Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

I Found I Was Gay

so here i am 35 male married 12yrs with 2 young kids my wife and i had a huge fight again any way she tld me to go get fucked i left to cool downafter about 1 hr i ended up sitting in a park collecting my thoughts on what to do ive never done any gay stuff except whe i was 16 a guy sucked me and ive nerver done any thing since any way here im sitting thinking my wife told me to get well and turly fucked and a homeless guy comes up and sits down on the seat looks at me and says you look beat we started talkingi told him my wife told me to get fucked so jokinly he said so have have i ever been fucked i said no he said i can fix that if you want i said are you crazy he said i get married guys come here all the time some even pay me to fuck them thats how i make some moneywe sat talking for a bit and i said how much do they pay most $20-30 bucks he said but first time is freewe sat for a bit and i dont know why but i asked if hed fuck me sure he said we walked to the back part of the park it was real bushywe got in a part he knew i said what now he undid y pants and pulled down my briefs got ne to lean against a branch he pulled out his cock gott me to rub it a bit it got hard he was about 8inchs he spat on his dick and put some sit on his finger and rubbed on my bum hole stuck his finger in and movet it a bit then started to put his dick inme itbhurt a bit but he got it all in and started to slowly fuck me after a bit he cum in me asked how it felt to be fucked it hurt but i liked it thanked him and whent home went home thinking we you told me to get fucked and i did afew days later i went back to the park this time ther were 2 outher guys talking i joinded in then asked them if they would fuck i came prepaired i bought some lube with mewe went to the bush one fucked me while for first time i sucked some ones dick then they swaped places yes i sucked the guy that just fucked me i goto the park on most weekends nowlooking tobe fucked my wife dose not know ijust call it my away time

  • I Love Sucking My Brothers Big Dick

    he pulled his whole cock out and without thinking I went for it and shoved his dick inside my warm little mouth he threw the control down and grabbed underneath my chin and the back of my head and started pushing his cock all the way inside of my throat and face fucking me hard there was spit and cum dripping down my chin he stood up turned me around and continued to shove his big juicy dick inside my neck for about 5 minutes before he just came inside my mouth and held me there for 15 seconds so I swallowed all of his warm cum

    Call Me What You Will

    Yes, call me what you will.........Old Queer., Sissy, Faggot because I am all of those! Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think I would become a Sub for other men to use but that's exactly what I have become. If this confession offends you just move on. I got divorced long ago and like some the dating scene was just awful and soon I was done with that and becoming curious about exploring new things with another man. I have read about that here and realize I am not alone. I went to a yard sale a couple of years ago and talked to the owner for quite a while hoping something would let me know he might be interested as I complimented him several times, but nothing. I was interested in something he had for sale but it was already sold so I gave him my phone number and told him if the other party did not show up to please call me. Well two years later I got a call from him and I was so surprised. We talked for quite some time and he remember how I complimented him and then asked me if there was something else I was interested in and I said yes...........I was interested in getting together with him, there I said it and I was so excited. Well we met and he waisted no time in telling me that he was very demanding and Dominate to a certain degree and I let him know I was more than ok with that! I went to his place that following week and no romance or wasting any time as soon as I came through the door He was on the couch naked and I was between his legs sucking his cock as he instructed. This new feeling was overwhelming and I loved it! I did not waste the opportunity so what seemed like only a few minutes he tensed up and held my head tight and began to cum in my mouth and I swallowed every drop. He went into the bathroom and came out opening the door for me so I guessed he was done with me so without saying a word I left. Later that evening he called and said he enjoyed me sucking his cock and as strange as it may sound I loved hearing that! He said he wanted me to be his regular and told me to think about it. Before he hung up I made it clear I wanted that as well! So I am fast becoming this man's submissive, I accept it and I am going to embrace it for as long as it lasts. More to come! Or should I say Cum!

  • Unexpected Hotel Sex

    Was on a work trip last week out of state so I was far away from my wife. And typically when I’m away I like to way gay porn and fantasied about having sex with a guy. It had been 15 years since I found a guy to have sex with

    I was checking out a hook up app for the first time when I was naked in my hotel room. And there was two guys on there really close to me. I find out the other guy in his 50s is in the same hotel as I am.

    Knowing things might happen I check to see if there is any little stores or what not near by and put my clothes on and walked to one real quick. I needed condoms and lube. It had been like 30 years since I bought rubbers so I was surprised by the big selection. Way different from when my wife and I used them.

    Grabbed a pack and grabbed two small bottles of lube that they had. The young checkout girl just smiled. I figured she knew what was about to happen but hey I’m not gonna be embarrassed about sex. I just smiled back

    About 45 minutes later I was getting fucked by that guy in my hotel room. Getting fucked for the first time in 15 years felt great. I loved submitting to a guy and letting him use my butt first his pleasure.

    Both of us just married average guys. My dick is shaved for my wife while he had a full natural bush. The whole time during sex he kept asking if I liked dick in my shaved married pussy. It was oddly a huge turn on to hear my butt called a pussy.

    He pulled out and shot his cum all over my lower back. I felt used and it felt great. Afterwards he got dressed as we talked. And he mentioned that I had two rubbers left so he asked if he should come back the next two nights to use them. Of course I said

    The next two nights I got fucked. It’s honestly something I could do daily and love. Yeah I like fucking my wife but getting fucked just hits you differently

    Friend Of Mine Has A Huge Cock And Balls

    The first time I saw it we were like twelve or thirteen, we were sleeping out in his back yard in a tent and talking about girls and all sorts of other things. I asked him how big is cock was, he laughed and said let's compare them, my eyes went wide open when I saw his hanging there not even hard and probably four or five inches long and even back then huge balls.
    I dropped my shorts and laughed at myself, he was staring down at it and said Oh come on, not that bad really bring it over here and we knelt there with out cocks touching each other side by side and mine was like just over half of his. I could not stop thinking about it after we laid back down, we had turned off the light but it was on my mind, we were still talking and during a moment of quiet I broke it by asking if I could touch it, he laughed at first then said if I really wanted to he was cool with it. I felt around in the dark, fingers found his pubic hair and I began holding the base of it and running my fingers on my other hand over it. Minutes past and I heard him moan a few times telling me that it felt really good, no idea why but I just brought my mouth down and started sucking on it. He was really telling me it felt good now, he came several minutes later without even telling me but I enjoyed it swallowing and gagging on his cock deep in my mouth. I sucked him anytime I could after that night.
    Years go by we are in our late thirties and over at his house, I have had quite a bit to drink, his wife is sitting out there by the fire with us and we start talking about our teen years. I joked around some saying she must be one happy woman with his size, we were always joking around sexually so it was not an offhanded comment. He says Yeah, you liked it a lot back then and his wife just looks at the two of us and says What? Did you two mess around when you were young? and she keeps pushing wanting to know what we are talking about. He tells me it is all me if I want to tell about it and she is just wide eyed and surprised when I told her I used to suck him off all the time because I liked his big cock.
    She at first let out this long Noooooo Wayyy, you two, never in my life would I have guessed it. We are all quiet for like five seconds and she says to both of us that she wants to see it, no seriously she said Please, I have always wanted to see a guy suck a cock. She then looks at him and smacks his arm saying You two are fucking with me, I knew it!! Damn it she said why did I fall for that! and I told her no, for real I did it quite a bit until we were like fifteen or so. Only guy I ever did it with too and she is speechless again for a few seconds then says Come on, you have to show me, I want this so bad. I just say Okay if he is willing, she stands up jumping around some and is almost begging him to let me do it again. She then says Even better, I will get on top of him and just watch you do it from a sixty nine.
    So like fifteen minutes later we are all in their bedroom, she strips him down and then herself so I did the same not wanting to be the only one not naked, he lays down on the bed and she gets on top straddling his face and is watching me as I crawl up on the bed staring at his huge cock again. I start doing it and she lets out this long breath saying Never in my life did I think I would see you doing this, OH MY GOD and she just laid there watching me suck away until he came. Her pussy was getting licked the whole time and she let out some moans from that and I saw her head drop a few times so she was getting plenty of pleasure from him as well as watching me. She moaned out and said You swallowed his stuff? Holy fuck! I still am just amazed by all of this, my brain is blown right now.
    So for the last few years we get together now and then and she loves watching me suck his cock, we have progressed to threesomes though which is a lot of fun also.

  • The Library

    It was the mid 1970s and I was a 20 yr old virgin who had left home after high school and moved to a city out west. I had kissed girls and made out but not gone all the way. While I found pretty girls nice to look at I found myself looking at men more and more with growing gay desires. I worked in a factory then from Monday to Thursday 10 hour night shifts. Later I would go back to school and get into a profession but at that time I was a manual laborer.

    On Fridays I went to a library to read books and browse. I started checking out books on homosexuality to satisfy my growing curiosity. There was an older custodian there who I would notice cleaning shelves and walking around. A couple times I had the feeling he noticed the gay books I was looking at and lingered around. For a few weeks he hovered around and I saw him checking out my small ass one day. At first I was self conscious when he was around then I began enjoying his attention.

    One afternoon he moved close to me and whispered in my ear. " Come downstairs I want you to see sonething". I looked at him. He was in his late 60's,bald and chubby with glasses and full lips. He was not attractive but for whatever reason his look soothed me. Initially I was wary of going with him but the weeks of glancing at these gay books instilled a growing horniness in me.I followed him to the basement where there were various storage rooms I presume. He unlocked a door and went into a small room with an old couch,table and chair,counter and coffee machine. It was a room to take breaks in. He had me sit on the couch and sat beside me. I was nervous as he smiled at me. He reached beside the couch and pulled out a magazine. He handed it to me. It was a gay magazine. He asked me to look at it. I did as he asked and saw pages of naked men with their cocks hanging out some of them fully erect. My own cock got hard and my heart started pounding. I was turned on. His hand began roaming my leg as I turned the pages excitedly. He found my bulge and unzipped me. Soon he had my hard cock out stroking it. It felt so good. I put the magazine down. His head went down into my lap and those full lips encircled my cock. He sucked me in and began bobbing slowly on my cock. I felt pleasure more intense than when I masturbated. He kept sucking until my cock exploded in his mouth. He sucked me dry. I got nervous after worried someone would knock on the door. I got dressed and hurried out as he watched me. I left the library flustered. That weekend I masturbated reliving that encounter.

    The following Friday I felt compelled to go back to the library. I got there and within a half hour he saw me. He whispered in my ear to come downstairs. I whispered back that I was worried about being discovered. He then told me he got off work in an hour and we could go back to his place. I thought this is getting into unknown territory but I agreed. I went outside to nervously have a cigarette as I smoked in those days. As I smoked my cigarette images of his head bobbing on me flooded my brain and my cock got stiff. Later he saw me in the library and together we went to the parking lot and I got into his old car. He drove us to an old apartment building. I followed him to his apartment. Inside he made us a couple stiff drinks. As I sipped the booze he felt me up on the couch. Our eyes met and lingered. His old face began looking sexy to me. I thought what is happening. There was a growing surrender to his advances. This time he kissed me softly. It was so different to a woman. I liked it and the kiss opened me up further. My mouth opened to join his and we frenched deeply tongues and lips intertwined.

    I was soon naked with him in his bedroom. His naked soft body all over mine as we kissed passionately. He sucked again and made me cum. That night he made me orgasm 3x in his mouth. I spent the weekend and sucked his short stubby cock for the first time loving its feel and texture and swallowing the little spurts of salty cum. After this weekend I was at his apartment every weekend. He and I became more and more loving as the sex went beyond oral. His cock entered my ass and he took my virginity. He preferred to top me and I got used to being the receiver craving that fat little cock inside me. My coworkers kept asking me if I had met a new girlfriend and I coyly hinted I had not telling them an old bald man was now my boyfriend. We never went on public dates just had sex at his place as I slept over. I felt strangely content and loved. One weekend 1 year later he told me he was in love with me and wanted me to move in. This scared me because I was also now in love with him but had no intention to live in a gay relationship that sooner or later would be discovered. It was that fear of social stigma,of others seeing this slim young man with an old guy that finally made up my mind. I left the city.

    My First Gay Experience And Initiation

    I was working a job in the mall and my supervisor harassed me, he grabbed my ass. It was embarrassing because I thought people could see him, but we were behind a high counter and he continued. A couple of times he grabbed my crotch, and other time he put my hand on his crotch. There was just two of us.

    One night after work when my mother couldn't come and get me he drove me home and stopped in a dark street to feel me up and kiss me. he got my zipper down and sucked me, before lowering his pants and bringing my head down to suck him. At my house he reminded me how good I had it before kissing me.

    I tossed and turned and slept badly. At school I was sure that everyone knew that I had sucked cock and let a guy suck me. No one looked the same anymore and I looked at all the guys differently. It became a nightly thing my boss driving me home, and that way my mother didn't have to come and get me. I sucked his cock, I couldn't help it. I got kissed while he jerked on my cock and several times I shot a load which I wiped off with my shirttail.

    One night when my parents were out with some friends we went straight to his apartment, and we got naked together and he fucked me. He considered me his boyfriend and I was as long as I worked at the mall with him. I was attracted and all, but I am not sure that I 'loved' him.

    The Destiny

    There is a time in one's life where your destiny can be revealed.Mine came around 15 years ago.

    At the time I had been struggling with my gay desires for many years. They would build up and I would cruise mainly in ABS outlets or bathhouses to meet men in order to suck cock and be sucked. I also used the online apps to meet men to have sex with. I had been married once and also involved with various women in relationships when not expressing my gay identity.

    One evening I was at my favorite ABS and had sucked several nice older cocks. There was a small dark room where men had sex upstairs,a TV room with gay porn playing and 3 video booths that were often occupied. I was still very horny as no one had yet sucked me. I saw a man there making the rounds servicing cocksbon his knees in the TV room ,dark room and booths. He was in his late 60's,slim with short grey hair and a moustsche. His face had that hungry needy expression that some cocksuckers develop after years draining cocks. He looked around furtively as to who to satisfy next. He noticed me watching him suck other men. I thought to myself he looks so involved and dedicated to his cocksucking. He made sure to fully satisfy each man. As I was watching him I glimpsed myself as becoming exactly like him in time though not quite there yet having not completely surrendered to that destiny.

    Him and I were the only ones left as it was close to closing time. I was sitting on a small bench in the dark room. He slowly approached me and got on his knees. My hard cock was guided into his hungry mouth by his hand. He sucked me easily and deeply. His experienced mouth worked my cock and I felt my orgssm coming closer. He sensed it to and sucked harder. I exploded in his mouth as he chugged my load and cupped my balls. I felt as fully satisfied from a blowjob as any in my life. His skill but mostly his hunger and need pushed me over the edge on such a sensual definitive manner it left an indelible impression. I still think of him and that blowjob. I left for home feeling an inner peace I had never truly known before. I knew I was becoming like him more and more. The need and hunger for a cock in my mouth was taking over.

    Since then I began cruising for men full time. On my knees regularly every week draining all sorts of cocks and making sure men are fully satisfied. Now I am around the age he was then give or take a couple years. I am a needy and hungry cocksucker who lives to suck and service cock swallowing load after load. Now when other men look at me in those places I wonder if they see me the same way I saw him those years ago. I suspect they do. They know who and what I am. Dedicated to making their cocks spurt and get emptied in my willing mouth. Being retired now gives me plenty of time to suck cock in the daytime. I am usually home for dinner having satisfied my need for cock. Nowadays there are far fewer of those ABS places and still a few bathhouses. Not as many men cruise like that anymore and the crowd especially on the ABS spots is sparse and old. Still I find cocks to suck just not as many. The cruising scene is past its heyday which was up until maybe a decade ago perhaps even earlier. Going to cruise as long as there are places to go as the addiction is now for good.

    Will I Go All The Way

    I’ve had a habit the past few years of sexting with gay men. I love the validation and appreciation I get for my body. Can’t say my gf really makes me feel the same way. As time goes on and my gf and I fight, I’m starting to think that I just want to be bisexual and get used by these men that want me

  • Village Boy

    When he caught me taking stuff from his shop, he didn't call the police or inform my parents, instead he took me into the back of the shop and had me suck his cock.
    I knew if he did call the cops and or tell my parents it'd be really really bad for me. So I learned over that half an hour that he shut his shop, just how he liked me to lick, kiss and suck on his cock and balls.
    And what's more I actually enjoyed having him fuck my throat.
    And when he came, and boy did he cum, he held my head firmly forcing me to swallow his gorgeous seed.
    All he said as he opened the shops rear door was "Six o'clock tomorrow evening. Don't be late".
    I wasn't late and because he'd closed up for the day, as well as sucking on his cock, he rimmed and fingered my arsehole making me cum all over his store rooms floor.
    The day after my sixteenth birthday I visited his shop and waited.
    He drove us up to the rocky bluff above our village and after lots of oral sex both ways, I experienced what it felt like to be fucked.
    He had me lean naked over the bonnet of his car as he slid his cock up me from behind. The pain was just bearable, but it soon went and I honestly couldn't get enough of the wonderful feelings his cock drove my whole body to.
    Receiving his cum deep inside me for the first time is something I'll always remember and something we went onto do until one afternoon two years later when I was told he'd been killed in a car crash.
    Our village all turned out for his funeral and it was at his wake I first met one of the local farmers. Someone who apparently knew of my gay liaisons.
    Letting me know he could use a hand on his farm for a few weeks if I wanted the work (I was on summer break from college) I said yes.
    On my first day working at the farm, K told me he knew **** had been fucking me and wondered if id like to enjoy some fun with him.
    That afternoon in the corner of the bottom field near the river, I gave K a blow job and then knelt up against his tractor as K fucked me bareback from behind.
    It was the start of five weeks where each weekday id suck K's cock and he'd fuck me. Or he'd drain my balls giving me a blow job.
    It's been three years since ****'s funeral and I now have a steady girlfriend.
    However most weekends I like to visit K early mornings and take his cock deep inside my arsehole. K's an early riser in every sense and trust me after not cumming all week, he certainly floods my bowels with his spunk.
    My girlfriend knows im bisexual and knows K's fucking me at the weekend.
    But then nothing seems to be a secret in our village.