Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

As A Teen Boy I Had My Wet Dream Stimulant

The sixties were different. I have three brothers and we all shared a bedroom, in two sets of bunks. It was the era of Playboy and a friend of my father gave him a subscription to Playboy. Every month the untouched magazine sat on the side table for my father. After he read all the articles it was open season. The foldout ended up on the wall in our bedroom.

A friend of miner's father owned a mechanic shop. It was dirty and filthy and the guys that worked there had greasy dirty hands. The bathroom was just as bad. It was in all ways possible a man's workplace. And someone there left a magazine, in a foreign language. A magazine of naked men. And one picture was a an erect penis, in all it's glory. My friend showed it to me.

While my brothers dreamed of the Playmates pinned to the wall, I dreamed of that picture, that penis. I held it in my hands, licked it, sucked it. And when I woke up I had wet cum in my pants.

  • "wanked To Death"

    Often wondered if such a "fate" is even possible...love to find out the 'hard' way, while being kept in my expensive rubber bondage-bag, as near 24-7 as practicable. Forced cock-sucking would be a small price to pay in return, and even attractive to my fevered hormones, as an obvious price to pay...any sadists out there looking for a sex-slave?

    Return

    It has been 6 years since I sucked a cock. From the age of 22 until I was 63 I often cruised for cock. Had many encounters in ABS booths,old porn theaters,parks,bathhouses,back rooms of gay bars,cars etc. I also had affairs with men and gay sex in bedrooms as well.

    Definitely was addicted to draining cocks and swallowing cum. Most of the men I sucked were over the age of 50 many in their 60's and 70's as I preferred older men. I am that cocksucker who lives to please a man with my willing mouth. Always felt deep satisfaction after making a man cum and having his load in my mouth and belly. When covid happened I had to stop of course. Made do watching gay porn and masturbating at home imagining I was on my knees fulfilling my need of pleasuring some hard or soft cock. Looks did not matter as I sucked all sizes, shapes and races of men. I enjoyed all the dicks spurting in my mouth.

    Recently I have returned to the act of lovingly sucking anonymous men in video booths of an ABS I used to frequent. I'm back to fulfilling my purpose of receiving men's semen and worshipping their beautiful cocks.

  • Some Things Stay With You All Your Life

    I discovered sex with another boy in the sixth grade. We had a lot of sex, oral and anal. He was Antonio, I was Cecilia. When I was at his house I dressed up in his sister's clothes.

    Later when I was in college I stole some girl's panties out of a dryer and wore them to masturbate. About that time I started having sex with a man who worked at a pizza parlor. He liked me in panties. I went back to the dryer and stole more panties. I was caught later, and expelled from college.

    I'm too old now to be beautiful to a man. When I wear women's panties I stand in front of the mirror and imagine myself when I was younger.

    Awakening

    I was raised by my grandparents as my mother left me with them when I was very young due to her addiction. Later found out in my teens my mother died of a overdose. Anyways my grandparents were very loving and provided me with lots of security and support growing up. They lived just outside a small town on a small farm so that is what I was used to.

    After high school I went away to university and got a degree in engineering. Began working up north for a mining company. Rented accommodations in the small town near the mine. Within a year sadly both my grandparents passed away from cancer in their 60's. I was heartbroken and combined with the break up I had with my girlfriend I met in university left me in a desolate place. My work was very involving and living in a somewhat remote community meant I was mostly alone with my thoughts. After the farm was sold I was left with a small inheritance. It was enough for me to purchase a trailer in a park mostly filled with miners and their families. I was tired of wasting money renting.

    The trailer I purchased was at the outer edge of the park near some woods. My closest neighbor was an older man in his 60's, a retired minor named Jim. His trailer was a 10 minute walk from mine. My location was the most secluded in the park with only the one immediate neighbor and I needed that space as I was reflecting on my losses.

    Of course I felt lonely at times. My older neighbor is very gregarious and soon I was often over at his trailer for company. I was comfortable with older people and we conversed for hours,played cards or chess and went for long walks in the woods.

    One evening we were sipping some premium scotch whiskey and deep in conversation on his couch. Jim unexpectedly opened up more intimately about his life after I had shared a lot about my recent losses. He told me he was gay and lost his male partner a couple years before. His blue eyes misted over. He is a bald masculine man with a big frame and I never suspected he was gay. We drank more whiskey and I felt this connection between us. I gave him a warm hug and it became something much more. He held me close and I felt myself letting go. When he kissed me it just felt right. He took me to bed and undressed me. His naked body merged with mine as we made out passionately. He took my raging hard on into his mouth and sucked me to an intense orgasm. I lay back fully spent as he caressed my chest affectionately. We talked softly and eventually I reached for his cock. I wanted him to feel the same pleasure I felt. I sucked him for the first time feeling an increasing need to help him cum. His cock fit my mouth like it was made for it. Loved frenching the head and taking it all in. It was not too big which made it all even better. He blew his load in my mouth after I had sucked him for maybe 10 minutes. His cum was sweet and salty and I savored every drop. I slept over that night.

    It has been over a year now of Jim and I having loving sex in his trailer. We often end up having intercourse along with the mutual oral. We take turns fucking each other. A new sense of peace and joy has come over me. Jim and I keep the loving behind closed doors so I don't think anyone in the trailer park knows about our relationship as we shop separately and don't travel in our cars together.

  • The Build Up

    Throughout my adult life there have been periods of time when the urges to have sex with men have taken over. I have had anonymous sex with men in ABS booths,parks,bathhouses,cars,and so on. Also had short term affairs with men in which I went to bed with the same man for a few months. The rest of the time I was in relationships with women and married to one for a few years until we divorced.

    Sexually I have mostly sucked cock,been sucked or masturbated and was fucked a few times as well as fucked a couple men. Probably most enjoy orally pleasing a man. With men I have enjoyed kissing as well when both of us wanted to.

    The desires for men is persistent and sooner or later I give into it. I find that romantically I prefer women so the situations with men never last as it is only based on sex. However the lust and desire for gay sex is always strong. When I have not had gay sex for awhile I crave it again and act on the urges. In some ways these desires are destabilizing as I have had risky sex with men in anonymous encounters. Living an outwardly straight life while experiencing the duality of slutty behavior troubles me to a certain extent. The urges though I feel compelled to satisfy.As an older man I have slowed down a bit and not given into these desires as much as when I was younger. Also the anonymous encounters are now much more rare due to the lack of cruising places and hesitancy in using online apps to meet men. I mostly watch gay porn and masturbate. Dating women these days also seems more difficult and frustrating. I wonder if there are other men experiencing similar struggles in balancing these desires and how to manage them.

    Friends Fuck Harder

    Me and my best friend are in later teens. He was my 3rd partner I was his first. I was driving him to his house and he was so horny he pulled his dick out and was jacking in the passenger seat. He has a nice 6.5" cut dick. He's telling me he wants to fuck. I tell him we're not fucking that I have to clean up first and would have to be later on. He says Rich I need to cum fucking bad while he's precumming. Now I'm horny I tell him to hold up and I drive down a side road by an empty lot.

    I park. He says alright and starts to open the door. I say fuck no lean the seat back. I lean over and start giving him head. He's holding my head and letting go and squirming in the seat. He's telling to swallow his fucking dick. I'm buried down to his balls. I'm trying to hold him off so I can suck his dick longer but he's too close. He's humping my face now with his hand on my back. I lean all the way back up and sitting up and he's saying what the fuck. I tell him I'm looking to make sure no ones around. He says so you sit up so people can see that you had your head in my lap? I say fuck you and he holds his dick up and I bend over and start sucking his dick again. He is humping as I suck and tells me don't fucking stop he's about to cum. I swear I heard talking and started to pull up. He says fuck no and I felt his hand on my head and he started cumming. He's cursing and let's go of my head. I keep sucking till I feel him soften a little then slide my lips up so I can swallow his nut. I lean up and say I heard talking outside. He said I don't know I closed my eyes. I was thinking of Kathy Ireland sucking my dick. I was joking and told him fuck you, you can walk home. He actually got out and said thank you Kathy and walked home. Only about 3 blocks.

    I laugh and get horny every time I think about that or see Kathy on something.

    My Son's Gay Friends

    My son came home from college with some of his college buddies and announced to his mother, me, and his older sister that he was gay. We kinda knew anyway and everything was fine. We talked and ate and talked more. Everyone stayed the night.

    Long story short...The next day, one thing led to another around our pool and his 4 friends gangbanged me in front of hin, my wife, and our daughter. The women knew I was bi. It was AMAZING! My sone was at a loss, at first. After round 3 of them going at me, he was getting frisky.

    YES, You prudes that are disgusted by gay sex and in5est but are still reading this...my son fucked me with his 4 buddies! I didnt even realize it till I didn't see him watching. I saw 2 of the buddies each fucking my wife and daughter, did the math...1 cock in wife, 1 cock in daughter, 1 cock in my mouth, 2 cocks in my ass...I'M BEING FUCKED BY MY SON!

    Over that first long weekend, all 8 of us got worn out. Me especially. This past summer was full of fucking. My son even brought home some lesbians from college for the wife and daughter. It wasn't the end...

    Sanctuary

    My married lover is also a man in his 60's who drops by my condo several times a week for a mutually enjoyable hot time. He has not had sex with his wife in years so has turned to a man like me to satisfy his sexual needs. I like the uncomplicated nature of our situation and we both derive much pleasure and comfort with each other. We are both retired and he texts me when he has a couple hours free to come over. It could be during the week or on weekends.

    He is stockier than me with a thicker cock and I am more in the pleasing role though he loves to kiss and cuddle as much as I do. I wait for him naked with my door unlocked and soft jazz playing. I am lubed up and ready always excited to see him. We have a couple cold drinks usually sparkling mineral water with lemon then we play in the bedroom. He likes a lot of caressing and sucking of his cock before he takes me slow and deep in the missionary position. I am quite slim and flexible and love wrapping my legs around his muscular body. His cock slides in easy after years of access to my smooth hole. He can last 20 minutes or so usually sometimes less when really horny sometimes more if a bit tired. His thrusting gets more pronounced and he gets more verbal as gets closer to orgasm. After many lovemaking sessions with him lovetalk is part of it now. We exchange I love yous and dirty talk. Finally he shoots in me and my prostate orgasm inside me which is more whole body than his often happens as he releases. He holds me tight as our bodies shake together and our moans combine. He lays there inside me until his cock gets soft. He pulls out and we lay back spent. It is such a peaceful blissful feeling after sex. We talk softly and intimately about all sorts of things. Invariably we start kissing and cuddling once our conversation dies down. Seems we both need that affection and intimacy. Eventually we are fully satisfied and we have one final deep kiss before he gets dressed and departs. My cock gets hard thinking about our sex and I have to masturbate once he is gone.

    In between getting together he and I text or chat on the phone about regular things. It is more than just sex but it never feels forced or laden with expectations. It is friendship and love mixed together.

  • Paired Up

    It was the late 80's and I was newly divorced. Strange being a bachelor again but my job as an addictions counselor in a group home program kept me busy. I was just past 30 and worked a lot of evenings and weekends so no real time to date.

    I had an apartment near my workplace and could walk to my job. Between my place and work was an old porn theater I passed. I saw guys going in mostly older.

    One early afternoon I decided to check it out. I got a seat in the back row and started watching some grainy straight porn flick with cheesy music. There was a haze of smoke as you could smoke indoors in those days. Men sat singly or in pairs and some new moved about to sit with someone. The moans on the screen were matched by sexual sounds in the theater,guys groaning and the like. I could see heads bobbing on and it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out there was plenty of man on man sex going on. I smoked in those days and lit one up. I didn't do substances or alcohol as I saw what that did to my clients but I enjoyed smoking. I found it soothing the act of smoking and orally satisfying when I took a deep drag and sucked on the filter. Maybe it was a need I had which I later found out. I had an erection from the porn and finished my cigarette. Some older guy sat beside me and leered at me. He was around 60 with whitish hair. He placed his hand on my leg and my cock got harder. I had not had sex for awhile so was extra horny. I figured he would just jerk me off. He had my cock out caressing it when he bent down and surprised me by taking my hard dick in his wet mouth. It felt good and soon his bobbing head took my big load. He thanked me and moved on. I left hurriedly but had to masturbate one at home before I went to work.

    Soon I was at the porn theater 3 or 4x a week. I sat in the back and all sorts of men sucked me off or masturbated me. I got addicted to it and it was like a secret life. Most of the men were over 50 even into their 70's but it always felt good. One afternoon a slim short guy with a moustache and stylish hair sat beside me. He was around 40 younger than most there. He started chatting with me which was unusual. He was openly gay and told me he worked as a bartender in a gay bar. He asked me I liked to kiss which was also unusual. I told him I had never kissed with a man. He convinced me to try it. His kiss was deep and passionate and really turned me on. I found myself surrendering to it and we made out like gangbusters. When he finally blew me it was intense with all the foreplay before enhancing it. He took my load and we parted. Over the next 6 months he sought me out to the point I waited for him and turned other men down. We kissed and I learned to enjoy sucking his smaller cock to climax as well after he blew me.

    We had long conversations and I pointed out to him that I observed some men always sitting with the same guy and not hooking up with different men as if they were a couple and paired up. Some often leaving together as well. Tom the gay guy smiled and said even in this seedy kind of anonymous sex some men prefer just one man. He gave me a long smouldering look and said that maybe we are now a pair. I felt a rush of warmth inside me and realized maybe he is right . I wait for him and he joins me. He took my hand and guided me out of the theater. He told me he lived nearby above a store. We went to his place my heart beating fast. Inside he undressed me then himself. In his bedroom he lubricated his small ass and begged me to fuck him. I fucked him wildly on his bed from behind thrusting like a madman until I filled his hole with my seed. We shared a cigarette after as I felt strangely serene. He told me from now on to join him here for sex and that we didn't need the porn theater anymore. And that is how it went. We fucked and sucked there. Sometimes he came to my place. Eventually I took his cock in my ass as well and loved it. He moved into my bigger place a year later and he has been here ever since. We both quit smoking 20 years ago and find each other's cock is a great substitute for a cigarette.