Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

A Man's Needs For A Man Don't End Because You Turn Sixty

I met Keith at Home Depot, he was helpful and knowledgeable and we struck it off immediately. I felt it immediately, that he was just as much a cock lover as I was. When I walked off he gently slapped my behind with his purchase, and I returned the favor. Two men on isle 13, buying toilet parts for home maintenance. We went to this Denny's and sat down for coffee. The damn waitress kept interrupting. He has big hands, used to construction. I'm a 'designer' in an engineering department, soft sissy hands. My cock was leaking, I wanted to kiss him.

Out by his truck I decided to go for it, I told him that I wanted to know him better. I wanted him to kiss me. Either I got my teeth knocked in, or he would grab me by the balls and kiss me. His hands on my balls and his beard in my face said it all, all I had to do was drop down and suck his cock, but we were out in the open.

I followed him to his place, an apartment complex and as soon as we were inside I was on my knees before him. A man has to let the other man know who's on first and who's on second. I sucked his cock with his pants on before lowering his pants, untying his boots, and sucking him hard while he sat on the couch holding my head with both hands.

We gravitated to his unmade bed and he pushed me face down into the sheets shoving two fingers up my ass and giving me a prostate massage, leaking out all over his sheets. He got on me and fucked me. Who's on first? He was, and I was happy to play second base for him. From the time we first walked into his apartment, to the moment he pulled out of my ass, fifteen minutes. We were both that horny.

I have never made an issue as to who's on top, he is. I love being with a man who is big and works outdoors, construction, manhandles freight, a big man with very strong hands. A man that kisses you and your socks fall, a man that gets on your back and you give it up immediately. If that man is a kisser, so much the better, kissing naked, handling his cock in my hand, rubbing cocks together, grinding, pinching nipples, fingering, you got it, a man you can spend a fair amount of time before he reaches that point that he has to put you down, and fuck you. That's the man I was looking for. That was Keith that afternoon.

Once upon a time, a long time ago when I was first learning about my need for cock, I was a string bean, red hair and glasses. I could suck cock, and I did, always attracted big men. Always liked big men.

  • Bisexual Guy.

    I’ve been sucking cocks since 2005. Which means I started sucking dicks close to 40. I had a kinky bi girlfriend after my divorce. She like pussy, she liked licking it, but she really liked strapping on a rubber dick and fucking her girlfriend. She likes dicks, she really liked big dicks and if they were black it was a bonus. She never dated a girl Ora black man. But she really likes fucking them.

    So her desire led to something unexpected by me. After a few years of reaping the benefits of having girls I could fuck stopping in. She started fucking me with her strap on. At first, she would slide in behind me as I was fucking her friends. Then, she wants to see me sucking her juice off of a black cock, then, sucking his cock as she fucked me until one night she has me bent over the bed pounding my ass, she pulls out and tells her black buddy that it’s his turn. She got down in my face, holding my hand telling me to look at her with a black dick in my ass.

    We broke up in 2009. By that time I had a bottom hookup profile. But I went back to what I liked most sucking men until they cum. I like it in my mouth, I like a large load fed to me. A guy that enjoys a blowjob but at the very end pulls on his cock and feeds me.

    Mates

    Three years ago I was going through a divorce and difficult times. I ended up confiding in my work buddy Dan who offered me a lot more support than I expected. He is a decade older than me and at this time I had turned 32. My ex wife wanted to sell the house and my lawyer said this was necessary to expedite things.

    Dan surprised me by inviting me to share his 2 bedroom condo as a place to live. It made a lot of sense as I could also save money sharing rides to work with him. I moved in and we got to know each other much more than just at work and got along great.

    He lifted weights and worked out daily at the gym. Dan is tall with a very muscular powerful physique. I am a runner and cyclist so more of a slim toned smaller frame. We spent a lot of evenings and weekends together hanging out and became close friends.

    I had been living with him 6 months when one weekend Dan suggested we go to an out of town apple festival. We got in his car and off we went. There were contests,apple picking and folk,country music in this small country town where it was a big event every year. We had a nice dinner and as it was getting late we booked into a motel. I didn't mind sharing a room with him at all. In fact throughout the day we had exchanged glances as he had worn a tight muscle shirt and jeans showing off his body while I had on a nice shirt and tight jeans. I became aware for the first time there seemed to be a growing attraction between us. At one point his medium blonde hair was blowing sensually in the wind and looking at him started giving me a hard on.

    There was a loaded minibar in the room and we soon were mixing stiff drinks. We had undressed and I was just in my boxers while he had on these firm fitting briefs highlighting a hefty bulge. This was not unusual as we had seen each other like this before in the condo but the booze and lovely day enhanced the sexiness of the situation. I was passing him a drink when he put it on a nearby table and moved close to me while I was standing facing him. He blurted out he could not stop thinking about my slim body and tight little ass. His words were slightly slurred but they hit me below the waist and I got an erection. I responded seductively and said that his body looked damn sexy. His strong arms went around my trim waist and pulled me into an embrace. My natural reaction was to dr**e my hands and arms around his neck and look up into his clear blue eyes. Our eyes locked for a long moment then he kissed me fully on my lips which led to passionate necking. We tumbled into bed and our underwear came off. His 7 inch cut cock with its substantial mushroom head waved in the air beside my slimmer 6 inch dick which was now rock hard. I had never had sex with a man but found myself kissing and caressing his chest wildly. Soon my mouth found his erection and took the head slowly into my mouth savoring its shape and texture. I sucked him as deep as I could surprised I did not gag. Dan moaned as I sucked greedily. Giving him this pleasure excited me and I found sucking his cock was deeply satisfying. Within a few minutes Dan let go and I tasted big spurts of his cum. I did not waste any and took it all. I lay back and Dan gently pinched my nipples. He quickly found my cock with his hand and then lowering himself he started sucking my cock right to the base. I could not last long either and unloaded my semen into his mouth after maybe 5 minutes of sucking. Dan swallowed all my sperm and we lay back spent. We later talked and kissed and I got hard again. This time he masturbated me. The next morning we took a hot shower together and exchanged blowjobs. We drove home quietly with content looks on our faces

    Dan sat me down at home and we both agreed this was totally what we needed and wanted. Dan asked me to share his bed from this point on. Within a month Dan was fucking me with that big cock of his. It stopped hurting after a couple weeks and soon his cock slipped into my tight lubed ass with little effort. My anus got stretched a bit and now when he fucked me it was a full body pleasure feeling which I have grown to love. His cock filling me up completely and me surrendering to him. Honestly sucking him to orgasm and him making love to me gives me the deepest sensations now especially the lovemaking. It is like my whole body responds to him and his thrusting cock and this deep inner wave of pleasure washes over me for quite a long time. The orgasm is much more powerful this way being penetrated and filled up compared to when my cock spurts a load.
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  • I Found A Place, Far From The Maddening Crowd Where

    Following a dark period in my life I took off for parts unknown. I ended up in Portland and decided to get a job and settle down. It was a nice city, then not now, before the homeless invasion. I got a job coding, it paid well enough, but I was lonely. I started creating friends online, but after hours of pretending there was nothing.

    I gravitated into porn, got tired of it, started chatting online with strangers, about sex. I told this one name I wanted to try dick. The next thing I know I had hooked up with the stranger. He was experienced and just as quick as it started it was over, but I had tried dick, and I was hooked on it.

    It's been fifteen years now, in 2020 I moved up into the mountains. I have a network of friends and strangers, and we have nothing but dick parties in the hot tub.

    The Perfect Cock Day

    I’m very been married for years. The sex slowed down and after watching porn I realized that I was more turned on by watching them in. Eventually that led me to meeting someone and sucking their dick and I was immediately hooked. I’ve sucked quite a few dicks in the last few years, but last Saturday was the perfect cock day.
    My wife was gone most of the day shopping with family and even though there was a lot of football on, I knew I had to take advantage of this opportunity. I got on a six ad website and answered quite a few ads. It ended up working out perfectly. No one, no showed.
    My first meeting was at a small house to meet a younger married man that never gets a blow job. I sucked his dick in his garage. He was a chubby, younger guy, but he was very verbal and he loved the fact that I allowed him to come in my mouth.
    Then, about an hour later, I met an older man in his apartment. He had it set up to where he left his door unlocked, and I walked into his apartment and met him in his room, where he was totally naked with his leg spread on his bed. He had a smaller dick and came pretty fast, but it was just so much cum. It really turned me on.
    Then, directly after that, I drove to another apartment complex to meet a young man that told me that he was bisexual and that he needed his dick sucked as it had not been in a long time. It was like one of those porn movies where I sucked a nice big dick while he played video games. I probably sucked him for 30 minutes before he finally jacked off in my mouth. If you are keeping track, that’s three so far.
    After that, I had lunch at a fast food restaurant, and I was talking to a man back-and-forth. We have actually been talking for a couple weeks, another ever panned out. But he drove over to the restaurant that I was eating at, and he had a minivan, and the windows were blacked out. This man was probably in his 30s and extremely attractive. He had muscles and a nice big dick. He came very quickly and said that he would like to meet regularly. Lucky me!
    Finally, I met an older man and got to actually live out a fantasy. He lived in a nice part of town and had a very nice home. You wanted to get sucked in his backyard by the pool and in front of his wife. I thought this would only be a fantasy. But sure enough when I arrived she answered the door with him. I sucked him by his pool why she watched. She did not join in but she was very verbal and encouraging. Also, he has a nice cock too. He came in my mouth and I swallowed it.
    I went home just in time before anyone returned. The perfect cock day!

  • Adult Theater Pt.3

    I had sucked off 4 guys already and the line hasn't shrunk but may be longer now. I sucked off 3 more guys each one rewarded me with a nice load of cum. My knees were getting sore so I stood and headed to the front row of the theater several guys followed me. One by one I sucked off 5 more guys as they stood in front of me. I took each one's load and swallowed it. I thought I was done but, I heard a guy behind me unzip his pants and then he said turn around bitch. I turned and saw his cock right at face level . I took him in my mouth and started sucking and swirling my tongue around the head and along the shaft. He said that's nice boy keep it up and I'll feed you good. He had some staying power it took almost 15 minutes before he grabbed my head and thrust into my throat. He said here it comes boy as his cock swelled and then started pulsing. He let the first shot go directly into my throat and then he pulled back some. He shot at least 6 more shots of cum in my mouth and some leaked out the corners of my mouth. He said don't be wasting my cum boy. He took his still hard cock and used it to get the cum from my chin then fed it to me. That's right boy clean all that cum from my cock. I made sure to get every bit of cum he had. He was satisfied and said you're a good boy maybe next time you can feel me in your cute little ass. I have never even thought about letting someone fuck my before but, now I am thinking about it. He left and when I turned back around there was a guy standing in front of me and he asked if he could suck my cock which was very hard already. I said sure and dropped my sweatpants. This guy sure knew how to suck cock. I had to stop him a couple times because I wanted it to last. I finally was ready to let myself cum and I said Hey buddy I'm going to cum. He just sucked harder and I filled his mouth with my cum he greedily swallowed it all . He kept sucking on me until I told enough I'm too sensitive now. He actually thanked me and gave me his number telling me to call him anytime and he'll be happy to suck my cock. Once I cum I loose the urge to suck cocks so I got up and walked back to the entrance to leave. As was passing the cashier he said you put on a nice show in there I saw it all on our camera. I was shocked that they had cameras. He said relax they don't record anything there just there as a safety precaution. Any chance you might be willing to suck one more cock? Normally I won't suck anymore after cumming but I felt like I should suck this guy. I said sure where? He said step back here behind the counter. Where he was sitting there was an area like under a desk no body would see me just him. I ducked into the little area and he sat back down sliding up so no one would see me sucking him. I undid his pants lowering them enough to give me full access to his stiffening cock. I sucked him as he took money and buzzed people in. One guy was even flirting with him for a few minutes while I was busy sucking his cock. This was crazy and exciting at the same time we could be caught at anytime. Suddenly his cock swelled and he grabbed my head with one hand and started cumming. He had a big load but, I swallowed it all. Just as I was putting him back in his pants a customer came in. He acted like everything was normal took the guy's money buzzed him in. I quickly got out and said Wow that was hot. Then I left. The end.

    Bottoms Up

    I finished high school and moved to the big city to attend college. Had a girlfriend there but nothing serious. At 22 I had graduated and took my first job in the municipal planning department. Was in my first apartment and partying on weekends.

    One of the young guys I met at one of these parties invited me to another get together in the suburbs one weekend. He said it was all guys no women so at first I thought they had strippers and the like. Soon found out it was a gay bash and there was loads of gay sex. I had never had sex with men before but after a couple guys gave me blowjobs I was all in. By the end of the night I was on my knees draining cocks eagerly. I guess I made an impression as I started getting invited to these sex parties every weekend. The guys were anywhere from their early 20's to late 40's. I grew to love cocks and men's bodies and lost complete interest in women. Came to realize I was not only gay but a bit of a slutty bottom. I discovered I loved being fucked and took various men in my ass including the older ones. I was sucking being sucked and getting fucked regularly. I especially loved party favors and sniffing from little brown bottles getting high as men fucked me. An older guy took a shine to me and started bringing me back to his place for private sex. Jake was a blue collar rugged type with a thick moustache in his 40's and I gradually became his bottom. I slept over at his place often. I noticed that the more he had me sexually the less he wanted me to be with other men. I was fine with it as his big cock and manly nature had won me over. Within a couple years I stopped going to the parties and was his lover exclusively. All that slutting around taught me a lot however and now I please my lover with everything I know that turns him on. He turned 60 last year and for his birthday we went to a gay resort and spa and he certainly filled my ass with plenty of spunk.

    Locked, Small, Useless, And Proud.

    I was consistently experimenting with a now-boyfriend of mine and he has a kink for putting his partner in chastity.

    I was reluctant at first. I thought "what would be the point? It sounded uncomfortable, I never topped anyway, and I hardly masturbate, so what would a chastity cage even do?".

    I agreed to try one on though, and immediately, I was so turned on seeing my dick locked to it's smallest size.
    The deal was really sealed when he used a vibrator on my cage for the first time. It was emasculating getting off like that, I was embarrassed at the noises I made as the vibrations shook though the entirely of my member tightly pressed in the cage, and I was ashamed when all I had to show for myself by the end was a puddle of cum, dripping down the cage and soaking the ground beneath me.
    And all of that was so arousing to me.

    That's not to mention that instead of having a 7+ inch dick when I got hard, I was stuck with a -2 inch nub even when aroused while locked up. And how hot it was to see my partners member now dwarf me in size.
    And instead of being insecure how I never used my dick, it was now a badge of honor knowing that all I had was a little nub anyway, so getting fucked and servicing my partner was what I was meant to do.

    We started with the cage on for just one night, but when we tried it for a week, I found myself aroused when I looked down at it, and comforted even when I wasn't aroused. I was more motivated to bottom and please my partner since prostate and vibrator orgasms were all I could have, and I didn't keep any toys at my place, and even when he didn't fuck me or use a toy on me, I felt satisfied when I'd swallow his load or he'd mark me with his cum.

    It wasn't long before I agreed to being perma-locked. I've been locked almost a year now with only short breaks when I get waxed, and I wear my little cage with pride everywhere I go from the comeort of my home, to the gym locker rooms when I need to shower after swimming.
    My partner has enough dick for the both of us in both size and usefulness, and I'm proud to be locked up for him.

    Just A Note That Sometime You Just Get Lucky And I Did

    My career took me abroad, I was in the merchant marine for many years. Aboard we always had a contingent of Philippinos for the more mundane jobs. And as always there was a Philippino who wanted to please. A man at sea has needs, and we relieved those needs. As far as any one of us was concerned, the Phillipino was the queer. We were just horny men.

    I went to work for the oil companies as an electrician offshore, it was 28 28, or sometimes 35 35. The guys on board were strictly off limits, so you took care of your needs a day before boarding and took care of your needs after you deboarded. There was always plentiful stary eyed boys waiting for a man to treat them right.

    But, I got old. The pandemic made a mess of things. Layoffs were everywhere and I had to settle down and stay home. I had paid off my place, a small house overlooking the bay. Small, two bedroom built in 1935. I took care of whatever needed to be kept up with or fixed. I lived alone, and spent some of my free time in town at the local bar at night. I grew out a beard, and a gut.

    One Saturday afternoon, I was in town getting my grocery run, and this hippie kid with a backpack was hanging outside the grocery shop, holding out his hand. I didn't ask him how old he was, but had to have been in his early twenties at most. I told him I didn't give handouts, but I had work to be done at the house, and if he was up to working, he could camp out and get fed.

    I worked his ass off, not because anything needed to be worked on, but because a skinny runt made my blood run hot. I stood him outside after he was done, in the shower out back, and the naked boy had to wash himself down. He had a tight little ass and small cock, under his bush. His mother had done the right thing, she had made sure he was nice and cut and they did a nice job.

    I fed him well, stuffed him till he couldn't take it any more. I told him that he could camp out in the second bedroom or sleep on the couch. I didn't make it very long before I was hard again, and went to get him and put him in my arms. I sucked his cock, which once hard was hard enough, I punched his asshole, and licked him clean. Don't really know why, but I needed to lick his asshole that night. I kept him close all night and woke up with him beside me.

    He kissed funny, and he liked having me suck on his dick. He worked well enough cleaning up the outside, and I fed him like a field hand. At night, after I showered him, I pulled him tight against me and fucked him before going to sleep. He stayed a few weeks, but he had to wander on, to Oregon to see a friend of his. I gave him one last blowjob for the trip, and some money so he wouldn't have to sell himself like he had done with me.

    I asked him if he was gay, and he said sometimes he just wanted to be gay. Well, I'm not gay myself, but sometimes you just want to be gay. I understood.

  • A Little Bit About Me, And My 'find' When My Uncle Died

    After my uncle died my mom sent me to my aunts to help her clean out the house for sale. There were bags and bags of trash, bags and bags of things for Goodwill. Shoes, and suits. And a whole lot of things that just weren't worth any money, from their trips. Fifty years of stuff. My aunt had a hard time with getting rid of it.

    I was the one that had to go up in the attic. I got Christmas stuff down. Old boxes of National Geographics, dusty and some water stained from the roof. Boxes of stuff, electronic stuff from earlier generations. I found an old suitcase, and pulled it out. It was heavy so I opened it, and found some stuff. Magazines of naked girls, magazines of naked men. Books, novels of gay men, novels of women, dirty novels. With very explicit paragraphs. I sat and read a lot of them, I would hustle up to the attic and go through the books, the magazines. I jerked off to naked men, I wanted to hold a naked cock and suck on a man, jerking off made me want to even more. I took the suitcase home with me.

    As the house emptied, and I had emptied out the attic, I found this painting facing the wall. It was dusty and old. It was a painting from 1956 by a guy named Paul. A painting of a hard cock, in gold, on black velvet. A painting of a hard cock, with precum reflecting the light. It was like 24 by 28, in a frame. I fell in love with it, and had to sneak it out in a trash bag and take it home. I hid it under the bed, and the suitcase in the garage behind the Christmas decorations.

    I jerked off like crazy before I left home to go to college. I took some of the books and magazines with me. After I moved into an apartment I took the painting and hung it over my bed. I worshipped at that cock. When the air went out, and the technician came, he stood and admired my painting. He let out his cock, and jerked it until he was hard and squeezed a drop out, and held the same position. The man of my dreams, and I sucked his cock until he had to have more, and I put my ass up for him under the watchful eye of my painting and he took first honors and punched my card.