Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

Prefer To Wear Lingerie

For my arousal, I have a unique way I would love to service men I am short and like to be dominated by tall muscular guys, By dressing in maybe a baby doll I would feel like a little kitten next to a big guy , it would be nice to have him come up to me tell me I'm beautiful and kiss me full on the lips and run his Toung down my neck after that I would let him take me anyway he wants He would completely own me .

  • My Best Memories Of When I Lived In Mexico As A Teen

    During my growing up years I lived in Mexico City with my parents and younger sister. We lived in a large house and had 'staff' for keeping house. My father was a representative of a large multinational company there. I was in my early teens when we moved.

    My father hired this man to help with the 'man' work with the house. The yard, washing the cars, errands and stuff. He slept in one of the staff rooms in the back. I will tell you that he was always touching me, to get my attention, to straighten out my shirt. He would come into my room after lights out to straighten out the bed, and he would run his hand all across my body as I lay under the heavy blanket. At what point his hand went under the blanket I don't really remember, he rubbed my behind and if I was on my back he massaged my dick until I came. The kissing came later, kissing my face while he massaged my dick, then kissing my dick and giving me blowjobs. Not every night, but a lot of nights. It wasn't something I talked about, I waited for him to come.

    It was a bad night when he didn't come. When I had to go to sleep without his goodnight kiss. I had wet dreams about him, using the sheets under me, holding onto my pillow at night. I dreamt of him as he laid himself on my back. I had dreams long before he actually completed the act in me. When he did, and he whispered in my ear that he loved me, it was the best night of my life.

    But one day I came home from school and he was gone, let go. My mother told me that he had to return to his town, and we would miss him, but we would get someone else. That someone else bothered the maids. My father had to have a serious talk about leaving the maids alone.

    I went to college at NW in the Chicago suburbs. At college I met a friend who wanted to kiss, and we got it on. We were good friends, and had a good time, but we were never emotionally together. I wasn't ready to forget Juan.

    Becoming A Bottom

    Not sure what drew me to sex with a guy. It more or less just randomly happened two years ago when u find out about gay hook up apps

    I loved the sense of giving up my masculine to a guy. Letting him penetrate my butt and use me for his please. Entering my tight hole that in mosts eye is an exit only especially for a guy.

    I’m a married man with 3 kids. Just your typical masculine guy who lived in the countryside. My sex lifestyle is good with my wife. She still wants sex a few times a week which I’m lucky for. But I just felt the urge to try more I guess

    A 60 year old took my virginity. I was laying on my stomach and I let him penetrate me. The feeling of him first entering me was very overwhelming. I had mixed feelings of guilt and Shame and being very turned on by the situation

    I felt like I was doing something so bad because I was letting a guy fuck my masculine ass. I was cheating on my wife but cheating without using my dick. And that guy knew he was fucking a married dad of 3.

    I took his load in my butt. What a feeling. Getting dressed with another man’s seed in my rectum. It definitely made me feel funny but very much so turned on I took his cum.

    Arriving home with my sore butt full of another man’s cum I kinda felt awkward but inside it felt amazing. No one would know I got fucked expect me. It honestly made me think so is this how my wife and potentially daughters feel when a man cums in their butt. I know I’ve cummed in my wife’s butt a lot over the years.

    I’ve since let that guy fuck me quite a few times. Even have had his cum drip out of me and into my underwear. Thank good I wore briefs those days because going commando would had been messy

  • Working Off That Excess Puberty Aggressiveness The Old Fashioned Way

    As everyone knows, puberty brings out the best and worst in you. Those years brought on wet dreams. It also brought on aggressive behavior. As with most school districts, aggressiveness was dealt with by the coaches. Run it off.

    The coach had it in for kids like us, he treated us like a drill sergeant. In the showers he made fun on hairless pricks, or for some of the older boys 'coming along fine'. Me, he treated me differently. "I've seen kids like you" showing me his dick "this here is a man dick".

    I got pushed around by him, he worked off my excess energy in the equipment room. Grabbing my ass or my prick, humping me, whispering in my ear what he was going to do with me. I had more and more wet dreams. When the time came for me to grab his dick I didn't let go. Yeah, I liked it. Yeah, I kisses his dick. Yeah, I stroked his dick. Yeah, I rubbed my face with his dick. And yeah, I bent over for his dick.

    All that energy to be worked off by bending over. Taking it up the ass. Jerking him off. Giving blowjobs. And all the time my dick had to be masturbated by my own hands, or worked off at night with wet dreams.

    But, I was not horsing around in class. I got my classes out of the way before going to the gym to work out, to be his gopher. To clean out the equipment room. To run laps. To suck his dick. To bend over and 'take it like a man'. I got through puberty and move on to high school.

    Rendezvous

    I am happily married but have one secret from my past I can never share with my wife. There are times I still masturbate thinking about what happened.


    It was just after the start of the millennium. I was in my early 20's and had a shift work job from Monday to Thursday with Fridays and the weekends off. One Friday afternoon I was wandering aimlessly downtown when I passed by this adult cinema located on the upper floor in a row of buildings. I was curious and went in. There were 4 small cinemas with 20 or 30 seats each showing various porn films. You paid into a machine and your token got you into any of the 4 screens. I picked one and sat down. The movie started and I recall no one else was there maybe 20 empty seats. I was in the back row. The sex scenes gave me an erection which I fondled. An older heavier balding man entered and sat down in my row a few seats away. He looked in the dark to be at least 60. He glanced over at me repeatedly. My erection remained stiff. After about 15 minutes he got up and slowly slid into the seat beside me. I thought of getting up and leaving but his big body was kind of in the way. He kept glancing down at my bulge. I started getting more aroused my him checking me out and my cock got even stiffer. When his hand landed on my leg I let it stay there. His hand slowly moved up my leg to my crotch as my heart beat faster and I got even hornier. He unzipped me,slid my underwear down and caressed my raging hard on. He stroked me for awhile then his head went down into my lap and his soft lips took my cock in. He sucked me slow and deep. It felt so erotic. I came in his mouth and he made sure I was fully emptied. He sat up and whispered in my ear. "See you next Friday in this theater number 4". Then he left. I left the theater feeling weird. I wondered why he thought I would just show up again that day for a repeat instead of never coming back. I resolved to make this a one time thing and strike it down to just simple horniness.

    Friday came around and my mind was in conflict. Urges to go downtown and see him again for a blowjob eventually won out. I nervously went to the cinema and sat down in the same spot. Sure enough a few minutes later he arrived. He smiled and sat beside me. There was another man sitting near the front but he paid no attention to us. The old guy soon had my cock out stroking it. He appeared bolder and more confident than the first time. I was incredibly horny. Thus time he stroked me a lot longer. He put his arm around me and kissed my neck then mouth. His soft lips teased my mouth and excited me in a way I never expected. I thought to myself this mouth has sucked my cock and now is kissing me and I like it. I kissed him back feeling like he now knows I have surrendered to him. After some deep kissing he sucked me again. After he emptied me he had me unzip him and caress his cut cock. I masturbated him into a kleenex he had nearby. I enjoyed giving him a release . He whispered on my ear to meet him here Saturday afternoon.

    I went there and we did it all again. Now I was going every Friday and Saturday afternoons to rendezvous with him. Sometimes other men watched us have sex but usually it was just the two of us in the back row making out. I was sucking his cock now and when he could cum swallowing his sweet and salty load. I felt different inside in a scary way. I thought about him and when I saw other old men I wondered what it would be like to have sex with them. I wondered if I was now completely gay. I had girlfriends before but never felt this degree of lust and excitement. The porn in the background enhanced the feelings. After 2 years of these encounters I decided to stop as I was afraid I was becoming totally addicted to this type of sex and to him in particular. I started dating again but these gay thoughts and urges still hit me regularly. Thankfully I met my future wife and fell in love and the thoughts gradually receded. Quite often though I see an older man and feel the pull to go back to it but these days those theaters are gone and the places with video booths do not appeal to me.

  • Shared Husband

    My wife and I have a reasonably happy marriage with one significant imbalance. After 10 years of marriage our sexual needs differ in one significant area. She is happy having sex once or twice a month while I prefer 3-4x a week. I stopped expecting that and feel sexually frustrated thar we only get it on when she is open to it. We had plenty of discussions about it in the past year and she said she wanted me to be more satisfied. She did not want me to have a woman on the side or affair or visit prostitutes.

    At some point she told her gay best friend Robert about our dilemma and he gave her an idea that struck her like a perfect solution. She said he joked about taking care of the marital duties for her. She got excited and said do you mean blowing my husband every week,taking it up the ass what? Whatever he wants Robert replied. My wife pondered this and mentioned it to me.

    I have never felt attracted to men and having met Robert doubted it even more. He is a decade older than us in his mid 40's,not bad looking in a normal guy way.....tall,works out still has his hair,masculine not effeminate etc. I just never pictured anything sexual with him. Wendy my wife then said. What if you just sit back and receive a blowjob,close your eyes and imagine it is me. If you get horny enough to fuck him I don't mind that either. Besides you would be doing him a favor too. He hates the gay dating scene and has the worst luck with men. He has needs too. I told her I needed to think about it for a day or 2.

    I had a couple beers a few nights later and felt a bit horny. I told her well maybe I will try it once and I guess it is only a blowjob. She smiled and called Robert right away. It was a Saturday night and he was free and could come right over. I got cold feet as it was happening too fast but my erection told me I needed something. She confirmed with him and he arrived a half hour later. We sat in the living room as he had a couple beers. My wife called a single female neighbor who was free and said she would very back in a few hours. That left Robert sitting on the couch with me. There was an awkward period then Robert unzipped my pants gently and bent down engulfing my cock in his mouth. Oh man it suddenly felt really good and he deepthroated me to a big climax not wasting a drop. We chatted awhile then he left. My wife returned all eager to know how it went. I told her it was better than I expected. She looked thrilled and said darling you are gonna need return visits. And that is how it started.

    Robert dropped by several times a week and always on Saturday evenings. My wife made plans with her female friends. I found myself enjoying the sex with Robert more and more. Instead of the couch we found our way to a spare bedroom and got naked together. I found in time I wanted his juicy cock in my mouth as well and sucked him off as much as he did me. Once we started having intercourse,the kissing and fondling began happening as well. My wife surprised me in bed one night. She looked at me and smirked. "Robert tells me everything you know." My face went red. "Don't worry darling your lovemaking with him does not bother me at all". " In fact I think he should sleep over Saturday nights so you two can make love as long as you want". I looked at her and said okay. So that is how it works. I go down on my wife once or twice a month as she no longer wants intercourse and Robert performs the marital duties.

    I Was Lucky First Time Out, I Met Mr. J And He Liked Me

    Running away from my life I joined a cruise liner as a waiter. I signed for eight months. The room I shared with another waiter, it was small with two bunks, below the water line. It was my home for the eight months.

    It was pretty clear that the gays outnumbered the straights two to one. My odds of striking up with a girl were poor, too few, too expensive. The women were for the officers. A new boy on board, I was going to have to make friends with someone who liked me. Part of the reason I ran away from life.

    Just my luck I was liked right off by Mr. J, who worked with the mechanicals on board. Mr. J had his ideas that I had to adopt as my own. It's not that I didn't like Mr. J, I did, it was more of adapting to a man his age.

    The difference between him and any other one I had been with, Mr. J was used to being in charge. I told myself be nice, don't argue so much. Who was I to question him. We got along fine and Mr. J saw me as his favorite aboard. He had a room of his own, and when the schedules allowed I was up there with him.

    I'm not complaining, as a new one on board, I was at the bottom of the order. By the time I went home I was well trained for my job, I knew my way around, and Mr. J had me sign with the next assignment he was on.

    Rewired

    A couple years ago I got dumped by my girlfriend at the time. I felt things crashing down and went into an emotional tailspin. I did manage to hold onto my Job and not yet 25 was still hopeful I could get back on track.

    I decided to go into therapy to figure myself out and get in touch with how to deal with the angst and depression I had felt off and on for years. I checked out a number of therapists and the problem was that a lot of them charged more than I could afford. There was one male therapist who was semi retired in his late 60's who had reasonable rates and few clients. He was very willing to fit me in. He had an office in his home and would see me twice a week Tuesday and Thursday evenings after my work finished.

    Louis the therapist has a ranch style home in an older suburb. I drove there having talked to him for about an hour on the phone to give him background. His office had plants a big desk and very comfy couch at the back of his house. He welcomed me in and he had me lay on the couch. He was tall,bald, had a neatly trimmed white moustache and glasses. He spoke quietly and mostly listened while asking me questions. He had been trained in Freudian analysis and the first 20 sessions which were around 2 hours each he analyzed my childhood,upbringing and life experiences up to this point. He was very precise and detail oriented.

    Then we had a session in which for the first time he gave me his impressions based on everything I told him. He asked me to listen carefully until he was finished before giving a response. He told me I was stuck in the oral phase of early childhood development which meant I was basically a passive person with major oral needs who needed direction and to let go with any repressed unmet desires. Those needs had to be met first in order to experience growth. I listened wondering where this was going. He concluded that I idolized my one grandfather on my father's side which was true and my deepest need was to please him. My grandfather had passed away and I still missed him badly. He concluded that roleplays with him as my grandfather would unblock me and allow me to move forward. The next session would start this process. I left his office confused but willing to try

    The following week I arrived. The blinds in his office were drawn. Louis was wearing clothes similar to what my grandfather wore as per my description. We roleplayed a conversation as if he really was my grandfather. I felt all warm and fuzzy inside. I recall feeling a pleasant daze come over me. The talk got more intimate and soothing. I was on the couch as the therapist moved close to me. He unzipped his pants and he slowly took his cock out. It got hard as he guided it towards my mouth. He softly told me to kiss the mushroom head of it them gradually take it on. I did that feeling a joy I did not expect. I sucked him greedily and inside felt a deep satisfaction like I had never known. He came in my mouth and I gulped his semen down like a fulfilling meal.

    And for over a year twice a week this was our session. I blew him and then he blew me on the couch. After that he kissed me as we tasted each other's cum in our mouths. We kissed the rest of the session then I left. The next series of sessions focused on the phallic phase as I learned to take his cock up my ass. After he finished in me we kissed until the end of the session. 6 months of that and he said I was ready for the final phase of treatment. He had me move in and do all the household tasks cooking ,cleaning, and worshipping him at every opportunity. We no longer netcin his office as I now shared his bed. Therapy was over.

    Everyone's Day Will Come And You Give Into Your Dark Side

    coming from a conservative background I was always hesitant to get involved with behaviors that are considered hedonistic. that does not mean that I didn't want to.

    we were college kids, and we went to puerto vallarta for spring break, four of us. we stayed in a time share of one of the guys who borrowed it. next door to us were some 'men', who invited us over to a party. the men and the friends were all, well naked. and we were encouraged to join them.

    it was hard for me to get naked, and walk around those naked men and my college buddies. it wasn't long before we found out why we were invited, fresh meat for the party. it may not have been our idea, but being the focus of a naked man in the hot tub, and too much tequila, lowers your inhibitions. yeah, well, a man kissing you, and his dick floating against you? a man, holding you down while he rides your back and gets his dick in you? it was a party, hedonistic party, an orgy you might call it. all that dick all around you, sucking and holding, jerking and bending over.

    that party, that spring break, was when i gave into my hedonistic desires.

  • Her Gay Uncle

    My girlfriend lives in her gay uncle 's house with her apartment upstairs. They are very close basically best friends. He is in his mid 40's ,a straight looking handsome guy with thick curly hair and gym toned physique. When we started going out he was always around being a bit of a homebody and worked remotely. He was very friendly right from the start.

    Vicky is 30,a vivacious voluptuous cheerful brunette and 5 years my junior. Often on weekends her uncle would join us upstairs to have some wine and watch movies together. I got comfortable with him being around to the point where we all sat around in pj's in the evenings. It was on one of these weekends my girlfriend initiated a truth or dare game among the 3 of us. We were all a bit drunk from consuming a fair bit if wine and were now sharing a strong joint. She asked me a truth and so on. The game got increasingly risqué as we got stoned. She dared her uncle to go down on me. By this point we were all horny. She watched and encouraged him as his head bobbed on my cock. He was great at it and I filled his mouth with my seed. We ended up all naked in bed together. I licked her to orgasm. He caressed my body and I got hard again. She got some lube and her uncle took it and got his ass ready. She had me mount him and I blew a massive load in his ass as he and I moaned in pleasure.

    Later she told me that this was her biggest fantasy,that I would discover bisexuality and not only be her bi boyfriend but be her Uncle's boyfriend as well. This has evolved and I have sex with both of them every weekend. I now take his cock in my ass too.