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- Gay Stories -
Gay Male / 50

Typical Day

I have the day off. The desires flutter through my middleaged mind first thing when I wake up. I think about sucking a cock and making it spurt in my mouth,giving another man and myself mutual pleasure,me as the cocksucker and him as the receiver of my sucking.

I leave the house early afternoon and drive to my favorite cruising area and park my car. Horny already anticipating the search for cocks to suck. This park is by a large lake but easily accessible from the city. Bi married men ,singles,gay men , men of all ages but more over the age of 40 even to their 70's and beyond cruise here on the many trails. Fewer young men than the good old days. Fat men,muscular toned men,slim men,average builds,hunched over old men,blue collar types,office types, all types and men of all races looking for sexual encounters. Not many men yet cruising the trails. Gets busier in a few hours when men get off work and the evenings are the busiest time. There are lots of trees and more secluded areas the further you get from the parking lots.

I see a guy by some trees. He is a bit overweight around 50 my age. He has his fat cock out stroking it. He looks at me and I think about going over. Before I do a blonde buffed guy in his mid 30's goes over,drops to his knees and takes that cock in his mouth and sucks it. I watch for awhile my own cock twitching. The heavier guy shakes and fucks the cocksucker's mouth. He finishes up and I move on. I get to a more secluded area. I lean against a tree. An older guy approaches me. He is late 60's skinny build,white hair and moustache. Shows me an average cock semi hard. I know what to do. I drop down and my mouth goes to work. This may take awhile and it does. I suck him with no one watching us. He finally groans and I get 3 or 4 small spurts of cum. I swallow and feel satisfied. Another man pleased. He smiles and zips up and walks away. I walk around for a couple more hours. I see more sex,mostly cocks being sucked and one young tall black dude fucking some old white guy from behind in cargo shorts around his ankles,that big black cock going in and out as maybe 5 or 6 of us watch while stroking our dicks.A couple trucker types in their 40's are masturbating each other. I move on.

I end up sucking this short preppy Asisn guy further down the trail. He is maybe 30 hard to tell. His small cock produces an unexpected big load.

I see more guys. It is getting much busier. I find as I get older the busier times irritate me more now. When I was younger I loved that time but not anymore. I won't stay much longer. I find a quieter area. At first no one is there then I see this guy approach. He is at least 70 but still looking fit. He smiles at me. He is that type I see once in awhile. Probably been cruising for decades but still takes care of the body. My gaydar goes off. He like me has sucked many cocks. It is etched on his face.He needs to suck me dry and give me pleasure like I do to him. He looks at me" You go first". I drop down to my knees and take out his cock. He is not wearing underwear like me. His cock is a good size thick and veiny with a well shaped head. My experienced mouth deepthroats him. He moans. For whatever reason I suck him deeper with more intention than the other 2 I sucked today. This type of guy excites me the most. I feel all hot inside. In another life this guy would be my husband or steady lover if I was capable of that. I desperately want to please him. Give him the most loving blowjob of all time. It is a chemistry thing. We match up. This kind of intense blowjob results in a quick orgasm as the other man often surrenders to the passionate cocksucking. He knows I want him bad and that triggers him to cum. Sure enough he starts to shake and his cock explodes in my mouth with a huge load of creamy cum. I gobble it all like a madman. Then it is his turn. He sucks my cock voraciously like it is the last cock on earth. I know that feeling that unquenchable desire. I caress his head then I feel it coming like a train. I pump his mouth full of cum. He swallowed every drop. He rises up and squeezes my arm." Just like the old days" he says. I know exactly what he means. These special sexual encounters happen every once in awhile. The sex with a particular man is more intense more timeless. He looks deep into my eyes for a long moment. Then he slowly leaves. I walk back to my car almost in slow motion. That last man gave me everything I needed in a few minutes. It was like hours of lovemaking condensed to a few special moments of oral loving. I got in my car and drove home.

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# 80313 - by Cruiser / July 4, 2025
    • - Gay Stories -
    Gay Male / 30

    Servicing The Boss

    I got hired 3 years ago by a small business owner. Being handy tech wise I do a lot of the tasks my 63 yr old boomer boss cannot manage and he prefers I do it rather than outsourcing. He is married 6ft 3 with a husky build, neat silver hair ,glasses and trimmed moustache. Quite a handsome man still. He knows I am gay and just recently turned 30. He jokes with me that I would make a nice " husband" for some lucky man. We have a good working relationship and get along well.

    Last winter a new different type of service was added to my plate which makes going to work even more enjoyable. His wife was undergoing some health issues which of course was very stressful for him and her but had the added consequence of impacting their sexlife to the point where they were no longer having sex. My boss Keith told me the stress and lack of an outlet had the effect of making him more wound up and preoccupied with sexual thoughts than ever before as they always had a great sex life. He was telling me all this in his office after everyone had gone home. I looked at him and offered him a little relief." If you need a little help in that area I can do something for you" I said. He closed the door of his office. He sat back down at his desk. He looked thoughtful. Finally he said. " Can you do it here whenever I need it and no one else is around ?" I said sure. "How about right now? " he said softly. I moved towards him as he sat back. I unbuckled his pants slowly and pulled his black boxers down. His meaty cock slowly rose as I got on my knees and then guided it onto my waiting mouth. It was 7 inches long circumcised with a perfect mushroom head,a gorgeous cock. I slowly kissed the head and then sucked more and more of it in. My own cock hardened in my pants. I sucked him tenderly feeling a growing pleasure and contentment inside me. My boss moaned softly as I sucked him steadily. He lasted maybe 10 minutes then warned me he was going to shoot. I sucked him right through his orgasm swallowing his spurts of semen fully until he was completely drained. I slowly got up as he got dressed. "Thank you" he said.I replied" You are very welcome". We left the office to go to our cars. He looked relaxed andxI felt a lightness in my step. He drove away and I masturbated in my car thinking of his beautiful cock.

    I service him this way several times a week. It feels like a special ritual now. Something we both look forward to. I always feel horny as hell while sucking him and have to masturbate after. My boss has added a new twist to the encounter.He has a single washroom just by his office. After I have blown him he walks me over to the washroom with him naked from the waist down and his cock emptied of its cum which is in my tummy. He has me look in the mirror there as he pulls my pants and tightly whiteys down. He stands behind me. My hard cock soon feels his right hand on it. He strokes my cock firmly over the washroom sink as I breathe heavily." Do you like this? " he asks." Yes I do boss" I moan. He keeps stroking me. I get closer to my orgasm."Let go for me faggot" he says over and over. His dirty talk always sends me over the edge. I blast my load into the sink as he milks me dry. It is always an amazing orgasm. He gets a small wet towel and wipes me gently clean then puts that towel in a small hamper I take home to wash at the end of the week.On Friday before we leave for the weekend he puts a pair of his worn boxers in the hamper to take home with me. He instructs me to wear them all weekend to remind me of him. I wear them and can smell his body odor in them. It turns me on and I end up masturbating in his boxers with my cum mixing with his dried cum as he masturbated in them earlier in the week. I wash his pair of boxers and the towels and bring them to work on the Monday and make sure they go into his office. Mondays he asks me if I wore his boxers all weekend and masturbated into them.Each Friday I get a different pair to wear. This is kind of a kinky set up but I love it.

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    # 80307 - by Dicksucker / July 4, 2025
    - Gay Stories -
    Bi-Sexual Male / 45

    That Horny Feeling

    A couple years ago my wife went through early menopause and lost her sex drive and desire for sex. She was only 42 at the time and surprisingly to me didn't seem at all bothered by it. She had never had a strong drive and for years we had sex maybe once or twice a week more for my benefit. After menopause hit we had sex 2 or 3 times with her just lying there til I was done. This was not very satisfying so we stopped having sex. One night she quietly told me that if I wanted to get my sexual needs met go ahead just be discreet and don't stay overnight somewhere. I told her I was not going to do that if I could help it.

    At work there is an older guy who confided in me he had similar problems. The difference being that he was in a gay relationship and his older partner had major ED and diabetes. Like my wife he too had given his partner the green light to seek satisfaction elsewhere. Charles my co worker is 58,tall ,well built and a thoughtful type of person. Charles and I started having lunches together regularly and commiserated with each other. We discussed lots of other things and gradually became close friends

    It was a Friday after work and for the first time we had dinner together and a couple drinks. We were enjoying each other's company. We walked to our cars after dinner and this sudden horny feeling came over me. We were standing there close togther facing each other trying to decide what to do next. Charles looked me up and down and said " You look handsome tonight". My cock stiffened." Stop you are making me horny" I teased him softly. That was all the cue Charles needed. He reached down and cupped my bulge squeezing it gently." You are nice and hard for me he said." We need to go somewhere follow me". Charles got in his car and I followed him in mine. He drove to a small motel just off the highway. He got us a room. Clothes came off quickly and we were naked. Charles kissed me all over and took my raging hard on into his mouth. He sucked me until I cried out in joy and filled his mouth with my cream. We relaxed awhile then I took his cock in my mouth for the first-time. His cock is average size but very sexy looking with a big helmet head on it. I sucked him hungrily marveling how sexy it felt to please him orally. He blew a nice load in my mouth and I swallowed it completely loving the sweet taste of his semen. We kissed and cuddled after then went home.

    It has been almost 2 years now into our affair and we both feel sexually content but also the loving feelings have grown with the regular sex. We have intercourse often and there is nothing like blowing our loads deep inside one another then the cuddling after. We go to different motels but also have sex in our cars parked somewhere and also outdoors somewhere secluded. Lately we are going to a gay bathhouse and having sex in a room as other men watch and jerk off. This is turning us both on even more to be watched and showing other men how much we desire and love each other. It is also a lot cheaper than a room on a motel. My lover has also taken me into a dark room in the bathhouse and had me inhale from a small bottle then get into a sling as he fucks me deep with that big head cut cock of his. The more I inhale the sluttier I feel as he thrusts inside me. I see other men crowding around with their cocks out watching us go at it. I am becoming his gay slut in front of their eyes. That horny feeling envelops me every day now even at work. He and I have blown each other in one of our cars at lunch break. We are going to the bathhouse tonight.

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    # 80303 - by Horny guy / July 4, 2025
    • - Gay Stories -
    Bi-Sexual Male / 30

    Motel Loving

    Married 30 yr old male here. Having an affair with a married neighbor twice my age. How did it start?

    My wife is good friends with his wife Helen who is in her late 50's. I came over a few times to their place for barbecues and socializing. Her husband John and I hit it off and became friends. John is 60 silverhaired with glasses compact build and quite the talker. We started golfing together and hanging out.John sought me out more and more to be alone with me and after golfing one day he parked his car with me beside him on a side street. We usually just went in his car or mine. John kissed me and I loved it. Our attraction had been building and this pushed it over the edge. We kissed intently then we talked. We agreed to take it much further but discreetly. John's plan was to get a cheap motel and split the cost a couple times a week so there was no risk of discovery.He found an out of the way place that was super cheap. This added to the naughtiness of it. We started going there and having sex. It was mutual oral at first then we quickly got into fucking I especially enjoy receiving his bigger cut cock. I find now I crave sex with him and the build up is so sexy. We text each other when there are a few hours available for loving then go to the motel. We love each other but don't want to end our marriages. It just feels like a different lovemaking more erotic,intense and addictive. My orgasms with him are deeper than with my wife and he feels the same. We have added a bit of mild Dom sub roleplay. He is much older with a more dominant personality so I call him Daddy and have become much more submissive with him. I wear nipple clamps and we do some mild bondage. I also wear a buttplug when not with him. He only tops me these days and I bottom for him. He texts me with instructions every day on how to please him. The latest kinky thing we do is include the old guy who works at the motel desk in some of our activities. He is around 70 and after we get our room he often drops by to watch John fuck me. He is a tall slim man with short white hair. John finishes inside me and directs the old guy to get his cock out. He then orders me to get on my knees and suck that old guy to an orgasm. I suck the old man as deeply as I can but he has trouble staying hard or ejaculating. However I have tasted his spurts of cum on 3 occasions. I find it nasty but exciting I perform this act because John tells me to do it it has added a real kinky feeling to everything.

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    # 80287 - by Admirer / July 4, 2025
    - Gay Stories -
    Bi-Sexual Male / 69

    Motel Encounters

    I am a closeted senior bi male who has had gay experiences off and on for years usually with men I have met on online apps. Living in a condo with nosy neighbors I had no particular desire to have a man come to my place and be gossiped about. There are several female neighbors who notice everyone coming and going. To see different men arrive would not be very ideal. Bi or gay married men are common on the apps and often are easier and more exciting to be with as they are looking for sex but not a relationship and are not clingy. It can turn into a regular no strings fun time for them which suits me. They also are discreet being married. The main issue is where to meet as their place is not usually an option and I do not want a wife walking in on us.

    My solution is to get a cheap motel room nearby as I live near several of these motels. I know the area,the room is private and the man and I can play discreetly without interruption. Recently I met a nice married guy there after I got a room. I texted him my room number then lay on the bed in skimpy black undies. We knew what each other looked like from the app and what we were into. Both of us were into oral, kissing and body contact. I had an erection as he knocked on my door. He is masculine looking around my height of 6ft and average build with a trimmed beard while I have a neat moustache. He is a year younger than my 69. He said hi and joined me on the bed. He got out of his clothes and his 6 inch cut cock stiffened to match my 6.5 inch cut member. We wasted no time and kissed eagerly. We both felt the attraction and excitement. Once behind closed doors men like us get into hot action real quick. We sucked each other but not yet to orgasm. There was more fondling and kissing. After a couple hours of fooling around and conversation we both needed to cum. He drained me first and boy it was good. Then I sucked him to orgasm. After the sex we felt both satisfied and he left. I watched TV for awhile still in that post sex glow. He later texted me he enjoyed it and we made a date for the following week at the same motel. We have gone there 6x now and our sexual activity is basically once per week. We are totally at ease with one another and he gives me half the amount in cash the room costs. I put it on my credit card to protect his identity. When I have a regular man I notice the affection and intimacy grows over time making the sex even better. It does not become as co dependent as a regular lover as it is no strings and either man can walk away at any time. Because we are not publicly dating I don't feel any undue pressure,stares from others or awkward public moments with a smirking waitress or similar situation. This is the way to go for me as relationships in the past with women or men had their share of conflict or awkwardness. And I can afford this once a week even twice a week on occasion.

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    # 80279 - by Subtle lover / July 3, 2025
    • - Gay Stories -
    Gay Male / 52

    A New Man

    I am a middleaged gay bottom. Once I got divorced in my early 30's my gay desires fully came out and I turned completely to men in terms of sexual activity. Did some cruising and anonymous encounters then settled into a string of gay affairs with single older gay men. Developed a preference for older men,men chubbier than my slim self and enjoyed cocksucking most of all. I would be the bottom in anal intercourse if the gentleman wanted that and enjoyed that a lot as well but giving oral was my favorite.Pleasing a man became part of my nature.

    Fast forward to a couple years ago.My company transferred me to another city a few hours away. I had rented for years but had enough money from savings and investments to purchase a 2 bedroom condo in cash. Not knowing anyone in my new city I pursued some hobbies and joined a walking group to meet people. In my condo there is a large social room where folks play bingo,cards,chess etc. They also had a book club that met once a week there. The unusual thing about the book club was that it was comprised of men. Most book clubs I knew were either all female or mostly comprised of the fairer sex. I love to read and discuss books so I joined.

    I am straight acting on the outside and never really advertised I was gay. When I meet men unless they have well developed gaydar assume I am straight so I mix easily with men in general. Of course behind closed doors my true pleasing nature comes out. Started going to meetings. One fellow who appeared to be in his early 60's sought me out for more extended conversations.Herb is married,very friendly and chatty,balding with a round open face and a chubby heavier build. I thought to myself he is the type of man I am most attracted to but he is married so I tried to keep my desires in check. Over the next few months I could tell Herb really wanted me as a friend.He kept inviting me out for coffees,going to the driving range,walks in a local conservation area etc. I went with him as I thought a friendship is harmless and I enjoyed his company. He started confiding in me about his sexless marriage and other intimate stuff which should have rang alarm bells but I ignored them.

    I was trying to quit smoking and one evening was having a cigarette outside on the parking lot near my car. Herb approached me and told me how his wife had quit smoking. As I listened I noticed Herb appeared more nervous than usual. I wondered why. He said his wife was at an art class for the evening and he wondered if I would like to join him to go to the conservation area to see the sunset there. I found it am odd request but agreed to go. We got in my car and off we went. We parked then did a short hike. We got back to the car as the sun was going down. Herb asked me if I had a special lady in my life. I said no then he added that his wife knew a nice single gal around my own age she could set ne up on a date with. At this point I trusted him with the truth that he would not react negatively when I told him I was gay though I thought who knows it could end the friendship. I told him the truth. His mouth opened wide in surprise but he then said it did not really matter and he wanted to remain friends. I noticed his demeanor changed and he glanced at me nervously. He asked me in a stumbling voice if I found him attractive. I nodded and shyly he looked down. He slowly reached for my hand and placed it on his growing bulge. " Please feel me"he said. I could feel my desires taking over disregarding the fact he was married. I caressed his crotch as he moaned. It did not take long before I was on my knees with his short fat cock in my mouth worshipping it,kissing the velvet head repeatedly and sucking it to the hilt. I knew he would not last long and I wanted him to feel the pleasure of release. I loved his cock right away and found it fit my mouth perfectly. Herb shook and cried out as his cock spurted in my mouth. I took it all.

    I stood up and he pulled his pants up as we watched the final part of the sunset. I lit a cigarette and wondered how this would affect things going forward. Herb answered some of my internal questions by letting me know he loved the blowjob and wondered if I would do him regularly. He sounded much more relaxed and almost seductive in a weird sort of way. Without much regard to any consequences I told him I would be happy to provide an ongoing sexual release for him.

    And that is how it started. I began sucking Herb's cock every week. I did it in our cars,outdoors,my condo any chance we got. Herb became more and more flirtatious privately and initiated the sex. He wanted to go further and further and I let it happen. We began kissing and then having intercourse. Herb likes to take me from behind. I find everything about our sexlife together now very fulfilling.

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    # 80268 - by Service provider / July 3, 2025
    - Gay Stories -
    Bi-Sexual Male / 52

    My Wife Caught Me Crossdressing Part II.

    I could still taste his sweet cum on my lips as I got undressed and cleaned myself up. My wife came home and asked what I did all day, I told her not much.
    I took out the SD card on my camera and his it the pics and video was on it. For awhile with his permission, I used the pics and video on my profile.
    He was responsible for turning me into a cum slut. If I was sucking cock or getting fucked, I was taking the load down my throat.
    A few months went by and my number of boyfriends grew larger and the sex got kinkier and more daring,.
    I even went out in public dressed to go across town for a date. I was so nervous and so wet and turned on. I drove fully dressed and when I got there I was scared to get out of my car.
    Finally I messaged him I was there, he said come to the doors of the apartment and he would come down. As I walked to the door,a construction worker passed by me and said hi and gave me an approving nod. I smiled and kept walking.
    As I reached the doors, he met me there. We waited for the elevator and I asked him if he approved. He gave me a smile and said yes, you look got.
    He was a handsome black guy about 5'10" 170 lbs.
    We got up to his apartment and he escorted me to his bedroom and said if his roommate comes home to be quiet. I agreed.
    He stripped down to his underwear and kneeled behind me on the bed and began to fondle and caress my silicone breasts. I rolled my head on his shoulder and he kissed my neck which got me wet instantly.
    Then he laid on the bed allowing me to pull off his shorts exposing his beautiful black cock that was at half mast and was still a over seven inches and thick.
    I couldn't wait to get his cock in my mouth and I sucked that gorgeous cock long and hard. I was on all fours and he reached around and pulled my panties off as my dress rode up. He marveled over my smooth ass and said he couldn't believe my wife doesn't fuck my ass with a dildo or strap-on.
    He fingered my pussy which was also douched and clean. He spun me around, his cock fully erect, he put some lube in my ass and on his sweet cock.
    I moaned and whined as he began to slide and stretch my hole . He gripped my hips as he pulled me into him sliding his huge cock deeper and widening my pussy so wide.
    It felt amazing as he reached hip deep and a painful pleasure came over me. He began to slowly fuck me and continued for about fifteen or twenty minutes and I came twice and he continued to fuck me harder as I whimpered and whined and told him how much I loved his cock.
    About ten minutes later and two more orgasms for me, he began to fuck me relentlessly until he shot his hot sperm into my love canal, breeding his little slut.
    He pulled out and took a picture for me of his cream pie and then I took his cock in my mouth and licked and sucked him clean.
    I drove home looking like a used slut. His juices still swimming inside of me.
    Later that week I was watching TV and my wife was looking through my phone and she exclaimed, what the hell is this? Apparently one of the pics I took of myself when I first started was in the deleted folder and she found it.
    Needless to say she wasn't happy and I explained that I was just curious about how I would look.
    She didn't want to talk or see me, so I packed up my camper and left. We spent a couple of weeks and then she calmed down and we agreed that I would stop and get rid of my stuff.
    Still more to come.

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    # 80260 - by Urslut50 / July 2, 2025
    - Gay Stories -
    Bi-Sexual Male / 52

    My Wife Caught Me Crossdressing

    It was several years ago that I became interested in Shemales and crossdressers.
    I had been married to my wife for about 5 years and the sex had gotten stale and mundane. We used to have a very vibrant sex life , but some how, somewhere something changed.
    I went as far to offer her to sleep with other guys as long as she shared the details with me, but she turned me down.
    I worked out of town a lot and she would send me videos of her masturbating with a vibrator and making herself squirt. But that seemed to stop around the time she went to a party with the upstairs neighbors while I was away at work.
    The next day she didn't answer my calls all day until the next day. When I asked her what she was doing, she said she was busy cleaning.
    A couple of weeks after I got home I asked her who was at the party. My friend from work knew the people upstairs and often went there to hang out. Him and my wife often teased each other and seemed to be attracted to one another.
    So I asked her if he was there, she said no. But then I told her he texted me that he was there.
    When I got home from work his mom came walking into our place without knocking and looked at me like to as what I was doing there.
    She immediately said oh yeah he was there. I asked her why she lied about it, and she said she just forgot. I asked her if she slept with him, she denied it at first but when I told her I would ask him and some of the neighbors, she said ok, ok we slept together.
    I asked her what happened, she said she was drunk and they ended up downstairs after the party and they made out and then he fucked her.
    I asked her is that why you didn't answer the phone the next day? She said yes. Then I asked if he fucked her all weekend,she hesitated then hung her head as she admitted that they spent the weekend together.
    I couldn't really get mad about it, because I had requested it. So we had sex as she told me what happened.
    We moved across town after but he would come and visit sometimes,but I never let him know I knew.
    It was several months after we moved that I was at work and got a late call from him asking if I was home. I told him I was working, he said ok and hung up.
    The next day I tried to call and text my wife but again she wasn't answering all weekend again. She denied he was there, but I am pretty sure that he was.
    After we got married we bought a house and as the years went on the sex got less and less,
    One weekend we had some of her friends over and friends of theirs as well, one of their friends was a crossdressers and was very open about it. I found that very intriguing and it sparked my interest immediately.
    I never pursued him, because it might have gotten back to my wife. So I started to check out sites that had crossdressers and shemales, eventually I got the courage to meet one of these ladies and had sex with several.
    Usually I would be the guy, until I met a Black shemale, that taught me how to suck cock and get fucked. I was immediately infatuated with being a bottom.
    It was then that I got really interested in crossdressing. So I began to buy sexy clothes and lingerie and high heels and boots, wigs and even silicone breast and even started to wear makeup when I dressed.
    I would dress when my wife was at work and one time I took some pictures of me. But that didn't seem to satisfy my curiosity and soon I joined a gay sex site and started to meet guys to be their girlfriend and have sex with them.
    On time I met a very handsome guy who I invited over to play. By then I was getting better at dressing and became more engrossed in the gay scene.
    I took him downstairs and he got undressed and I immediately dropped to my knees in front of him and took his beautiful cock in my mouth. I asked him if he wanted to make a video of me sucking his cock and agreed immediately.
    I reached and fondled and sucked his cock and then took him deep in my throat and swallow his cock as he moaned deeply,
    He shot several minutes of me giving him head and then put it away as we made our way to the bed. I told him we had to hurry up and then he asked what I wanted to do, I told him that I never swallowed or tasted another man's cum before. He asked me if tonight was the night and I replied with a n enthusiastic yes.
    He laid back on the bed and offered his nice stiff cock to my mouth and I took all of it and gobbled his cock hungrily. I sucked and teased and even let him throat fuck me until he said he was going to come.
    I took him deep in my throat and continued to fuck him with my mouth until I could feel his got liquid shooting down my throat. I loved the taste of his sweet cum and I srank every drop. He continued to pump my throat and finally gave one last loud moan . I squeezed his shaft and milked the last bit of his jizz onto my tongue and licked his cock clean.
    He got dressed and we kissed and then I let him out and got cleaned up. To be continued.

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    # 80258 - by Urslut50 / July 2, 2025
    - Gay Stories -
    Gay Male / 69

    Accepting The True Nature

    Every life has a flow and winding course like a river. We can start out wondering where it leads and one day we know.

    I never wanted to be gay. Many attempts were made to live a straight life and at one point I was married. The gay life looked chaotic,difficult and challenging fraught with being judged,discrimination, being potentially ridiculed. My family would not accept a gay member if they came out. Outwardly I pretended to be straight though internally struggling with being attracted to men. I was confused though because I was romantically attracted to women and could sexually perform with them if horny and utilizing internal gay fantasies to achieve orgasm. For years I told myself I was bisexual and lived a closeted life. I fell in love with my male best friend in my early 20's who was equally conflicted. He let me suck his cock but no kissing. His desire for limits in the relationship prevented a full gay relationship. Later I got married to a woman but was never fully committed and that relationship failed.

    For many years I not only cruised for gay sex in parks,gay bars,gay bathhouses,porn theaters and ABS I also dated women even living with several. I lived a double life until age 50. Then for 8 years I essentially lived more or less openly as a gay man but not telling my family. I had sex with lots of men both anonymously and in affairs. Even had an older gay boyfriend for awhile and lived in a gay area.Something never felt quite comfortable living that way. Not sure if it was conditioning or social discomfort. I loved sucking a man's cock and pleasing him behind closed doors and would bottom in intercourse if he liked that. In public never liked to hold hands or be overtly affectionate. I felt I could fall in love again with another man but it never quite happened. Still felt attraction to women romantically. I had been in love with 2 women both of whom dumped me in the past.

    That lingering attraction to women did not disguise the fact I was basically a cocksucker and bottom gay male who sexually craved cock and a man desiring me. At age 58 I tried to go back to the straight life and for the next 10 years dated women and fell in love with another woman who did not feel the same. The gay desires would intensify between relationships and I found myself on my knees sucking cocks or in anonymous encounters at ABS.

    Finally the hypocrisy and dissonance of this contradictory lifestyle took its toll. I was retired now and parents passed away. I had moved to a new city and bought a condo where no one knew me. Outwardly I did not look like I was living a gay life. I dated a few women with no lasting success. I watched gay porn regularly and masturbated. I stopped seeking out gay encounters as this was a smaller city and not as anonymous as the big metropolis I lived in most of my adult life. In my late 60's I look in the mirror and see a lonely aging gay man who still has desires to have sex with men. Romantically the desire to chase women has all but completely disappeared probably due to aging and declining looks as I once was a decent looking tall athletic guy who attracted women. This is combined with the recognition I am gay and cannot offer a woman any reasonable chance of happiness.

    So what is next. There are temptations to make trips to bigger cities for anonymous gay encounters in ABS and bathhouse situations. This gets my cock hard with anticipation but at the same time I have not done this since 2019 and worry about the seediness and risk which bothers me more now than when I was younger. There are gay dating apps but those can be frustrating and unrewarding. I have tried those in the past. I am not one to join gay groups. That leaves being alone and masturbating to gay porn. This is my struggle currently.

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    # 80242 - by Mark / July 2, 2025
    • - Gay Stories -
    Gay Male / 44

    My Dad's Partner

    My mom and dad got divorced when I was 6 years old and because my mom didn't really want to be a mom, I was raised by my dad. Not long after they got divorced, this guy named Elliott started hanging out at our house a lot, they called each other roomates and as far as I was concerned, he stayed in the guest room. As I got older my dad explained to me that Elliott was actually his boyfriend. It took a while for me to get used to seeing them together in a more "romantic" way but I eventually started referring to Elliott as my stepdad and they were both actually really great dads.
    By the time I got into high school, I was speding a lot of time on ManHunt (the "Grindr" at that time) and I had hooked up with like 3 guys, 2 of them I had hooked up with on more than one occassion. I didin't realize that one of them, Ken, actually worked with Elliott.
    One morning, during the summer, my dad was working and Elliott had the day off so we were just hanging out at home. I was in my room cruising ManHunt and had chatted with a few guys but nothing more and then this one guy reached out to me, commented on my picture (i had a pic of me on all 4s showing off my ass that one of the guys I hooked up with had taken with my digital camera.). Anyway, we started chatting and he sent me a few body pics, just pics of his chest and some with him just wearing underwear but none of them were face pics. As we chatted more, I ended up sending him a few more nude pics, no face, and he sent me a few pics of his cock. This guy seemed like my type and I was really interested so I asked if he was looking to do anything and he was like "maybe.....are you looking to come over to my place or me to yours" and then talked about things he liked sexually. I told him that he would probably need to pick me up becuase my step dad was home, he asked where I lived, I gave him the general locating and he said he was really close to me. He sent me a couple of more pics and then asked if I wantd to come over and I was like, "sure!". He said, "you can probably walk to me, if you want I can give you directions and you can let me know" I agreed and the next thing he sent shocked me. He said "as soon as you come out of your bedroom, take a left and my place is the first door on the right" I froze and said nothing, just closed the website and panicked. After a few minutes Elliott comes to my room in just shorts with an apparent boner and he was just like "don't you want to come to my place" I was embarrassed but he was holding my hands, teasing me, swinging his boner around then just bent down and give a kiss and I started kissing him back...nothing dramatic, just kissing but he said he wanted me to go to thier bed...i was already so horny and Elliott was a good looking guy, I didn't really hesitate much afte the kissing...We got to his and my dad's bedroom and he immediately took off his shorts and his cock was gorgeous....It twas thick, very veiny and the head of it was just so round and shiny. I sucked him off a bit, he rimmed me and I was on my back, he had my legs up and the tip of his penis right at my hole and he was like "are you sure?" i was just nodding yes....I felt hm press against me more and more and then felt his finger go in me then I felt him slide in and that initial feeling was intense for me. He fucked me missonary, staring at me the whole time. He was very verbal and right before he came he grunted and said "you're taking my load, I'm gonna fucking cum" He came, we laid in bed for a bit and he got up and said he was going out to smoke, he offered me a cigarette, I was like no. he was like, I'm not gonna tell your dad so I went out with him. We smoked the cigarettes and went back in and he walked up to me on the couch, started kissing me again and we ended up fucking one more time. After that, we took advantage of any opportunity we had and fucked around. We did it til I was in my late 20s.

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    # 80240 - by Scribble / July 2, 2025
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