids gave any clues at all, everything normal as usual. Never told my wife, couldn't open that can of worms. Well it was time for my wife to be gone overnight again I waited in the bedroom at night to see if the same thing would happen again and I'll be darned one of my step kids quietly snuck into my room begin playing with my cock stroking me and making me cum, then quietly left. I know it was very taboo wrong but very exciting. Not knowing who was doing it made my cock rock hard. I began sleeping in the nude for easier access to my hard eager cock. The third time was different I felt a tongue licking the underside of my cock mostly near my head, I started to slowly move my cock upward hoping for a mouth and that's exactly what I got...a tight mouth wrapped around my cock head sucking it till I exploded a thick load down someones throat...maybe 5 minutes, way too exciting. This went on for around a year or so, me wondering which one of my step kids was swallowing my load ever other week? My wifes job changed, no more traveling. Disappointing as it was, no more blowjobs in the dark in the middle of the night. I still wonder which one of my step daughters took my load everyother week? or could of it been my step son? Let's just say i fucked my wife really hard everytime we had sex...thinking about that tight mouth taking my load. I missed it, boy those were the good old days. curious5

Divorced And Free

I read a confession earlier today about sex after divorce. While the some of the details were different, some can be coo-berated completely.

I turned down some frogs and even allowed some frogs into my bed. However, along came my alligator. His name was Josh. Josh was aggressive and ate like nobodies business - like an alligator.

When Josh fucked me, after years of subpar softness, he woke up all of my senses. He loved my curves. He told me I was sexy. He told me that he wanted all of me. I did just that - I gave him everything.

Josh controlled my desire with his actions and his words. His penis stretched me and made me cum harder than ever before. His huge balls slapped my clit while in doggie style.

Josh has also shared me with his friends. I wanted to please him the first time, but future meets pleasured me intensely. I love being the center of attention. I love when they wait for a hole to be empty.

This is how sex after divorce has gone for me and I am not complaining.

I Got Drawn Away Easily Before I Could Realized What Was Happening.

I didn't know i have it in me to fall so easily for someone other than my husband.
I got mesmerized by a weekend cruise to the Caribbean some 2 years ago when i got invited by a couple who is very close to me.
The feeling was fantastic but sadly it slowly melted away the guard rails that kept my body subjected. Now this guy who work on the cruise saw that i was a third wheel to the couple who invited me. He was humorous as he kept giving jokes mixed with lots of compliments. He noticed me blushing and the couple saw everything that was happening and kept fueling the fire before they left us alone. And he did take me apart with his charm.

We talk for multiple hours and i found myself giving personal information about my husband. Now the next thing i know is that his hand were tightly gripping mine. I'm not so sure why but i felt very nervous at that moment as he drew me closer to him. I kept laughing where there's no joke and before i could grab a hold of myself the feeling of helplessness came over me. He drew me even closer then my body started trembling. The betrayal of my nipples that poked through the spaghetti dress i had on started to show my weaknesses and that's when i realized i'm in some unfamiliar territory. He sensed every bit of it and within seconds his tongue were already down my throat. I pulled away but only briefly. He then held me around the waist and started guiding me to a walk that is just a stone throw away and before i know it i was in his room.
With no questions ask he just took off my panties with me still wearing my dress as he took me easily and freely.
He saw my vulnerability and took full advantage of it. I was fucked the entire evening straight back till super. I just couldn't get up to go out and face the couple who invited me as i'm sure by now they both knew exactly what had happened.

I did not saw them till the next morning after being fucked the entire night also then the guy left to do his duties. I learn later that he's the supervisor for the canteen. They laughed at me but not in a bad way and they did not ask me any questions about what had happened. I felt shameful when i got back home especially when i lay with my husband in bed knowing i were taken apart by lust, weaknesses and more so by a damn good charmer.

I've Been Outsourcing My Marriage

When I turned 35, I had a sort of crisis. I was exhausted. I was unfulfilled. I was unhappy. The culprit? Marriage and all the expectations it places on women.

I wised up and have spent the last year outsourcing my diverse roles as a wife:

1. Cooking - Hired a professional chef who works Monday through Friday and leaves heat-and-serve meals for the weekends. He also makes the kids' school lunches.

2. Cleaning - Hired a cleaning service to come Mondays and Fridays. Monday is general cleaning and Friday is laundry, plus touch-ups of high-traffic areas like bathrooms and kitchen.

3. Childcare - I hired 3 nannies, who divide up after-school and weekday evening shifts plus all-day weekend shifts.

4. Family obligations - I hired a personal assistant who tracks birthdays, buys g*fts, and fills out cards (it's a long list, my husband, our two kids, my parents, my in-laws, several of my college friends, several of his frat bros).

5. Travel - I hired a fractional travel agent (she works about 10% of the time for us) to plan and book vacations, inbound visits from my parents and my in-laws, etc. Family visitors are accommodated at a local hotel, where we get a corporate rate. This reduces wear-and-tear on the house and gives our guests the flexibility to come and go as they please, eat when they want, etc.

6. Sex - I set up an account with a professional service. My husband can choose different girls on their Web site. He gets 3 blowjobs a week, with swallowing, 2 fucks, and 1 extended session of cuddling, making out, and breast fondling. Once a month and on his birthday and Christmas, I cover the no-condom fee so he can cum inside the girl he fucks that day. Once a month I also pay the "college-age" supplement so he can enjoy some under-25 pussy.

7. Sex for me - I set up an account with a service that mostly does bachelorette parties but can also supply attractive men for one-on-one appointments. I get an hour with a young, muscular stud Friday, Saturday, and Sunday night, plus a midweek lunchtime quickie. Separately, I get an evening of cuddling and intimacy with a man around my own age, on Tuesdays (least expensive day of the week).

8. Handyman - I have an account with a handyman service. This gentleman does (or subcontracts for) all home repairs, takes the car for oil changes, etc.

My stress levels have dropped enormously. Every member of the family is happy. I feel as if I am 10 years younger. And I no longer daydream about divorce and abandoning this band of leaches known as my husband and my children.

I'm also performing much better at work. The raises and bonuses I've earned help me to afford all the outsourcing.

It feels as if my husband and I are better friends than ever before. Kids are content and well-adjusted, too. No arguments about homework or grades or finishing everything on the plate before having dessert or going to bed on-time.

This is living!

Lifeguard On Duty

I’ve been flirting with a community pool lifeguard named Khloe. Imagine a 5 foot 1 blonde girl, slim waist curvy hips, round ass, round tits, round face, pink lips, and grey soft eyes. A complete stunner, and socially popular. I’ve treaded lightly because there are too many eyes at the pool. She was absent one day from duty when I asked one of the guys. His response was funny, he implied he thought I would know since she often spoke about me. Some of the staff would tease her when I was around. I turned jealous when he implied she was easy. When I asked why, he described a girl opposite of what I imagined. I knew she was dating a boyfriend at the time, she confided their religious intent to wait till marriage. My reality was completely shattered when he showed me messages; I miss you inside of me, I’ll be the only girl today ;), X staff is taking me home tonight, can you pound me after work I’m stressed, you can cum in my mouth after your gf leaves. I left that day overthinking about her.

A few days later Khloe was the only person left to close up the pool. There was maybe an hour left of time, and we had been teasing each other. I was hesitant thinking about my wife but then Khloe did something incredible. On the lifeguard tower, Khloe came up incredibly sexy behind me. I stuck my ring finger in her mouth, she sucked it until my wedding band came off. We then kissed until my cock was in her mouth. Out of fear someone could see us, I ordered her to lock up early. My hands were all over her soft body until finally I had her bent over in the showers. We walked around naked scott free.

When I got home I was horrified, I was missing my wedding band. I told my wife it must have slipped out at the pool. She was extremely suspicious and offered to help. I texted Khloe and she was on it the next day. It was on the lifeguard tower untouched! I told my wife I was going to pick it up, but I had to think of what to say. I ended up telling her they found it underneath a bench. When I picked it up, Khloe put it in her mouth and slipped it back on my finger. She gave me a surprise blowjob at the entry again. My wife stopped pressing the issue when she realized I could’ve been clumsy as always.

My 52yo Foster Mom.

I was 15 and got abused sexually by my foster mom. Strange thing is at the time i enjoyed it. She was petite with a great body which she regularly showed off after showering. I was inexperienced sexually but one day through frustration i remember walking into the bathroom offering to help her dry off.
My heart was pounding when she agreed and standing behind her i got soo aroused i began stripping off myself so i suppose i knew. She never complained, she just complimented me on my body. We began hugging and i remember her stroking my manhood as i felt her hips. She then invited me to bed so we both got into bed naked where i began learning everything sexual.
She asked me if i would like to have sex so obviously i said yes and when i mounted her she guided me inside her and told me to push. I remember feeling her warmth & wetness as i began riding her. Very soon i was ejaculating with her telling me its natural. A few minutes later we wanted more, we couldnt get enough. I then took the lead and asked her to turn over and i took her from behind which was awesome.
This was my first sex and i enjoyed pleasuring her, listening to her moan and vibrate her body. We slept together for a few years enjoying our bodies in bed. Was it really soo wrong even though legally it was abuse having sex with an older woman because we werent actual blood.