Juliettew17

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Age: 34
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Confessions by Juliettew17:

Our “spring” Break

So me, S, our friend wanted to do something for spring break here where we live it’s started already so we wanted to do something together. Even if it can’t be for a week maybe for a few days. We can go party for once and come home. But we were like ok but where Mexico? California, Florida? So we got together and started talking at S’s house about where we should go.

Then enter T (my secret boyfriend and S’s husband, but before you all say omg your a terrible friend let me finish) he was talking about going back to NY for a couple of days to visit his family and friends then that’s when it all clicked with us we can all go there together, there was no objections because T’s parents were like they want to see her and us going was just a bonus I guess.

So we packed up and took a plane to New York. The ride there wasn’t to bad I mean we flew delta (only airline I fly love the leg room) me and our friend talked about work and stuff I took a nap.

So we touchdown at JFK and we are like omg it’s beautiful there I mean the air smelled weird but yea. For a while I felt a little uncomfortable getting off the plane in Women’s jeans shoes and a top I mean I don’t wear men’s clothing I mean I wanted to for this trip just because I don’t know if this state is ok with this and we were going to be with his family, but I remembered a conversation we had. He was telling me he wanted me to be me meaning don’t hide behind my old apparel but the one that I have now so I do I mean it makes me more confident but at the same time I don’t want to cause him any trouble. So getting off the plane and people looking at me felt a little weird here. That and I grew my hair out and keep it up at times (I have some extensions just till my natural hair grows out more) I mean any normal person would love it but to me I was a little uncomfortable because you know New York is a little unpredictable. After we went through that long unboarding process we met his family baggage claim and let me tell you this they looked as confused as I was seeing them for the first time. Yet I was polite to them and they were like yeaaaa and were polite. But what was weird was how I was introduced, I mean normally he would use my real name, but no he introduced me as Juliette which took me back a little and made my heart jump, because he only says my name when it’s just me and him.

So we get to his house which wasn’t bad for living in The state so I didn’t say much, so we unpacked a little showered, ate, talked gossiped and other stuff. S saw what was in my bag and was like girl since when do you stop bringing men clothes I told her I wanted to be more comfortable now I mean this is who I am now. She high fives me, I couldn’t tell her yea your husband loves seeing me in woman’s clothing now because we’ve been fucking as lovers for a while now girl didn’t you know so he forbids me from wearing anything manly.

So the first night we got dressed up and went dancing and walked the streets. The second night we went shopping (New York ain’t that cheap) I mean I got to show off a little because me and T never have the time do this and I wanted his eyes on me for a little bit I mean I haven’t touched him since we got here I’ve had to sit in the background. So when he looked at me I put on a show for him. That night we went drinking with his friends.

They are not my cup of tea at all sure they were cute but I just couldn’t get over the way they make sissies, trans, and gays feel I mean sitting around them was terrible (story for another time)

But the third day our friend met some guy who was like girl let me bend you over and take you to heaven (she was a real girl she was just weird but we love her). At first we were you just met this guy and you can’t just run into bed with him you don’t know him and we aren’t home so no girl. So she gives this guy her number and is like he has a fat cock and we are like we don’t care you can’t hook up with some guy like that (he just seemed weird to us that’s why). In the end she ends up at his place when weren’t looking and had to come get her like hours later. All she could do was talk about it I was so full, he fucked me till I squirted puddles, I couldn’t deep throat it, I have a picture. I will admit I was turned on and I wanted T.

Let’s just say waking up in the day time was painful and I do mean painful we were hungover like it was no one’s business. So we were moping around the house until we had this idea let’s stay in a super nice hotel for the night since we can’t do this back home (since they didn’t have ones like this) so we did. Now remember when I told you to finish this well here goes.

So we bought a really good room like a two bedroom kind of room we lied and said it was a friends birthday and they gave us a deal for the room for the night. And we got drunk danced around I mean I got to dance on T and it got really intimate even S was so drunk that she wasn’t noticing how I was all on him. Our friend on the other hand was trying her best to keep up but it was like 2Am and she was out so we drew on her face. (Yea we went there)

So S passes out like 30 min later and T goes to the room and crashes and I’m on the floor asleep but I wake up cause I’m on the floor I hate sleeping on the floor so I’m like bed where is a bed so I find the first bed I can see because the room is spinning my head is pounding and being unconscious sounds so good right now.

At this point I didn’t know T did the same thing and I wound up yep right next to him and when I finally realized it I got super horny, and started to fondle him right there are first he was like he thought I was his wife, so he opened his legs until he saw me and looked at the door and was like close the door and I was like no (drunk me for the win) I want her to finally see I want her to watch me make you cum, make her watch you breed me. I want her to see you make me your bitch. Just like that he pushed my head down and I gave him sloppy drunk head with the door open and his wife in the other room and trust me I was not quiet with my sucking I was doing it the way he wanted me to like a true black whore wet sloppy I gagged on it. I mean this went on for like ten min before we heard a semi loud Oh my god, but I didn’t stop even though I heard it and it wasn’t him I actually didn’t stop until someone pulled the sheets off of me.

He was shocked I had drool on my face and the taste of delicious cock in my mouth and S his wife was looking at me but from what my drunken eyes could make out she was still messed up too. Which was a good thing cause I wasn’t stopping tonight I was fucking him she got him all the other nights because I could hear them in the other room.

She stood there swaying he didn’t say anything my hand ..(continue confession)

I Tried His Jealousy Part 2

Part two

That being said, I went to the gym with Todd, and you know we were doing our usual, he heads straight to the free weights (I never understood why he goes here first)I start off with cardio (never miss a cardio day) by going to the treadmill and running for 40 min. Then I go to the cycling machine which is right in front of the free weights, there are times when our eyes meet in the mirror and we don’t break it for a couple of seconds. But I can see him looking at me sweat (gross I’m sweaty don’t like me boy). Then I do my stretches next to him as he does some bench press this is our routine for 2 hours. But this day was different.

For the first time at a gym and not at a gathering, a club, a party. Some guy walks up to me and starts talking to me like out of the blue he was giving me compliments and telling me that he sees me here all the time and how he thought I was cute for how I dress. Of course I’m smiling thanking him I mean he was really freaking cute taller then me nice build and I was thinking that he must have a dig ole bick. So I was kind of into the conversation when Todd interrupted and was like spot me. Which I did which was new her normally never asks me to spot him I mean there is a safety mechanism on these machines now so I don’t get it. Yet I did what he asks, so I told the guy I’ll see him later, and smiled at him But before he could say a word he was like ‘ready’ then started and it like not even on the count of four he was like alright I got it. In my head I’m like well that was pointless I’m going to go do my planking and Russian twists.

So as I am getting my Matt and the medicine ball Johnny hot body (never got his name) comes walking by to grab the cleaning stuff (we have to wipe down the machines) and we started up a flirty conversation he was like do I have a boyfriend I told him no (me and Todd are like we can’t make it public) and I asked him are you straight (lots and I do mean lots of straight guys around here want to “experiment” with me and trans and others which isn’t wrong I just don’t like the way they have sex is all, doggy and missionary but they never want to look you in the eye or let you enjoy it just put it in and speed it along then get out and cry in the shower) he is like no he is Bi so I am like well then top or bottom he smiled and told me he was a switch (as sexy and big you are man your gonna need to tap into that hidden top with me cause I want that D when we get there).

So you know we are vibing and I’m like you are so my type and boom here comes Todd again right in the middle again hey I need you to come help me with these weights but he had a little bit of annoyance in his voice and I’m like oh ok well let me give him my number and he was like no do it later I need you now so I’m like wtf dude you never needed my help and you always and I do mean ALWAYS ask one of these strong men for help because he never asks me cause I can’t lift what he has we tried as a joke and I could do like a quarter rep not even 1 full rep so what good am I to him.

So I am once again over there helping him trying not to blow his back out with the weighted squats (i don’t know) and he does 2 and is like ok I got it, and again I’m like WTF bro don’t ask me again cause these aren’t full sets you need help with. So I’m doing my thing on the Matt and I can see he seniõr Johnny hot body about to leave so I’m getting up to go give him my number and as I start to walk away Todd stops me and is like hey I need you to focus on this and I’m like no I’m not focusing on whatever you want you don’t even need my help you are fine without me. Then I stormed off to go give him my number, which I did but I am still like Johnny hot body, but when I came back he is like we are leaving, and I’m like why I’ve only done cardio and haven’t stretched so I’m going to be sore let me stretch first. The jerk was like no we are done let’s go.

So I’m like fine whatever tired of dealing with you today. So we get into the car we didn’t say a word to each other, not one word. So I turned the radio and he was turned it off and was like don’t touch my radio and I’m like it’s never been a problem before and he was like it’s always been an issue he was trying to be nice to me. So we sat in silence, and Then I’m like are we stopping by the smoothie place again and he is like I can go on my own. So I’m sitting here the heck man what’s wrong with you. So I’m like can you just drop me off at home I’ll just have your wife pick me up. So he sucks his teeth, and brings me home. Then I’m mad no smoothie and this guy drops me off at the first gate doesn’t even take me into the apartments so I’m like A**hole and slammed his door and as I was walking up to my door I sent him a text that was basically like we were better off hating each other like we used because this is the worst he has ever been to me and I didn’t want to be in this kind of thing again. (Long story)

So like 30 min later I get this banging at my door not a knock banging and I’m like who knocks like that.

And there he is Todd red in the face mad, and I’m like what you need to leave or I’m calling your wife, and that’s when we started. Im mad I didn’t get to work out his attitude, and how he treated me when I was hoping to get to know someone (which is rare for me to do). He was screaming at me I’m a slut and a whore so who would want worn out booty like mine. And I’m like you never complained before about worn out booty and how this booty made him cum 2 times the other night and then boom it came out.

He didn’t like me talking to some other guy when we are together and how he didn’t get me to dress like that for other men he wanted me to be me and he loved seeing me in those clothes, and how he wants to be the only guy I am sleeping with. And I’m like that doesn’t make sense your married, and he is like so I’m still his boyfriend (guys my heart stopped I’m his boyfriend) so I’m like wait what.

No words after that he kissed me right there in the doorway my tongue being dominated by him his manly hands digging into my ass my hands in his hair moaning to please fuck me master, and guys he did just that he gave me no time to suck him off nothing he pulled my leggings off laid me on my table spread my legs and omg (I’m so wet thinking about this) did fuck me made passionate love to me I mean right there in the kitchen on the table no deep fast movements no none of that at first. I started to get into it like bad into it I could feel the shape of his cock really well today which is rare for me. I started to call him the usual names I call him when we are together ..(continue confession)

I Tried His Jealousy Pt 1

So this goes hand in hand (how ever that is said) so I am posting it together.

So I am a sissy, I am sure you all know this by now lol, but over the last six months I have gone through a transformation like a deep one. Where at first I hid who I was and only my friends knew who I am and not the world, but as time went on and I started to hook up with this guy I started to really feel comfortable with who I am, I started buying more female clothes panties, leggings, jeggings, and jeans (we need more pockets) dresses, skirts, heels, flats, shoes, socks, the whole thing, because it makes me so comfortable to the point that I don’t wear mens attire as much anymore.

I remember showing up to work in heels, jeans and a shirt and I loved it I was turned on and walking proudly of course I had to talk to HR about it which they were like never knew but as long as this is who you are ok, so at work that’s all I wear is female clothing, it just feels natural ya know. (Though I do love sporting the panty line cause some guys get so confused when they see me).

Even my friends are like omg your more out now about it and I’m like yep this is me now, yet I’m not gay I am bi but this is me though and I don’t see myself changing this even if I am with a woman (though I want her to be dominant and bi too (because they are a little bit more accepting of this)) but till I can find the one men have been somewhat (and I do mean somewhat) respectful of me (about 90 percent are like give me me booty that’s all I want is the booty) respectful to me.

The only people who don’t know is my family because they are the whole men need to be in men clothing Baptist people. So that is taking some time to do.

So as long as they aren’t around I dress like a woman in my natural setting.

Even when I am at the gym all female attire I bought new workout leggings, I sometimes wear underwear, a shirt with a sports bra under that is me that is what feels good to me.

I tried my best to suppress this but I can’t anymore this is just who I am now.

So this in mind here I go into part two (it says it’s too long or short i don’t know so I broke it up ugh

She Asked Me

It’s hard having a friend circle like mine where I can’t really open up about the amazing sex I have all because of one person in the group Samantha (changed her name just in case to keep us safe never know if a friend is in here).

Why do I find it hard with her being in the group well I am the side chic of her husband that I love and can’t get enough of but there is someone else but more details on that at eleven, but first this. I mean I know a lot of you guys are like wow home wrecker but honestly we all can’t say we never once slept with someone who was married or in a relationship or broke up someone who was in a relationship for your own desire.

Anyway, it’s hard so I have to pretend I am in the market which is half true but I guess she caught onto me being with someone. So she asked when we were at lunch.

Basically she asked me for the truth about the person and I told her he is sweet, caring, he treats me nice. Then the question came what is the sex like, at first I didn’t want to tell her but eventually I gave in.

I told her: amazing I mean he can lift me up and bounce me in him, he literally tries to get to me pregnant even though I know I can’t he tries so hard to give me a child. He pours it into me thick too, but that’s not the best part when he gets pent up he can really become a animal a straight monster he chokes me till I almost pass out as he gets extremely rough with me I mean he smack my ass as hard as he can extreme dirty talk like he really gets in there. I love that kind of sex and I just give in.

She was like wow you let him choke you out, of course I said yes proudly that’s when he cums extremely hard and literally I can feel it pour out of me. She was like you do him bareback and im like yes we just started that but of course im clean but we agreed to make a baby so of course. She was shocked and said she couldn’t see herself being that dominated in the bedroom and I told her try it I guess (deep down inside I hope she doesn’t im his little slut not her).

Then it got weird she asked me if I had ever been with a woman, and I told her yea I mean I was straight at one point. But she reiterated the question have I ever “been” with a woman. Like sexual I said yes but then she got flustered I guess and was like have I ever had a woman be dominant with me. I told her no never, I’ve never seen a woman be dominate in the bedroom before. The thought has crossed my mind sometimes I think it would be sexy, but never happened. I’ve come close when I was younger but no never happened.

So I asked her why does she ask me that, so she told me, sex with her husband is fun and great (of course I would know too) but when we get together with our friends (a couple of gay, a trans, and me) we talk about how great it feels to be thrusted into and left wanting more. So I’m like yea I mean we don’t have vaginas so anal is all we have and it’s great. So she tells me of course her husband won’t let her do it to him but she wants to peg a guy. So I told her why not just ask him I’m sure he would be like sure (of course I know he would say no he’s so dominant that I can only grab his butt) but she said no he wouldn’t let her, so I told her ask one of our friends.

Then she said to me that she doesn’t want to cheat on her husband and I’m like in my head. That ship has long sailed since august. So I said why not ask him see if that would spice up your sex life. I am sure it would, but she was so nervous because what if he gets mad and I’m like we all like to spice it up.

Which is true I mean he literally has spit in my face fucked me while it was on my face choked me till I came all over myself, spat in my face and then turned around came on my face and I ate the spit and the cum off my face, which resulted in a rough facefucking. I’ve given him a blowjob in his driveway when she was on the way home and I mean I had my ass high in the air as I was doing it. I mean we all want something thrilling.

So I told her ask him and see what happens. She’s so cute when she is nervous

Vanilla Friends

That’s all that surrounds me are my vanilla friends. I mean it’s not bad sometimes I don’t mind when we get together and talk about our sexcapades while having lunch or hanging out.

But let’s just put it like this their second sounds boring either confined into the bedroom or the couch in the living room. I mean don’t get me wrong I do like it in a bedroom in the comfort of my bed or doing it on the couch but that’s all the stories they tell.

Like my friend B (won’t say their names) she is a MTF whose husband won’t spice it up he only sticks to the very vanilla position in which she is like oh she loves it.

But I’m over here like wow nothing fantastic about that (I roll my eyes every time) she starts.

I mean for me it’s hard to open up about mine since I am sleeping with my friends husband and can’t say certain things.

But listening to them talk it makes sex sound terrible. I am adventurous when it comes to sex.

Handjobs that turn to blowjobs as he is driving down the road. Miniskirts with no panties so he can bend me over whenever he wants, we just got into animalistic sex where he lets it all go, dry jumping till cumming in stores. I mean if you can think of it I’ll probably try it or have done it.

But when I am with them I have to tone it down because I would be the odd one out.

I mean my friend tells me that her husband loves it when she gives him sloppy top which in my mind I’m like your welcome I got him into that. But she is like then he tries to choke me and she’s not all into that. I’m like your very vanilla I love it when he chokes me.

So who can I tell all of this to since I can’t tell it to them? You guys of course I mean I know they don’t use this sight so I can be free and open about my life.

But I do wish I had non vanilla friends that I can bounce ideas off with.

A Message From My Ex

I got a interesting call today one that had caught me off guard and was not expecting. I thought this person would never have texted me I mean it’s been some time Since he texted it was to the point when I thought he forgot about me.

But I got a text from my ex today. Actually I was shocked really we haven’t talked in over a month because of our distance, I didn’t know what to say or how to reply. I mean he was my first everything. My first kiss, my first blowjob, my first time. I mean we spent so much time together, this was before I came out. In fact he was the one that made me see I’m a sissy the same one who made me submissive in fact when we were alone he was my dom but I’m public we were just “friends”. Yet when we were “hanging out” it was actually date night. He bought me my first pair of heels my first dress and outfits, because he embraced this side of me and made me feel beautiful. He held my hand in public after a movie in front of other people. I mean people look at me and say if he’s black he must be the dom the Asian guy is the sub but In fact no it’s the opposite.

He made love to me like I wasn’t a man like there was no penis, he would leave me wanting more craving it more. I would always look at him and say get me pregnant please, and then we would be back at it again this time he would fuck me like he was trying to get me pregnant.

He really completed me, and I can’t lie I miss him. Is it wrong to want to text him and try again.

My Youth

Let’s take a second away from my sluttiness since I have nothing to recap on from the last week.

1.) I was friends with a couple of black kids they both were brothers (yes I am black. I know right a submissive black bottom sissy, but taking it is so much better then giving D) well we were introduced because our parents were friends, you know how it is when you are kids your friends with your parents friends kid(s). So my mom went out with theirs and we hung out. This one particular time we were talking and they mentioned that they watch their parents porn tape (no it wasn’t amateur) it was nothing but black women taking bbc I’ve never done this before watched porn with friends before so we sat there is on the couch three preteen adolescent kids them on both sides of me and me plopped right in the middle. Maybe 10 min into it the oldest one whipped out his cock and started to jerk it and of course I’m like ummm bro and I looked over at the younger one and he was about to as well. So I’m like ok sure why not when in time right so I started doing it too, but here is where it’s not what you think. No I didn’t grab them no I didn’t have my first time no blowjobs nothing of that sort, but I found myself looking at them jerk off I watched them more then the porn I would shift my eyes at them and jerk deeper I was immersed with them listening to their moans their eyes opening and closing trying to watch some chick get Dicked down. Of course we came at different times, and when they weren’t looking I tasted my own cum on my hand. That was my last night ever seeing them I wish I could have saw them again.

2.) I had a pool at my school and I did have swimming ever other semester. At the time I was so far deep into the closet that it kills me now (I had some super sexy gay friends that had feelings for me and trust me if I was so much more open I would have dated them) despite how I was I actually loved swimming class just for one reason:

THE LOCKER ROOM.

Why did I love the locker room because that’s where the guys were, you see I grew up in a black and Asian (this is where my Asian cock love comes from) dominated school, yes we had others but those two dominated the school, anyway a lot of guys completely undressed to get ready for swimming and cocks were always out and I was always in heaven so many guys all different styles of dick and I wanted to touch them all but I couldn’t of course, at school. So whenever I had swimming I would sit somewhere where I could see every guys dick. Of course I would hide my secret boner.

3.) I fantasized about being the girl in porn (I still do) whenever I was home alone I would put on a porn when a girl is showing pure love and affection for the cock she is taking and I would get on all fours my butt high in the air and I would finger my butt as I watched it I would imitate the girl the things she said and her moans. Sometimes I would stick something into my butt and imagine that it was the guy. I would do this a lot when no one was home.

4.) I would jerk off into my face with my mouth open so I could give myself facials (I love the warm sensation this is where I get my love for them comes from). I only did this when I was able to sneak into the bathroom when no one was around and awake and I would pretend I was on the toilet just so I could wear my cum for a little bit.

5.) when I was a little bit older not yet an adult I had bought a pack of panties and would jerk off into them and when I came in the crotch area I would then wear them under my male clothes around the house and would love the way it felt and how the cum would stick to everything.

6.) I had a crush on this guy in high school he was a cool kid (and I still have that crush) but when I was at home i would masturbate and think of him I would moan his name and imagine sucking him off and him spreading my legs and taking me. This was a nightly thing outside of thinking of the girl I was dating (I would start off thinking of her then straight to him)

I wish I came out sooner.

Dear “curious” Men

When I come onto this site I like to scroll through and read some of the posts on here some I am like I can relate to others I am like this is just fantasy not real.

But then there are some of these confessions that are just not tasteful to me, they make me a little uncomfortable because I don’t get it. Those are from men that post about wanting to try cock that want to be screwed by a cock, people that watch the cock in porn and have these thoughts about it.

Why does it make me uncomfortable because they say things at the end like “it’s gross I know” or “is this wired”.

It’s not gross it’s not weird, we are humans we experiment with things all the time. Think about it for a minute the food we eat do you think that we just popped into existence?

Answer: No we experimented with it. In fact we still do and do we find it gross and weird ask the millions of people who love those things.

We all grew up differently I grew up having to be “masculine” and yet I’m sissy how did I become this I didn’t just wake up and say I’m a submissive sissy. I EXPERIMENTED, to the point where here I am a little late but yep I am here.

I mean if you truly want to try cock where it be jerking, sucking, or taking someone’s delicious meat here are two options to be safe:

1. If you are of age buy a dildo one that is realistic (that’s what I did) and touch it suck on it jerk it. If you want to try and take it buy a butt plug and lube and fit it in there walk around with it dance with it idc it’s yours.

2. Talk to a very close friend one that you can trust and have been friends with for awhile if it’s a guy see if he will let you see it and touch it maybe he can tell you how he likes it (we all have at least one friend that had the same thoughts) if you have a girl that’s close ask her talk to her (be real nearly every girl has at least one gay friend).

Experimenting and being different is ok. It doesn’t matter how old you are (please be over at least 16 that’s when you understand yourself better) so if the thought comes to you that hey I want to suck a cock buy a toy first because it can be just a impulse that you have one time from just the porn your watching. Talk to your friend.

But just please please don’t hide behind something you are not, so many of us are in the closet and that’s ok. It’s ok to try it and keep it in the closet but it’s not ok to say it’s gross and weird because you want to try a cock for the first time try it you may like it there is no harm in doing it just once.

A Monster

I guess it is the holiday jitters maybe he just doesn’t like his in laws. Idk but he just seemed wound up.

He seemed annoyed in fact he was like with his wife too, even she was like he hasn’t been happy since Christmas has been getting closer. This was all because of his brother coming over. I guess him and his brother haven’t talked in years over some dispute years ago and it has never been resolved. This year he was coming over with his family to see him in his new home and it sent his aggression sky high.

Whenever me and his wife try to talk to him he just snaps on us like snaps he calls me a homo faggot and tells his wife she doesn’t know ish. We both understand it but he doesn’t have to be so rude about it.

We both sat him and expressed that this is not ok and he shouldn’t be this mean to us. Like down right disrespectful.

Since then it’s like he has gotten better he comes with me to the gym, we fuck. He goes to his wife fucks her silly (ugh) and everything is the same.

I guess it was the fact that Christmas is this weekend and he needed to be cheered up again so his wife was like hey come over I got us cute outfits maybe this will cheer him up. (She doesn’t know about me and him) so she gets us these Santa elf outfits hers was ten times more slutty and sexier then mine. But hey it was for HER husband, so I obliged and I guess it worked he was into it we danced for him, she got his favorite beer. It was a fun night.

But I guess he wanted to more. So he calls me, like 3 hours later I am at home winding down from the day. He asked if he could come over, this is a first for me. He has never set foot in my house so I said yes. He said he will be coming over in a minute.

Of course I’m not getting changing my clothes into a masculine wardrobe it’s my house I’m not changing anything.

He comes over like a hour later and it’s like 9pm now and he gives me this bag and says put it on and I’m like ok? Weird he has never actually demanded me to wear something. When I walked into the bathroom to put it on I looked into it and it was a slutty Santa outfit one that was close to the one his wife wore but instead of shorts it was a skirt. So I put it on and came out.

But he seemed odd I don’t know if it was me wearing this outfit that made him look at me the way he did. But he had a wild look in his eye and I was a little scared, so I asked him did it not look good on me.

He rushed me straight into the wall he lifted me up and stuck his tongue into my mouth of course I gave in my hands running through his hair me moaning as his grip dug into my butt. The way he tasted I was turned on.

We made out for what felt like hours, until he put me down. I looked at him as he asked me if I was Santa’s slut I nodded and said he (Santa) told me to come and spread my legs for you to be happy and Cheerful this year.

What he did next shocked me because he has never done this before but he put his hand on top of my head and forced me to my knees and I yelped out of shock. He held me there with one hand as the other undid himself, I wasn’t sure to be happy or scared but I went with it when his hard member came out it was hard and I do mean hard he pushed my face into his crotch and I got a good whiff of this delicious meat and he bucked his hips and his cock rubbed across his cheek i don’t know why but he seemed desperate like really needing this. So I grabbed it plunged it into my mouth and went to work. The whole time I slurped and gagged loudly on it he didn’t care about how deep he was going into my mouth he was thrusting hard like he wasn’t himself.

The whole time he was talking as he was violating me. He wished his wife bought this outfit too how he wanted to fuck me how he wanted me to stop dressing like a man and how I was a sissy there fore I needed to know my place he wanted me to wear something for my hair extensions weave something how he wanted me to no longer be a man because that’s what I wasn’t. I was a slut I mean guys I never heard him say this never once has he ever been this aggressive with me. I was getting wet by this I don’t know where this was coming from.

He forced me off then by my neck this man pinned me to the wall held me there by my neck my eyes watered he was squeezing it tightly and looked at me.

He let me go and I grabbed him by his cock and led him to my room. He pushed me and I looked back at him and slowly walked to the bed. I don’t know why but I should have forced him to leave because I wasn’t comfortable with how he was acting but yet I was getting on my bed and spread my legs for him inviting him in, yet he capitalized on it I told him I had a condom on my nightstand and he told me to shut up I repeated it and he was like he’s the man and spread my legs wide and penetrated me this was his second time since we started I’ve always kept condoms on me when we were together, yet he disregarded it this time. He wasn’t wasting anytime tearing the top off of me, and playing with my nipples I was moaning loudly this was so hot. This wasn’t the guy who screws me the way I was used to he was different tonight he placed my legs behind my head he normally spreads my legs wide but no tonight he was seriously fucking the shit out of me. I couldn’t keep up I was cumming on myself I was moaning for him to wait give me a second but he wouldn’t listen instead he got rougher with me and harder with me.

He ripped the bottoms off as he was turning me over lifting my waist by the tiny skirt until it snapped off and let me tell you porn makes it look sexy but it hurts when it tears against your skin.

Then doggy came he didn’t even go in easily he slammed it into me and I screamed I mean he went deep like all the way I thought he went into my stomach. When I was straight women would say this to me but now that I’m on this side I know how it feels and I’m like omg I love it but I couldn’t help but to grunt as I gripped my sheets this man was different for sure. He was more wild and I was loving it.

This man grabbed my by neck from behind and squeezed as he pressed deep into me and plowed into me I couldn’t breathe but yet I couldn’t deny what he was doing turned me on.

He turned me over and went in for the kill mind you this I was drooling all over the place I couldn’t catch my breathe. But he didn’t stop he wrapped his hands around my neck and began to choke me and he fucked the life out of me. At first I resisted calling his name then I gave in and moaned his name I told him more and harder and of course he told me to shut up I don’t tell him what to do. Between the hard pounding I was getting the feeling of dick in my stomach or me not being able to breathe I was in heaven I looked at him with love in my ..(continue confession)

4 And Long

I was over at their house, He wanted to watch the football game. The patriots or something it was a Sunday obviously why else would he takeover the living his wife and I both sat there trying to get into it. But it wasn’t our thing so we had girl talk right there on the couch.

I sat there explaining to her about my week and she did the same. He sat there talking to the tv typical man. So after awhile we sat there watching the game when she said she wanted to take a nap, I wanted to go anyway but she insisted that I stayed and finished the game.

So I did she went upstairs, me and him sat there awkwardly talking about the game. I scooted closer to him he didn’t move at this point I was his side chick, he glanced behind him and readjusted himself.

I couldn’t wait and started kissing his neck my hand slowly going down his sweats. A gentle whisper I told him give me my dick, and just like that that cock that I had been sucking and getting pounded by was once again mine.

We both looked at the stairs as I pumped his cock and when we both understood that she was sleep I went to work.

My head bobbed up and down I was twisting and bobbing I got upon the couch my butt high in the air as I sucked his dick like I missed it.

At this point the game was on but we weren’t watching it I had his attention my man I wanted his attention.

After I got it nice and wet I did it I quickly mounted him, and bop I slipped him inside me and I bounced on him my ass was smacking against his lap. I was trying to keep my voice down and in order to do that I had to really work my hips. And I did I bounced on his cock until he gripped my ass and came into my and let me tell you he knows how to cum nice and thick at one point I thought he knocked me up in his house while his wife was upstairs sleep.

I can now say the patriots are my favorite team