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I'm a married man with kids and we live in a mid sized town in the mid west. My work requires extensive travel and depending my destination I may fly in or out on the commuter flights to make my main flight connection. At one particular airport in a neighboring state all commuter flights are the gates on the lover level of the main concourse. That particular Friday night I walked down the concourse to its end went down the steps to the lower commuter gates for my 8:10pm flight home. I'd been sitting there a few minutes when they announced my flight was over booked and they needed 3 volunteers to reschedule to the 11:30om last flight. I was the first at the ticket counter because I knew it meant a free travel voucher.
With a 2 plus hour delay I walked up the steps to the end of the main concourse where I would go for dinner as I had done many times before under the same circumstances. At the top of those stairs, and to the left, was a wide area with an observation window and chairs looking over the planes. Of all the years of commuter flights I have never looked out that observation window. So, when I got to the top of the steps I turned left to walk to the window and have a seat for a few minute. As I neared the area I saw a door to the left with a sign Men's Room. I never knew there we a toilet there. So I opened the door and found myself in a long hallway, wide enough for two to pass and maybe 50 feet long. At the end of that hallway was a toilet stall facing the hallway and half of another one. At the end there were 8 stalls beside each other on that far wall and a share "U-turn", on the back side of the hallway wall were 5 or 6 wash basins and 8 urinals beside them and 4 urinals on the other side. Directly across from the wash basins was frosted windows and a shelf.
I heard movement as I walked in the restroom and just as I got close to the end, a man in a tan suit with his hard cock hanging to the left came around the corner on his way out of the bathroom. I knew then there might be activity. Turning on the water at a basin was another man in a business and at the urinals was another man, with his back toward us, who was stuffing his white shirt into his pants, zipping up and re belted.
I walked to the middle urinal on the side of the basins, put my briefcase/lap top on the floor pulled my coat back with my left hand resting it on my hip for him to view and I unzipped with right an hauled out my cock to piss. The guy washing his hands was now adjusting his tie in the mirror and the other guy was washing his hands as he leaned around the other guy to look at my cock. Now I am just finishing my piss and began to stroke my cock. The guy adjusting his tie looked at me and I looked back, then at my cock then back at him and smiled.
The guy adjusting his tie moved beside me (on the left) and took out his hard cock. The other guy was unzipped as he walked to the urinal on my right side.
I'm holding a cock in each head and one hand on my cock and another man's hand on my balls. They took turns sucking my cock and massaging my balls. I sucked on one and was taking the other in my mouth when we heard the bathroom door open and I stood up. The guy to my right turned and walked to the urinal behind us and the guy on my left was zipping on his way to the wash basin. Then around the corner came the man I passed in the hall way coming in.
When the man at the wash basin recognized the man he knelt at the basing and had that man's cock in his mouth in 2 seconds. The guy behind me walked to the two at the basin and the man who just came in bent over and took his cock in his mouth. I moved and got in line to the new man to suck on my some too. The guy on his knees stood up dropped his pants, flipped his suit coat up over his back and bent over the basin, moved his feet apart and bent over as he handed the guy a condom. I sucked his cock about 2 seconds and he slide on his condom. I had interrupted them fucking when I came in. The guys bent over's ass was already greased and that cock moved right into place...and balls deep. The other guy was sucking my cock and jerking...then he asked if I wanted some ass as he handed me a condom. I gave it to the man sucking me and told them I wanted 3rds.
The first man tore up some ass and as he pulled out his cum filled condom the second man took his place and was jacking the man's dick getting fucked. It only took a couple of minutes for the second man to unload...and then I shoved my cock in for the 3rd one in 5 or 6 minutes. I was about to blow when the man I was fucking blew his load all over my hands and the basin.
We adjusted and stood around talking for a few minutes until I got hard again hearing about their many activities in the same rest room. I unzipped then they did and we sucked on each other until we heard the door and all zipped up and left. We stood outside as the observation window until the guy who just got fucked went back in to see what the good looking black man was doing. Me and that man waited about 3 or 4 minutes and we went back and those two were at the urinals be aide each other. When he recognize us he told the guy we had just fucked him as he took that black cock in his mouth. We all three sucked on the black cock and he sucked on us before he torn up some ass on that same guy.
For a good 20 minutes 4 married, professional bi men sucked and fucked in an isolated, out of the way men's restroom at a major airport. I could have kicked myself for never checking out the observation window and no idea that was the hottest men's room around. That bathroom was designed for privacy, cruising and activities...and an outside door which squeaked when it was opened. Many encountered in the bathroom...best activities were always late nights near the last commuter flights leaving... and arriving.

There has never been a time when I've considered myself as any form of sexuality, not because I'd indulged or not indulged in kind of alternative sex, but because I always saw and still do view sex as just that, sex.
The tag I've put at the top of the confession, is for your perception of social sexual intergration and not my own. As I've already said I don't have a sexuality, I'm just me.

I'm married and happily so, but my marriage would be compromised if my wife knew what I'm about to confess. So I hide it here and express myself through this forum to conform in some way, and it's a way that gives me a chance to re live what happened three months ago.

Knowing my own body and its flexibility, I knew when watching a bedroom scene a socially immature lonely guy had sent to my computer at work, I'd also be able to do as the person was doing in the scene. The person in question was lay naked on his back with his legs over his head touching the bed behind him. His erect cock was wavering above his mouth, and then he took it into his mouth and began to give himself a blow job. At first I was going to turn the scene off, until I found I was asking myself if I could do the same. By the time the guy had sucked his cock to completion, I was seriously wondering if I should try it at home later. Walking out of work, the young guy who'd sent me the link smiled and asked me if I thought the video of him was good. It was only then I realised it actually was my youthful colleague. But it posed another question, why send it to me?

Karen my wife, works a late shift in every rotation of her shift pattern. So I knew I'd be on my own for at least four hours. All the way home I'd been asking myself why he'd sent me the video link and if I was going to try what he'd been doing to himself. And all the way home I told myself, no. The erection I got from thinking about it though changed my mind and as soon as I put my coat away and climbed the stairs to our bedroom, I knew I was going to at least try.

After showering I put a towel onto the bed, lay on my back and then lifted my legs over my head, letting them fall easilly behind me so my flaccid cock was inches from my face. It was a strange sight, but an erotic one and my cock had begun to get hard. There is no sizist in me. I know my cock is large, larger than average anyway, and I enjoy using it to fuck my wifes mouth, pussy and asshole. I'd never once before tasted my own cum or tried to orally pleasure myself, but looking at my nine inch cock growing in front of me, feeling it touch my left cheek, I knew I was going to suck on my own cock. The sensation of it passing in between my lips and on into my mouth was amazing. It was almost as if someone else was sucking me, but my cock was definitely in my mouth and I was sucking on it, the same as I knew I liked my wife to give me head.

Every time I bobbed my head upwards, I took more and more of my cock, until I was taking about four inches of it. The feelings I was giving myself were awsome. I was getting more of a thrill from actually being able to pleasure myself, than from the sensations flowing through my cock, but those sensations were growing, as was my cock. It was throbbing and pulsing like never before as my tongue, lips and mouth sucked hard on my own erection. Moving my right hand up to my ass, I did something I like my wife doing, I inserted a finger up my asshole and began to finger fuck myself as well as sucking on my dick. The feeling of having my asshole fingered and sucking on my own cock sent me and my cock over the edge a few minutes later. In a series of powerful shudders, my cock erupted and I came flooding my own mouth. My whole body was wracked by the orgasm I was having, but I knew I wanted one last thing from the experience I'd just given myself. Gulping down on my cock, I swallowed every last drop of my cum and totally loved the taste and feeling of it going down my throat.

Lay on my back, completely sexually satisfied, I thought about my collegaue and knew why he'd sent me the link. He'd wanted to include me in his world, he'd wanted me to know what it felt like to self fellatio. And he wanted to open the door to us maybe sharing our discovery.

Sat in my office the next day opening my internal mail, his message was simple. "Hope you had some fun, might want to try a double dipping next time eh?". I knew precisely what he meant and what he was implying. Sharing my bed with him the following week, was if anything an even more surreal experience. Both of us sucking our own cocks using each others bodies to support one another as we gave ourselves a blow job. Fucking him took the acceptance of my sexuality to a whole new level. His tight smooth young asshole was perfect for my cock as it enveloped itself around it. And I truely had a great time pounding him the way I guessed he'd wanted all along. But fucking him was just that, a hole to fuck and a willing recipient of the copious amounts of cum I dumped deep inside his rear hole after an hour of sex. It was the young man who told me to lead the way in how, where and the force in which I fucked him. It was a first for me to have someone totally let me call the sexual shots and I strangely enjoyed letting him have his subserviant way.

He's returned to my home when I've felt like emptying my balls on five more occassions. He knows he's a cum dump to me and I know he and his asshole can take more of a pounding than my wife can. But having said that, I still prefer to fuck my wife and have her peform sexually form me, the way I love her to do.
So am I Gay, Bisexual or as I see it, a Hetrosexual man who just likes to suck his own cock from time to time, and fuck one particular guys tight asshole as he calls me "Daddy".

Each year for the past four years, around the end of April, myself and three of my friends have taken a weeks holiday in Portugal to play golf.
The second year we were there, myself and one of my friends Jamie, who's older than me by seven years, decided not to play on the third day as we'd both weren't feeling too well. Nearing the end of the afternoon Jamie asked me if I fancied walking along the beach area to get some air, hopefully to see if we could shake off the sickness. And mainly so we'd be ok for the nights drinking.
Down at the beach we strolled and talked. By the time the light had begun to dim, we'd walked miles. Jamie said he knew a short cut back, but it would involve us walking through a low covering of trees across the dunes at the rear of the beach. We'd been walking through the low trees for about ten minutes when I spotted what looked like a guy fucking a woman up against one of the trees. Walking up closer we both at the same time realised it was two men, and one of them was enjoying having his arsehole fucked real hard.
It's strange looking back at those events now and what's happened since, but when I turned to Jamie to tell him we'd better move on, I saw he'd taken his cock out and was masturbating. In a weird slow motion type feeling, I realised I too was horny from watching the men fuck and like in a dream, I took out my dick and began to wank also.
We watched for another few minutes, both stroking our cocks, when Jamie asked me to suck his length. I'd never been with a man before or even thought about it, so finding myself on my knees in front of him was sureal. Opening my mouth and letting him slide his hard pre cum leaking cock over my tongue, just seemed like the right thing to be doing. And I soon found myself enjoying what I was doing for him, as I was swirling my tongue over his thick cock head.
Jamie began to moan loudly and that's when the guy fucking the other man ejaculated up his friends arsehole. Jamie had gotten hold of my head by then and was fucking my mouth. And with him still probably watching the men fuck, his cock erupted filling my mouth with his hot stringy cum. Not releasing my face and head, I was forced to swallow and took every drop down my throat until Jamie released me. Both men walked past us as we adjusted ourselves, pulling up our shorts. One of them said something in Portugese then pointed at me, kind of hinting at me being fucked. Jamie smiled at him and said "Maybe tomorrow".
It had pretty much gotten dark by the time we'd gotten back to the hotel. We'd not really spoken about what had happened, only to the point of Jamie asking me if I enjoyed myself. I couldn't lie, I had, but told his to say nothing. He responded by saying "Hey I'm married too you know".
The following day we did play golf but earlier than the previous days, so once again Jamie and I decided to take a walk in the late afternoon sunshine. Unlike the previous day, we both knew what was going to happen the moment we strode off the beach and into the wooded dunes. Also unlike the day before Jamnie had brought condoms. I knew he wanted to fuck me and I didn't waste any time encouraging him as I went down on my golf buddy, sucking his cock and licking on his balls.
Only when his cock penetrated my rear hole for the very first time, after he'd spitten on my butt a few times, did I realise it was the same tree we'd watched the two Portugese men fucking at the day before. Jamie's cock felt enormous in my arsehole as he slid into me inch by very slow inch. It was a strange kind of stinging pain at first and I felt like telling him to stop. I didn't because he reached around me, took hold of my hardening cock and began to wank it, fucking me all the time. With each gentle thrust of his cock up my arse, I began to enjoy the feeling of being full, I began to enjoy the growing feeling through my body and I began to push back onto his cock as he fucked me faster and harder.
I had to grip the tree trunk hard to stop myself from being shunted over after a couple of minutes, as Jamie was by then fucking me hard in long forceful thrusts. My dick was so hard as it swayed from one side to the other, and I knew I was building upto an orgasm, even before jamie asked me to cum for him.
Seconds before my friend, my golfing buddy filled the condom inside my arsehole, I came all over the sandy floor in front of me. When his cock exploaded inside me I felt every spurt and knew right then, I wanted to feel it for real, I wanted him to fuck me bareback.
We had to wait for that as I asked him to get the all clear. We attended the same clinic back home and got our results back within days of each other. Joining him at his house when his and my wife went out to go shopping, I lay on his bed with my legs over his shoulders and took all eight inches of his cock deep up my arsehole. The skin to skin contact was even more amazing than I thought it would be, but not as amazing as it felt to have his cum flooding my arsehole, and then having Jamie lick and suck it out.
Our golfing holidays are still going and we've already planned and booked this years. Jamie and I know we'll be fucking one another in Portugal again, as we've been doing when we can since our first holiday fuck. I don't consider myself as gay as I stil fuck my wife regularly, but I will own upto getting more enjoyment now from being fucked myself. Here's hoping for Jamie to score a few holes in one whilst we're away.

Life changed for me again when my wife introduced me to her father, the father she'd fallen out with eight years previously. And only seven months before we met.
They'd fallen out because her father had left her mother, after he'd had an affair. No one knew who the other person was, or if my wifes father had left to be with that person. I can tell you now, he didn't.
I was a twenty one year old man who didn't know his own sexuality. Meeting John at the swimming baths was purely by chance. Watching him dry himself, his tall muscular body, his handsome face and his long thick semi hard cock strangely turned me on. I didn't mean to stare, but his cock looked so beautiful, if a mans cock can look beautiful.
The moment he saw me looking I knew he wasn't bothered, in fact he turned to me so I got a better view of his long hanging dick. Lifting it up, as if he was pointing at me, he stroked it, smiled at me and asked my name.
The changing room was deserted as it always was at that time of night. John wasn't someone I'd seen before, as I went to the gym and swimming baths at that time, because of my studies. Whether through total confidence in himself, or that he knew me better than I knew myself, John asked me if I wanted to share his cubicle. I still had my towel wrapped around myself when I entered the small changing cubicle, John was naked and sporting a huge erection.
He didn't talk to me then, and I didn't ask. All he did was gently push me down until my face was level with his straining cock. Opening my mouth as if I'd done it thousands of times before, John held my face with one hand and slowly fed me his cock with the other.
I'd walked in the place only three quarters of an hour before and I'd walked in as a hetrosexual man, or so I thought. Slowly taking in more and more of John awsome cock, I knew my sexual world was about to change and I was enjoying every inch of his cock sliding over my tongue. There was no earth shattering loving moments as I wasn't practiced in the art of sucking cock. Neither did John want my mouth to be the receptical of his cum. He was face fucking me and I didn't really know what I was doing, and I knew John knew it too. When John picked me up, my mouth letting his stiffened cock slip between its lips, I wanted him to have the pleasures I always had had in the past from my girlfriends giving me blow jobs. John had other ideas.
He turned me around and pushed me agianst the cold hard tiled wall. I felt the heat of his breath on my ass cheeks as he pulled my buttocks apart, then his tongue snaked out and I felt him tongue my rear hole. It was a weird sensation to have a man sexing me, but it was also something I knew I would allow. I had always secretly wanted to be taken by a man, but always thought it would be someone of my age and in the comfort of a bed. Stood in that cubicle facing the cold wall, with a stranger who's massive cock was now probing at my asshole, I couldn't have been more willing and more needy. With his face next to mine, John said "Can I fuck you boy" They were the only words he spoke to me as his cock nudged a little into my body. I didn't answer him in words as such, all I uttered was "Uh huh".
The feeling of his cock passing through my asstube was painful. It hurt and it hurt badly, but I wanted him to finish in me, I wanted him to fuck me. There is no way of me informing you just how the pain changed to pleasure, I don't remember it changing, it just did. One minute I was holding onto the wall in pain, the next I was pushing back with my ass, hoping to impale myself deeper onto his cock, his cock, the cock that I'd seen him pointing at me.
John held my arms, gripping them tightly, moving them backwards as he began to thrust hard into my asshole. I was like a rag doll being fucked and I couldn't have cared less if everyone left in the building could see us fucking. I was so in tune with the nerves in my ass, I'd actually begun to cum. The feelings I'd gotten from the best blow jobs I'd ever had, or the best fucks from the prettiest girls didn't match the feelings Johns cock was sending through my body. It was if my whole being was cumming, then all of a sudden with Johns cock pounding my ass, I came all over the wall in front of me. My legs tried to give way, but John held me tight and thrust his cock into my ass harder and deeper than before. In one massive thrust, I felt his cock erupt inside me and heard the gutteral moan escape his lips. Withdrawing from my body his cock began to become flaccid. I sat on the small changing seat and John dressed himself.
Before he left me to get dressed myself, he handed me a piece of paper. On it was a cell phone number. As he walked away John said "Phone me if you'd like to have fun again". I text him four days later, a little unsure of why I was doing it. We met at a motel the next day and spent the whole afternoon sucking and fucking one another. The brief but extremely sexual relationship lasted five months. I never got to know who he really was and as quickly as it had all started, it ended when he didn't show up one day.
Then last month, eight and half years after we'd last seen each other, my wife introduced me to her father, John, a man who's cock had fucked me numerous times in the past.
This isn't a confession of me cheating on my wife, as I have no intention of having sex with John again. It's one of the secret I will live with forever, but one I needed to unburden somewhere.

He wasn't the first to have taken my anal cherry. That particular honour, if it was an honour to him, was a bully in my high school. I was fifteen at the time, and was walking home after having a fight with another student. He'd been putting out rumours of me sucking off an older student, which I'd denied calling him a faggot wanna be. He'd attacked me, but surprisingly I won the fight.
The short cut wasn't one I normally took, but I didn't want the older brothers of the guy who I'd fought with, to find me and beat me up. If I'd known what would happen, I might not have taken that short cut.
Brian was waiting along the track I was on. He later told me he'd cut across the field to be in front of me. It was a hot afternoon and I was sore from punches which had landed in my ribs and face. When I rounded the bend in the track, I saw him stood there with his cock out. There was no where to run and I couldn't have out run him knowing who he was.
I walked the ten or so paces upto him and tried to skirt around him. But Brian told me to stop and to attend to him.
His dick wasn't fully erect, but I knew it would get very big, because Brian was the older student who I'd sucked off before.
His cock felt that familiar in my mouth, I instantly began to take it as far as I could, after I'd suck to my knees. Brian wanted me to give him head, because he said it had turned him watching me beat another student up. The two years age difference wasn't the only difference. Brians physical stature was larger than mine and his sexual development had very much surpassed mine too. His nine inch cock was the first cock I'd sucked and it is still the largest cock I've sucked or been fucked by.
He was fully hard by the time he told me he was going to fuck me. I was scared and not a willing partner at first. Pushing me over, he climbed onto me, removed my clothing fully (I didn't struggle too much) and had me kneel up. In the four months I'd been sucking his cock after school, he'd not once shown any kind of feelings towards me, only a sexual lust to have me swallow his cum. So it was strange to feel his mouth on my asshole, and his tongue lapping away at my rear. Without meaning to, I became erect and Brian saw it. He asked me if I was a faggot. The smile I gave him and my words only resulted in me getting a punch to the ribs that were already sore. My grunt seemed to spur him on and without any warning, Brian thrust his cock hard into my asshole.
It was the worst pain I'd ever felt, but Brian held onto me as I tried to move away and then I felt him thrust into me again, going deeper inside my body. The pain didn't stop, but it didn't worsen either. Holding me tightly as he leant over my back, Brian said "I'm going to fuck you now, so enjoy it boy". I'll never know if it was his words or just the fact my body had become semi accustomed to his huge cock, but as he began to fuck me, my senses began to focus on the warm pleasurable feeling that had started in my ass and my cock. Before I knew it, I was backing onto his dick and Brian had started to hammer my asshole. A couple of minutes later it was all over. Brian unloaded up my ass and I was left on the floor as he withdrew from my ass, got himself together and stood up. There was no glorifying orgasm on my part as he didn't fuck me long enough, but I didn't know that then. When he'd told me to keep our liason to ourselves and I knew Brian had gone, I took hold of my six and half inch hard cock and masturbated until I came all over the dirt track.
That was the last time I took his cock in my asshole, although I did suck his cock on and off for another few months until he and his family moved to a new city.
My life moved on, as did my sexual tastes. And I soon discovered the delights of girls, their breasts and their beautiful pussies. My cock had grown to it's now full seven and half inches and I soon learnt how to use it to pleasure girls and latterly women.
I married last spring to a beautiful person. She's a very good looking woman, who totally floats my boat. Sexually we're very good together and we have sex at least three times a week, depending on work commitments. It is those work commitments which have lead to my second gay experience and the fulfillment of something I knew was missing in my life.
Steve is a manager of a company which supplies the company I work for. He's married like me, and also like me he'd had a fight when he was a young teenager. The reason he'd had the fight was to remove any doubt with his peers that he might be gay or bisexual. He did that by attacking me.
At our offices he came in and spoke to me as I was the only person left. We remenissed about our stupid fight and he confessed he'd only attacked me to fend of suggestions he might be bisexual. When I asked him if he was, he said "So you think Brian only had your mouth to fuck". We talked about Brian, our schooling and then I told him about what had happened the day we'd fought. There was no build up to our kiss, it just kind of happened, then knowing the offices were empty, I lead Steve upto our senior managers office and onto his leather couch.
A whole new chapter in my life opened up, as did my asshole for Steve's seven and half inch cock, a cock which looks remarkably like my own.
We've comntinued to see each other for sex and I now enjoy fully the pleasure of being fucked. I cum every time when he's fucking me and I know because we're both married and want to remain that way, it is going to last. My wife still means everything to me and I still love fucking her as often as work allows. It's just I now have the one thing that was missing in my life, and that's a guy I can have oral and anal sex with. And one who wants to have me pleasured too.

When a gay massuer asked me if he could perform his "Special technique" to help cure my bad back, or more to the point, the Sciatica I suffered from, I instantly said Yes.

I knew what it was and I also knew, if there was to be a follow up, I would be taking the extra step to help myself from the constant pain. It's a pain I no longer have.

Lay face down on his massage bed totally naked, I felt is oiled up fingers massaging my buttocks hard. Feeling his finger slip up my asshole was truely a new and wonderul sensation. I'm a married straight man, or I was. So having a man essentially finger fuck me, was beyond my comfort zone. But if you like me had suffered from sciatica, and were offered an alternative therapy which might just help, you'd take the oportunity to ease that pain.

Ten minutes of internal anal massage did wonders for my lower back, buttocks and left upper leg. It also did something for my cock. He obviously noticed my erective predicament and gave me a solution. Getting me to raise my asshole upwards to meet his finger thrusting, he reached under me and began to masturbate my cock. Within a minute I came all over the paper sheet on the bed. Totally at ease, pain and sexual wise, I paid him the fee and accepted the offer of the secondary therapy.

Two weeks later I lay on his massage bed again only that time, after he'd massaged my lower back, my buttocks and finger fucked my asshole, he asked me if I wanted the full therapy. My assertion I did, came with a growing sexual anticipation.

He had me turn onto my back and raise my legs onto his chest. He was by then like me, totally naked. And his cock was as hard as mine, and definitely bigger than my seven inches. Stretching the condom over his full length, I watched my miracle worker slide his cock gently up my well oiled asshole. There was some discomfort, I won't lie, but it wasn't unpleasant. If i had any doubts over his abilities to massage me with his cock internally, I was put at ease within minutes. His cock moved easilly in and out of my ass, then when he knew I was ready (My cock becoming erect) he started to fuck me in earnest.

The feelings were strange to me, but unlike when he used his fingers as a therapy, his cock became a totally erotic sexual thing. I couldn't help myself when I asked him to fuck me deeper, and he did as I asked. His dick was fully inside me, when he gripped my cock and began to wank me. I was his and he knew it. His thrusts became longer and more forceful, as did his masturbation of my oily cock. Each thrust, each movement of his cock inside me eased my pains and before I knew it, the only sensation I had was of pure pleasure.

He built up the speed of his fucking of me, because that's what it had most definitely become. And I'd begun to cum. My cock erupted, sending my sperm all over my stomach and chest and seconds later his cock spewd out his cum, filling the condom inside of me. We remained sexually together until he slowly slid his cock out of me, then he asked me if I'd enjoyed my therapy. I answered by saying "I loved you fucking me, yes".

I probably didn't need to go back another five times, as my Sciatica seemed to have dissapated, but I did. And each time our sessions lasted longer and longer each time. Our final time as masseur and patient, was a full on sex session. With the both of us performing oral sex on one another. I took his cock bareback for the first time and felt the wonderment of his orgasm flooding my bowels.

Since our last professinal engagemnet, I seen my Sciatic saviour every week. Each time we make love and each time it gets better and better between us. He's asked me to decide if I'm going live my life as a lie going forwards, or if I'll make the decission I think I'm getting to, and that's declaring myself as a gay man. I suppose on reflection and after typing this, my decission is already made.

I discovered recently because of my suppleness, that I can suck my own cock if I put my legs over my head as I lie on my back. I can take about three inches of my eight inch cock into my mouth and give myself an amazing blow job. It feels really fantastic to give myself a good long sucking, and I always cum hard into my mouth. It's also given me an interest in seeing if I'd like to suck other mens cocks. I'll find out soon as I'm meeting an older guy (He's 43) who I've met locally from an online gay contact site. His cock is a lot thicker than mine, but around the same length. Hope I suck his cock as good as I can suck my own. I'm sure he'll teach me if I can't.

Most girlfriends don't like to play with their boyfriend's ass and I find that a lot of "curious" guys that want to explore are actually curious about someone else touching their highly sensitive ass.

My fun is to meet "curious" or "straigh" guys on gay web sites and to invite them over my place for a few drinks. When I get them to bed, I've noticed that you just have to touch their ass and their cock gets really stiff.

After a bit of foreplay, my fun is to put a pillow under their stomach to get their little hairy buns in the air and I slowly kiss my way down their backside to their ass. I get their hole really wet with saliva and I eat their ass out like if it was pussy !! I give their hole all worked up ad wet with my tongue and spend a good 20 minutes pleauring.

I LOVE TO WATCH THE GUYS SQUIRM GO IN TOTAL ORGASM MODE AND CUM MULTIPLE TIMES - THE TOUGHEST GUYS BECOME JELLO TO A GOOD RIM JOB !

My father in law Brian couldn't have been more homophobic. Or at least that's what I thought before five weeks days ago. His daughter Alison and I have an understanding where sex is concerned. She has her play times with a female she's grown up with, and I occassionally visit a gay sauna to have my fun.
About three months into our marriage, (We married last spring) Brian somehow found out about my liking for male male sex and from that point made my life a little awkward with his homophobic views. Never directly pointed at me, but saying things like "All gay men should ahve their balls chopped off". And "How can a man stick his cock up a shit hole".
Well having put up with lots of stupid comments and snide inuendos, things changed dramatically five weeks ago. I was at my regular sauna waiting for a guy who I knew visited the sauna on that particular day. Unfortunately he didn't turn up. So not wanting to waste my trip, I decided to see if I'd get lucky in the main sauna where mostly older men had gay orgies.
It's always dark inside and often gets very steamy in more ways than one. Having clicked with an older guy, a top, I was giving him a blow job as he sat on the benches, when I felt my arsehole being licked. It's one of my favourite things to have done to me, other than being fucked, so I immediately got right into the situation I was in, shoving my arse back onto the guys tongue. Maybe five minutes later as I was licking on the older guys balls, the man licking my arsehole asked me "Can I fuck you if I wear a condom". I was so fucking horny by then, all I managed to get out was "Huh huh" Before I took the older guys cock back into my mouth.
I'd been fucked many times before, but the mans cock felt so much more thicker than I was used to, and it took some time for his cock to fully sliode up my arse. When he did bottom out up my rear, he really started to thrust into my arsehole, making me suck harder on the older mans cock. We all kind of got into a sexual rhythm and before long my cock was throbbing with an orgasm buliding inside me.
The man fucking me understood what was happening and thrust deeper into my hole. It had the desired effect and as I felt the older mans cock begin to throb in my mouth, I ejacualted all over the floor in front of me, closely followed by the older man, who's cock erupted in my mouth. Gripping my hair and pulling it back, the guy pounding my arse, slammed hard into me one long last time and came filling the condom deep up my arsehole.
As his cock slid out of my arse, I turned to see who it was and at the same time I began to swallow the older mans cum. To my and his utter shock, I turned to see my father in law Brian holding his huge cock. The surprise made me say "Fuck it's you". But I had cum still left in my mouth, which flew all over Brians hand and cock. Brian lloked as stunned as I was, but it didn't stop him from forcing his cum covered cock towards my face and then shoving it in my mouth. I was still too shocked, to not follow my natural bisexual instinct and sucked him off.
Brian and I walked out of the place together. But not before we'd had a long long chat about his homophobia and where we went from that point onwards. It turned out Brian had been a closet bisexual man for many years, and to deflect any kind of suspicion onto himself, he completely went into a gay hating mode around family and friends.
He doesn't anymore, especially over the last five weeks, when he's fucked me so hard and for so long up my shit hole, the very thing he said he couldn't understand any man doing.
Alison will never find out from me about her father, and as far as he's concerned he hopes she'll never know. So my visits to her fathers house when she's not there, now have a different feel to them. Mostly feeling his cock deep inside my arsehole.

I generally like women.. I date them, i have sex with them and i mostly like it.
But sometimes, when i see a manly guy who has perfect, big cock, i want to shave, put on a little make-up and some cute sexy panties and maybe stockings.. And i want to kneel in front of him, pull his pants down, smile when hes half-hard beautiful cock jumps out. Then i want to look at it, touch it, kiss it, rub it against my face and adore it. Then i want to put it in my mouth, deep, pull it out again and then start sucking this perfect looking cock like there's no tomorrow.
When im done sucking and his big, beautiful rock-hard cock is pointing at my face, i would get on the bed, on all fours and point my tight and saved little ass towards him.. Look over my shoulder, bite my lip and smile, shake my ass, giving him a signal that im waiting for him there, on all fours, like a cat during its breeding season, hungry for that godly cock. I want him to fuck me.. Hard.
I discovered that side of me years ago when some dude jacked off to me talking dirty to him online on cam. His cock was beautiful, i loved watching him stroking it while i was telling him what i would do with it. After that i started watching different kind of porn i usually did. I jerked off to really feminine guys, wearing women clothes, getting fucked by some big-dicked fella. I often paused the video during close up scene so that i could take a good look at beautiful cock, fantasize about it.
I don't tell my friends or family about my other side, i keep it a secret. Out there im still that guy who they have all known. But behind the closed doors, when im feeling horny, i love riding dildo and fantasize. I love taking care of my looks, keep myself feminine, completely shaved and clean, keep my body petite and my little ass soft and tight. Im quite short and thin, so that's a plus.
I only really had sex with another man once, some months ago, with this guy i met online. I was getting tired of fantasizing, i wanted to try a real thing, to get fucked. So i searched for someone who might be up to it, and who lives far from my friends and family. Found this guy, in his forties, he had an average body but his cock.. Oh god, it was perfect, it was 7 to 8 inches long, thick but not too thick, straight as an arrow, it looked perfect. I knew i want it. So i talked to him, he was looking for a bottom to fuck, it was a perfect match. We set down some rules and we met at a cheap motel, relatively far from home. When i arrived, he wasn't there yet, i told him before we met up that i need to look feminine when i was going to do this. So i had a little time to prepare. I put on thight and short red shirt, "Slut" written on it. I put on some lacy soft-blue panties, black colored tight shorts on them, word "shorts" was fitting name for them. Then i pulled on striped red-black colored knee socks (which i personally find really hot). I put on some make-up, not too much but enough, a little bit of red lipstick. I did my hair, which is currently and then cut like one of those one side short and other side long haircuts, i saw it on a cute girl once and thought i could rock that haircut and it kinda keeps me more feminine without too much suspicions from friends and family, the long side reaches to my ear, other side is simply really short. So i combed it to one side and made it look perfect. After all was done i checked myself out, i looked hot, really girly.
Then after a little wait he arrived, we drank some wine, changed a few words, mostly about him being amazed how good i look. After chitchat, the good part arrived, we got down to business. He sat on bed and popped out his glorious cock, it looked even better up close. After seeing his big male member, i turned all my attention on it, i got really horny. I played with it, kissed and sucked it, i loved it. After that he stood up and i crawled on the bed and pointed my ass up, he took me from behind and i was loving it, it wasn't as magical as i fantasized but it was awesome and it was real. I liked watching girly version of me getting fucked hard doggystyle from the mirror, my balls and half-hard cock bounching. At the and he pulled out and shot his load all over my back, and there was alot of it.
After all was said and done, we didn't talk much, i cleaned up, changed and then went home. Told my dad that i was at friends place, he nodded and mumbled something, then i quickly sneaked past him to my room. Later as i was in my bed, staring at the white ceiling, i couldn't help but smirk a little, i enjoyed it.. Alot.