Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

I Want To Experience A Gay Encounter To Include Oral And Anal Sex

I am 33 and I am admitting that I have strong homosexual behaviors. I also admit that entering into a homosexual act has been difficult. I have wet dreams, masturbations at night, dreaming about performing oral sex and receiving anal sex. I don't have a fixation on any one person, the fantasies are anonymous except for the type. Always the same type of man. I will admit to a homosexual episode in the fourth grade with a seventh grade boy which involved performing oral sex on him and receiving him on my back (both naked at the time) where he masturbated to completion with his penis in my crack. I often dream about that and I have strong feelings to have a man lay on my back and I want to feel a penis against me and I would like to be penetrated completely and fucked to completion.

I was invited to a party several months ago and a man was there who was not overtly gay, but he and I talked for a long time and he hugged me and kissed me. He asked if I minded that he had done that and I told him I didn't. But that is as far as that went. I want to have another chance and I want it to progress to oral and anal sex with him. My friend who's party I attended does not know him other than casually, he is a friend of a friend. How do I get the message to him? I will need him to take the initiative.

So yes, I am convinced that I am homosexual, gay.

  • Married For Money, He Gave Me A Sister And A Wife, We Have Two Babies

    Quick and dirty. My husband banged a first year employee and got her pregnant. I was at home in my seventh month waiting on a possible C Section. He comes home with her and tells me she doesn't want to work because people will make fun of her (she was four months then). So, his solution was easy, she stays home and helps me with the baby and recovering from my C Section. I look at her and all I felt was mothering, bringing her to my bosom.

    She moved in to finish her pregnancy, she helped me with all the housework as I was pretty tired and when I had my C Section she took everything over, from caring for me to caring for the baby to running the house and looking after my husband's needs. I don't think I had gotten so many kisses, no one had ever been that affectionate with me. She helped me hold the baby to nurse her, she did diaper duty and changed my sheets and cleaned the bathrooms. When she held my baby she sang to her and told her that mommy loved her.

    By the time her baby came I was out and about and I helped her after delivery, helped her learn how to nurse, wiped her bottom and helped her heal from her episiotomy. I don't think I have ever kissed someone so often. Our babies were both nursing and we got very good at cross nursing, no need to pump if there's a mommy close by. I gave up on the Mommy title and I became 'the mother', she is Mommy.

    I love her with all my heart, hook, line and sinker. I had feelings but these feelings have found purpose. My husband brought me the girl I was missing. When you are in love and the person you love is beside you nothing can hurt you. We hug our babies, both girls, one blonde and one dark haired, and we hug each other every morning, noon and night. Our kisses are kisses, not sister kisses, these are kisses that you kiss when you love her more than anything.

    I'm sorry my husband lost his 'girl', I'm not suggesting he find another one, it's difficult enough supporting two women and two children. But he brought me 'my girl', for the first time in my life I'm free to love her openly and completely. My wife, my sister, my baby's Mommy, Mother to her baby. Two peas in a pod, two girls in love, two babies to care for, a home, and a husband who can be very demanding. I'm out now, completely and totally, She got dragged out, but came our with a whole family, with a sister and wife and two babies. And a husband.

    Over The Edge I Now Admit To Myself That I Have Always Been Gay

    I worked at a plant and after work several of us went out for beers. On payday the older men liked going down to the strip joint. I never got anything out of that. Naked women never did anything for me. One of the men, the older group of men in the forties and fifties, gave me a printout of a picture of two men kissing, holding each other's cocks. He pressed me to admit that I liked that, I told him no, but he said yes I did. I took the picture with me, went home and masturbated three times. I licked the cum off my sheets and went to sleep dreaming of a dick in my ass.

    I had been fighting these feelings, these fantasies, spending hours watching gay porn, dreaming of kissing another man. I got up, it was after midnight and I got dressed and went out to this part of town and walked around. About 1 I went into this bar and sat alone at the bar. A man walked by outside, I saw him walk by a couple of times and then he came in and sat beside me. We talked about baseball. After another drink he told me it was getting close to closing time and we should go to his hotel.

    In his hotel he sucked my cock. After sucking me for a while he got undressed and showed me his cock and said he wanted me show him why I was a born cocksucker. His cock went into an erection as soon as I started sucking him. He asked me if I had a problem with him fucking me without a condom. He assured me he was clean and he knew I was a novice and he liked plugging a virgin but he didn't want to use a condom. I agreed. It was the most amazing experience of my life. I loved every second of it, every fantasy I had came true. I asked him if he would take a picture of his dick in my ass or a video for me to keep as a memory of my first time. He set the phone up on video under us. He let me take pictures of his cock after he pulled out, he took pictures of my asshole with cum coming out.

    I went home, it was around 3 and didn't sleep. I went to work the next day and stood around feeling the feeling of his dick in my ass. When I got home after work I emailed the pictures to myself and printed them out and masturbated to them. His completely engorged still mostly erect dick I pinned to the back of my door. The picture of my ass I pinned to my headboard so I could look at it when I masturbated. I went out again and again, even stopped at that bar but never had any luck with anyone picking me up. It wasn't until about six months later that I sucked off a high school boy. He wanted me to fuck him but I refused. I didn't have a condom.

  • He Kept Saying It

    So back when I was a horny young buck of 19 I'd sometimes go to the next town where they had an adult cinema. The place showed older mainstream films in one area but the real purpose for going was the x-rated stuff they showed. Both heater and gay. Mainly men patrons there but the occasional woman and sometimes very passable trannys.
    So anyways I was extra curious and horny one night and had stopped for a few drinks before to loosen me up. When I got there I was wearing just real loose running shorts and a little tank top. I was young and in good shape and knew I was attractive to men and women both and was hit on by both sexes sometimes.
    So this night I was looking for something and not sure how far I wanted to go but I wanted a horny guy to tease and maybe finger my butthole. I had tried using things like my sisters hairbrush handle in my ass and while it didn't make me go crazy over it, it did whet my appetite to see what a horny gay guy might do with my butt.
    Anyway, there was this darkish complected nice looking guy maybe a couple of years older than me and he was grinning at me and rubbing my asscheek, saying I was good looking and had nice legs. He rubbed his hand across my hairy thigh and up just under my shorts and cupped my ass cheek. I might have moaned but I know I took his hand and put it in between my cheeks and begged him to "Play with my ass..."
    He was hot and very very willing but he made a point of saying No Penetration.
    Maybe it was a religious thing with him I don't know. What I do know is I took a condom from my pocket and put it on his average sized cut cock and again asked him to just tease my ass with his dick.
    He repeated No Penetration and then gently pushed and pushed against my hole until he slipped inside and I know I moaned and begged him to fuck me. He said it again, No Penetration, even though he was definitely a little ways in my ass.
    It felt so good I just kept telling him to tease my ass and he humped into me for about five minutes and then he grunted and bummed in the rubber.
    I was jacking myself and cummed too.

    Should I Let A Man Fuck Me

    I’m a man who has wore panties for a long time. I wear bras as well. I like to ride around wearing bras and panties while looking for bras and panties that people throw away. If I ever find red panties I always eat my cum. I’ve given blow jobs wearing just bra and panties. I’ve tried but plugs and small dildos. Just trying to decide if I will let a man fuck me ( average cock first). I have swallowed loads of cum and think I’m ready for a big load of cum in my ass. Hard thinking about it right now at work. Yes wearing panties to

  • How To Get Over Her

    I was at my best friend and his girlfriends apartment sitting on their couch with a guy friend of theirs I’d just met earlier in the night. I was nursing a broken heart as I’d found out a week before that my believed love of my life had been fucking someone else. I was devastated. I just thought I would never meet someone as beautiful and sexy as her. Loyal too. At least I’d thought so until I’d come home early from a trip to surprise her and found her, well heard her first, on all fours in our living room getting jackhammered by some stud. I will never forget her screams of intense pleasure, their skin slapping and finally her telling him to “break that dick off in me”. Upon hearing that I puked right on our floor. They turned and looked at me and though she said oh shit the stud kept hammering and seconds later howled and screamed “take my nut baby” and emptied himself into what had been my baby’s pussy. I ran out feeling completely emasculated and heart broken. I have not gone back or spoken to her since. My friends, where I shared their couch with their friend, had gotten my clothes from our place and I have been sleeping on their couch. So they had to listen to me be heartbroken for a while and then finally convinced me to go out and have a few beers and relax in there buddy Marc joined us. He was a cool guy, big weed smoker, like them. We saw a couple bands and local bars had a few beers and feeling pretty good. Marc seemed like a decent guy but he also was a good looking kind of stud who kept talking to you all the hot girls and he kind of reminded me of the guy who likes cock pounding my girlfriend. He wasn’t, and he wasn’t a bad guy but I was just in that mood.So we all went back to their place to smoke some weed which I generally didn’t do but it did make me feel better and help me relax. She sat there smoke some really good weed had a couple more drinks and finally my friends tapped out and went to bed and Mark asked if I wanted one more drink and I agreed. While we were sitting on the couch he said I’ve got this really mellow weed that’s a good body buzz if you wanna try it. I did and it was very good I got felt really very relaxed and we got in a cool conversation. He gave me some good advice about relationships and how they go I was feeling better. He asked me at one point if I was bi and I said no I Had always been with girls. I told him I didn’t have any problem with it I just never really thought I’d be attracted to a man. He said he mostly dug women too but occasionally he liked hooking up with a guy. He said it was just different usually more intense and more and animalistic than being with a woman. So we sat and had a couple more drinks and I was pretty buzzed and feeling pretty relaxed and I noticed one point he moved closer to me and was watching me. I was stoned and not saying too much about it I just kind of smiled at him. When I did he reached over and began to rub my cock and balls over my jeans. It has been sometime since I’ve had any sex at all admit it felt good although I felt a little strange. He said that I was very good looking and probably had amazing body as I was lean and muscular. I told him thanks and he was a good looking guy too I just wasn’t sure if I was ready to make the jump. He started unbuckling my boat and looked up and said is this OK. I shook my head yes so I was very horny and very scared. It occurred to me that it would be very odd for my neighbors to come out and find me with this guy but he deftly unbutton my jeans and quickly head them down over my hips and my cock in his mouth. It felt so good so I could feel him drooling on my balls and the way he moved his tongue around my cock was incredible. When I was very hard and moaning into his groove he suddenly stopped Stood up and began taking his clothes off. He asked me to get naked too. I stripped off my clothes and I looked at him and he was very lean Almost hairless with a beautiful body and an amazingly long thick veiny penis. When I was naked I laid back on the couch and he told me that I had a perfect body I thanked him and he went to work on my dick again this time licking my balls and pushing my legs up and rimming my ass hole. It all just felt so incredible I had no words other than just a moan loudly forgetting all about my friends. Just as my dick was swollen to the point where it was about to explode he stopped and eased up my body close to me was kissing my chest and neck. I was still a bit uncomfortable especially having him this close but I was also incredibly turned on And the feeling of his saliva dripping around my butt hole was so incredibly intense. He stop kissing me and said do you wanna get even with that girl and get her out of your head forever? I said yeah that would be great. Not believing that it could be done. He asked me if I would turnover for him. I did without saying anything and he said oh my God you have the perfect ass he didn’t spread my cheeks and begin earnestly digging his tongue into my butt hole which was just driving me crazy. At one point he released my butt cheeks but continued to lick me and I looked back and he had reached Into his jeans and pulled out a little packet. I watched him and he put the packet and squeezed A thick gel gel and rubbed it all over his huge hard veiny cock. I did say I don’t know man assuming that his plan was to fuck me. He said it’s OK baby believe me you’ll never think about her again I will treat you right. He then pulled up on my hips and whether it was the weed or my horniness or just my need to get past her I just put my head down into the couch and raised my ass. It took him some time to break through my virgin sphincter but he knew what he was doing and he got in and when he did and moaned and a high-pitched tone that I didn’t even recognize coming out of me. He slowly began to stroke me taking short strokes letting my ass adjust And the longer ones. It hurt pretty badly at first but even the pain made me feel free of her. Once I adjusted to him and he expertly picked up the pace he began to really pump my ass. He was talking dirty telling me how great my ass was and how he loved busting my cherry how he would love to marry this ass and fuck it every day. It all turned me on so much and after a bit we were just straight fucking The sound of his hips slamming into my ass filled room. It was such an incredible turn on I could not believe what was happening my dick was as hard as it has ever been and was bouncing as he Pounding into me. Based on our conversation all evening he knew the spot to hit and as he started to swell and get close I heard him say do you want to really have a dick broke off inside of you baby. I guess that’s what I wanted to hear because I’ve began begging yelling yes baby break it off with me break that dick off inside of me. Just before he shot his thick heavy cum deep in my ass my dick let loose and I started shooting cum all over the couch. There is just no way to describe the intensity of the feeling other than to say I genuinely thought I was going to pass out from shear intense pleasure. He pumped and pumped and pumped come inside of me and when he finally pulled out I just moaned in relief and collapsed. He lay on top ..(continue confession)

    Living A Quiet Retirement With My Special Friend

    While my parents were posted to East Africa I was sent to a boarding school for boys. We slept in rooms with eight beds and we had a night school master who looked in on us. The boys in the upper school were in another building and we had very little to do with them. Next to me was Lawrence, he did not like to be called Larry. He came from a troubled family and he was there because he was incorrigible.

    Bedtime and lights out was 9 o'clock, after we were all in bed the night Headmaster would come by and check on each boy. He was a nice old man, the only boy who made trouble was Lawrence. On that night Lawrence had gone to bed with only his underpants on. We were required to wear pajamas. A fight and forced dress and Lawrence got in bed and the night Headmaster left.

    After the Headmaster left Lawrence took off his pajamas and tossed them onto the floor between his and my bed. I looked at him and he looked at me, a staring contest. Soon all the boys were asleep and Lawrence got up and came over to my bed and put his penis on my face. I turned onto my back and he leaned over and put his penis on my lips. He reached down and pinched my mouth open and put his penis in my mouth. Instinct I suppose but I started to close my mouth around his penis and to suck and lick his penis. His smooth skin and his penis getting hard and he started to hump leaning over the bed. My penis got hard. I sucked him as hard as I could.

    He got around to my side and climbed in the bed with me and pulled my pajamas down and he rubbed his penis against my bare bottom. He humped and I humped the bed, I had my first wet orgasm and he had a wet orgasm on my back. We were now friends in a way that other boys were not friends.

    Over the months he got in my bed many times. If other boys saw it they kept their mouth shut. He liked to suck on my penis which I particularly liked, and sucking on his penis as well. And of course getting on my back to hump my bare bottom, I loved that in ways that are difficult to explain. One night as he was humping me the Headmaster walked in and turned on the light. Lawrence was expelled and I was turned over to a psychologist. And thus came an end to what had been the reason why I enjoyed being in the school. From then on it was misery, the other boys saw me as a fairy and after many months I found out which boy had turned us in. I did grades 4, 5 and 6 there until my father was transferred to the Far East where I went to the local school with the other children of the diplomatic corp.

    I eventually grew up, did my time in the service in Hong Kong and then went to accountancy school and spent my career with a shipping company. From time to time I had flashbacks, pleasant memories of Lawrence and that built up desires which I had a hard time fulfilling. It wasn't until I was in my fifties when I met a man who worked for a bank who pushed open that door and I fell to my knees with his penis in my mouth.

    Acceptance

    It took literally 16 years for me to have the courage to reveal this part of my life to someone. I found myself as different very early in life. When I was nine, I had a friend whom I had some strange feelings for, but it wasn't that big. But then, one day I was looking to a photo of her and a buy in my school saw me smiling. He instantly supposed I like girls, but of course I'd say no. He and some of his friends started to bully me only because of a photo and spread rumors about me. And that bullying spreaded to my friend, even though she didn't know about the rumors or. But more than that, it was my first experience with disrespect. My other friend found out about the rumors and started to avoid me and to say that I was gross for liking girls. That was my biggest moment of rage in my entire life. And to make it worse, my father found out about it a year before and began to disrespect me. He never accepted me like how I am. After all these moments, I thought that no one would accept me for being lesbian, neither I didn't accept myself and denied that for a long time. Then, it was when I chose being normal than being happy. But lucky it didn't took so long for me to change.

    After moving to another city, I've met another girl, and after some time, because of how she was and after having some great moments with her, she changed me. And then, months later, I found myself in love again. No one knew about my sexuality till that moment, so after four long years, at 13, I decided to tell my mother about it. with heart in my hand, I sat on the sofa with her and told I was lesbian. And she accepted me. I've never cried like I did that day in my entire life. But I still hadn't the courage to confess my feelings to the girl I love, afraid that she wouldn't accept me. But then, two months later, everything changed. On the homecoming at my school.

    A boy asked her out to the homecoming and when I heard about that, I felt sad but then, she told me she declined his request because she didn't know him that well. I got really happy and then we decided to go together with other two friends. Days later, at the homecoming night, when I went to her house and saw her in that dress, it was totally breathtaking. Anyway, for short, that night, I called her out to walk around the scholl and we did it. And then, after some minutes chatting and walking, we had a moment and... I decided to confess my feelings. At first, she neither accepted nor refused my love, but she said something that I didn't see coming. She said that if we did started dating, if it goes bad, our friendship would probably be over. I was already glad to tell her about me, but then, literally the next day, I received an unexpected response from her. She said that she would give a try to our new relationship, because she said that even though she wasn't sure about her feelings, she knew that they were more than friendship feelings.

    For short again, we are still dating and I'm thinking about proposing to her. And the best part of it is that I'm 100% she'll accept.

    Roommate Fun

    I'm 30 years old 6'2" and overweight. I don't want to really call myself an incel because I've had sex before, usually with very overweight women who are much older than I. I always had a hankering for tall ,lean cute guys. My roommate is 27 years old, 6'1 and 157 lbs. He's got gorgeous green eyes, short brown hair that is just starting to recede and he was a track star in highschool. He is lean and slim but has nice shoulders and biceps and I love looking at his butt especially when he parades around the condo in his 28-30" tighty whities or gray boxer briefs. He's a little weird so he doesn't get laid as often as he wants to but seems to attract tall curvy, chubby , but cute women in their 30's. One time a month or so passed since he got laid and I could tell he was very horney. We went out and I got him drunk, when we came home I confessed that I never gave a guy a blow job before and I would like him to be my first. I didn't know at first if he would kick my ass (he's much stronger than I am) or relent. Turns out he was into it as long as that's all I would do. I told him I really wanted to squeeze his butt too. He was ok with that as long as I did it from behind and he kept his underwear on. He stripped down to his tighty whities , I came from behind and just started squeezing away with both hands, his buns were as hard as a rock. Speaking of hard I noticed his bulge in front. I went down on my knees and pulled down his briefs and noticed a thick veiny cock , I'm guessing at least 7 inches. I began to gently probe his head , balls and shaft with my tongue. He began to moan, he grabbed on to the back of my neck and began thrusting. I could see those butt cheeks in the door mirror flexing as he was thrusting quickly , finally he moaned he was going to cum. I let go as 6 strong shots of cum landed in my face like a warm summer rain. I quickly licked the sweet tasting cum off my face and swallowed. Although he continues to occasionally make it with the ladies, he knows who to "cum" to when he has a dry spell.

  • Finally Found Her

    I think some of you folks can appreciate when you have a K9 gal. Finally found mine. Out of college before COVID, I was looking for a job. So happy to have landed a job out in West Virginia. Cost of living is so low and guess what? It's legal.

    I adopted my wingman, Bisky, from a breeder to make sure he'sintact with some experience. Treated him well, trained him a little to the best of my ability, walked him at doggy parks when I can. It was a lot of the same people and when COVID hit, things got a little slower. Finally I meet Tiffany.

    Gorgeous. She was walking with a friend, another regular at the park. We were introduced and I was hard looking at her. Nice breasts even under a sweater, round ass, fit, long blonde hair. Conversation was natural. I asked to follow her on Instagram. A few hours later, I get a DM from her.

    We begin meeting for walks on our own. She comments on how Bisky is intact and we get into a whole conversation about how it's more natural for him. Tiffany was absolutely fascinated, saying it's sad she had never seen such a thing. Later that day, I send her videos of Bisky breeding bitches. She responded with hearts.

    Next time we hang out was a Netflix and chill. A few drinks in and I ask what she thought of the videos. She blurts out how turned on she got. I tell her she could have him, but she becomes a little unsure. "I'll let him convince you." I say.

    So she sits on the couch, removes her pants and panties. I spread some peanut butter over her and Bisky does the rest. Tiffany was soon moaning at full volume as he lapped away. I pull Bisky back the moment I see her start to really tense up.

    "Fuck let him finish me," she barely got those words out. I was smiling so wide, "Only if you let him breed you." You can see the conflict in her before she finally groans, "Fine."

    She drops on all fours. I lay pillows under her and a special sheet that I prepared over her. It's cut so that Bisky will have free access to her goods but she'll be protected from scratches. I pat her back and up Bisky goes.

    The moment I guide him into her, Tiffany lets out a wild groan as he enters her with a squelch. Bisky is off giving her the fuck of her life. I guess she couldn't hold it any longer because she yells "Fuck!" then starts trembling. I keep Bisky in her until they're all knotted up then jerk off to the sight.

    We've since been seeing each other in the regular.