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I started sucking cock really young around 7 or 8. I am not sure how it happened but I sucked a couple of my friends, and my best friend alot. It was also his older brother who taught us it felt good to put our finger in our ass. My best friend was not that into it but I got hooked. I would clean my self out every day when I took a shower, and sometimes I would take multiple showers a day just so I could finger myself for hours through out the day. It started with a finger, than handles of brushes, and various small bottles. I grew up in a rural area on acreage and I would sneak off and find places to fuck myself.

One day when I was maybe 9 I got caught by the neighbor. I had been out back behind an old storage shed. I was jerking off with one hand and fingering myself with the other. I was leaning against the building with my pants around my ankles so when he walked up and started talking I was more or less frozen and beyond embarrassed. As I pulled my pants up over my boner he watched and explained I should not be doing this out here where people could see. He told me to come over so we could talk about it inside so I would not be embarrassed. I walked with him through the back gate connecting the properties and up to his house. My parents would not think anything of it since I always spent the day out in the field or up in the barn playing ( usually with myself ).

We went in through the back door. He was a nice guy in his 50s who lived alone on a small farm next to ours. We sat down in the den where there was a large tv and a big cushy couch, but just the one couch. He asked me if I liked to play with myself alot, and I blushed as I nodded. I started to apologize and told him I did not want to get caught inside. He told me he understood, but said I should find a better place to do it. He then asked if I liked to play with my bottom and again I turned red as I nodded yes. He again assured me he understood. He followed it this time by telling me most people think that is bad though and it would get me in trouble if others found out. Somehow from there he offered to let me do it there. I really just clammed up at this point and giggled a little. He stood up and began to undo his belt. He said he did not mind at all and he would do me a favor and not tell anyone. He said in fact we can help each other out, and just as he finished he pulled his pants and boxers down to show a semi hard penis.

He asked if that sounded good. I did not even have a chance to answer or nod in my usual fashion. He was already stepping in placing my hands on his dick. I knew what he wanted. I kinda wanted to try sucking a bigger penis anyway. So I moved in and let him stick it in my mouth. He slowly and gently face fucked me until I could taste the precum. Then he laid me back on the couch and took off my pants. He began toying with my little dick in his mouth, but soon began massaging my hole with his finger until he worked it in. I had been a relaxed mellow participate but this woke me up. I loved it. I had been playing with my hole for awhile but could not get my best friend to do anything for me. It was hard to really get off with just my fingers or the small poorly shaped objects I had at home. This was incredible. I could not help but moan when he massaged my insides just right, or stop my hips from grinding on it. He asked if I liked and for the first time since in the house I said something. I only said yes but I said it three times. When he started to rub his cock on my hole I knew what was going to happen, and I was genuinely excited. It was bigger and longer than anything I had put in myself, but I knew I would like it. I was not disappointed. He gently pushed against the outside until it made entry and began sliding in. Once he realized he could fuck my young little hole with out breaking it he began pounding until he filled me with my first load of cum.

He fucked me alot over the years. I would sneak over to his place, and maybe take a shower. I would wait for him in his room with my ass up in the air usually with me already fingering myself for fun. We did have some uniquely fun times. He liked to hear about me sucking my friends dick. It did not take long before I snuck my best friend over to the neighbors house. The first time he just watched as I sucked on my friends dick, and then we both played with his. The third time I brought my friend over I was sucking him while the neighbor watched, and then he began fingering me, and then fucked me infront of my friend. He was a little shocked by how into it I was, and I think he thought it was gross the way I liked to play with the cum in my ass hole, and playing with my hole in general.

In my early teens he started having other guys over sometimes. It usually turned into him beating off while watching me get pounded by some other guy. The good old days oh how I miss the simple times.

It was my 30th birthday the other day. A landmark day and one I enjoyed along with my family. It was another landmark birthday though that stays fresh in my mind, and one I relive in my memeory over and over again, especially when I see him with his grandchildren.

Tony O, was someone who when I was a young man, was someone to avoid. His reputation preceeded him in the community I lived in and around other parts of the country back then. So hearing he wanted to see me without knowing why, made me very scared. I tried to avoid places I knew he'd be, but the day after my 18th birthday I ran into two of his minions. They in turn practically marched round to a derelict building to meet up with Tony O.

I was trembling with fear when I entered the long gloomy upper floor. Immediately I saw him stood with another man, disgussing someones downfall no doubt, probably my own I thought. I didn't know what I'd done, but I knew enough to know if Tony wanted to see you, you were normally in trouble. Dismissing all three of the men Tony smiled at me, which if anything made me even more nervous. Asking me to join him he lead us into a small room off the main floor. It was a room that looked out of place in the derelict building as it was carpeted, furnished and lit by dimmed lighting. Pointing to a chair Tony asked me to sit.

He opened the conversation. Actually it wasn't much of a conversation. It was him talking and me agreeing. He started by asking me if the rumours were true. When I didn't answer, looking dumb, he said "Is it true you've got a large cock". I still didn't answer, not because I felt brave, but because I couldn't get into my head why someone with his reputation would want to know if I had a large cock. Standing closer to me he simply said "Take your jeans and underpants off and show me your dick". In a half dazed state, I did just as he asked.

For the next ten minutes I stood facing the wall opposite, shitting myslef and not daring to look down. Tony O, the man who nearly everyone I knew feared, was on his knees in front of me and he was sucking on my cock. As he licked up and down my cock shaft, then sucked in my bulbous mushroom shaped cock head, all I could think about was "don't fucking cum in his mouth". I didn't need to fear that.

With my cock fully erect and straining to cum, Tony stood up removed all of his clothing except his socks, walked over to a desk and a set of draws, took out a condom and a tube of something. He leaned over the desk opened the tube and smeared what I later found out to be lube, all over his arsehole. Looking directly at me Tony told me to put the condom on and these were his words and I remember them very very clearly "Fuck me and make me cum, or else". Walking over to him with my cock wrapped in rubber, I put the head of my cock to his arsehole and pushed in.

I was so nervous I started to fuck him in slow gentle thrusts, that was until Tony O told me "Look I said fuck me and make me cum, I only cum by being fucked hard, now fucking fuck me". Gripping his shoulders I took my arse back looked at his hole and buried my cock deep inside his rear over and over again. I pounded his arse for all I was worth. Firstly out of abject fear, but the more I fucked him the more I began to enjoy having my cock up a fearsome mans rear hole (It was my first male hole) Tony began to buck back onto me the more I got into fucking him. And soon we were fucking as though we'd been gay lovers for years.

His cock, which wasn't, isn't much to write home about became rock solid and I could hear it slapping against the desk as I went deeper into his arsehole. Then as I was building up rhythm and speed Tony cried out and came all over the desk in front of him. Still with a semblance of fear inside me I was trying not to cum up him, but he had other ideas. As soon as his orgasm subsided he told me to cum for him, to cum up his arse. A few more thrusts and that's precisely what I did. I came up Tony O arsehole and it felt amazing.

As I got dressed Tony sat in a chair still naked. He asked me if I wanted to visit him weekly. I was about to say no, when he said "I think you should don't you". For two years I paid Tony a visit. Not at the derelict building but at his home. The sex we had was always kept as a "Fucking of his arse" and never a close loving form of sex. But I soon began to enjoy filling his hole with my dick. His way of life ended our agreement and after that I met the girl I was to marry. Tony O is still a man tobe feared, but I don't fear the fact, for a time I fucked the shit out of him...

I'm a physically fit, well built happily married individual, who loves the sport of Mixed Martial Arts. I'm 6'2" tall with a defined muscled body and a not too slight eight inch cock. In my career I'm a responsible hard nosed business man, who takes no bullshit from anyone. And someone who often wins through with assurity and a steely determination.
Having said all that, four months ago I attended a competion with another Mixed Martial Artist, where we stayed overnight in a motel close to te event. Sharing the small room was a real eye opener in many ways. Seeing my training partner naked as he was about to shower had a strange effect on me. I couldn't stop looking at his ass or his huge dangling cock. He saw me looking and asked me if I wanted a closer look.
We didn't speak for the next ten minutes. Me because I had his growing cock in my mouth, and him because he was moaning from the attention my mouth was giving his dick. My own cock was fully erect and throbbing by the time he asked me if he could fuck my asshole.
Knelt up on the bed with him behind me, I felt his large thick cock penetrate my virgin ass for the first time only seconds after he spat on my rear. It was a mixed feeling of pain, eroticism and stark wonderment as his cock bottomed out up my ass. In all my days I'd never felt anything as pleasurable as his cock fucking me. For me it was heavenly to feel him sliding his cock into my asshole and deep inside my bowels. In no more than a minute I came, but remained rock hard as he continued to fuck me.
With a growing euphoric feeling, my cock began to pulsate as he drove his cock into me time after time. And for the very first time in my life I orgasmed again, only minutes after my first cum load, and just moments after he filled my rear passage with his beautiful hot seed.
We seperated as though it was normal for two married men to be fucking one another. I even took a shower as he watched me wash myself. It was when I was drying myself he said "You can be my bitch from now on".
Four months on and many many more fucks, I am just that, his cock loving bitch.

Next July Im getting married to a beautiful woman. She's a real head turner and a horny bitch in bed, someone I'm genuinely in love with.
Then why after our Christmas party last week, did I allow my manager and his assistant to fuck me. My first ever gay sex. And why did I thoroughly enjoy taking both their cocks so deep up my asshole. It wasn't as if I was drunk or not fully understanding of what was happening. I actually knew they wanted sex at the start of the night and agreed to go with them to a motel, in the full knowledge both fifty plus men were going to fuck me.
It was their discription of the orgasms I'd have, and I suppose if I'm being truthful the promotion on offer, that swayed me to at least try male male sex. But it certainly doesn't explain why I became so cock hungry, sucking greedily on their dicks and then wishing for each of them to bury their cocks up my tight ass.
From the get go I cannot relate to you just how much I enjoyed being fucked. Almost as if I was born to be fucked. Every nerve eneding up my ass was firing and making me want to be fucked harder and for longer, as each man took turns to feed me his cock.
At the end of the night it was me who was asking them to fuck me to yet another anal orgasm. Something I now know to be a totally different type of cumming to me fucking my fiance or by masturbation.
I'm still don't fully understand what and why it all happened. What I do know, is I want it to happen again. And I'd love to be fucked by a man or men with larger cocks.

Over the Christmas period my uncle Terry stayed over with my girlfriend and I.
His boyfriend had found him in bed with another man two days earlier and had kicked him out. It was my girlfriend who asked him to stay. And it was my girlfriend who suggested we all get drunk and have sex. As she put it "I'd love to see you fucked for real".
At first I thought it was the alcohol speaking. That was until she walked back into our lounge naked with the dildo she normally used up my arsehole, when we reversed our sexual roles in the bedroom.
Uncle Terry was just as keen, as he too was naked within seconds of seeing her. I was TOLD to get naked by my girlfriend and to "See to" Terry's cock. It was a phrase she often used when she wanted me to perform oral sex on her very sweet tasting pussy.
Kneeling down I took my uncle's flaccid cock into my mouth. The first real cock I'd ever sucked on. It was strange to feel the warmth of his dick in my mouth and to feel it grow to its full eight inches. As normally the cold hardness of the dildo was what I was used to.
It was that very coldness I felt next, closely after my girlfriend had tongued my arsehole (God I love being anally tongued) She slowly slid the familiar synthetic sexual aid up my bum, and I soon became hungry to experience the cock which I was then greedily sucking on, up my arsehole.
Removing Terrys cock from my mouth, I was about to ask my girlfriend if it time to let Terry fuck me.
She'd pre empted my question by removing the dildo and walking to where Terry stood. Telling Terry to mount me she got on her back, spread her legs and said "See to me".
My tongue had just entered between her labias and begun to lap away at her clit, when my uncles hot cock entered my already fucked arse.
Receiving his thick stiff cock up my arse, was everything I thought it was ever going to be and much more. It was truly a phenomenal feeling and over the next twenty minutes, to make me cum, without having to touch my own cock.
I wasn't the only one to cum, as my girlfriend orgasmed seconds after I did. She as ever though wasn't finished. With my cock dripping out the last remnants of my seed, my girlfriend shuffled over to me so her arsehole was alongside mine. Turning round she told Terry to cum up me, and to finger fuck her.
From my position and because I was enjoying being fucked too much, I didn't get to see him finger fuck her pussy and arse, but I sure heard her moan just as loud and hornilly as I was.
She came again as we'd begun to kiss side by side. Then in one huge thrust Terry buried his cock deep up inside my bowels, making his cock erupt up my arse.
It was a sensation over the next three days I became very familiar with. My girlfriend wasn't present for most of the sex my uncle Terry and I had, as she being a nurse was working.
The thought of my uncle or any man actually fucking me, wasn't a thought I'd considered. Over those special days spent with Terrys cock pounding my arsehole, I'd not now ever think of denying myself gay sex.
Terrys has moved back in with his boyfriend. As for my girlfriend and I. I've already begun to suggest we find someone, a male someone our age to share our bed.
Here's hoping she wants to see me being fucked again.

I don't want to make this too long.

During the summer between my freshman and sophomore year I had a job as bell man at a large hotel in town. I got the job because a friend of mine was working there and the tips were good. My shift was 3 to 11.

There was this Mexican cook who worked the same shift, he was in his mid forties. He was a nasty man with a heavy beard. But since we worked the same shift he would talk to me when I went back into the kitchen for supper, or when we crossed paths. His name was Manuel.

One day he told me had a stereo that he wanted to sell, if I knew any one that might want it. He gave me particulars, but I never asked anyone. After several days he asked me if I had found anyone, and after I said no, he offered to give it to me, so I accepted. We agreed that I would stop by his apartment after work and pick it up. So about 11:30 after we were done and clocked out, I followed him to his apartment. He lived quite far away, in the lower end of town in a garage apartment. The place was dark and I was scared to leave my car on the street. I sat in my car for several minutes, not knowing if I should leave my car to go get the stereo. But he came over to the window and told me to follow him.

His apartment was like him, it was dingy and small, a smelled of cigarettes and beer. He lived alone, there was one bed and a kitchen chair and a small round table, a small sink and fridge. He took a beer out of the fridge and offered me one, and then went to the small bathroom and without closing the door he stood there and peed. I watched, I stood there and watched him pee. He looked back at me and played with his cock and asked me in Spanish "te gusta?", if I liked it.

He zipped up and came out into the room and asked me again "queres verga?", do you want cock. I was standing there like a fool, with the uncapped beer in my hand, and he grabbed me by the crotch, and he whispered hard to me "te voy a dar verga, guero", I am going to give you cock, white boy. He went and sat of the bed and called me over, so he could kiss me. Like a moth to light I walked over slowly and when I was in front of him, he undid the belt of my pants and zipped me down and took out my cock and sucked it. I didn't even realize that my jeans were around my ankles. He pulled my underwear down and held me by my butt and sucked on my dick, I was so hard it hurt.

He pulled me down on the bed, and I had to take off my shoes and pants and laid me on my back to suck me, his fingers were all around my balls, and then he started to finger my butt. I couldn't believe that I was there and this grubby Mexican was sucking me off and fingering me. But all I could do was lay back.

He had pushed my shirt up and was tweaking my nipples when he laid a big hairy kiss on my lips. I have never had much of a beard, and his hairy face against mine felt both strange and exhilarating. I really started to get horny then, he was jacking me off while he kissed me and I was about to cum, when he stopped and put his hand on my chest and told me it was now my time.

He got totally undressed, he had a large round belly, under which his dark brown cock was pocking out. He told me to suck him hard. While I sucked him, he reached down to finger me, all I could do was open my legs for his finger. He reached over to the small dresser and took out a tube of lube and told me to lay back and open my legs so he could lube me. His finger felt cold as he rubbed the lube on me, then all of a sudden his finger was hot as he finger fucked me. On my back, he pushed my legs up and stood in front of me and said again in Spanish 'esto te va gustar', you are going to like this, and he pushed in and slowly he fucked me. To say it hurt, I don't know, it felt like nothing I had ever experienced, I just could not get enough, his face was serious as he pushed further and ruther in, until I felt his balls against me, and he started to fuck in and out slowly. I looked down, I was totally limp, with my cock just flopping around bit by bit as he fucked me. I laid my head back and just closed my eyes, and felt him kiss me on the lips and I went into a trance.

I spent the night with him, in those dirty messy sheets. It was a cold apartment, and I laid close to him, hearing mim snore. My head was full of regrets, and fear, and all other kind of mixed feelings. I got up to go to the bathroom, and gently wiped my butt. I wasn't sore, but I was tender, I was naked, and he was sleeping there naked, his limp cock just laying there. I noticed he wasn't circumcised like I was. My cock seemed so small compared to his. I fantasized about just going over there and sucking his cock while he slept, but all I did was walk over there and get in bed beside him and laid there until day light.

He fucked me again many times that summer, and I sucked him off many times, I enjoyed sucking him off, there was just something about his cock that turned me on so bad. Dark brown cocks continue to be my downfall. I am not into the gay lifestyle, I am primarily heterosexual in my life. But my outside adventures continue to be having sex with a man. I am definitely the bottom, I have topped, but only for much younger guys, I much prefer to be the bottom to a more mature, Mexican or Latino man. I liked to be kissed, I am into men with lots of facial hair, and I can give a pretty good blowjob. I do swallow, but almost always with someone I don't know, swallowing cum from a one night stand helps me finish off the night. I like the taste in my mouth as I drive home, I just don't want to know their name. Fortunately I live in the San Diego area and there are lots of Latino's around here, I would never move.

I remember Manuel, he was my first, and my best. You just can't replicate the experience. I hope one day I can do the same for nice young man.

Since returning from holiday, and having my first real gay experience, I was eager to meet someone. I placed in the FREE ADDS , that I was a she/male, looking for a date in someones car down a dark lane, and asking for replies to my email. I had a good response , but I decided to meet a man who said his name was John. He said he had a large 4x4 vehicle, and he would drop all the back seats, and put a air bed in, which he did. I put plenty of body lotion on, and perfume and drove to the lane in the woods. I was wearing black stockings, white see through mini, loose black top and a little thong what the wife had bought me. My heart was beating loud as I climbed in to his vehicle. He was a stocky man, big hands and a bald head. He soon had me on my back, with my legs in the air, and after removing my thong he began to rim me, and suck my little cock. He gave me love bits at the top of my legs and on my bottom. I put some jelly on his finger, which I had in my hand bag. His finger was soon up my love hole, working nice and slow as he sucked on my nipples. I slid his jumper over him, and undid his belt, to remove his trousers. his cock was nice and big, and taking the shaft I gave it licks and sucks, working the cock till it became hard, I gave him slow wanks as I swore in french, and told him how HOT he made me feel. We were soon out of his vehicle, and he had me bent over the bonnet. He ripped at my stockings in love and lust, and after some more jelly and fitting a condon, he was up my love hole fucking me. I just cannot get enough cock, and look forward to a new encounter.

I thought I'd left it all behind (No pun intended) I genuinely thought when I got married my gay anal sexual urges would cease. That's because my wife and I use sex toys in our love making.

She knew I'd had sex with men in the past and I'd told her just how much I enjoyed being fucked. So when we got together for real with her moving in, she started to use sex toys up my ass to get me off. After our marriage, if anything her desire to fuck me with dildos, vibrators, but plugs and strap ons only increased. But no amount of fucking using those toys completely satisfied me. I was missing something and that something was a thick hard hot cock.

It was my wife who introduced me to Gavin. A married hetrosexual man to her knowledge. It was at a barbeque this summer just gone. He works alongside my wife and is a real hunk. I'm not sure if she fancied him or still did, the still DOES is the reason I'm confessing.

The moment we met and began to talk I just knew he'd fucked men before. My hunch, my assurity he was bisexual was confirmed when he was about to enter the bathroom as I exited. Gripping my hand he lead me back into the bathroom, undid his trousers and lowerd his boxers. knowing we didn't have too much time, I quickly went down on him and sucked in his heavilly veined cock. It soon grew to its full eight inches and I took great delight in making him cum in less than five minutes, as I sucked on his cock for all I was worth.

When we said our goodbyes later on that night, Gavin handed me a piece of paper. I didn't look at it until the next morning after my wife had left for work. I read the short note which said "Meet me at lunch time tommorow at". There was an number 9 and an address of a motel on it. Finally it said "Bring condoms and lube".

Gavins car was already there when I arrived and I went straight to the room marked "9". Opening the door I saw Gavin lay naked on the bed, stroking his beautiful cock. I didn't say a word. Throwing the lube and condoms beside him I went straight over and began sucking on his dick. I'd been sucking his cock for about five to ten minutes when Gavin spoke for the first time "I've got to get back to work soon, but I want to fuck you first". Stripping naked without talking, I got back onto the bed and presented my asshole to him.

Gavin got behind me, slapped my ass and then I heard him tearing at the condom wrapper. The cold lube felt amazing on my butt hole as his fingers massaged it into me. I felt him put his cock head to my asshole and then as he pushed forwards, I pushed back. That hot familiar feeling of a mans cock filling my butt was electric. My dick rose and was soon at its full six inches.

The urgency of Gaving thrusts told me he'd not fucked a guy in some time. And in truth the fuck was over too quickly for me to get off myself. It was almost like two young men fucking for the first time, and Gavins enthusiasm soon had him cumming up me in no time. Pulling his softening cock out of my ass, he apologised to me for cumming so quickly and added that if we met again, he'd show me just how good he can fuck a man. Kissing me, Gavin got dressed quickly and then scribbled down a phone number on an envelope he had in his jacket pocket. Just before he walked out I smiled at him and said "Your cocks too good to waste, I'll text you".

I text him the following afternoon. He left work early telling my wife he had to get home to let in some maintenance workers. At his apartment during a two hour sex session, Gavin fucked me to two orgasms and I let him flood my asshole with his cum. His wife was away over the next two days, so we made time on each of those days, and in between my work (I'm self employed) and his commitments at work, to fuck one another.

We've been fucking one another from that point onwards. Then only two weeks ago he admitted my wife had made a pass at him. They were in a conference room when my wife closed the door, took off her top and asked Gavin if he thought she was attractive. He said they didn't go any further as they were disturbed, but he also added if they hadn't have been, he would have fucked my wife. Nothing has happened between them since, although we have met up three times so he could fuck my asshole.

It was as he was fucking me the last time, Gavin suggested we invite my wife into our sexual relationship. It's a thought that had passed through my mind over the last fortnight. I hadn't said anything because I don't know if or how I should raise the subject with her. It's not as though we don't still have sex, as we fuck two or three times a week. But I'm guessing if we all got onto the same bed together, the sex would be awsome. It's just a matter of how do I tell her Gavins been fucking me since the summer, and that we'd love her to join us ?

Eleven years back I was in the showers after doing some gym and weight training. One of the older guys who attended the fitness centre, walked in as I'd only just begun showering. He was much larger than me, as I'm only five feet six inches tall and was much more muscular. Like most guys (Those who admit it), I looked down at his cock and couldn't help myself when I saw it, as it looked so small compared to the size of the guy. I smiled and he knew what I was smiling about. Then he said something I'd not heard before "I'm a grower, not a shower". I must have looked dumb and disbelieving as he said "Suck it you little dickhead and you'll see just big it is". Before I could say anything he walked over to me gripped my head and forced me down, so my mouth was inches from his cock. Squeezing my kneck hard, he told me to suck him. Opening my mouth I took the older guys cock into my mouth and hoped no one else walked in.

I'd been sort of sucking on his cock (It was my first time) when someone else did walk in. It was one of the instructors and he wasn't pleased we were using his showers to have oral sex in. When he saw who the the older guy was though, he changed his attitude completely. He apologised, almost grovelling, like he'd just offended a known gangster or something. Leaving us to it, the older man stopped me sucking him and stood me up. It was then I saw just how big his cock had grown. I'm six and half inches erect, the man turning me around to face the shower wall, was at least a couple of inches longer than me.

I didn't get chance to say no, or to protest at what he did next. With one huge hand wrapped around my chest and his body pressed up against mine, he thrust his cock straight up my soap covered arsehole. I couldn't protest as I was in too much pain. My arsehole felt like it was on fire, and at the same time it felt as though it was going to split in two. I was stood with warm water spraying over me, and a large man who I was beginning to guess had lots of influence, fucking my arse and I couldn't do a thing about it.

His words broke my thoughts and funnily enough, so did the pain, as he said "Not too small for you is it". I wasn't gay, I'd not thought about gay sex before, or even knew someone that had. As soon as he spoke about his cock, all I wanted was for him to carry on fucking me. The feeling had totally changed and it had started to feel so fucking amazing. My whole body was shaking with something, a feeling I didn't understand. I'd masturbated before, I'd fucked girls before, but nothing came close to the feeling that was building in my arsehole and around my cock. I don't know if he knew what was happening to me, but he began to fuck me harder and faster. Then as I was about scream my delight I ejaculated all over the shower wall in front of me. The orgasm was so strong and so long lasting, I was still cumming when he thrust hard one more time and filled my arsehole with what felt like litres of cum.

The only thing he said to me before he let me fall to the shower floor was "I'll be in here same time next week". I sat there letting the water flow over me for some time, going over what had just happened to me. The following week after a whole lot of thinking and without telling a soul, I went back at the same time. I wasn't forced to suck his cock then, or any of the other times afterwards. Without saying who or what he is, I will say he or his friends aren't anyone you'd like to get on the wrong side of.

My fiancee doesn't know of my ocassional liking for cock, and being fucked. And I'm not going to reveal it to her either. That wouldn't be a good idea, as her uncle is the man who still, every now and then, plows my tight, supposed hetrosexual arsehole.

You never know what life is going to throw at you. Some choices you make have very little impact on others, some choices alter lives. As has been the case with myself.
My wife wanted Kim to us to share our sexual lives with others, I didn't. She was quite happy to indulge herself with men who have larger cocks than mine, I wasn't. Yet I went along with her wishes to not seem like a kill joy, or an old fashioned dweeb.
Then we met Mark in July last year. He's a great guy who desperately wanted me to be more inclussive in our arrangement. Kim hated the idea as it took away her control, her singular sexual need, and the fact I think her need to humiliate me sexually.
It was happy accident that I ended up with his cock in my mouth, as he was fucking my wife from behind. His cock slipped out of her pussy as I lay beneath and I ended up with a mouthful of prime white ten inch cock. It was so normal to me to just suck in his cock and from his words, "To give me an unbelievable blow job". It seemed I was a natural.
Kim became pissed off and left us alone as she stormed out to sit downstairs. I spent the next half an hour learning how to pleasure Marks wonderful cock. He later made it upto Kim as he went downstairs and fucked the shit out of her, but not before we'd arranged to meet up the following afternoon.
The motel was clean enough and cheap. There was nothing cheap about how Mark taught me to accept his cock deep up asshole. We spent an hour over our alotted two hours as Mark introduced me to gay sex.
I went from a hetrosexual man, to a man who kissed another, was rimmed and rimmed another mans. Sucked in his cock and enjoyed every inch of his hard throbbing cock. And finally one who lay on his side as a huge cock was slowly slid up his ass.
The thrill, the enjoyment and the total acceptance of another man taking me anally was instantly awsome. Mark had known he'd wanted me more than my wife and had as he's said "Fucked kim to get to you". There was never ever going to be a situation in my life where I woud meet another man for sex before Kims insistance.
Now a very happy husband of kim, has found a life and sexual preference which goes from strength to strength. Since July ,ark and I have been having an affair. It's got to the stage where he's asked me to move in with him and to leave kim. On the other hand, Kim has gone completely th opposite way. She's now saying we shouldn't, we shouldn't, I think she means she shouldn't have gone down the sexual sharing road.
Well it's too late for that, as I think I'm going to accept Marks offer. It would hurt Kim, but it would free an increasingly gay sided bisexual married man, me.
Kims choice, is now mine to make.